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Post by angela on Jul 4, 2008 9:38:53 GMT -5
THE SPORES.... LEFT THE NEST. SEE SPORES CLUMPING AROUND THEIR MAMA? SEE THE HYPHAE IN MIDDLE AND RIGHT PHOTOS? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THEY COULD ALWAYS BUILD THE FIBERS/HYPHAE. THEY COULD ALWAYS RADIATE WITH AUTO-FLUORESCENCE THEY ALWAYS CREATED DISEASES. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ((Can someone blow up two photos on right (to magnify the fibers), but still keep it somewhat clear?))
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Post by angela on Jul 4, 2008 10:28:38 GMT -5
Spores.....although they left the nest...... they were still capable of re-creating the sporozoite patterns (pre-trophozoite patterns). From these base patterns above, came a new set of patterns (general reproductive patterns.....which I will attempt to show, in the order in which i observed.) Remember, the spores RECREATED the reproductive patterns I observed on the MACRO scale ... at onset: The MEROZOITES, the NUCLEUS/CENTRAL MORULAS, the MACROGAMETES (female), the MICROGAMETES (males). They were NOT REAL......merely putting on a good act. (For the record.....spores may also be known by another name...... "Schuffners Dots")
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Post by angela on Jul 4, 2008 11:17:38 GMT -5
MEROZOITES (macroscopic, spore-created copies) were the first manifestations I observed at onset. i153.photobucket.com/albums/s211/cozmikanjel_2007/DCP_0986-1.jpgObserved surfacing skin on hands and found inside ears/on eardrums. I thought they were tiny slivers at first....but when I removed them from my fingers... only, dozens more resurfaced from below....within hours. These were also seen inside my childrens' ears... and in mine (a friend observed). I NEVER attempted to remove these from ears. I could see them with a handheld lens. Dr. Dumba$$ saw these same merozoite copies and misinterpreted them as scratches. His ignorance got my children taken from me for almost 2 years. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (((Did they ever ask my children if i ever harmed them in such a way?? NO..... they did not! My children said this after i got them back: "WHAT?!!!!!! "You never did that to us!". "Why didnt they just ask us?"))) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How do I know now... that these tiny "slivers" were actually merozoites (copies)? I learned all I could about protozoan diseases. Merozoites are identical to the shape of bananas.
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Post by justhanginin on Jul 4, 2008 13:18:52 GMT -5
Angela, So glad to hear that your children are home with you again! How are you? Symptoms controlled? Able to function? I hope so.
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Post by toni on Jul 4, 2008 13:22:44 GMT -5
Angela,
Were the "black specks" in your childrens ears?
I did have those also...then they went away, or probably sunk in the the skin deeper where they weren't visible.
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Post by felixwillford on Jul 4, 2008 13:27:11 GMT -5
Angela,
So sorry to hear about your children, but very happy to hear they are with you now.
Kmarie
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Post by angela on Jul 4, 2008 14:17:21 GMT -5
Thanks justhanginin! We are doing pretty good. We are alkalizing.
Toni. We had what looked like black specks in all our ears...but these were distinctive (long and thin). They were piercing the skin ... red/irritated. They were surfacing not by their tips/ends...but by their sides. ((Just like the photo above)). It was the first week I realized something was majorly wrong.
I believe the black specks are the same as the GAMETES not merozoites.... of which i observed mutate smaller with every full moon. The merozoite shape was distinctive from the gamete shape....and after the initial skin (merozoite) eruption...I never observed merozoites again. Next, I will describe the gamete (the black specks) observations.
Kmarie....thanks! I remind myself often that there was a reason for that time taken from us. Sometimes wonder if it was so i could put this all together. Necessary evil of sorts. It helps me to think that way in order to forgive their ignorant and manipulative decisions. I am very thankful to have them back try to let go of the past.
