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Post by toni on Dec 31, 2011 21:03:55 GMT -5
Hi M, and Happy New Year to you
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Post by Lynn on Jan 1, 2012 8:45:45 GMT -5
Hi MfromCanada
I was just looking at those crystal lamps yesterday. They are beautiful. I had wondered if they would help or hinder. I am glad to see someone who has one and it is helping. I may also try this one day. Did you get any herx reaction when you first plugged on the lamp?
In Light Lynn
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Post by Lynn on Jan 1, 2012 8:47:45 GMT -5
Happy New Year Everyone.
TorpedoLynn
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Post by Lynn on Jan 1, 2012 9:35:05 GMT -5
Hi Skizit
I find this very interesting. I buy most of my clothes from Wally world. I would not be surprised if the disease or left overs or even the nano's were on those clothes. My husband boxer short. 100 percent cotton sometimes will have tiny perfect circle holes as if someone took a big needle and went threw or something ate threw it.
It was after getting a pair like that that some of my clothes started getting perfect circle holes and most of my clothes came from salvation army and I had them for a long long time before the small out break of holes in clothes. I always suspected something from Wally World had came in on those clothes and infested the rest of the laundry. I did my husbands laundry with mine back then before the all over body break out. When I had the massive flea problem in the home before the body break out of bugs. That is when I started doing laundry separately from the husbands and then hardly ever after that would find eat tiny holes in my clothes.
In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
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Post by davidbourke on Jan 1, 2012 12:05:17 GMT -5
Lynn: My apologies to you for not replying to your post sooner. I saw it last night but I was just too exhausted to write any more. I thought I had the sleep problem licked last week by starting a magnesium supplement. After four days of it, I got nine hours sleep three nights in a row. But then went back to 3-4 hours with no subsequent improvement. Hi David I am so glad you came to share your pics and web page. It is mouth dropping to see someone across the ocean picking off the same stuff off their body as I am. For a long time I have considered most of my colored fibers to be from clothes I ware except for times when I am not waring those colors and get some lighter shades of the reds, blues, greens, and blacks. I have never seen the white or clear fibers in my skin, but have see them wound up in the little amber crystals sometimes. Like the ones in your pics. A lot of mine look exactly like your pics. I've never had coloured fibres growing from my skin, but I have found them laying atop it. I compared these under the microscope with the clothing/towels I suspected they came from and both fibres were identical. I wonder with all the nano technology if someone made a soup of things and Morgellons being part of it. Like a mutant disease. So I wonder if you still could have Morgellons but a mutated form. I do not think any of us have what the original one was like. Also it could have mutated itself with all the pollutants in our food, water, soil, and air. One of my favourite maxims is "Never ascribe to malice that which can be adequately explained by stupidity." Enough said. Also, remember that evolution never stops. I do not get the tiny glass shards anymore. Do you ever get tiny crystals that feel like glass cutting their way out of your skin. That is so painful. Every aspect of this dang thing is painful. My disease on the bug part started rectally. Or at least that is when I started to notice something was up. The symptom list on Morgs started around the same time as when I thought I had worms. Back then I had no clue it was going to invade all over and I was doing some colon cleanses but depleted all my minerals by not doing enough to replace them. I was being careful not to over do, but it back fired and I did not do enough. Back when I had the fleas and bedbugs, I discovered a large raised mound about an inch inside the the opening of my anus which itched a lot. I assumed it was an insect bite. Every night I covered my index finger in undiluted neem oil and rubbed it into the bump. Over a month, it shrank back to nothing. I've just checked again and it seems to be back, though not at all itchy or nearly as big this time. I believe it's just a haemhorroid that was bitten first time around, since one of neem oil's additional uses is for shrinking these. We all seem to attract bugs that live in our areas. I also attract some sort of funeral fly or Nat. For about six months or longer I would cough one out every month to every other month. Most of them white. One black one which was slightly bigger. They were just big enough to see that they had wings as they flew up out of my reach. God, how awful for you. I feel sick just thinking about how dreadful this must be for you. I don't believe I could ever be courageous enough to tolerate that. Do you have any links to your writings? Music? Would love to see your work. I think we have a small hand full of writers here who would like it also. I can't put up any of my published music since the commissioners own the copyrights. I have about 3,000 other personal pieces. I had been planning to build a website with my personal favourites plus some of my writing to occupy my mind after my mother died. But you know the old saying, "When a man makes plans, God laughs." And boy did I get plenty to occupy my mind! You can read some of my short stories, short screenplays, and poetry here: stabtherasher.deviantart.com/gallery/You won't be able to see what I consider the two best stories I've written so far because they have adult themes and are thus available only to DeviantArt members. But membership is free and it's well worth joining, not for my scribblings, but for the vast range of truly amazing art you'll have access to. A brilliant site. By the way, my DeviantArt member name is StabTheRasher because that was my nickname as a kid. So if you DO join, just enter it into the search field to access my full gallery. If I can ever get rid of this insect curse, I intend to put up another website as I originally planned. (Wait a minute, I think I just heard distant laughter...) Kindest regards. David Bourke
