well...ok..morg particle physics. ...sifting thru another stack of photo's trying to gather clues as to what is going on with the ever present particles that are at the center of all the morg activity that I see. The transparent particles are in the tap water.. they are everywhere I look in the body.. they make clumps of particles in the urine, in the lesions, they sprout fibers everywhere they go. The lesion scabs are made of particles that stick together and fuse. they are in all body fluids, they are in the blood, the skin, the stool is utterly loaded with them, they are legion and they are everywhere. I feel that I am becoming..a constellation of particles and fibers traveling in close formation.
..particles..particles everywhere. Indestructible particles..and indestructible cellulose fibers. Potassium and sodium hydroxides wont dent the fibers...no acid will break them..and none of the enzymes will either. No matter what I throw at them, they only get...clean. What forms the particles? Where do they come from? [before they get into the water...] ...it's been over two years and I'm no closer to an answer than when I started.
Here's a pic of a transparent particle hatching out a new transparent fiber. It would be cute, it it weren't so damn creepy.
In this pic there is an "explosion" if fiber sprouting going on.. the yellow pigmented gel being involved in all this does not escape my attention. There is a faint yellow tint to the "herd of fibers and particles". Most of the time, the particles and fibers are transparent and extremely reflective.
So many times where I find large quantities of fiber growth or fiber structures, there are pigmented gels involved.
I have long suspected that the pigmented gels are being used as fuel for the fiber growing activity.
What I've done sometimes, is keep something that like in water, (like a bottle cap lid) which is nice cause that's disposable after I'm done with it, and then it will acutally (come undone) and all those fibers (imho) appear as though they got glued to that clearish yellow stuff.
Even that "hardened stuff" if it's put in water right away, before it dries hard, it will disperse apart and just become like a watery milky like substance but that too will break up the longer it's soaked. It reminds me of serous fluid and the gumminess of it too and how it solidifies. And then when it dries, it becomes almost as hard as rock again. But that's just what I've found, yours might be something entirely different.
Here's what I mean about "my goo and hard stuff" particles.
First so this makes sense, I had kept these particles hydrated with water.
I put them on the scope slide next to "regular table salt granules" so as to compare size, as the particles are pretty small.
Once hydrated well, this stuff (like hardened serous fluid) then will actually stretch.
I take my needle and stretch it, and as I'm doing that, the fibers that form then dry instantly as they're no longer hydrated with any moisture.
They become brittle and hard and will break, as they're that brittle.
That hardened "what I think is serous fluid" even sticks to the scope slide instantly because it's dry, as you'll see I'm scraping it with the needle at the end of the video, and that only takes it a few seconds to dry that hard too.
It takes the hottest water for me to wash my slides off to remove it.
That's why I say, yours might be different, but I see this all the time from out of any lesion I've had. It also is what covers my lesions within minutes almost, and is almost impenetrable. I really believe mine is a mix of serous fluid and bacteria and or with the bacterial biofilm.
...the mystery of the "imploding teeth". ..molars and an eyetooth that crunched to powder for no apparent reason.
...I have two semi empty sockets where teeth once stood.. not enough tooth left for the dentist to extract the roots.. it will require surgery to remove what remains below the gumline. Surgery requires a goodly stack of money.. goodly stacks of money require a good paying job employment requires reasonable health.. .....all very vexing.
meanwhile, back at Muppet Labs.. I look at samples of destroyed tooth pulp and find..
Hi Lynn and thank you. The past 4 months have been a painful nightmare. The symptones in my body are almost gone but my head face mouth and throat are the worst....I hope that these are the last steps. In september and november two pieces of composite came out of my gums. They came of the fillings from the front teeth and are floating around in my gums for four years. 6 dec. my dentist cleaned my teeth and since then the pain became so much worse and I am eating fibers again. I wish this nightmare would end ( for all of us ), it's depressing.....
...time to do a survey of what the particle count is in the stool after two weeks of drinking nothing but commercially distilled water. I know that the water that I am running through my "tabletop" RO system is letting a lot of particles though..the store bought distilled water, while not perfectly clean of particles and fibers, is still cleaner than I can produce at home. [the "at home " water distiller's output is hopelessly contaminated with fibers and particles.,and takes an absurd amount of time and electricity as well.]
theory: if the particle count in the gut is being maintained entirely by the particles entering via the drinking water, then drinking "pure" water for several weeks should reduce the particle count in the gut.
if the particle count is not reduced, it would indicate that the particles are not being "restocked" only from the water coming into the gut, but are multiplying on their own "initiative". [multiplying like bacteria, seed the terrain and then they continue multiplying into huge numbers].
placed 3 drops of "stool soup" on a slide, spread evenly. no stains applied , viewed immediately.
