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Post by absurdlyhaywired on Nov 2, 2013 19:48:39 GMT -5
Hi-Look closely at this "morgellons fiber". It's trying to look like a bean with peas inside. Or something............. What is it? I know we've seen these before but this is my best shot of one. What is it? It'll probably be best if you can enlarge the photo. Just click on it. Then you can tell me what it is, right? I don't know how much more I can take. I quit using systemic enzymes for 2 maybe 3 days, hoping I could wean off of them and save some $$$'s, but that was a mistake, I guess, because now I'm in a bad way, a worse way. Hope everyone's alright.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 3, 2013 7:52:34 GMT -5
I think if I had the answer to the question you are asking we would be close to solving all the UNKNOWN CAUSE fibrous material disease on the planet and that list is HUGE.
The researchers are kind of like ignoring this material, its like it does not exist, it is in every organ in our bodies and every fluid including blood.
The answer,the cure of the UNKNOWN CAUSE GROWTH OF THIS EXACT FIBROUS MATERIAL, the answer would possibly extend mans life span quite a long time.
I just had another military aquaintence fall off the planet, diagnosed with lung cancer early September and died before October.
Oh well very common I guess for 50 year olds to die like this.
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Post by itchin4answers on Nov 3, 2013 18:40:29 GMT -5
Sorry Hay, I've no idea what that thing is. Working on this plague is ever so tiresome. The allergic reaction on my face cleared as I didn't treat for almost a week. I did the cleanser and scrub again after the week break. I have blind pimples that run in lines, symmetrical and they appear in same areas on both sides of my face. The big blind pimples that never become a real pimple seem to house long clear fibers, the cleanser and scrub help some of these fibers fly out. I have so much of the "junk" in my skin and I do become very despondent easily.
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Post by absurdlyhaywired on Nov 3, 2013 21:19:14 GMT -5
I just lost the long post I belabored over-maybe I'll get lucky and find it, until then, these are pics from last night. This is from the face-the super glue plastic stuff that is endless. 100 x magnification Attachments:
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Post by absurdlyhaywired on Nov 3, 2013 21:42:09 GMT -5
A couple more from last night.
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Post by violet on Nov 4, 2013 11:52:11 GMT -5
View AttachmentHi-Look closely at this "morgellons fiber". It's trying to look like a bean with peas inside. Or something............. What is it? I know we've seen these before but this is my best shot of one. What is it? It'll probably be best if you can enlarge the photo. Just click on it. Then you can tell me what it is, right? I don't know how much more I can take. I quit using systemic enzymes for 2 maybe 3 days, hoping I could wean off of them and save some $$$'s, but that was a mistake, I guess, because now I'm in a bad way, a worse way. Hope everyone's alright. Hey, Hay! This is a good pic. I wonder if it could be pollen of some kind?
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 4, 2013 13:19:22 GMT -5
Violet have you ever used a microscope to look at the fibers that are everywhere inside us, this is a CLASSIC morgellon fiber Here take a look at my butt snakes, a cute word for the fibers in the colon, I do hope your not offended but then I think how in the world could you be. www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xeBsfQOzjgI have not only included a very PERSONAL picture of my butt snakes (CLASSIC MORGELLONS FIBERS) I have also included a picture of myself for those of you that wish to avoid me if ever by chance we should meet, and a picture of a sign that tells of my sincere appologies, LOL.
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Post by absurdlyhaywired on Nov 4, 2013 18:28:24 GMT -5
Baraka, Hi, are you still riding around over there? I know you're doing a lot more than just riding around, I read your posts. Happy Trails To You wherever you are.
Where are the cute buttsnakes? I can't see them....................
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 5, 2013 11:13:28 GMT -5
Home, safe and sound, my bed loves me. I must say had a wonderful time it was grand.
For the most part I get people laughing and feed off their smiles, no more fun than that to be had anywhere.
Met some extreamly rich and some extreamly poor, they were all fun loving people.
One man had five wives, 4 girlfriends and who knows how many on occasion, can you imagine the scope of his mental illness, LOL.
This trip was a eye opener thats for sure.
