Well, I haven't gotten the email back so I guess it went thru... yaaaay! Here's a copy of the email I sent her (but I'm gonna exclude the pics... you've all seen them before anyway and will know what I'm referring to.) I know it seems a bit long but I feel it's best to include as much as possible in order to get someone's attention. Hope I'm not wrong in thinking that way, but I tried anyway...
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Dear Ms. McClain,
I don't know if you're aware of Morgellons Disease yet, but it involves bio engineering and nano technology. It's a product of man....... there is nothing natural about it. It's an almost sci-fi bizarre kind of disease... most could never even imagine anything like it ever existing. It's even been difficult for me to accept it does indeed exist. But I've had to, I'm one of the many sufferers who are looking for answers. It's destroying our lives... many of those lives have been taken by suicide because of the horrific effects of morgellons on the body....... and mind.
I've recently realized that someone like you might be able to understand a lot more about how Morgellons works, which is my reason for contacting you. I feel we've been looking in the wrong direction for answers. I, along with others in my support group
have watched your injured biotech worker video. I'm so sorry you've had to endure what you have, but we feel you're the kind of person we need to help us find our way because of your own horrific experiences.
Medical doctors are baffled and most times won't even discuss Morgellons with you. There isn't a sufferer out there who hasn't at one time been labeled delusional. Altho the NIH has recently listed allowable qualifiers for the medical society to follow regarding Morgellons. A DOP diagnosis no longer qualifies as a diagnosis for a Morgellons patient.
There is research being done now... not only by those licensed to research, but last year the CDC finally started their investigation into Morgellons, along with the U.S. Armed Forces Division of Pathology and Kaiser.
But those of us who have been the so called "pioneers" of this disease aren't expecting much from them at this point. Morgellons has rapidly spread worldwide... and the way the CDC has handled it from the get go just isn't right. Hundreds of people all over the country reporting the same bizarre symptoms were ignored for too long. Once they were forced to address the issue, there were more reasons for delays than you can imagine.
Those of us with the disease have made a lot of strides by contacting senators, congress, researchers, and the media... which is the reason the CDC finally started their investigation. They were pretty much forced to do so only because of what we had accomplished. We have no choice but to do whatever we can to get the attention this disease deserves... or at least to know how it came to be and for all of it to be fully understood so that we may then possibly find a cure... or find a way for the body to reject it.
So I'm asking if you might possibly have some time to work with me (with us) through correspondence to see if you can determine what Morgellons is. I have years of documentation, pictures, and videos. This disease is incredibly frightening and very controlling. It almost takes "rising above it" just to get thru each day. Some even refer to it as demonic... only becuz it may have been created by evil minds.
It hasn't been an easy road searching for someone to help end this nightmare we're living. Not when your body is going thru horrific changes with each day that passes. What has been documented thus far hasn't helped much in the hope department... but I'm no quitter and I believe in God with all my heart.
This unknown disease (poorly given the name morgellons) seems to somehow be connected to Lyme Disease as well. Most sufferers either had Lyme previous to Morgellons or have developed it since the onset of Morgellons.. the latter including myself.
Morgellons produces additional electricity in the body, carbon nano tubes, it self assembles and replicates. It produces fibers, crystals, and web-like adhesive transparent glass strands that create a network of biofilm in your skin. It also consumes the hair... replacing it with "pseudo" hair. A gel of some kind will ooze from the skin... and whatever it is, it somehow seems to produce on a continual basis. It's as tho you've become magnetized tho, and everything out there attracts to your body.
The fibers emerge from the skin as well. These fibers have been tested at the FBI forensic lab and none have been found to match any known fibers in their database. Heavy metals also show in the bloodwork done by Dr. Staninger. Silica and plastic are also being produced in the body, along with agrobacterium (a plant pathogen.) They have all been found in Morgellons patients. There's believed to be a viral, fungal and bacterial aspect to Morgellons as well.
You won't read a whole lot about these things tho, unless you read some of the research papers which have been documented thus far. Normally, the media only covers the skin lesions (which not all Morgellons patients even have) and the feeling of bugs crawling beneath the skin.
Morgellons is also very extreme in the environment. So far, it's been linked to GMO foods, pesticides and chemtrails. Why certain people are affected or whether it is contagious is not yet known. Two individuals who have done what research they were able to do have come to different conclusions.
Dr. Staninger (who I mentioned above) is a doctor of integrated health and environmental toxicology. She's had many yrs. of education in the field of nano technology as well. She was the first to identify Morgellons as a product of nano tech and there are many who believe in her findings. She believes it is not contagious and that it may have something to do with a persons carbohydrate metabolism or some other catalyst which is enabling it to produce in certain individuals. I was one of her (now many) patients she began to try and help with the use of infrared and herbal supplements. Here is a link to her page.......
www.staningerreport.com/#indexMainWindow.html Dr. W. John Martin, who discovered the stealth virus and believes Morgellons to be in that category, believes it is contagious. He is the Dr. who confirmed my diagnosis 5 1/2 years ago.
As for myself, I believe it is headed in the direction of a plague (it may have reached that stage already.) But you'd almost have to be contaminated by this nightmare in order to understand the full spectrum of it's effects....... which I can honestly say I do.