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Post by davidbourke on Jan 1, 2012 19:03:55 GMT -5
Hi David, Jo was pulling your leg. Who decided that soap and salt was a test for Morgellons? that is highly insulting. Less is likely to come from your skin after applying salt and soap. Identifying bacteria, fungi, their spores and fibers is not done with salt and soap. As you said, the bugs are inside your skin and openings and require a scraping, sporalation or cultivation to identify them. Don't let the fake authorities lie to you. They just want to make you look ridiculous and proper tests are not being done. Hi skizit and thanks a lot for your response. I don't believe Jo was having fun at my expense. I've found her to be extremely compassionate and helpful. She suggested trying the soap/salt exfoliation mix because when she does it, she always gets white exudate from her skin half an hour later. I got none, as I said. Plus, I don't (and never did) have any lesions, or coloured fibres, fuzz-balls, black specks, rice-like seeds, or white worms growing from or exiting my skin. The only fibre-like things growing from my skin are the fine translucent filaments and these are always growing from a plug that contains demodex larvae, as microphotographed on my website (toni has these too). So I'm absolutely certain I don't have Morgellons. Kindest regards. David Bourke
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Post by Lynn on Jan 2, 2012 0:51:40 GMT -5
Hi David
Thank you for the link. Like the writings and joined the web site. I am terrible with grammar but love to write myself. I have a few half hearted attempts and a couple play writes and books and poems. But I spend most of my time inventing products and had a long time ago even marketed for a year one of them. Still trying to license one of those. If I ever do make it big on the market I want to start a rescue web site for people who want to try products but do not have the money. I want to get it to be donated money from people who are well maybe a t.v. spot for those who want to be on t.v. as a reality t.v. So people will get to see we are not crazies. Even if someone beats me to all that it is needed to help those with not a stitch of help financially for this illness.
Glad you do not seem to have the Morgellons part of all this, but sure have nasty fungus and molds from those darn dermatox worms/nematodes. I hope the mustard starts to do good things for you if and when you try it.
In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
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Post by Baraka Obam on Jan 2, 2012 3:28:48 GMT -5
Happy New Year everyone, DAVIDBOURKE, how can you be positive of anything when it comes to this disease??? It took me 32 years to develope lesions, I have had this 39 years. Do you want to see a very common disease issue on a man that has near PERFECT looking skin, he is a actor, The actors name is SHELDON, the sitcom is the big bag theory. On the LEFT side of his face between the ear and the eye is a three mole or freackle spot in a almost perfect triangle shape, this is more than likely the indicator of a very huge hidden, lesion/TUMOR. The spots if formed during birth may be a bit different, then they could possibly be normal moles, what do I think the chance of that is, ABOUT ZERO. They may even be the red dots, these dots are directly over the top of capillaries that have been grown bigger by angiogenesis. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angiogenesis There are several other items to look for on your skin, tiny bright red dots, some times on the face, torso, arms but especially on the back. Take a look at your back in the mirror you may see a large amount of new moles and freckles, freckles on the arms and hands. There can also be white spots, exzema was my very first sign. Then the real test is to look through a microscope at the excrement, urine and blood for fibers HYDROGEN PEROXIDE35% do you see that percentage, 35% it is called food grade hydrogen peroxide, this is not what you buy in the store at walmarts, that brown bottle hydrogen peroxide is 3% and it will do NOTHING, anyway, you can take the strait 35% HP and put it on a Qtip, rub it on the ears all over, if you have hidden involvment they will frost white all over, don't worry about it, that will be gone in a few hours. Still you will quickly see what is hidden there under your skin. Read and understand this, I went to a cat scan, after I was done the tecknition asked me if I wanted to see it. Of course so, I took one look and saw this hidden huge involvment, I asked him, what is that, he said not to worry most people had it, it was just a lump of fat. I knew better, I went home got out the hydrogen peroxide 35% and ran it over the whole back of my neck, all of a sudden a 3 inch wide perfect circle of foaming formed right on top of the hidden mass, a red dot formed (blood spot) opened directly in the center. If you have those real tender neck headache attacks, you do not have to imagine why, the lesion/TUMORS are hidden under the skin there.
