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Post by overandover on May 18, 2009 11:54:56 GMT -5
I guess I'm lost in brain fog space today.
Putting a med in our food that kills parasites that infect us sounds real good to me, I played h&ll finding a doctor willing to treat mine as our testing here is so bad, if not detected, and living in the USA where they claim we have none, well like I said it was h&ll getting a doctor to look under a scope and order treatments. I was afraid to do the horse paste as so many have been forced to because of the no good testing and doctor's closed minds, most don't even get a doctor willing to test for parasites and claim that we don't get them here, yet we all know what studies show, right.
The only thing I read that upset me was they don't intend to sell in USA. With all the crap they put in our food now, heck I'd be way OK with something that could help us.
But like I said maybe I just don't understand it, don't get it, maybe i need more sleep.
I love ya's, Suebe
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Post by overandover on May 18, 2009 11:27:42 GMT -5
Dear Christine, Your mum was one of a kind, she had great wisdom about the human spirit as well as the animal spirit, you know she could read her Kyra's thoughts, wants and needs and would make sure her needs were met before her own. She was her best friend and companion and my heart aches for Kyra's pain of loss right now as much as your own. I know you understand that as you've seen first hand the love between the two. I know you'll make sure she has a warm and loving home as she waits for her day to be reunited with her mum, master and life long best friend, our Roberta.
I hurt so for you Christine, your loss is immense and I wish I knew the words to heal your pain, I can only say I'm so sorry and thank the Lord our Robbie went in her sleep. I can see her opening her frail little arms now as the Lord reached out for her and at the moment of his/her touch all of Robbie's pain disappeared never to be felt again.
May it bring you peace that she no longer suffers and suffer she did. Morgellons is a suffering beyond words, my son got brain cancer while he suffered Morgellons. The Morgellons was 1 million times worse on his body and soul, he had lesions that no child should have to endure, no child, no person, no animal, no life should have to live the nightmare of it.
Your mother lived it with great inner strength and beauty, you will hear from folks how, no matter the pain Roberta had at the moment, she always reached out to help one of us get through our hours of misery, she always tried to help, her love knows no bounds.
And Oh was she proud of you Christine, she dearly loved her beautiful Christine, she was so proud of the beautiful home you made for yourself, the very smart woman you have become and how you worked hard to make your dreams come true. I can tell you as a mom the greatest gift we get in life is seeing the success and happiness of our children. Oh the day my baby girl, Billi Sue got her Masters Degree, at her party I could have burst open with pride, now mind you we couldn't afford our child's years of college, just getting them fed, loved and on there way had us in the poor house, but she did it, scholarship's, massive loans, by gosh she did it.
And somewhere inside me I knew, it was something good I'd done along the way that gave her the guts, the brains, the strength to do it. Now my oldest Hope is in her Masters program and my middle daughter (who's heart is bigger then the USA) is beginning nursing school. I could almost burst wide open and I'm telling you this because I want you to feel how our Robbie felt about you.
She had such pride in you, She could have burst wide open with the pride of you, she knew that somewhere along the way she had given you the guts, the brains and the inner strength to do it. Feel the pride your mum had in you, feel the love, my Lord she loved you so. Feel the happiness she felt as she watched her Christine succeed in life. And you my dear gave that gift of love to her.
I will miss her and I know my pain is selfish right now because there is nothing I wanted more for her then her pain to stop and now it has, she is at peace and dancing on gold star dust, she will be there to greet us all one day, her frail little arms will be strong with love, until that time comes we will miss her like no other.
She was our great Roberta Louise.
With all my love to you dear girl, Suebe
P.S. Please don't forget to give Kyra her tea.
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Post by overandover on May 15, 2009 22:12:12 GMT -5
Hi Ivanhole, Wow great pictures, that second one- I hope the sucker got hard cause you killed it ;D Toni Sue (our wonderful researcher have you read anywhere that when slugs die they get hard, just wondering? Hey there NEW ? Member, are ya still in NZ, hope you enjoyed your trip. Maybe still on that trip sweetie Love to all, Suebe
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Post by overandover on May 15, 2009 11:06:08 GMT -5
I'm also hoping to get one, they are very expensive and I'm wondering if they are as great as I've heard. Anyone? Thanks for posting this scandi, they sound great don't they. Love, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Feb 14, 2009 13:28:25 GMT -5
Rhorn, I did request a autopsy on my son but my daughter's fell apart when I did it, they didn't want there little brother touched. I thought about the hell Ann Dill went through when her husband died. If I'm remembering right (and I may not be) but I think they told her they lost his samples. I know that would have really upset her husband because he so wanted answers for his family. Ann and all the children also have this horror.