Can not wait to go back, been offered a few jobs already..
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Post by itchin4answers on Nov 11, 2013 22:39:35 GMT -5
I had you home sooner, sorry, so your back home now that's great and pleased you enjoyed your trip. I like your photo The cleanser and scrub I am still treating with and I have never got to this stage before. It's cutting through the hard skin and the biofilm too. I see the Neurologist tomorrow and I think I'm nervous. Though it didn't stop me from maintenance today on my face. I'm biting the inside of my cheeks and my salivary glands are struggling as well as everything else. The muck that has come out is unthinkable and I don't know what it is. Mum rang me earlier and I said what a good time to call because I was freaking with all the stuff coming out. Mum was great, she said maybe toxins the black chunks, I don't know. Mum was horrified and I said she had no idea how much it helped to tell someone straight up - "hey guess what just happened"...Mum knows it's real and I said I will show you one day and I'm not sure how you would react. I said if I were to talk about this disease on a daily basis and what it has done to my mucous membrane I wouldn't function. It really is a %$^@! horror show. I am so determined to be rid of it, and if my delusion about that comes true LOL I will post my photo everywhere. I have to catch the bus soon, leave home in 20 minutes. Heck I have to wash my face and neck, balls of blue and black all over. It's just hideous to think that for almost a decade my face and neck (alone) have been inside out, my scalp well that hurts and my hair starts to change in look depending on my skin. Oh and I'm not worried if my face is a little red tomorrow for my appointment. If I feel comfortable I will mention some things. Anyone with eyes just has to look at the unusual scar formation to know that this little sucker has been running tracks and circles for a very long time. I hate having to hide this misery. Sorry if I sound negative - I posted so I didn't feel so alone. Thanks.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 12, 2013 11:11:22 GMT -5
Mercy me girl, the absolute fun we get to have some times.
This disease is by far one miserable sucker, although there are things that are MUCH worse.
While I was away I did have the privilege to see some of these disease first hand, Leprosy, Elephantiasis, and a host of other ailments probably without name, possibly connected to our issue but magnified by poverty.
I saw a little girl so burned all over her body she looked like a pink candle, there was hardly a patch of pigmented flesh stuck to her body, missing ears and eyes, a tiny bit of hair coming out of her scalp, she begs in the street, in fact they all begged in the street.
We do live in a hell, and this probably will kill us sooner or later, I guess what I am trying to say, even though I have been through my own hell, alone, for years and years, with this disease, I would not want to be in those peoples place for a minute.
You can not even imagine the sight of that child, she has a lifetime of hell on earth yet to endure.
Best wishes to you Itchen, hope in time things alleviate, hope that in time doctors and researchers will pull their heads out of their rectum.
I mean really, what purpose does it serve having ones head in a dark and unsanitary place
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Post by absurdlyhaywired on Nov 12, 2013 15:42:45 GMT -5
I hate having to hide this misery. Sorry if I sound negative - I posted so I didn't feel so alone. Thanks. Hi itchin-I didn't see any negativity in your post, I saw a report on the reality, here where we all understand. I post so that I don't feel as alone too. Even if no one responds I feel at least heard and not dismissed. I'll be with you in spirit when you are out and about. Guess what? I have to ride the bus too, and that usually does me in for at least 3 days, considering it can take 6 hours to accomplish a 15 min. $200 dr. appointment. I wasted the rest of my $$$ on taxis until I accepted the fact that they're as unreliable as the busses. And once the stupid taxi was so late that the dr. wouldn't see me when I got there-3 hours wasted, not including the prep time, and I had to reschedule and do it all over again a different day. I haven't been out at all in quite a while. You're not alone.
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Post by absurdlyhaywired on Nov 12, 2013 15:54:59 GMT -5
Here are more super glue things from out/off of my face.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 12, 2013 19:32:56 GMT -5
Absurdleyhaywired, them there are part of this, you actually have to wonder if this is the start of the fibers growing, this could actually be the start of the fibers.
I have seemn these velcrow looking items before, people have commented on the amount of pressure to pull it out or lets say apart.