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Post by davidbourke on Jan 2, 2012 15:51:37 GMT -5
Hi David, Take a look at the pictures in this document. I'm horrible at posting pictures or I would put these up here. If someone could put them on here it would be really nice of you. It irritates me cause it takes me forever. Maybe some day I'll be patient enough. chestofbooks.com/reference/Encyclopedia-Britannica-1/Bacteriology-Growth-And-Division-Part-2.htmlThe second picture shows something like a sheet of fibers. This is what I see in your clear fiber bunch you call a piece of dead skin. I think what you took such a great picture of is this type of rodlet. The thing that gives color to the fibers are man-made fluorescence. Yours just don't have a color, they look more like a natural color. You can see the inclusion bodies along the "fiber" so I think they are endospores of one of the bacillus, maybe anthracis which has the deadly gene knoxed out. Maybe we'll find some reference to the makeup of the bacterial endospores some day soon. If you have the podlike things with the fibers around them, you have bugs and bacteria because these are ovum. You can't see the bacteria but it is in the ovum and grows the fiber. If the ovum have no bacterial fiber growth yet, they are newer. In fact it looks like you have two different kinds of ovum. the older the ovum, the more fibers will be around it. In fact, you might find some where the ovum is missing and there is only fiber. that means the ovum disintegrated and left the fibers behind. Toni soaks these ovum in water and has shown what's inside, baby mites. Is there a chance you could do that with yours. You will need a higher magnification, like 200X. there are various kinds of Morgellons and if you have these bugs, fibers and bacteria, you most likely fit in this category. Some people never have bugs, only synthetic materials, some have mainly nematodes but it all fits in with "morgellons" which is characterized at this time by symptoms of having bugs or worms, fibers and bacteria and fungus and unknown objects in the skin. Many thanks for the link, skizit. Your theory is very interesting and very scary. But I don't agree. Type I collagen fibre networks make up 80% of the dry skin weight of a normal person - collagen is the most abundant protein in the human body. And that's what I believe I'm looking at. That particular picture, with the fibres stripped bare of all covering and connecting material, is the only such example out of tens of thousands of objects I've examined through the scope. The previous picture in this same gallery shows collagen fibre bundles still with some very thin translucent covering/binding tissue. I believe the covering/binding tissue in the picture you're referring to has disintegrated due to extreme dryness thanks to sebaceous gland outflow blockage by the plugs. And only the tough collagen bundles are left. Link to a microphotograph of healthy skin collagen fibres for comparison (scroll down a bit): what-when-how.com/biology/coelacanth-to-compound-eye-biology/As you will see in this image, the fibres are tightly and neatly bundled in living tissue. This organisation fragments along the fibres' axis (as in my image) when the tissue dies. You had me worried there for a minute... By the way, as noted on my Galleries main page, all my images are 200x unless otherwise noted in the burned-in image text or readily apparent from the image background (non-200x images are always either 100x or 60x). Kindest regards. David Bourke
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Post by davidbourke on Jan 2, 2012 16:55:52 GMT -5
Happy New Year everyone, DAVIDBOURKE, how can you be positive of anything when it comes to this disease??? Thanks for your response, Baraka Obam. The only thing I know for certain is that I know nothing for certain. So I'll rephrase my statement above: I'm 99.9% certain I don't have Morgellons. It took me 32 years to develope lesions, I have had this 39 years. Then you have my utmost sympathy and respect, sir. I know I simply wouldn't have the strength or courage to bear your suffering for so long. Do you want to see a very common disease issue on a man that has near PERFECT looking skin, he is a actor, The actors name is SHELDON, the sitcom is the big bag theory. On the LEFT side of his face between the ear and the eye is a three mole or freackle spot in a almost perfect triangle shape, this is more than likely the indicator of a very huge hidden, lesion/TUMOR. The spots if formed during birth may be a bit different, then they could possibly be normal moles, what do I think the chance of that is, ABOUT ZERO. They may even be the red dots, these dots are directly over the top of capillaries that have been grown bigger by angiogenesis. