Post by reliefseeker on Jan 1, 2007 11:15:30 GMT -5
HI ALL, something happened that changed me last night and I don't know if it had anything to do with the new year coming in...but if you read my earlier post I had stated that I sleep sitting up because my parasites, be it worms, flukes or whatever (I have actually seen two types, thin white worms and red brickish colored ones that barely sticks its head up after it has made a damn hole in my leg, and it can close the hole up when it dips its shapeless head down).
Last night I was exhausted form not sleeping and only getting little cat naps sitting in my chair at my computer in my office/den.
Because I was afraid to go to sleep for fear of the parasites spewing huge amounts of some kind of gel that hardens and then some brownish fluid that quite resembles the coloring of my leg. But I FEAR the brownish fluid like you would not believe, it contains live organisms that sting and vibrate on your leg until it awakens you. I decided to sleep in the living room and recline the love seat into a comfortable position. I then set up an infrared heat lamp close to my left leg so it could possibly hinder the parasites.
I also took doses of olive leaf extract,colloidal silver, burdock, garlic, siliphos (an enhanced milk thistle phytosome for my liver), msm, magnesium, fennel, and a sleeping pill.
I had slipped into a relaxed mood but was not sleep I... only had my eyes closed. Something was smoking and it was my sheet (bedding) because of the heat and closeness from the infrared heat lamp. Yes, I knew that you were only supposed to use the lamp for an hour or so at a time. I quickly jumped up and caught it before there was a fire...and then something came over me...a calmness...some kind of reassurance...even though I can't find one blasted doctor to treat me for my parasites here in Atlanta ( but will quickly write scripts for antipsychotics...adding insult to injury), and not one doctor has questioned my on going
diagnosis of cellulitis and try to FIND the cause and STOP treating the symptoms. I took a quick assessment of my situation, and realized that not only would the doctors not help me but they have been holding up my disability forms for weeks now. My newfound peace helped to realize that I currently have no pain just a horribly discolored leg that I can walk with very well (thank God for that!!!). I will find a primary physician (did not have one whn I got sick, fired the one I had because he was making jokes when I complained about itching before I got ill) this week that will clear me to return to work. My bills are getting out of hand even with my PTO (paid time off) coming in and not working is counterproductive to this illness...need to keep busy...and by the grace of God if I still have not found a doctor to help me I can visit another state maybe where Ginger Savely is or maybe one of you can recommend a doctor that I can initially visit then everything else can be done on the phone or by email.
My grandbaby was born Nov. 28, 2006, and I have only seen him one time...I feel that my environment is pretty safe for the baby to come over now...the bottom of my shoes are very clean now...I will not handle him a lot...but I will enjoy my son, his fiancee and my grand baby today and cook dinner.
Oh! yes the damn things did "glaze" my leg but because of all the supplements I am taking I think it slows them down...and even though I have ran out of bactrim I will take the keflex or whatever else I have available. I will even order the Cumanda, which is a strong antiparasitic until I can get get antihelmintics. I can no longer sit here and BE a victim...life goes on...and I want to thank Ppy18 for encouraging me to take my supplements because I was erroneously (more like being stupid)
thinking if I could not have what I needed then I would take nothing...the worse thing that I did was not taking the enhanced siliphos (milk thistle) to help my liver fight the parasites and to handle the mega doses of supplements that I needed to take...well got to run...making nice dinner today...like I did day before yesterday...had stopped cooking because I felt dirty with worms on leg encased in glaze...leg still dark but NO worms coming out of hole now since I take my supplements now...thank all of you for your tips and ideas, Tonie, Goddog, Valerie...God bless...all!! Happy New Year!! ;D
Reliefseeker
Last night I was exhausted form not sleeping and only getting little cat naps sitting in my chair at my computer in my office/den.
Because I was afraid to go to sleep for fear of the parasites spewing huge amounts of some kind of gel that hardens and then some brownish fluid that quite resembles the coloring of my leg. But I FEAR the brownish fluid like you would not believe, it contains live organisms that sting and vibrate on your leg until it awakens you. I decided to sleep in the living room and recline the love seat into a comfortable position. I then set up an infrared heat lamp close to my left leg so it could possibly hinder the parasites.
I also took doses of olive leaf extract,colloidal silver, burdock, garlic, siliphos (an enhanced milk thistle phytosome for my liver), msm, magnesium, fennel, and a sleeping pill.
I had slipped into a relaxed mood but was not sleep I... only had my eyes closed. Something was smoking and it was my sheet (bedding) because of the heat and closeness from the infrared heat lamp. Yes, I knew that you were only supposed to use the lamp for an hour or so at a time. I quickly jumped up and caught it before there was a fire...and then something came over me...a calmness...some kind of reassurance...even though I can't find one blasted doctor to treat me for my parasites here in Atlanta ( but will quickly write scripts for antipsychotics...adding insult to injury), and not one doctor has questioned my on going
diagnosis of cellulitis and try to FIND the cause and STOP treating the symptoms. I took a quick assessment of my situation, and realized that not only would the doctors not help me but they have been holding up my disability forms for weeks now. My newfound peace helped to realize that I currently have no pain just a horribly discolored leg that I can walk with very well (thank God for that!!!). I will find a primary physician (did not have one whn I got sick, fired the one I had because he was making jokes when I complained about itching before I got ill) this week that will clear me to return to work. My bills are getting out of hand even with my PTO (paid time off) coming in and not working is counterproductive to this illness...need to keep busy...and by the grace of God if I still have not found a doctor to help me I can visit another state maybe where Ginger Savely is or maybe one of you can recommend a doctor that I can initially visit then everything else can be done on the phone or by email.
My grandbaby was born Nov. 28, 2006, and I have only seen him one time...I feel that my environment is pretty safe for the baby to come over now...the bottom of my shoes are very clean now...I will not handle him a lot...but I will enjoy my son, his fiancee and my grand baby today and cook dinner.
Oh! yes the damn things did "glaze" my leg but because of all the supplements I am taking I think it slows them down...and even though I have ran out of bactrim I will take the keflex or whatever else I have available. I will even order the Cumanda, which is a strong antiparasitic until I can get get antihelmintics. I can no longer sit here and BE a victim...life goes on...and I want to thank Ppy18 for encouraging me to take my supplements because I was erroneously (more like being stupid)
thinking if I could not have what I needed then I would take nothing...the worse thing that I did was not taking the enhanced siliphos (milk thistle) to help my liver fight the parasites and to handle the mega doses of supplements that I needed to take...well got to run...making nice dinner today...like I did day before yesterday...had stopped cooking because I felt dirty with worms on leg encased in glaze...leg still dark but NO worms coming out of hole now since I take my supplements now...thank all of you for your tips and ideas, Tonie, Goddog, Valerie...God bless...all!! Happy New Year!! ;D
Reliefseeker