Good picture
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Post by itchin4answers on Nov 12, 2013 19:37:41 GMT -5
I hate having to hide this misery. Sorry if I sound negative - I posted so I didn't feel so alone. Thanks. Hi itchin-I didn't see any negativity in your post, I saw a report on the reality, here where we all understand. I post so that I don't feel as alone too. Even if no one responds I feel at least heard and not dismissed. I'll be with you in spirit when you are out and about. Guess what? I have to ride the bus too, and that usually does me in for at least 3 days, considering it can take 6 hours to accomplish a 15 min. $200 dr. appointment. I wasted the rest of my $$$ on taxis until I accepted the fact that they're as unreliable as the busses. And once the stupid taxi was so late that the dr. wouldn't see me when I got there-3 hours wasted, not including the prep time, and I had to reschedule and do it all over again a different day. I haven't been out at all in quite a while. You're not alone. Hi there Hay, It was really nice to read your post and thank you for replying. Nice to know I have an angel on my shoulder.... I thought it was only Australia that had the worst public transport and taxi service. Seems the US is no different. So sorry you're having to ride the bus, I really do understand. I have to push myself, there is no other way. The weather this morning is totally hideous, pouring rain & cold, and I had to take my son to school in such awful weather. I feel so sorry for him, but he's doing ok. My new umbrella decided this morning that when I opened it the handle flew off - everything is total crap these days. I have just glued the handle now and I hope it dries in time for me having to leave home to catch the bus and then train, around 12.15pm I'm planning to leave. My appointment with the Neurologist is 2.15pm and the ride into the City at this time of day takes almost an hour. I got so drenched this morning - I will have to change my pants as they are wet through around the ankles. I have to send some information to my Lawyer and the darn ink ran out in the printer so I had to go buy a new one this morning. I am stalling about writing this letter to the Lawyer. My organization skills with paper work is not like it was - I get so mixed up. I watched a video last night about Biofilm and this man was saying that Biofilm hate frequencies. I got out my zapper, wrapped the paper towel around the handles (soaked in salty water first). Yes I can be crazy with my treatments but who are others to judge....anyway I put the handles of the zapper on different parts of my neck, scalp and face. I thought I was seeing things...I had sparks flying, clear and blue...but when I put the handles on the bad area on my face oh wow I got the biggest electric shock. Well I'm still alive this morning and it was interesting to try. OK I have to go and type this letter. I will check back later.
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Post by itchin4answers on Nov 13, 2013 5:36:59 GMT -5
I'd almost finished my post and I lost the whole lot. Baraka, thank you and I like your anal joke “If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.”
― Regina Brett
I will attempt my post again tomorrow.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 13, 2013 11:39:27 GMT -5
I have a saying,
Forget to cry for yourself, there are others that need your tears and prayers more.
If you spend just one moment thinking of a child born with cancer, that will never know a moment without pain, needles, chemo, radiation untill they die, then you see how blessed we are.
Look at the people in the Phillipines, they have no food, no shelter, no WATER, and many are hurt, their children, mothers, fathers, relatives can all be dead, there is no real humanitarian aid as of yet, they are lost, how lucky we are.
If you pray, pray for the people of the Phillipines, you will feel better after, you can easily understand how lucky we all are in the west.