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angiogenesis With respect, this is, by necessity, speculation on your part. I've just looked through almost 250 images of Jim Parsons, who plays Sheldon, and in most of them, you can't even see the marks. In images where they are visible, they look like ordinary moles to me. And you can bet he's had them looked at very carefully. His career depends on staying well (and good-looking). There are several other items to look for on your skin, tiny bright red dots, some times on the face, torso, arms but especially on the back. Take a look at your back in the mirror you may see a large amount of new moles and freckles, freckles on the arms and hands. There can also be white spots, exzema was my very first sign. I've had mirror-image eczema on both feet 10 years ago. My doctor told me I'd have it for the rest of my life. It was completely cured in three weeks by a wonderful homeopath named Joy Lennon, and has never returned. I have no moles, freckles, or white spots on my arms or hands. I do have many new red marks on them though, from 0.5-1.5cm across. These are not red dots though - they're pretty diffuse, and I believe they are mite graveyards created since I started drinking borax a month ago. The first ones appeared all over my face, scalp, and neck, and have already largely faded. I explain the late appearance of the red marks on my arms and legs as being due to recently starting Vitamin E to improve my terrible circulation and promote capillary clearance. Hence, the borax is only now getting through to my extremities and killing the mites there. I have no way to examine my back in the mirror because I'm spinally disabled and cannot twist my body to see. Then the real test is to look through a microscope at the excrement, urine and blood for fibers I've looked at stool fragments under the scope. All I found was toilet tissue detritus - no fibres or parasites whatsoever. HYDROGEN PEROXIDE35% do you see that percentage, 35% it is called food grade hydrogen peroxide, this is not what you buy in the store at walmarts, that brown bottle hydrogen peroxide is 3% and it will do NOTHING, anyway, you can take the strait 35% HP and put it on a Qtip, rub it on the ears all over, if you have hidden involvment they will frost white all over, don't worry about it, that will be gone in a few hours. Still you will quickly see what is hidden there under your skin. Yes, I use 35% food-grade hydrogen peroxide myself. And the strongest dilution I would ever put on my skin is 8%. The whitening is due to the extra oxygen molecules penetrating the surface layer of the skin. At the moment, I'm putting HP on my skin mixed with borax powder so that the extra oxygen atom will bind with the boron and carry it through the tough lipid covering of my sebaceous and follicular plugs so it can kill the adults and strip the waxy protective coating off the eggs. I'm thinking of using it with mustard powder, as per toni's recipe. Still too cowardly yet, though... Read and understand this, I went to a cat scan, after I was done the tecknition asked me if I wanted to see it. Of course so, I took one look and saw this hidden huge involvment, I asked him, what is that, he said not to worry most people had it, it was just a lump of fat. I knew better, I went home got out the hydrogen peroxide 35% and ran it over the whole back of my neck, all of a sudden a 3 inch wide perfect circle of foaming formed right on top of the hidden mass, a red dot formed (blood spot) opened directly in the center. If you have those real tender neck headache attacks, you do not have to imagine why, the lesion/TUMORS are hidden under the skin there. Wow! That's a horror story and a half. It just shows you what these people know (or don't know, to be more accurate). I don't get headaches, for some reason. When I used to drink, I got hangover headaches, of course. But never otherwise. I'm lucky in that way, I suppose. Kindest regards. David Bourke
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Post by davidbourke on Jan 2, 2012 17:14:59 GMT -5
Hi David Thank you for the link. Like the writings and joined the web site. I am terrible with grammar but love to write myself. I have a few half hearted attempts and a couple play writes and books and poems. But I spend most of my time inventing products and had a long time ago even marketed for a year one of them. Still trying to license one of those. If I ever do make it big on the market I want to start a rescue web site for people who want to try products but do not have the money. I want to get it to be donated money from people who are well maybe a t.v. spot for those who want to be on t.v. as a reality t.v. So people will get to see we are not crazies. Even if someone beats me to all that it is needed to help those with not a stitch of help financially for this illness. Glad you do not seem to have the Morgellons part of all this, but sure have nasty fungus and molds from those darn dermatox worms/nematodes. I hope the mustard starts to do good things for you if and when you try it. In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn Hi Lynn, Glad you joined DeviantArt. And I hope to see something with your name on it there soon. There's a lot of BS talked about writing. Writing isn't something you're born with or not. The most important thing to know about writing is that it is a craft. Like any craft, it can be learned. And like any craft, the more you do it, the better you get at it. Good luck with the product licensing deal. You could end up a very wealthy woman! And I like your idea for the Rescue Website and the related reality TV show. That's worth trying to develop. Don't give up. Remember, they said "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" and "Big Brother" could never succeed. Yeah, right! Heh, still too cowardly to try the mustard, though (I want to use hydrogen peroxide to get it under my skin, not just sitting on top of it). Will keep you posted... Kind regards. David Bourke
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Post by davidbourke on Jan 2, 2012 20:15:16 GMT -5
Dear skizit,
Thanks for the vote of confidence.
The name of this website is Lymebusters. As in Lyme Disease. I don't see the word Morgellons in there.
