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Post by ibzahp on Nov 4, 2012 1:45:51 GMT -5
Hiya Violet and baraka and everyone-been gone for awhile.this stuff is so relentless. its endless stuff-so tired of stuff-really feeling the weight oof it. tired of fibers and goo and grit and mold and buzzing ears and stuff in my ears, and in my eyes-i don't know how much more of this morgie crapola i can take. so tired of it sucking the joy out of life. different kinds of mold. i am so tired and i can't sleep right. this is really a horrid illness. if only it was only in our heads. sticks and goo- i am having oneof those weeks where morgs fills me with more than its ceaseless replication. morgs fills me with despair.
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Post by Lynn on Nov 4, 2012 10:47:22 GMT -5
Ibsahp
Hi I am going to say a prayer for you. This full moon was a bad one. After some Halloween candy and cookies I started pouring out black specks. I notice any time I eat foods that raise sugar levels the fun works start. Hope you are able to get a much needed break. Big hugs to you.
In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
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Post by violet on Nov 4, 2012 10:59:02 GMT -5
Hiya Violet and baraka and everyone-been gone for awhile.this stuff is so relentless. its endless stuff-so tired of stuff-really feeling the weight oof it. tired of fibers and goo and grit and mold and buzzing ears and stuff in my ears, and in my eyes-i don't know how much more of this morgie crapola i can take. so tired of it sucking the joy out of life. different kinds of mold. i am so tired and i can't sleep right. this is really a horrid illness. if only it was only in our heads. sticks and goo- i am having oneof those weeks where morgs fills me with more than its ceaseless replication. morgs fills me with despair. Oh, I am so sorry. I know this is a horrid, horrid thing to bear. Just try to remember that there is research going on and that our plight is being recognized and validated. There is some hope in that. And like Lynn, I'll pray for you, right now.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 4, 2012 11:03:46 GMT -5
Hello, if what your doing does not address your issues, change your treatment, look and see what others are doing that seems to be addressing their issues, try to be careful in your choices.
I have some problems myself right at this time but am raising to the occasion.
There has been a little of the pain in joints, skin affliction and other minuscule issues to take care of.
Some things are irritated yes but it looks as though my body may be attacking the invader and its being depleted, or is it the other way around, the invader is attacking me and I am being depleted.
Who knows.
`I used to watch TV and think, about all the new drugs the TV presents, also that I had most of the issues at one time or another, maybe if I took all the drugs at once I would be fine, LOL or both me and the disease would be at our end.
Since taking Blood Pressure Drugs something is changing, the fibers in my urine increased in my urine and they look beat up.
It would be nice if these drugs are destroying or blocking a needed attribute of the body that helps keep this malfeasance alive and prospering in the body.
I do not have a laboratory and can not assign negative or positive proof to any issue, the only thing I offer is 40 years of observation, everyday observation of me , my companions and everyone around, the masses, these are the ideas that come over time.
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Post by violet on Nov 4, 2012 14:40:31 GMT -5
Hello, if what your doing does not address your issues, change your treatment, look and see what others are doing that seems to be addressing their issues, try to be careful in your choices. I have some problems myself right at this time but am raising to the occasion. There has been a little of the pain in joints, skin affliction and other minuscule issues to take care of. Some things are irritated yes but it looks as though my body may be attacking the invader and its being depleted, or is it the other way around, the invader is attacking me and I am being depleted. Who knows. `I used to watch TV and think, about all the new drugs the TV presents, also that I had most of the issues at one time or another, maybe if I took all the drugs at once I would be fine, LOL or both me and the disease would be at our end. Since taking Blood Pressure Drugs something is changing, the fibers in my urine increased in my urine and they look beat up. It would be nice if these drugs are destroying or blocking a needed attribute of the body that helps keep this malfeasance alive and prospering in the body. I do not have a laboratory and can not assign negative or positive proof to any issue, the only thing I offer is 40 years of observation, everyday observation of me , my companions and everyone around, the masses, these are the ideas that come over time. Am praying right now for you B. And for sweet Toni and Lynn and everyone else in our M family.
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Post by Lynn on Nov 4, 2012 19:01:23 GMT -5
Thank you Violet Lynn
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 5, 2012 11:38:47 GMT -5
Well it seems maybe your prayers have been answered, I just ran and walked a few miles, gotta start slow.
No blood, nope, well none that I could see, I am wondering if the little razor sharp stone was helping my blood pressure rise.
Oh well, ya'll better git some of them Violet prayers they did the job.
Thanks Violet i will put a, Now I lay me down to sleep in for you!!
