gamom
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Post by gamom on Dec 18, 2009 10:57:45 GMT -5
I am so sorry for this huge loss. To her family & to this community here. Her story was the first thing I read when I first came here. Her loss and her courage were both so enormous. I'm sure her reunion with her son was everything she thought it would be.
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Post by justhanginin on Dec 19, 2009 12:52:48 GMT -5
Sue, I will miss your loving presence on this board and hope that you are with Josh again. My heartfelt condolences to you Tom and your family.
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Post by friskers on Dec 19, 2009 23:43:43 GMT -5
This was Sues postand song she dedicated to us a while back so I copied and pasted here below........................................................................................... Re: post your favorite songs « Reply #83 on Feb 9, 2008, 8:11pm » -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I dedicate this one to all the wonderful folks I've met here at L.B. Follow your heart, there's nothing that we can not do. I believe in you, all of you. www.youtube.com/watch?v=zt_7s-Nv2W4&feature=related
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Post by toni on Dec 20, 2009 8:12:10 GMT -5
What an absolutely beautiful heart and soul touching song.
And it is extra special, because of Suebe and her beautiful heart and soul.
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Post by Sidney on Dec 21, 2009 16:54:59 GMT -5
Sue was very special and did much good during her brief stay on this earth.
She loved her family with all her heart and soul and shared so much with us.
Even as Sue suffered her own pain she always had time for others.
We miss you Sue. Thank you for all you accomplished while you were among us.
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Post by fritolay66 on Dec 22, 2009 1:36:14 GMT -5
Tom,
How are you doing? Is there anything we can do for you? I can't tell you how much it means to have your participation here.
Frito
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Post by silverangel on Dec 22, 2009 14:17:09 GMT -5
r.i.p. our dear sue,
tom, my deepest sympathy and prayers to u and your family at this difficult time. may you find peace for a most blessed of holidays.
my vision is of sue looking down on us in heaven, still loving and guiding us, with a look of pure rapture and peace on her face. josh is there, he is dancing with both sue and roberta, spinning them around and around, with much laughter and joy......
u r welcome here anytime! you're a part of this family too!
merry christmas and peace to u, my brother!
much love, silverangel
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Post by fritolay66 on Dec 25, 2009 2:38:27 GMT -5
The holidays can be so bittersweet. We rejoice with those still with us and mourn those whom are not. Over the years, I have lost all my family. I am the oldest left and I am only fourty something. I wanted to remember the ones we have lost for a moment. Rest in peace dear loved ones. Frito
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Post by bannanny on Dec 30, 2009 0:50:11 GMT -5
That was beautiful frito... I'm sorry you've lost so many close to you. It doesn't seem fair at all. If it helps any, I'm always here for you. Just know you're never alone ok? I found a pic that reminded me so much of Sue and Josh. I just had to post it here too... I love you all ~~ bannanny
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tom
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Post by tom on Dec 30, 2009 8:44:22 GMT -5
I find a little peace here with you guys, so many of you are suffering and so many have lost loved ones and friends, and yet you reach out and comfort those in pain, a beutiful group you have here I understand why Sue was so divoted to this board. As a witness (first hand) to this terrible affiction I truly understand all that you are going through, and while I have only been with this board a short time I have known of some of you for years, I see your posts and your name comes back to me, Sue talked a lot about you guys, I was going through some of her boxes the other day, and there are letters from some of you and posts that I see copied, going back years. Fritolay 66, beutiful picture, and I am so sorry for all your losses, I too am the only on left here in MD, so I know what it feels like to walk into an empty home. If you ever need to talk call me. Bannanny thank you for all your kind words and support. I hope somehow you get some relief soon, call me if you need to vent or talk, I don't know exactly what Sue did to finally get some relief, but I know some of the things she used and tried maybe one of them will work for you. I remember hearing here at 2 -3 o'clock in the morning sitting in the other room crying, so much pain, and the constant itching and stinging and nothing I could do. I offer my understanding of what you all are going through. One last thing there was another post were some one was critising some one for looking at feces, Sue did the same thing, you take samples from everything and there is no discrace in that, certainly no one ever dreamed that one day it would come to that but it has, I recommend that anyone that has those types of samples take them to a vetenarian, they are more apt or trained to look for worms , parasites and anything unusual, heck tell them it is from a dog a cat. All you really want is the results, we took some to a lab and they just through them away, it was embaressing enough and then they said they just through it away, boy was Sue on a rampage. So yes folks I know all that you are going through, and in any way I can I will support your cause.P.S my daughter talked to the military guys that were doing Kaisers samples, told them about Sue being donated, there budget has been cut and they can't work on civilian cases, my daughters and I are trying to get some one to get the samples and complete Sues last request, use my body to find the answers, but at his time no one is stepping up. My heart is with you all, Tom
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Post by fritolay66 on Dec 30, 2009 14:07:54 GMT -5
Its been awhile since I lost my last family member, my mother. She was my best friend for a very long time. Over the years, the feelings of loneliness seem to hit the hardest on Holidays that we celebrated "family" style. It isn't so acute except for these kinda times and it has taken a few years. With each family members passing, it has left a hole, so sometimes, I just feel like I have a bunch of holes and stopping and taking a moment lets me feel the pain for a moment, the wishfulness of times gone past, and to revel in those times, and then try to make new ones for my son.
Thank you Tom, and the same to you as well.