The main vectors for Lyme Disease are deer and rodent ticks. If you actually read my website, I mentioned that there were animals you wouldn't expect to see in a hospital grounds where my mother died. For legal reasons I couldn't identify those animals because to do so would immediately also identify the hospital. Now see if you can guess what those animals were and you'll know the reason I joined LYMEbusters.
I mentioned this in the very first paragraph of my very first post here.
What I have is generalised demodicosis triggered by a severely damaged immune system and a delusional dermatologist. I wanted to see if Lyme Disease could contribute to such radical immunosuppression. I devote a whole (very long) page to this demodicosis diagnosis on my website and explain how it fits with the images and my symptoms. Perhaps you missed that as well?
As for seeking the spotlight, you're wrong on this too. If someone asks me a question, I deem it civilised to answer it. If that makes me "the DavidBourke show," then I think you're the one with the problem.
You sound like an angry man. In my life, I've generally found it more productive to direct my anger at the right targets.
Kindest regards.
David Bourke
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Post by Administration on Jan 2, 2012 20:29:55 GMT -5
Dear David, Maybe you are delusional after all. If you have "filaments" (they don't have to be colored) growing out of plugs of a demodex hole, mites, nematodes, bacterial fibers, fungus, etc. etc, etc, you have Morgellons, otherwise, why are you on a Morgellons website saying you have all the symptoms, but absolutely you don't have Morgellons. It just sounds a bit odd. Its taken attention on this thread away from the disease itself onto you and your exploits elsewhere. You've made it into the DavidBourke show. You know how to test for Morgellons and you absolutely don't have it, so what the heck? Dear Skizit Morgellons takes on many different manifestations during my many years with morgellons I went through many changes -- What one person may experience another may not and visa versa you may be an authority on your own particular strain of morgellons but there Is no way that you can diagnose via the Internet someone Else's disease-- something no ducktor worth their salt would do This forum was set up to provide support for those that are going through the hell of morgellons or any other hell they might be going through I don't much care how much anyone post or what they post as long as they are kind to the other members When someone is sick which is most members on this forum it's not such a good thing to have a bedside manner that's sour I am hoping that you can sweetin yours up a bit --Thanks
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Post by skizit on Jan 2, 2012 20:57:32 GMT -5
People are delusional if they think they can do a test for Morgellons with soap and salt. that is not a scientific test. If you know what you have and what you don't have, why tell everyone what comes out of your anus? I think DB is pulling our leg and is here to draw attention away from the real research and real suffering and the absolutely fantastic truths uncovered in this thread on mites. He says he has fibers and symptoms of Morgellons but he may just be making it all up. He's giving us way too much information about his bowel movements which looks like he may just be making fun of people who really do have Morgellons which he doesn't have, based on an absolutely bogus test. I think D. Bourke is a fake. That's my opinion based on what I have read above.
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Post by itchin4answers on Jan 2, 2012 21:55:14 GMT -5
Dear all,
For the first time yesterday, once I found the "correct" mustard, I did try on my skin. I filled the bathroom sink with hot water, sprinkled in the mustard powder, not too much. Then I soaked a face washer & kept applying the face washer, in between soaking it in the sink.
I had no ill effects on my skin what so ever. I do not have any "open sores" to speak of. Though I do have a spot/lesion, which is healing on the bridge of my nose. I'm having an extremely difficult time with my right nostril - which did collapse around the onset of Morgellons. The inside of my nose is full of tried blood & hate to think what else. As I treat my skin/scalp, it's as though the fibers beneath - which connect the entire network in my face - doesn't want to let go.
Last Friday, I was so close to phoning the doctor - then retracted that thought preferring to think how I could treat myself, with something in the cupboard. So it took until yesterday for Tony to suggest paw paw ointment. I have been doing the paw paw since yesterday. I can now blow my nose without it hurting too much & the paw paw seems to be breaking up all the crusts, so I blow out runny yellow now. Though the yellow isn't all the yuk a little is the paw paw.
I will keep an eye on things & won't be stupid if it gets worse. I tend to know now when I really really need to see a doctor. I try to help myself as best I can. Don't like wasting their time nor mine, especially when we don't know what we are dealing with.
David Bourke - you are like a breath of fresh air to Lymebuster, again welcome. You are one of us, come what may. The lord is carrying you, carrying us all right now. I believe angels walk amongst us.
If you recall when I wrote to you David I'd said how my heart bled for you after reading your website. I have goose bumps now writing about it. You touched my heart, you gave me a little more strength that I needed at that time.
I do not fully understand Morgellons & as I'd said to you, I've been going through this nightmare 8yrs - still look like a scared rabbit at times - though have to be easy on myself as non of this is my fault.