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Post by chaosonline on Jul 4, 2008 23:08:47 GMT -5
These pictures seem appropriate to be posted here. I have quite a few of these pod like pictures. They were all either on my skin or in my sheets. When I initially had signs of Morgellons I taped off my sheets each night but in the AM I inevitably had many of these along with the hard salt like crystals under my body. The pods amazed me because they appear to contain colored fibers. I have also included a few pics of the pods rupturing. I kept these specimens between sheets of plastic and the ruptured pods contain a substance that is similar to crazy glue. It is almost impossible to separate the plastic sheets today. The fibers still continue to grow even though it is over a year since I gathered them. Karen Ruptured Pod: Ruptured, drying as it spreads:
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Post by godsgrace on Jul 4, 2008 23:20:02 GMT -5
ruth, the fibers continue to grow?
they have been out of your body for over a year?
godsgrace
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Post by chaosonline on Jul 4, 2008 23:32:01 GMT -5
Yes, the fibers have grown right out from between the plastic sheets. I tried to safely seal all of my morg collection when I first realized that some of these things just seem to grow & grow!
Karen
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Post by cheetah on Jul 5, 2008 1:19:35 GMT -5
Angela..although I have been following you (not stalking teehee) and your posts and have been very interested and not saying too much as I am observing and learning but I have to say this.... I applaud you for the way that you are handling your children being taken from you and them being taken from their Mother. I know that this is not the way you wanted this thread to go and I will remove it if you wish but... THAT IS THE REAL TRADEGY through all this and I am crying thinking about you and your children and what you have gone through and what others with kids have gone through and the rest that will soon find out that this is what they have to endure as well. Because you can bet your sweet bootie that this is not over...removing children from the home because they claim to have morgellons or however it went down or goes down. I don't know for sure how it happened. Having morgellons is bad enough and then you have your children suffering with morgellons and then they take them away. This has happened to more than this family.... and if you do not mind.. I want to be able to focus on this ..........as it is a tragedy. I guess I just need to start a thread about this as I need to get some info... Oh my gosh I am so proud of you. TRULY............. PROUD OF YOU.
Oh my God this sort of thing is so not ok. I feel so sick to my stomach
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Post by heyjewde on Jul 18, 2008 21:09:29 GMT -5
ang-- please keep going with this thread---continue with the story--it's important....
even though i know what i see happening---in lay terms--....there's just no f l o w....it's all just there....
please continue when you have a chance
jude
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Post by bannanny on Jul 18, 2008 22:43:48 GMT -5
This one's the same shape as angela's....... These are similar to yours chaos....... What did you want to see by blowing up your pics angela? I'll try it if you want me to. Let me know, k? love ~~ bannanny
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Post by massena on Jul 19, 2008 1:58:00 GMT -5
Wow some great photos, Angela, Chaosonline, and Bannanny, And Angela, I'm so happy you have your kids back!! As you said things do happen for a reason. That's the only way I can get through some of the things that happen to me. Anyway I have some photos of some morgies bugs and thought that I would share it. It looks like some of your photos , but I'll let you be the judge of that? massena
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Post by massena on Jul 19, 2008 2:07:53 GMT -5
Oh and here is another one that was embedded on my sink facet . I remember when I seen it on the facet it was glowing a blue flame color and it was alive, since than I have replaced it but kept the old one. I put it under the scope the other day and this is what it looked like:
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Post by angela on Jul 19, 2008 8:30:54 GMT -5
Thanks heyjude ....i took a break for a few days and didnt see that this thread came up. (I also just started full time at work and feel more wiped out and havent been on as much.) ...and then i get sidetracked by other threads and dont get back to some of my main threads like i'd like to. Gametes are next and will get to them asap! massena...yes the red (contrasting) triangle is definitely there. Ther overall shape is there too. Thanks! bannanny... i see the shape in the black object... expecially that inward dip at the top (where the apical complex would extend itself from) I was hoping to be able to blow up the first set of pics to show the hyphae in the 2nd and 3rd photo. Im not sure if thats possible without distorting to much. But if you think you can do it i would you all over. ;D
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Post by jlk on Jul 19, 2008 13:24:37 GMT -5
Angela - I have heard other stories about kids being taken away from Morgellons victims - this is the type of stuff we need to also get on the Dr. Phil Show - he would eat this right up - women's show - afternoon audience - it might do more for us than the researchers. Would you go on if I can get them to listen? I was really upset reading about that - I am so sorry. I have been through a lot with this mess but at least I did not have to worry about my kids as they were grown. What right do these doctors have in doing that - this is worse than calling us delusional.