In my case only my son and myself have it, he was gone and as much as I wanted answers for all of us, answers would have not given me my son back. So I called to cancel the coroner.
And I'm not surprised they have yet to see this in autopsy. They don't know how to look for it. They don't..............................................................
When I had my biopsy and I saw the doctor put my sample in that fluid, I told the doctor, look the fibers are going to come out of the tissue, they will cling to the top of the fluid because they need air. Do they pour off the fluid? He told me yes they do and that the fluid was just to preserve it. I said great, they will pour the fibers down the drain. And he at me with pity, looked at me like I was very crazy.
I've ask a very nice doctor here in my town who owns a lab and has tried to help us so much, his heart is good. Well I ask if I could come by for 4 days in a row to show him the changes this stuff makes in my hair, he had ask me for a hair sample when I told him about the changes I was seeing in my hair and roots.
He did not want or need me to come by 4 days in a row, said it was not needed, that he just needed the one hair. I have watched this happen for 4 years now.
Day one- A root pulled out has a long gel tube where the little round root should be. Day two- The tube looks fuller with a bit of white inside it and the black gel on the very end. Day three it starts to dry out. Day four the tube is gone and most times I find several tiny white fibers in it's place or the tiny white fibers are on the hair itself, coming out about 1/16" apart. I have also pulled out a hair to find a fiber over 4" long stuck to where the root should be, like it decided to stay under ground and grow.
I know I must sound crazy as a June bug but this is what I've been seeing for 4 years. I think that the older the fibers get they change colors, like blue, red and then on to black. I've seen the red ones re-enter the skin.
I have no medical back round at all but I swear to you. I don't think they know how to find this stuff and they are trained to NOT step out of that box. I wonder if they will ever see it.
I remember when the doctor was stitching me up and he said my goodness you have tough skin, I'm having a very hard time getting this needle in. I told him it was the gel this stuff sends out, it heals it's own wounds. No wonder I was labeled DOP.
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Post by overandover on Feb 14, 2009 12:54:35 GMT -5
It's so hard to lose another "one of us" and I just wanted to say to all of you that i love you all so much and if not for you I would be lost. I've come here over and over to get strength from your words. Your love and caring mean so much to me and I could search a life time and never be able to find the words to tell each and everyone of you just how deeply I feel for you. And the one's here that I've teed off, hurt, misjudged. I AM SO VERY SORRY. I AM and I will have to face my GOD one day and answer to him for my ugliness. Barb was one of the beautiful people here, we have so many of you. Your kindness shines. It's hard to let you go Babs but yes you are in that beautiful place, your not hurting anymore and will forever feel the sun on your face and a gentle wind at your back. We will miss you. Love, Suebe www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBHcUv_42zI
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Post by overandover on Jan 26, 2009 17:56:39 GMT -5
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Post by overandover on Jan 26, 2009 17:54:24 GMT -5
I couldn't get that one open Bannanny, thats kinda why I wondered if this is for real. I called the CDC phone number and the recording is the same old, same old.
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Post by overandover on Jan 26, 2009 17:52:24 GMT -5
I put in CDC on Morgellons in my search and this came up. Do you think it's for real? I've always known I passed this to Josh but I never though it was some kind of crom*&^^^^&7 (can't spell it) disorder.
I'd sure like to find out more.
Love ya, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Jan 26, 2009 17:21:20 GMT -5
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Post by overandover on Jan 7, 2009 16:11:29 GMT -5
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Post by overandover on Jan 6, 2009 12:44:02 GMT -5
I'm for sure playing that 4 digit number tonight, he he he I'm starting to sound like my mother
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Post by overandover on Jan 3, 2009 16:37:30 GMT -5
Yes ToniSue Brenden was a incredible little guy and his words will live in my heart forever. Even fighting through this recent Haze of brain fog, I'd watch his video's night after night clinging to each and every word of this wise little boy.
I'm in awe of this beautiful little guy and I'm so sure that Brenden had been here before, learned all the lessons the Lord puts us here for. And i believe he was put on loan (sorry I can't find a better word to describe my feelings) to his Mom, maybe to heal her heart, but once his job was done God needed him back at home.
I know that may sound so crazy to some, I'm sorry I'm not finding the words to say what I'm feeling.
It helps me get through my loss knowing that God just sent my Josh here for a while, he was a angel and now had to return home. I will get to home him again and I feel proud that God chose me to bring Josh here, he touched so many with his great caring and willingness to help.