Frito
Bannanny,
What a great picture. Egads, those tiny tiny fingers and they are actually grasping. Beautiful!
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Post by Sidney on Dec 30, 2009 16:52:06 GMT -5
Tom, so glad you come to visit us and share memories. I know your first Christmas without Sue has been so painful for all of you. I'm so sorry as I know others are.
It's good to cling to good memories. We can think back to when our parents were alive and cherish those memories and be thankful for them.
Christmas is indeed a time for nostalgia. Life is strange. When we're children we can't wait to grow up and do grown up things. Too soon we realize we've grown old and can't turn back the clock, so the memories give us pleasure and comfort as well as pain because now they are just memories.
I so want Sue's last wish to be fulfilled, but if it isn't to be, we will just have to accept it.
Love to you Tom and to the girls.
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Post by bannanny on Dec 30, 2009 22:37:25 GMT -5
I know frito... they're the most beautiful fingers ever aren't they? The pic was from an email I got asking for prayers for a little one who was born prematurely and not expected to make it... but she did and is growing into a beautiful little child now.
My heart breaks for everyone on this earth who has to suffer too, but there is peace to be found... and you're right Tom, this board is where I find that peace too. I know how Sue felt when you would find her crying... there've been times when my mom or even a friend will find me that way. I try to keep it from mom when she's here only becuz I don't want her to have to suffer too. But becuz she can't do anything to make it better, it only makes her feel the pain inside too and leaves her feeling such helplessness as well. I love her so much I can't stand for her to see it... so I hide all I can of it from her.
Thank you for the offer to talk. I'll give you a call when I get my new phone... and when I have an ok enough day to hold it to my head! The one I have suddenly dies on me after about 15 minutes if that. It sits on a charger 24/7 tho, so I suppose it's either the battery failing or my magnetism interferring and gettin in the way! It's the 4th phone I've been thru since getting morgs tho... so who knows eh?
I sure hope someone does step up to fulfill Sue's wishes... she's so very deserving of that and more.
It's beautiful that you're here with us Tom... we want to be here for you too.
love you & big hugs ~~ bannanny
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anjelmorg
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Post by anjelmorg on Jan 2, 2010 13:52:20 GMT -5
My heart is broke to hear this. I dont know what else to say. Memories of our yellow balloon send-off for Josh came to me when i read this sad news last night. My children were so excited and proud to be a part of something so special like that. Words can't express what your leaving us means. LB forum & planet earth will be so much colder without you SWEET SUEBEE. angela
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Post by friskers on Jan 4, 2010 21:00:24 GMT -5
Tom I found one of Sues old posts that you may want to share with your kids . I hope it brings back some special memories and is ok to share with them at this time .....if not you always have it for another time. ------------------------------------------------------------- Ultimate Member member is offline MORGELLONS STEALS LIFE, CDC LETS IT. Joined: Apr 2007 Gender: Female Posts: 978 Location: Montgomery Co., Maryland Re: post your favorite songs « Reply #96 on Apr 30, 2008, 9:06pm » -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Great oldies Friski. I love the all. I've got to tell you something that really made me reflect back on my mothering and wondering how my children managed to turn out so great and normal. Tina was here for dinner Sunday and I ask if she remembered the songs I'd sing to them at bedtime. She said oh mom we (her and my other two girls) were just talking about our favorite bed time song not long ago, we still remember all the words. That made me feel so mushy, warm and fuzzy so I played "3 times a lady" on my puter. As soon as it started she said no mom not that one, thats not our favorite, we loved the 1,2,3, song you used to sing and she started singing and pretty much remembered all the words. Well now my mothering was showing it's ugly face. I loved the song, the tune and Country Joe, but why on earth did I feel it was a proper song for three sweet baby girls. I told her I was sorry and she laughed and told me, ma it wasn't the words, we didn't understand that, we just liked seeing our crazy ma jumping around singing. I'm so glad they remember it in a good way, thankful that is. Oh my gosh I'd have a chit fit if that ever sang that to my grand babies. I guess my age is showing. Funny what our kids remember, as long as there is laughter I guess "all is OK in their little minds. So here's The Suebe Lullaby www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBdeCxJmcAo Link to Post - Back to Top Logged -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If we want our children to have a future. The answer to Morgellons must be found.
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tom
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Post by tom on Jan 4, 2010 21:13:06 GMT -5
Thank you I needed that, tom
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Post by fritolay66 on Jan 15, 2010 3:35:21 GMT -5
Tom,
I know from losing my loved ones, that in this time frame, I felt as if everyone "forgot". It was a huge re-adjustment period for me. And a heartbreaking time. I wanted to let you know, we havent.
Frito
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Post by friskers on Jan 15, 2010 14:38:08 GMT -5
(thanks Fritto )Ditto Tom!.........i think of you often and care about how your doing An old friend of mine gave me a scroll wall hanging that says"friendships doubles our joys and divides our sorrows" and I really beleive that ! Its still up on my wall and must be 25 years old now i will never throw it out as long as I live
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Post by lilsissy on Jan 18, 2010 21:12:31 GMT -5
YES, WONDERING HOW YOU ARE DOING?
JEN
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Post by jj on Mar 8, 2010 13:55:41 GMT -5
Sue,
I think of you everyday. I can feel your wonderful presence everyday .............. especially today.
You will always give me strength and make me smile.
Always JJ
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