flyawayredbird
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Post by flyawayredbird on Aug 4, 2010 8:20:01 GMT -5
Sorry to say, but I'am back at this site. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate this site....it's just that I thought I was well....I knew I was never completely healed, but it wasn't that bad really.
Well that is until last week. Another break out, like in 2008. I can't go through what I did, when I had that break out then. I just can't. I don't have the strength to do this again.
I stayed away from this site, cause not only did I feel I was well, but because I felt if I dwell ed on it ....only made things worse.
I recently took in two kittens, and I'am wondering if this could be the cause. I was fine until then. I love them, but......
Well I'am posting this.....and then back to reading your post to see if there is anything new about Morgellons.....Like a cure....hmmm How I wish !
flyawayredbird Is Back
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Post by ruth on Aug 4, 2010 10:03:17 GMT -5
i am sorry you are back too. i can't wait to leave, that will mean
i am well (or dead).
i see the people in my town with this... with increased lesions showing they are in an 'episode' too.
i am on my 3rd week of increased growth of M. so very tired, eyes constantly wet, memory decreased, etc.
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Post by toni on Aug 4, 2010 10:41:36 GMT -5
Hi Flyawayredbird, We know what you mean when you said as you did about being back. I know there's a lot of "questions unanswered" in fact they ALL are in regards to Morgs, so we can only go by 'what's going on with the other people'...if there's anything in relation to what we're experiencing. So, of course this can only be "my experience" and I have mixed feelings about pets (whether they're the culprits or not). Personally, I don't think so. I think they are simply victims as we are. (I think anything warm blooded has the potential to get Morgs) and maybe even cold blooded too for all I know (the fish or frogs). But, I wanted to say, I don't have any pets, haven't for years. I am presently experiencing a "breakout" that is beginning to remind me of "in the beginning" too. So I know you said "you're wondering if it's your new kittens"... but, see - I AM breaking out (right now) and have been over the last several days too without any animals in my house. Which is why I'm posting this, because we have the same thing (it sounds like going on) yet our environment isn't the same. I think it's "something in us". Not that "outside factors don't influence" the "infection". I believe they do, but, moreso, it's what we're infected with seems to be in a hammer down mode right now for some reason.
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Post by toni on Aug 4, 2010 10:44:44 GMT -5
Ruth, I couldn't help but chuckled in a warped way about what you said. ;D (you know what I mean) It's the truth isn't it.
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Post by ibzahp on Aug 4, 2010 12:45:15 GMT -5
Aww fly away i'm sorry that this scourge has once again reared it's ugly head. But its really nice to hear from you. I tend to think the way Toni does about pets but one thing you might want to look at is seeing if the kitties have Bartonella. We can get Bartonella too. Bart is a very toxic illness, especially when combined w/"Morgellons...I know from my own healing journey. Bless your heart.
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Post by toni on Aug 4, 2010 12:50:44 GMT -5
Ibzahp,
I sure agree with what you said too...that's really important.
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Post by ibzahp on Aug 4, 2010 13:18:53 GMT -5
Hi Ruth and Toni this does seem to be really strong lately-absolutely no fun at all.
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Post by justhanginin on Aug 5, 2010 8:40:20 GMT -5
Same here Redbird, The unusally hot and muggy weather here has kicked up my symptoms to an almost all-time high. Lots of little lesions and particles popping from my skin and no energy with a bit of brainfog thrown in just for fun. This really stinks! I was always a fan of the "dog days" of summer as other people called them. Morgs has taken even that little pleasure from me. Don't know if it helps but at least you are not alone in this situation.
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flyawayredbird
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Post by flyawayredbird on Aug 5, 2010 13:14:59 GMT -5
WOW...so good to see so many people encouraging me, thank you.....(meaning you must have this ) or should I say that a little different....because it's not good, if we are all still here on this site.....or maybe I shouldn't say that either....cause that might mean if we are not here, either we are well or dead one. So what the heck....I'am not sure anymore.....what to do or what to say.
But this I have to tell you, this site literally saved my life back in 2008. Because of this site, I did manage to get through the most difficult time of my life. So I'am hoping once again....I will be able to get through this again. I don't want to die, I want to live !
I don't believe my pets are the cause....but for some reason, I think, they tend to make matters worse for me.....I don't know for sure about that either.
Again thank you to all of you for your help and encouragement.
flyawayredbird
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Post by bannanny on Aug 5, 2010 14:03:13 GMT -5
Hey flyaway... I'm so sorry, but so glad at the same time that we'll always have each other to come to when things get bad. Unfortunatley, it's been the same with me guys... I started doin soooo much better when I went to St. Croix and started living my life again. Then when I came to Maryland everything remained good until about a month ago. Crawling and movement like never before, but at least I still don't have anymore oozing goo! Guess we're all cycling again tho... seems like we always do around the same time too.
I'm praying for us all! Try to have a golden day guys...
hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by justhanginin on Aug 5, 2010 15:59:18 GMT -5
Hi, Bannanny, Was that about the time that the weather got hot and muggy there too? May be a factor. It always has been for me. The good thing is when the weather cools down the symptoms fade away. So for me the glass is still haf full.
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Post by cyn on Aug 6, 2010 3:51:05 GMT -5
very sorry you are back FLY,
Someone above said, Just like it was in the beginning.
And here I am with my creatures, just like in the beginning. Where have they been for seven years? This is really weird.
I do not think it is a seven year cycle from my original Morg contact. Because everything I see now shows I have completely new/different gel, fibers and fungus etc... circulating through me.
About your Kittens. They might make your life itchier because their hair has to gather more fibers which are then distributed unto you. But, it has been said by many a Vet, that it is easier for people to get an animal sick than vice versa. Long as we have a normal relationship that is! ! ! By the way, I am very envious of your kitties.
Hey EveryBody: Is Fly the only recent returnee?
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Post by bannanny on Aug 6, 2010 8:24:54 GMT -5
Yeah JH... the mugginess definitely makes things worse! Just like the dry heat and wind back in California would do. It seems it's just this time of year tho... spring and summer always makes things go into high gear. I guess becuz morgs starts to bloom just like everything else does! I heard on the Today show just the other morning that it's the time of year when mold growth is at its highest.... so maybe that has something to do with our symptoms becoming worse too. The only difference with morgs is it doesn't seem to be the same kind of growth each year (i.e. compared to a flower that blooms the same way each spring.) Morgs instead shows us soooo many different sides to it that you can't keep up with a simple routine. Does that make sense?
To answer your question cyn... Steve Frey is back too but under another username which is "underattacksince95." He's the only one I can thnk of right now.
love ya's ~~ bannanny
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