And Brenden, Oh Wendy must be so very very proud to be his mother, he was such a blessing, his family was so blessed and all of us have been blessed just to hear this beautiful young boys thoughts and see the love he had for his fellow man.
Love ya like butter ToniSue.
Grady again I want to thank you for this post, already today I've told all of my girls and family about grapes, tomorrow I do my shopping and I'm going to load up on them, they are so darn good. Thank you, your such a sweetie pie. Love, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Jan 3, 2009 11:41:15 GMT -5
And now they have moved on to phase 2, this will be our year folks, people working hard behind the scenes.
When I purchased this house it had been setting for over 6 months, wonder what was in this 10 year old hot water tank.
OH I get sick just thinking back to my first shower here, my beautiful newly purchased home built in 1970s. I was most likely "can't remember" dancing in the shower I was so happy we'd finally been able to purchase a home.
Now I look back and get cold chills because i now wonder just what was dancing with me in there. Love to all, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Jan 3, 2009 11:29:26 GMT -5
Thank you Angie, I too have been blown away as to why this country, our great and powerful Government has not taken a very strong look at . Autism- one out of every 150 US children born today Childhood Cancers- sky rocketing Our Bee's dying off- no food for our grand babies and yes the devastating disease Morgellons and on and on the list goes. If the money spent on war's had been directed to finding answers for our children. Would we have our answers today?
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Post by overandover on Jan 3, 2009 11:18:16 GMT -5
This will be our year friends, it will. Our answers are on the way.
MRF works non-stop. Because we don't hear from them daily please don't ever think their work has stopped because it has not, even for a moment.
Sometimes in life we come across a silent one, someone who will not boast about the things they have done. We find out that they have moved mountains while we were looking away at the more interesting "THINGS" in life.
Hang in there because 2009 will be our year. Never give up hope.
I love you all, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Dec 31, 2008 15:32:33 GMT -5
Toni Sue please don't worry until we know for sure we need to worry, I too am sending positive vibes your way and a few giggles also cause I think we are married to the same man. Yep my Tom could get run over by a truck and still think "gotta get to work"' I don't even ask if he wants a doctor's appointment, I just make it all a while letting him belly ache about having to go.
He he I remember years ago when I told the receptionist that he needed a prostate exam because he pee pee's so slow at night. I was in the waiting room and my poor hubby came out white as a ghost and in front of everyone he yelled at me- Did you see the size of that damn doctor's hands before making this appointment, everyone in the waiting laughed so hard.
He will be OK sweetie, he lives with our Dr. ToniSue and she's good. I love ya, have a safe New Year, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Dec 30, 2008 15:20:03 GMT -5
Barb I wanted you to know how hard I've been praying for you and sending love your way. I hope things turn around for you, it has happened, it can happen, we will keep the faith going for you.
Niels I do so agree with you with all my heart. If there was ever a time for a doc to be open minded, it's now. What harm could trying different treatments do, none.
I 100% know cancer/morgellons is related. I hate it that it's those we love and us that have to be the Ginny pigs for this new age cancer, but here we are. It's time for doctor's to OPEN their minds up and hear us.
Barb please speak up and ask to see a Holistic doc. And know how very much we love you and you are in our prayers. I'm praying for you every moment. I'm so very sorry your having to deal with this, I pray you feel all the love sent your way.
We love you, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Dec 2, 2008 19:25:38 GMT -5
Bannanny I LOVE YOU. YOUR HEART IS MADE OF PURE GOLD. GOD WON'T LET YOU DOWN. YOU ARE ONE OF HIS BEST. Love, Suebe
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Post by overandover on Dec 2, 2008 19:19:03 GMT -5
Well pisssssssssssss on them, if they won't take your e-mails I say lets give them all a call. www.cdc.gov/media/subtopic/contact.htmThe end is coming near, wonder if they have there story straight yet. Please lets not get our hopes up to high because if "when" the CDC lets us down it will hurt less if we expect little of them. We have real good caring folks out there looking for answers. If you have even one dollar to send for research, please send it. We have to do this one on our own friends and we can. Please don't give up hope and please keep writing your government for help and please continue the e-mails and letters to the CDC, Health Departments, Senators, ect. they can only ignore the truth for so long. Send certified letters if we must, when we do get let down we will have the proof that we reached out to them for help, hope and got nothing. Who know, I could be so wrong (must times I am , )they could really be working on it. I did find that list of numbers under CDC, Morgellons page, so who knows. Keep faith Love and prayers, Suebe
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