I'm really exhausted of the word delusional & when things would get really bad for me, through out this WHOLE ordeal I would lose myself in music. Yeah, I literally had my own rubber room on one Morgellons Forum. How kind they let me do that. I was grieving back then & I still grieve today for all my loses. A part of me died when Morgellons came into my life - I think that's why this song holds so much significance for me - uplifting & yet speaks of what took place, without actually saying what happened.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Jan 2, 2012 23:55:50 GMT -5
Happy New Year everyone, DAVIDBOURKE, how can you be positive of anything when it comes to this disease??? Thanks for your response, Baraka Obam. The only thing I know for certain is that I know nothing for certain. So I'll rephrase my statement above: I'm 99.9% certain I don't have Morgellons. Then you have my utmost sympathy and respect, sir. I know I simply wouldn't have the strength or courage to bear your suffering for so long. With respect, this is, by necessity, speculation on your part. I've just looked through almost 250 images of Jim Parsons, who plays Sheldon, and in most of them, you can't even see the marks. In images where they are visible, they look like ordinary moles to me. And you can bet he's had them looked at very carefully. His career depends on staying well (and good-looking). I've had mirror-image eczema on both feet 10 years ago. My doctor told me I'd have it for the rest of my life. It was completely cured in three weeks by a wonderful homeopath named Joy Lennon, and has never returned. I have no moles, freckles, or white spots on my arms or hands. I do have many new red marks on them though, from 0.5-1.5cm across. These are not red dots though - they're pretty diffuse, and I believe they are mite graveyards created since I started drinking borax a month ago. The first ones appeared all over my face, scalp, and neck, and have already largely faded. I explain the late appearance of the red marks on my arms and legs as being due to recently starting Vitamin E to improve my terrible circulation and promote capillary clearance. Hence, the borax is only now getting through to my extremities and killing the mites there. I have no way to examine my back in the mirror because I'm spinally disabled and cannot twist my body to see. I've looked at stool fragments under the scope. All I found was toilet tissue detritus - no fibres or parasites whatsoever. Yes, I use 35% food-grade hydrogen peroxide myself. And the strongest dilution I would ever put on my skin is 8%. The whitening is due to the extra oxygen molecules penetrating the surface layer of the skin. At the moment, I'm putting HP on my skin mixed with borax powder so that the extra oxygen atom will bind with the boron and carry it through the tough lipid covering of my sebaceous and follicular plugs so it can kill the adults and strip the waxy protective coating off the eggs. I'm thinking of using it with mustard powder, as per toni's recipe. Still too cowardly yet, though... Read and understand this, I went to a cat scan, after I was done the tecknition asked me if I wanted to see it. Of course so, I took one look and saw this hidden huge involvement, I asked him, what is that, he said not to worry most people had it, it was just a lump of fat. I knew better, I went home got out the hydrogen peroxide 35% and ran it over the whole back of my neck, all of a sudden a 3 inch wide perfect circle of foaming formed right on top of the hidden mass, a red dot formed (blood spot) opened directly in the center. If you have those real tender neck headache attacks, you do not have to imagine why, the lesion/TUMORS are hidden under the skin there. Wow! That's a horror story and a half. It just shows you what these people know (or don't know, to be more accurate). I don't get headaches, for some reason. When I used to drink, I got hangover headaches, of course. But never otherwise. I'm lucky in that way, I suppose. Kindest regards. David Bourke I really have to say this about that, time will show my calculated guess more right then wrong. When watching the population at large I have seen these attributes appear on people, my situations came before theirs for the most part, or I did not notice them because I was new to this disease, LIKE YOU ARE NOW. Then you have to imagine as the years go by, what do you imagine, you imagine everything, some people stop at bug infestation, itch means bugs kind of thing. Then you have some going much deeper, itch can mean bug, then most likely it is not bugs. You have to imagine that not all doctors are blind. In fact Dave I do not see anyone posting pictures of the culprit at all EVER, never a bug and if there is some kind of bug has anyone else seen this bug, NO. There are too many bug sightings, but not any pictures of the elusive bug. This is one and only one disease, it has lots of symptoms but it one disease JUST LIKE HIV. The AIDs Disease proves there are such things that will allow other issues to attack. Designer disease, never in my life would I imagine such a thing, if this was so there should be 174 different sites for Agent Orange. Oh my god, yup, the lie AGENT ORANGE (AGENT ORANGE, DIOXIN is a BIOLOGICAL DISEASE not caused by chemicals) covered up this disease from public view, people could not see how it spread, and now people call it bugs. There are 174 symptom disease connected to SUPPOSED AGENT ORANGE, how many symptom disease do we have. Dave I do not know how old you are but, or how long you have had this, in time your gonna get a whole lot smarter about it. Of course my observation of the actor is speculation, perfect triangle formation as I have already seen many times on me and a few others is what, like a million to one chance, but there is a chance that it could happen without issues? I have exposed these things AND seen what is inside them, it is a growth, its not a bug pile, there are not human termites in the mess, red pulp that bleeds like mad and white plastic material that smells like a polymer burning. Dave it just does not smell like flesh, it smells just like plastic. That is from MANY not just me. If this was just a case of hives, well maybe I would go along with the, this does not matter and that is not connected, and the doctor says that is NORMAL. I just want to mention to you this, the disease is not NORMAL, nope, the disease is not easy to map out. I will tell you this, when I was a young man, people did not have all this bad skin, people were not dying in piles from disease that usually did not kill, children were not born in mass with adult diabetes, cancer, autism, and so many more. Do you know who's children were diagnosed with AUTISM in mass, it was the Vietnam soldiers children and their children's children. They pay the soldiers, the wives, the children and I am not sure maybe they even pay the children's children, if they don't they should. Does this spread of disease in the ranks of the military family sound like exposure to chemicals, NO, because it was not.