Here's a pic of the gel in it's hardened form I removed from my hand. You can see the segmented tubes beginning to emerge which I feel the particles from the gel create ...
Some gel had also purged from my finger one day while I was adjusting a sample and it landed on the base of my scope. It didn't take long before it had crystallized and nothing would remove it... so I decided to leave it and see what would happen.
In the video link below, you can see the elasticity of the gel as it attaches to the sealed edge of the tape I was initially trying to scrape it off with. You'll also see the light particles the gel produces and the ensuing segmented tubes it begins to create...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjP8NVLtm84&feature=channel_page The next 2 pictures will show you the process following what took place from the gel in the video above. You can see the initial "gel blob" as it begins to create the connecting tubes on the base...
This second picture shows you the development of the tubes on the base after a period of 2-3 months...
The growth finally lifted from the base (an even longer story) but the gel remained permeated into it... and the process repeated itself a second time. The next picture was taken of the second growth process that took place over the same period of time as the above once it lifted. Same growth, different pattern...
My scope is now in the hands of a researcher who recently told me it seems to be mutating once again for a third time. Just so you know, this gel seems to permeate most any surface. The gel itself has not yet been identified. I believe from experience it could be the crux of Morgellons... but I have no scientific knowledge or background. We're all trying to figure this out on our own and it hasn't been an easy task.
I was very lucky to capture the colored light particles as well which I believe the gel produces...
The following pics are of a "chip" I removed from my arm, followed by additional pics of a chip from another woman with Morgellons. I'm also adding a 3rd womans link to pics of a chip she also removed from her body.... she also has Morgellons. I live in California, the 2nd woman lives in Alabama and the 3rd in Michigan.
I place my samples between clear tape (sometimes it's the only way to pull the ones from my skin that don't emerge by themselves.) But even when firmly trapped between the tape, I've watched the gel produce it's strands and segmented tubes and escape right through it.
These first 4 pictures are of the chip I removed....... I was lucky enough one day to remove it from my arm. Altho each picture looks completely different in color and makeup, they were all taken of one in the same chip. It had the ability to change not only in color, but structure as well...
The chip began to change in color every time I flipped it over to photograph the other side. You can see the different colored segments of particles and the gel as it pulses out from within the chip. In my opinion, the tubing then pulls the particles in as it continues to spread throughout the body as it creates its network (the same is happening in the environment, mine has also become totally contaminated)...
The next change to take place was in structure too...
Minutes later, I captured what could be carbon nanotubes or nanowires (yellow in color) beginning to emerge from within the chip? (remember too, this is all occurring while pressed between tape)...
The next picture is the only one I took of the chip with bottom light vs. top light. If you look closely, you can see the cross sections of tubes (or wires)...
Dr. Staninger is holding my chip awaiting a lab for identification and analysis.
These next pics are from one of my many morgie friends... this one's in Alabama (she's an RN.)
Her first pic shows the particles encased in what feels like glass shards coming out of the body. The casing could be silica I suppose?
Unlike myself, she's been able to remove two different shaped chips from her body, this next picture is of a rectangular form. With a little dissection, you can begin to see it's many layers of particles (or sensors?)...
This is of course, the hexagon shape chip she removed which is identical to mine above...
Here's the link to my other friends pictures of the hexagonal chip she removed (she lives in Michigan.) Her pics were taken with much better equipment and they also show the dissection process of the chip...
www.flickr.com/photos/chaosonline/sets/72157602561908894/detail/ Morgellons is an emerging disease....... but I can tell you that life with it is no longer a life, but a constant living nightmare. All of us have removed these chips from our bodies, all of us have Morgellons, and all of us live in totally different parts of the country. Hmmm, maybe you can do the math....... I'm hoping you can help. I'm actually beginning to think a lot of folks out there have been advised against becoming any more involved... altho I'm not into any conspiracy theories.
I'm inserting one final picture of a man I know with Morgellons as well. He held a black light to his head which showed the structures we all feel moving around in our heads and in our bodies. It seems to be an ongoing network with a bio film covering the entire body tho...
I'd also like to leave you a link to my support forum. We're all trying to solve this as we've been pretty much left to do so on our own... but as I said, we're not scientists. This link is to a thread I wrote about the gel when another friend of mine on the board captured the same thing happening as I did in the video link I left you above. It includes videos and pictures as well...
lymebusters.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=rash&action=display&thread=12586 In short (sorry, it's a bit late in my letter for that) but Morgellons first attacked my hair before becoming systemic throughout my entire body. I used to have long pretty hair... but within 3 years of having this disease, I was totally bald. The hair is growing back, but it seems for the most part to be pseudo hair now. My skin constantly feels as tho it's been wrapped in fiberglass and the electrical sensations cause an extreme amount of pain. There's much, much more, but I know I've been long winded as it is.
I want you to know this isn't a hoax of any kind. I'm just trying to do whatever I can that might help us in identifying the full context of this disease. So I would greatly appreciate hearing any ideas you might have. I will forever be in debted to you for help of any kind you can offer us towards solving this mystery disease as well.
I just need to believe there IS someone out there who can help us turn this thing around... and protect the ones who have not yet been stricken by its horrific effects.
Sincerely ~~ Robin XXXXXXXX
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