The quantity of particles was..depressing. [Will upload a short video soon of a survey of the slide ...stunning amount of particles.]
Clearly, the particles are not only being supplied by the drinking water, but they are multiplying on their own in the gut.
a pic of a single brightly pigmented fiber with a good example of how the transparent particles cluster together. The dark background is covered with barely visible particles. They become larger as they find other particles to stick to, becoming particle "snowballs".
Post by torpedolynn on Jan 2, 2012 11:44:32 GMT -5
My tooth soap lady is very nice and runs a lot of specials. You might tell her your situation and see if she will sale you a Salty mint half off to see if it will help you. I really believe her products are the reason why I have little trouble in the mouth. I love her Spearmint and Salty mint. I have not seen it lately but I love her Chocolate Orange tooth soap. They last a very long time. I usually buy only during specials to get the dollar to stretch and only 2 or 3 times a year. That is how long 2 tooth soap last. I brush twice a day and it take about five drops to get the works going.
When cycling on bad days I will gargle with her tooth brightener or Alkalol which is what I use mostly and for in ear and up the nose with their nasal flute from the Alkalol co. I was going through spitting up specks and every other month coughing out a tiny white fly. The organic yogurt mixed with Activia for flavor and the specks went down quite a bit. I believe the Pa-De-Arco got rid of the rest.
If you want to try any of the products I can send you a message on links. Pa-De-Arco is tricky because a lot of company's will use the wrong tree and often the wrong parts of the tree. So really on any product you have to think ahead on that. Is it made from the right plant and what part so forth and so on.
I really just get wrenched up about the mouth issues and am so sorry for you and anyone going through that. It is just horrible.
Hope you kick this part of the disease and have some sort of relief.
In Light Lynn
In the aspects of eternity everything else is but a grain of sand. If I remember this then I can get through some pretty big pieces of sand.
Post by elizabeth67 on Jan 2, 2012 12:34:05 GMT -5
Hi Lynn and thank you again. I have an appointment with my dentist tomorrow to yank the wisdomtooth out. It feels like there are splinters underneat it. I showed her the pictures on 6 dec. and with some explaining she said that she finally start to understand what the adhesive did in my mouth and system ( never talked about Morgs,but in time I will) I hope that pulling the tooth will bring some relief, if it doesn't then I really could use some help from your tooth soap lady.
Considering that only 3 drops of "soup" were observed, the total quantity that must be in the gut is hard to wrap the mind around... ...a "universe" of particles and fiber trash.
____________ For the last two weeks I have been drinking only commercially produced distilled water. From microscopic examination I have determined that the commercial distilled water is not entirely particle free, but it is far cleaner than the water from my Reverse Osmosis filter. If the particles are only coming from my RO filtered water, and not multiplying like mad in the gut, then I would expect to see few particles in the stool.
That is not the case. Even after two weeks of drinking essentially particle free water, the stool is utterly loaded with particles and particle aggregations. The particles are found in all sorts of sizes, from a few microns across that are just barely visible at 160x.. to large clusters of relatively large particles. It does seem that the particles are indeed multiplying in the manner of bacteria, as they reside in the gut.
It appears that the large particles are being assembled from the microscopic particles that join together into a cluster and then fuse. The larger particles then join into larger clusters that will adhere to each other and fuse into larger structures. [such as sheets and "scabs".] Fibers can be seen to grow from the clusters of particles. The yellow gels are abundant, and are often found as arrays of yellow spheres.
* the charcoal bits mentioned in the video are a result of ingesting activated charcoal in an attempt to absorb some of this noxious morg trash.
..the transparent particles in the urine are the same as the particles in the gut.. however, when conditions are "just right" [whatever that is] those particles can grow furiously and in all manner of colors.
...this tangle was ~9 mm long. if this sort of thing grows inside the kidney....well, that's not helpful. One hopes that the explosive growth does not occur until the sprouting particles are clear of the nephrons and the collecting tubules of the kidney. While the above sample was collected at a pH of 7.1, I don't think that the fibers can grow at that high of a pH. Usually urine samples at or near neutral pH  are fiber free. I suspect that this tangle has been growing in the bladder for more than just a few hours, and was growing when the pH of the urine was much more acidic.
*...a year or more ago, when the most amazing "things" were being found in the urine, my pH was hovering around the 5.5 mark. Have since learned not to let that happen, and the most bizarro stuff has ceased. ["fiber optic" bundles, objects that looked more like wires, LARGE fiber tangles..etc..]