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Post by skizit on Jan 3, 2012 3:21:52 GMT -5
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Post by toni on Jan 3, 2012 10:15:50 GMT -5
In 2006, I use to use a sulfur cream from head to toe. This is when I was having the lesion breakouts consistently every 2 weeks of approx 100 brand new ones, and this went on for over a year, and I know I've heard others say they had luck with sulfur creams, but I didn't have any.
The dry mustard, mixed with just about anything shouldn't or doesn't need to burn.
(IMHO) if it burns, then too much has been used. I've found this to be the best thing to date to use topically.
David, if you're looking for something that will penetrate the skin other than peroxide which sort of aerates and causes an inhibition of cellular repair (if used too often) topically, it might behoove you to look into (topical glycolics). I just wanted to mention that cream "if you weren't aware of it". It's just another "option" is all.
This molecule can penetrate the skin very easily, and it's also healthy for the skin too.
The liquid glycolics (all percentages I've tried) and they *don't work* as well and they're not as stable on the skin either.
I'd gone through so many trial and errors with salicylics, copper peptides, glycolics, all in hopes to penetrate my skin for a better delivery of topical meds, herbs etc.
The best (seriously) and most reasonably priced glycolic cream I found back then and still use today, is called:
MD Forte Hand and Body Cream.
It's got 25% glycolic acid, and it's great for the skin, it stays where it's put, because it's a cream, and it will penetrate the skin something serious and safely without damage. To enhance that, one could use saran over the area. But, it's not really needed imho to do that as applying a glob on top each sore draws out "blackish debris" and the white and light yellowish translucent "granules".
The nice thing too about this glycolic cream 25% is, that it can be mixed also with just about any topical one chooses to use.
(The mustard powder in the beginning of my trials with it) I'd also mixed it with my MD Forte Glycolic cream, which is why I got the abrasive burns on my skin - a bit too much enhancement of both products, but that healed up fine, it took a week. So, that's why I say, a little goes a very long way, and the glycolic cream works great for extra enhancement. But less is more in this case.
I have to say though...of all the things I've tried and used, so far, just washing head to toe daily with a tiny amount of dry mustard mixed with my soaps and applied after showers by mixing a tiny tiny amount with my body lotions, (to this day) after using this about 1.5 months so far, has made me almost feel like I don't have anything going on anymore.
Not that I think I'm cured, I'll give that many more months before I make that statement, because I know how this "infection" can seem like all it gone, then it comes back, but, so far, very good, excellent in fact, and I'm sure impressed and I say that with confidence because I (was) a person that lived through non stop sores that itched and burned and the sores were horribly productive with all the white debris and black debris that came out of each one, and like I'd said, every two weeks, I had a brand new breakout of about 100 new lesions.
Now what's still puzzling me, (since 06) is that every single lesion I had - were symmetrically distributed.
I'm bringing that up because I was reminded of the symmetry when you said you had that rash on "both your feet". That's interesting.
That's the part that I still don't understand, (what's creating the symmetry) be it "bacterial, or fungal"- I mean I do to a point, but... not thoroughly, because I know that nothing "externally" in my environment can cause perfectly "symmetrical invasions" or infestations, and that the distribution to cause symmetry in my lesions had to come from within.
So be it the "Demodex" vectoring bacterium's, no differently than a tick would do, I don't know - but it seems like a viable *possibility* to me, but.... I don't know because the mites I extract are not tested, so I don't know if they're carrying anything or not in with them.