Last night I was doing a light treatment and I saw a 5" long fiber dancing on my pj's and I picked it up and held it under the LED light - it went crazy - I just held it and watched it for at least 15 minutes as it went up, down sideways and spinning. So then I pulled out a hair from my head and held that with my other hand - it just hung there and only moved if I breathed on it. I do not have a camcorder and even if I did I did not have enough hands to film and hold it but there is something about lights and these "things" it really sets them off. On the Dr. Phil show if you watched it you saw me pulling a fiber that glowed - that was from a sofa in my office. They grow in the cloth - some will be 4 or more inches long. They are not that long when they get there but they grow. I have some I have pulled out and put in a jar but I do not see them growing once I lock them in the jar. Strange, strange stuff - and then if we tell it like it REALLY is they want to lock us up - that is scarry.
Angela - I hope we can soon prove that this is a real disease and then I hope you can find a good lawyer and sue the county/state who took your kids - that needs to happen all over the country. I am so mad at what doctors put down in medical records that is all wrong - they have a license to ruin people's lives and they have no clue as to what they are talking about in this disease. What a tragedy. Judy
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Post by heyjewde on Jul 19, 2008 16:03:07 GMT -5
jlk just a real quick response(if that's possible for me!!) please-make no mistake--the doctors--or some of them--know EXACTLY--what's going on--and in fact are testing the waters so to speak in our "behavior research centers"-(psychiatric hospitals-in plain english)...of this i can speak first hand as i've BEEN on one of those lovely(!) 2 week "vacations" at a well known behavioral research resort and spa...(yes i'm being facetious with the resort and spa part)..for observation...--just plucked right up out of society while on my way to dinner.....sad thing about it is that i could still be there--and no one would be the wiser--that is to say at that point in time i could have disappeared off the face of the earth (if that was the route that THEY had chosen) and the only ones to miss me would have been my 2 cats (my kids) who faithfully endured my 2 week absence...and,i might add were also victims--outside in az.-100 degree weather--left to their own resources for food ,water and shelter--feeling abandoned and wondering what the hell happened to their mom(!)....i must say that once i gained composure(by the grace of -and through my faith in god), i was as much the "observer"-if not more so-than the "observed".... they know.....believe you me-they absolutely know..... in arizona, i KNOW they KNOW....... i won't waste any more space on details but i must say it was an experience that was as much a blessing -now that it's over- as it was a trauma while it was happening!!
going along with the threads growing in the cloth---i know!!--have you ever looked at the inside of ,say a pair of socks--and you know that seam that is sown up near the toes?...well i've had those seams--what?--grow--if that's the right word...to be inches long and dangling and usually at seam junctions in my t-shirts--like under arm pit where sleeve joins to the body of the shirt--and at the top of shoulder seam where it joins to the collar(neck)area...usually only see that if the neck is cut out and that seam is left exposed--with room to grow---in my case it's obvious that the growth on my articles of clothing corresponds to and reflects the amount of activity on my body..
was wondering about what ever came about the investigation that doctor(on the show) was going to do on the fibers??..did they even bother to persue it?
jude
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Post by bannanny on Jul 19, 2008 17:24:59 GMT -5
I'll give it a shot with your pics ang....... I don't think you'd really wanna me all over tho! ;D The fibers do love seams don't they? They seem to grow thruout whatever seams they do get into. I remember once I pulled one out that seemed to have traveled thru the entire seam of my sheet....... really grossed me out. They love 'em tho (seams) and they also glue themselves into the edges of everything, wood furniture, countertop edges, etc. Those are the ones I call the elasticized strands....... they're just like glue, a very very elasticized type of glue and very strong indeed. I think these are the strands that create the cob web looking strands I see everywhere, even running along the ground outside. The network that's branching out all the way around the world! I love you ~~ bannanny
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Post by bannanny on Jul 19, 2008 17:32:59 GMT -5
Sorry angie, I tried but no can do with the pix. I couldn't get them to open when I saved them or I might've been able to. Maybe someone else can?
love ~~ bannanny
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