I neglected to mention that the black particles in the yellow gel of the "flashing lights" video are bits of activated charcoal [taken orally] that are arriving in the lesion [via the circulatory system] ---------------------------------------------------------- tinyurl.com/7t4b2r8 ^^ short vid from my YT stash; demonstrating morg particles in the blood. -------------------------------------------------------------
It seems that the charcoal particles have no trouble at all jumping into the blood stream and traveling wherever the morg particles go. It is probable that the carbon is attaching to the morg particles while in the gut and then traveling to the lesion site. The carbon might be traveling unattached, but if that is so, the odds of so many carbon particles arriving at one lesion site by chance, seems a bit long; a bit too much coincidence for me.
The morg particles have an uncanny skill of "finding" their fellow particles in a lesion. Not only do lesion /blister outbreaks tend to cluster in one area of the body [not randomly distributed across the entire body] but they are now demonstrating their skill in traversing the entire circulatory system and jumping off at ONE large lesion site. [1.5 inch diameter, with an inflammation ring of 3 inches dia.] My thoughts that that many particles can't possibly be arriving from the gut with such pin point precision are countered by the fact that the carbon particles are doing exactly that. I have observed many times that the particles seem to target a hair follicle and flood to the surface and form a lesion, while leaving neighboring follicles intact. Once the lesion is established, it almost always tends to grow and the particle count in the lesion increases sharply.
?? are the particles multiplying at the lesion site in the manner of bacteria, or are the particles arriving from an outside source?
The carbon [charcoal] is being taken orally to attach itself to the particles and assist with clearing them from the gut. It appears that some of the carbon is attaching to particles that then escape the gut into the blood system. The carbon particles are inadvertantly acting as "tags"; in like manner, tiny tags are attached to fish to track where they go.
It appears that the particles can sense areas of the body in which other particles are congregating, and join them. The tiny particles in lesion fluid rapidly "find" each other apparently through some sort of chemotaxis..and attach.
In a matter of a few hours, a wet lesion with particles scattered randomly across it's surface becomes a solid sheet of loosely attached particles; which quickly harden into a solid covering resembling a skin scab. The particles seem to sense where the other particles are.
When observing cellulose whiskers growing between particles in lesion fluid, there is no wasted energy, the whiskers are not growing in random directions. The whisker/fibers grow DIRECTLY from particle to particle. They "know" where the other particles are in relation to themselves. My speculation that this same sort of "particle chemical sensing" is allowing them to know exactly which branch of which capillary to jump into in order to find the hair follicle [or what little remains of it] that leads to the lesion that is filled with others of it's kind.
By observing where the "carbon tags" end up, I now have strong evidence that the particles are in fact arriving at the lesion site from their source in the gut.
*apologies if these seems like a bit of a rant; but need to get thoughts written down in between "brain fog" storm fronts. One hopes that the words make as much sense to the readers as it does to the writer. Miss the opportunity to "record the observations" when I am feeling..sort of sane.. and weeks....months..can slide by. Write down the observation, and get it posted someplace other than my "lab notes" at home.
....don't claim to have the big picture, but maybe tiny pieces of the "intelligence mosaic". Enough tiny "intel stones" from multiple sources, glued down in the right places..might eventually yield a clear picture of the mOrg Beaste. A goodly mosaic might yield an identification...which might lead to clues on how to defeat it. ... ..maybe.
Last Edit: Jan 4, 2012 10:04:45 GMT -5 by homeworld
Post by torpedolynn on Jan 4, 2012 12:32:14 GMT -5
I am glad you are here and I would like to jump in at the risk of countering you. I was thinking of possibilities and wondered if the lesion points might be the weak parts of our own system. Like when you watch flood waters they take the weakest route and coincidentally the sediments end up riding into the weak spots so that when the flood has ended you will find the damage most at the weakest points on the road and land. Could it be happening this way in the body??
Another example and please forgive if I get a little gross here. When I gave birth to my first child I was to small for him to pass into this world and my skin ripped in half. Not around the opening of the vaginal area were the child need to pass through, Put between the uritha(Pee hole) Bad spelling sorry: and high above on one of the folds of skin that protect the privates. Those must have been the weakest points in the super stretched skin during child birth. So when I see anyone for most of my life I have seen it like this. Say someone is prone to Asma. Well the lungs are weakest on that person?
Weak eye site. Are the eyes the weak point on this person? I might be all wrong about all this because in my mind my weak points are my cripple hips and flat feet. But I can not see my veins to see where the weak points on those are so maybe the disease came out on my weak points on the blood veins only to appear on the body at their weakest points. Whew! I hope I made sense. Sorry about my horrible spelling.
I also wonder why I do not get horrible lesion and large amounts of fiber like some and wonder if my awful circulation system in a way has protected me from that. Trapping the disease inside. I also wonder if that is why it is taking me longer to get well. I am slowly getting well with the stuff I take for detoxing and immune building, but I know a few who have gotten well doing the same thing. I think their circulation systems worked better and they are thin compared to my big body. So my blessing is also my down fall. Stinkin circulation system.