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Post by violet on Nov 5, 2012 15:11:04 GMT -5
Well it seems maybe your prayers have been answered, I just ran and walked a few miles, gotta start slow. No blood, nope, well none that I could see, I am wondering if the little razor sharp stone was helping my blood pressure rise. Oh well, ya'll better git some of them Violet prayers they did the job. Thanks Violet i will put a, Now I lay me down to sleep in for you!! LOL!!! Glad to hear you got out and exercised. I'm jealous! Lyme has invaded my knees, so I'm resting them for a few weeks. :-)
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Post by threader on Nov 23, 2012 12:33:51 GMT -5
Just dropping by here to give a quick update on my horse med treatment:
After six weeks, and marked improvements in symptoms, I discontinued use. Within 48 hours I started feeling bad, and producing more matter from the skin.
I went back to the feed store and am back on Fenben this week.
This stuff seems good in the war against M, but it isn't a cure IMO. It doesn't seem to be able to tackle the scalp and ass Morg processes that occur. It sure works well against fatigue and depression though. The constipation issues and stool filled with bizarre matter ceased weeks ago.
I feel sharp pains in either side of the abdomen that last for 5-10 seconds, while I am on this treatment. The location is deep inside, and very lateral. I will feel this pain most days, but only once or twice. It does concern me, but not quite as much as the symptoms I feel without the horse pastes. I joked with my buddy at Thanksgiving dinner yesterday, that I know the meds are killing something, whether its my organs or alien life forms that hurt as they move through the intestines is unknown, but death is certainly occurring.
All blood work has returned without flags.
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Post by scabdraggr on Nov 23, 2012 19:21:16 GMT -5
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Post by threader on Dec 8, 2012 22:16:04 GMT -5
Discontinuing horse meds:
For about 3 months I've been taking full doses as described above. The effectiveness waned over time, but I was still much better on the pastes. My above posts from when I first started taking it are not exaturations, it was a miracle. But both sides of my abdomen were hurting daily (moderate severity, 10 minute waves 2x per day lately), and finally my heart hurt for 15 minutes so I've decided to go back to natural supplements now. For the durantion of treatment, I had zero morg activity below the neckline, with most at the top of the scalp. Within 24 hours of ceasing it, the movement began in my feet, hands, eyes, mouth (they love the inaccessible back part of my tounge. I've been shedding the big dry brown chunks I haven't seen in ages. Little bastards have been hungry, having to surface the scalp for so long to feed? Or is there another explanation for the radical change in symptom location?
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Post by threader on Dec 9, 2012 10:20:59 GMT -5
I feel better this morning, but want to discuss one other symptom I had yesterday that I hadn't seen in at least a year: M can process things we take in seconds, and exude them from the skin. Yesterday I took a slug off the milk the fridge, and a white ball comes out of my eye socket area 5 seconds later. I smoke, black stuff comes from hands, at the same time I exhale. (Yes, I know milk and weed aren't a good M diet). I should also disclose that I caught a nasty flu going around the past few days. This, itself, is strange, since I hadn't had a cold in 5 years. This could somehow add to organ pain, too? I suspect the M organism was too beat by the horse pastes to fight the flu virus at the time, like it normally would. Here is a shot of pink organism that came from my mouth yesterday, it came out in one piece:
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Post by scabdraggr on Dec 9, 2012 15:31:16 GMT -5
Whenever the huge scale like life forms leave an organ, especially the appendix area, the resulting pain is hell to tolerate. The large brown scale is about one inch or more across, the light colored mass is a fiber bundle from the aqua blue fibers. There was over five lbs. of this that came out of my small intestine. Threader, the big ones have not yet come down the pipes for you. I can't with no uncertainty say that the pain is from the life forms leaving but it's my perception based upon my experiences and my son in laws whose mass was as big as a bird egg. This mess does congregate around the heart valves and inside the thyroid. Are you sensitive to the touch of the thyroid area? How about your kidneys? This slug had been in the back of my throat for 30 or more years. i1180.photobucket.com/albums/x405/scrap492/bth_014.jpg i1180.photobucket.com/albums/x405/scrap492/bth_IMG_0150-1.jpg
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Post by Baraka Obam on Dec 10, 2012 11:37:32 GMT -5
So what your saying threader is if you take horse poison everyday for the rest of your life, which may not be too long given that you are in TEST DUMMY mode that you will have morgys living and waiting to JUMP on you the moment you stop using the paste inside your body proper, but your head will always be a mess..
IE, the second you stop your gonna have reactions for the rest of your life, LOL, does not sound like any type of a cure to me, LOL.
Sounds like future cancer developement, sounds like organ failure on the horizon.
I know Scabs take on it, eat more horse medication, hey scab, how about elephant meds, yes elephant meds would work better.