I do know they carry a couple of bacterium's, but...as the literature says (which is VERY lean) because they've not been studied as much as they need to be to date, heck, they could be vectoring in all kinds of "diseases" for all I know.
And equally as much, there could be the explosion of them due to something causing my immune to be inhibited too.
All I do know, are my symptoms (since using the mustard washes) have gone down significantly and so much so, I almost "seem" like I'm on my way as in "recovering". And I know I might be really leaping before I look, (to say that) but....it's too easy to not try the dry mustard in shampoo and body washes.
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Post by Lynn on Jan 3, 2012 10:58:52 GMT -5
Hi Toni
I was holding back on reporting, but your info is so wonderful that I will speak forth. I may be wrong but it appears that the debre from my clothes I gently shake over the sink to examine what collected off the skin. The specks are getting so tiny I can barely see them. Something is shrinking them. I still get a small hand full of big easy to see ones. Even all the fake looking beard hairs mostly black some white seem to be gone, the slivers that look like threaded paper or very thin finger nail clippings. I can not find the last one hardly at all. I do notice on extra buggy nights in bed that the evening shower the mustard will pull tons of tiny white specks out of my hair.
On top of all this I am having less go up my nose, ears, eyes. I use to wake up every morning no matter how bug free I could get myself with tiny white specks on the ends of my eye lashes and dotting my face hear and there and on my ears. Hardly any of that going on. I have been waiting to see if anything would rear back up. So many times this disease seems to adjust to what one is using and come back from another direction. I almost got away with not using the Vinegar which I want to stop using, but two days ago had such a bad bug night for two nights the hair was stinging my neck. So I put back in the vinegar for now.
I am waiting on a new Sulfasoap to come and I am going to try a little mustard 2 tsp in that and see if it will do the same thing and get away from all the expensive essential oils, but I really think to be successful I better have the lotion going too the way you do. So for now I am going to buy the lotion you use and if I think I need something more organic I will worry about that later.
I may save my Peppermint soap for just my hair which I always fallow up with Suave's Peppermint rosemary shampoo with mustard. I need to get a pump bottle for that. I have a 16 oz bottle and after one week the mustard in it has weakened just like you said.
Thank you so much for sharing and it is a blessing that you are here. In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
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Post by davidbourke on Jan 3, 2012 11:37:45 GMT -5
Hi toni, First, please check your PMs. My experience with sulphur is confined to sulphur soaps because the old-fashioned compounding chemist seems to be an extinct beast here in Ireland - and you need one of those to make up a sulphur ointment because there are no ready-made preparations available. I've tried two brands of sulphur soap, one from Mexico and one from the UK, and neither had any permanent effect on my demodex. During bad crawly episodes on my scalp, face, and neck, I used to work up a good lather with it on the affected area, then leave it on to air dry. This stopped the sensations dead, but once the soap had dried completely, they would return. Many thanks for the information about MD Forte Hand and Body Cream. I'll see if I can get my hands on it. It would really suit me far better because I can't do multiple all-over applications daily. It takes me two hours each time and my back pain ramps up to intolerable levels. I had been going to try mixing the mustard powder (no water) with sweet almond oil plus a few drops of lavender essential oil. If I can't source the MD Forte here (highly likely), I'll give that a go. Regarding symmetry, my "mirror-image" eczema 10 years ago was on the insides of both my feet and stretched from the base of both big toes to the centre points of my heels. The top layer of skin was completely gone, leaving raw, bleeding, weeping, and extremely itchy flesh. These lesions were absolute mirror images of each other - identical in every respect. Every time I went out, I had to carry a spare pair of socks. Today, with the demodex sensations, many of them (but not all) are also symmetrical. If I get one in my left outer ear, there'll also simultaneously be another in my right ear at the same spot. And so on. I read somewhere that demodex mites are capable of communicating with each other. Whatever about that, I believe they're not as dumb as we'd like to think. For instance, mine stop all their activity 5-10 minutes before I'm due to go shave my head. (Wow! That's just GOTTA be delusional!). I must be mad posting the following on a public website but it may be an important clue. So here goes: I'm single. Since 1992, I've been celibate by choice. I still had the drive, of course, and took the usual steps. After a year of chemical castration caused by the Risperidone, my drive slowly returned to normal levels. But now, whenever I'm feeling frisky, and I attempt to do something about it, these mites go absolutely crazy all over my body, head to toe, until I abandon my efforts. Did I mention that I hate these animals with a cold, cold passion? They're obviously testosterone-sensitive, but whether they love it or hate it is anybody's guess. I know I'm embarassing myself in front of the world but I don't care. At least I've added one more tiny snippet of information that may prove useful for research. Kindest regards. David Bourke
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