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Post by itchin4answers on Nov 13, 2013 19:11:36 GMT -5
Do not judge me for those who have a different belief. This is my life and I live in this physical body. No one has been able to tell me how to alleviate the suffering. I do it my way, the only way I know how. God I'm so lucky and not sure if I owe that to God or just because the facts are a crime has been committed. I had it all, the body the face the career. This is a copy & paste from my Facebook page. Today the fall out in my mind, too hard to explain, comprehend - thank you for my tears because without them helping me this morning I wouldn't want to live in this sick twisted society. My son is happy and thinks school is awesome and that means the world to me! www.youtube.com/watch?v=nm6DO_7px1IPhysically today my body feels like a train wreck, my skin is burning, stinging, electric shocks, my right leg is heavier than the left, my balance is poor - I have post traumatic stress today - and I also have worsening of the symptoms of this disease I have. "People just like to believe they have something"..."I've had other people come in here and tell me they have Lyme and that it was confirmed via blood tests sent to USA, they say the testing of Lyme in Australia is inadequate.....I just find it all too convenient". "Lyme is like the Global Warming debate...." "but doctor people know when they are sick, and this disease is hideous, I haven't worked in 12 years, they incarcerated me, I was the one who took myself to a psychiatrist because I was in denial about my physical symptoms. I looked great, but I knew I was sick". "It's a very controversial disease and I don't want to get into an argument about it. I find SPECT scans are very wishy washy and I'd want an MRI to see anything underlying. You see I'm a doctor and as a doctor I like to find out what it is and fix it". "It is hard and I can sure see it's hard to change others perspectives, however when the medical establishment and government let me get so ill, witnessing the lot, my physical decline, my family saying "her features are changing"...."I do believe doctor that this has worsened the suffering of my parents diseases, and we do have a strong history of Alzheimer's my Dad's Mum had it, we just buried my uncle Alzheimer's 5 years and my Dad has dementia now, and he has a different personality"...Oh the reply to my comment about the medical establishment and government was; "THERE IS NO GOVERNMENT CONSPIRACY"....I almost pee'd my pants because he scared me because he is wrong. MRI request says Memory decline, tremor, ataxia, ? abnormal SPECT, ? demyelination. He asked if he could keep the SPECT scan on DVD I said he could. He never explained the SPECT scan and he bagged it, saying it was wishy washy. Oh the best comment was "what do you do for money since your son's father died"....I said I was on disability...he would never comprehend because his account was $430 and medicare give me $224. He lives in a different world...to quote what a friend said and he wraps it up perfectly...."I mean really, what purpose does it serve having ones head in a dark and unsanitary place" .... www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZjF3JT6AOY"It is not our body that lives it is our soul; our body receives life through our soul." - Emanuel Swedenborg, Secrets of Heaven.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Nov 13, 2013 20:25:17 GMT -5
You know itchin, what I posted was for me the best way to get out of self pity, being a man, I kinda gotta buck up and watch what I blubber about, crying for myself seems way tragic.
My belief, there is a higher power, would not want the message going out that I hate life, thats not the case, my life is filled with rewards even with this pestilence.
You have a son that is happy about school, how that must fill you seeing his face beam, you are a very lucky lady.
You know I was not at all throwing judgment your way, anyone that thinks this is reading it the wrong way.
At times this is the only way to pull myself out of the pit.
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Post by itchin4answers on Nov 14, 2013 1:59:25 GMT -5
You know itchin, what I posted was for me the best way to get out of self pity, being a man, I kinda gotta buck up and watch what I blubber about, crying for myself seems way tragic. My belief, there is a higher power, would not want the message going out that I hate life, thats not the case, my life is filled with rewards even with this pestilence. You have a son that is happy about school, how that must fill you seeing his face beam, you are a very lucky lady. You know I was not at all throwing judgment your way, anyone that thinks this is reading it the wrong way. At times this is the only way to pull myself out of the pit. My post wasn't aimed at you Baraka, I wanted to just put it out there. I couldn't agree more about the "self pity"...and things are never as they seem, quite often the case & easy for people to make assumptions. I don't like to go deep into details these days with regards to myself. You know it's not unusual for me to cry watching the news and I pray right there on the spot aloud. William as my witness! and I think it's giving him good messages; even though he'd prefer to be watching some mindless crap on the kids cartoons. Overall my son is receiving (I hope and pray) experience from his momma (that's what he calls me) which will help him be such a strong young man. I do tell William things will get better and to please trust me. I don't say it a lot, but I say it when I'm struggling and I don't want him to know. Apparently they are using Churches as make ship hospitals in the Phillipines. They have babies in capsules that are premature and dying. People are being operated on with pills on, no anaesthetic, families are standing around watching their loved ones die. I thanked God this afternoon, in fact I also thanked "whoever you are".....I have a warm bed, a roof over my head, food in the house, water on tap, and a little boy who is my ROCK.
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