Ok so, because we have to eat more and more and even more POISON for the rest of our possibly very short lives, we want to save money, we have to find a place that sells ELEPHANT bug poison at discount.
YOUR KILLING ME HERE, I mean your killing threader!!!
A short prayer,
Lord, please help people understand that they could do irrevocable harm to others when they try to play GOD DOCTOR, help them to understand they are not anything near a accomplished scientist just because they slept at the Holiday Inn one night this decade. Above all could you throw a little attention on our plight as there are so many people that are being born into a life of sicness and misery and many others are failing quickly..
thanks lord, happy Fathers day to you also, seems if I remember right your son will be on his 2013th year on December 25.
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Post by scabdraggr on Dec 10, 2012 12:30:09 GMT -5
BO,open wide,here's your dewormer, Wormy. Bo is DR done, kills all, heals none. When one takes a BM moment and sees only pulsating slugs instead of poo, well it's time to eat some fenbendazole. Some have up to 16 lbs of the mess inside their small intestine,kidneys,thyroid and especially the highly operable gall bladder. Has anyone had theirs removed as most have already gone through gall bladder surgery. It pays the hospital so well and most have used surgery on M and they have changed their financial outlook to black rather than red. 800% increase in GB surgeries in the last 10 Years. BO, did the lobotomy work for you?
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Post by Baraka Obam on Dec 10, 2012 13:37:42 GMT -5
Scabby dabby doo, A labotomy never worked for me never will, too much upstairs if you get my drift. Anyway 16 pounds of wiggly poo, man what a slittery mess, what part of the country do you live in mad man? I sure ain't gonner drink that water! Hey how about you make me a movie of all this action your talking about, yeah, just VIDEO all these colon monsters. Did you like my idea, seeing that your horse meds aren't helping nobody do nothing, why don't we get er done with the elephant meds, or for that matter Hippo meds, we don't have to stick with horse stuff do we? Here I am gonna get ya started brother, threader you hold on there we got a new PILE of drugs coming your way, me and scab gonna save your ... ok here ya go scab Elephants wildpro.twycrosszoo.org/S/00dis/Parasitic/Intestinal_Nematode_Ele.htmRhino parasites www.rhinoresourcecenter.com/index.php?s=1&act=refs&CODE=note_detail&id=1165249923Giraffes parasites www.jwildlifedis.org/content/26/3/395.full.pdfDon't worry threader we gonna geter done, ol scab dude gonna wash that parasite right outta your hair and send them on their way, LOL.
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Post by scabdraggr on Dec 10, 2012 14:28:54 GMT -5
BO, you're so sweet, you say the nicest things along with always being focused on me. Such a set of compliments, for me, that I will always cherish.
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Post by threader on Dec 11, 2012 3:19:33 GMT -5
The horse meds were very effective. Yes I believe they were still taking care of a half-finished job. But the organ pain was increasing with severity and frequency to a level that really made me just have to listen to my body. No, nothing was tender to probe. But my urine is a scary orange too. The same inner voice that told me to try this treatment told me to stop it, at least for now.
Trust me, I miss my Equimax so much. The pastes did for me what antidepressants are supposed to do for people. I made my years salary last month with the clear head they give me. Now I'm short-fused, anxious, and not so sharp again.
I had almost no organ pain today though, and that is really comforting. I don't know how your body could tolerate over a year of the regimen Scab, I have an iron gut and real tolerance for drug side effects. It's possible that its just the dieoff.... IDK. But you know when your survival voice just says "no mas"? Thats where I'm at with it currently.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Dec 11, 2012 4:50:01 GMT -5
They are effective at what, actually you really do not know the whole story, you do not monitor fiber load or anything else in your fluids or waste material. There are so many things I felt better with, really, Turmeric being one of them, hyperbarics, different Blood Pressure drugs, and other things that leave me feeling better for a time. I hope something good came of your taking these but the amounts are just kinda extrema, hope nothing went wrong inside. Organ failure is something that can come on you like a rain storm if your doing the wrong things, especially if your not being monitored by testing. How old are you threader? Die off is a word some over the edge people use when your dieing off to calm you, I am glad your using some caution, get back to your doctor when the effects of the drug are the worst and see if your organs are doing what they are supposed to do. voices.yahoo.com/what-causes-orange-urine-2921480.html
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Post by scabdraggr on Dec 11, 2012 6:25:24 GMT -5
I do not take anything every day for over a year. At first it's important to get out the huge globs that are stuck to the inside of our guts. 4 days a month for me,2 days every other week, consecutive days along with fresh grapfruits and pecan ice cream to loosen the stool. For skin issues the Tinactin antifungal powder or cream takes the skin mess away.
Threader will be fine and his situation will steadily improve.
BO's will not! Never!
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