My circulation system has come about just a little. I could not sweat most of my life in a normal way and now sweat some and it is wonderful to actually be able to sweat. It feels so good yet I went backwards on the disease and lost some ground. The disease made me loose lots of weight and that was really nice but happen so fast it scared me. Now the weight is piling on no matter what I do or don't do. I wonder if the disease gained some ground from gaining the weight back after a year of being thinner. Is it protected by all my fat? I am shaking my head while saying all this. Just because we are so left alone to figure it out ourselves. Holding our breath while a small hand full of Dr.s and Scientist try to figure it out and yet there is no financial help for any part of this let alone family support for many.
Well that is part of my thinking cycle and just wanted to share and don't mind the feed back. Ohh I will be soo creeped out if you are right that it knows from it own energy signatures and such where to go to end up at an infected site. Which I think Germs may do also? Know where to go to be with the others making one sick. Like flue in the lungs.
In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
In the aspects of eternity everything else is but a grain of sand. If I remember this then I can get through some pretty big pieces of sand.
DAG: Everytime I sit down something pricks my toes and feet. At night it tries to get up on the bed. I kick,last night I shined a very bright light at the area.Then I spray a OTC med for pain - has a strong smell.Ev night I go to sleep abt 3 or 4 AM. 3wks now.
Jan 29, 2017 13:20:18 GMT -5
DAG: I need help. Not sleeping enough and my husband thinks one of my meds is messing w/ my nerves. I don't know what it is...just read what is on you site. Rubbed garlic on my feet today. Need someone to get rid of it for me. Recommendations?
Jan 29, 2017 13:22:29 GMT -5
DAG: Has anyone tried burning sage and a minister saying words...as on TV? Ouch it just got my leg. That is a new area.
Jan 29, 2017 13:32:42 GMT -5
Zephra: Look up The Unknown Cat and morgellons. He thinks morgellons is Sporotrichosis and is treating with SSKI Potassium Iodide
Feb 2, 2017 16:42:24 GMT -5
The Unknown Cat: I think I was wrong about the sporotrichosis -but I was not wrong about the SSKI.
Feb 11, 2017 4:43:57 GMT -5
Zephra - Ruth In Toronto: Yes that is what I was thinking, The Unknown Cat, but who cares what it is as long as it works. Thank You.
Feb 12, 2017 15:21:19 GMT -5
Ruth In Toronto: What do you know think it is - The Unknown Cat. Would you do anything different or still follow treatment?
Feb 12, 2017 15:48:33 GMT -5
Ruth In Toronto: now not know
Feb 12, 2017 15:48:53 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: i want to believe they are carotene deposits. I'm on antibiotics and it's getting better i think. just keeping everything clean and hoping for the best. seems like the less I focus on it the less I am itchy. some days I don't feel anything. gotta stay busy
Feb 22, 2017 5:43:14 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: the diatomecious earth makes me feel pretty safe. drinking it seems to give me confidence too. have had borax baths in the past and drank that too. some people say tobacco can help with parasitic activity as well. most doctors think I'm crazy.
Feb 22, 2017 5:45:38 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: got a test from the dermatologist where i put some black specs in a sample container and it came up negative
Feb 22, 2017 5:46:03 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: some say it's derivitave of the scabies treatment itself. that the pyrethrin cream causes these black deposits. sorry i didn't cite my sources. for a while i was convinced i don't have anything. it definitely isn't scabies
Feb 22, 2017 5:48:30 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: i like to think it's just super sensitive skin that is irritated by clogged pores. it could be fungal. hoping these antibiotics do the trick but at this point I've been dealing with this with denial and apathy
Feb 22, 2017 5:49:28 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: i try to keep things as clean as possible but frick it, i pick having good mental health over worrying about this all the time.
Feb 22, 2017 5:50:22 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: frick lol nice censoring. hope yall learn to keep pressing on and try not to give a f u c k and get on with yr lives. i only have one partner right now anyway- i hope they don't have it but at this point if they don't have it they never will. </3
Feb 22, 2017 5:51:53 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: f u c k it tho- I reccomend just getting some diotamecous earth and using the powder topically if ur worried sometimes. drinking a teaspoon helps too. i hope yall get it sorted. i just live everyday trying not to think about it
Feb 22, 2017 5:53:17 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: it could be anything so I'd like to think it is just plant matter/ a skin disorder, and not a parasite
Feb 22, 2017 5:53:48 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: i like to think it is just highly sensitive skin
Feb 22, 2017 5:53:59 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: we can beat it with apathy
Feb 22, 2017 5:54:06 GMT -5
pretend I'm fine in Toronto: <3
Feb 22, 2017 5:54:13 GMT -5