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Post by fritolay66 on Oct 13, 2009 14:37:37 GMT -5
Was that a picture of you? Positively beautiful. And your husband too?
Admins.....Thank you so very much, your support here means everything.
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Post by kammy on Oct 13, 2009 15:33:03 GMT -5
Dear Suebe, you are in my prayers these days... with love
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Post by sammy on Oct 13, 2009 16:12:08 GMT -5
sueB , my thoughts & prayers go out to your dear heart. I've read your post for along time. You are a very special person. I pray for a higher power to touch you & heal you. I to have been through a very bad time with this. BUT, I did anti's the whole time of this illness & I have spent months removing every alien dart from my body, so it could not grow these monsters. So far am ahead of this nightmare. But who knows how long that will last. My heart & thoughts are with a real wonderful lady! Be strong & I wish you nothing but the light of GOD with you during this time.
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Post by jeany on Oct 13, 2009 16:48:38 GMT -5
I am so sorry, Suebe...
'And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.
And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.'
Revelations 21
My prayers and love are with you.
Jeany
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Post by flyawayredbird on Oct 14, 2009 16:56:52 GMT -5
Suebee...thank you for sharing with us....all that you have. You did not have to...but you did. Thank you.
Please I'm asking you to not give up......right up until the very end.......I have seen miracles happen in the last month.
Just last month my dad's doctor sent my Mom a sympathy card. My dad was in ICU....and the doctors said there was no hope. He was in a comma....heart failure, kidney failure, pancreatis....and liver ...all failing him.
We were planning his funeral.......and one of the doctors who was not there every day.....some how thought my Dad had passed and sent the sweetest sympathy card.
I told my Mom to not throw that card away......it is proof that our God is still a miracle God. I believe this ....and I have to believe that He is the same God that can heal your body. Faith!
The doctors said it was my Dad's will to live that has gotten him this far. He is in a nursing home......he has had to learn to walk agian......learn how to eat again.....but he is alive.....Praise God.
If I seem like I'm going on about life at a time when you feel there is no life left......then it's true....I'am going on about life.....I'm doing my best to encourage you to not give up hope.....even up to the very last breath......don't lose that hope......that hope is what gives you joy......and inner strength......and people who love you and are close to you will draw off that strength.....that you have.
I love you Suebee.....and I'm not about to give up on you. God can make a way when it seems there is no way.
Love,
flyawayredbird
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Post by ibzahp on Oct 14, 2009 17:21:43 GMT -5
Suebe I am saddened by the news and I know you have fought the good fight. I love that you have beeen here for every one of us on this board. You are both mentally and emotionally intelligent, gentle, kind and loving. You are an amazing advocate and you will be sorely missed. I send prayers, healing and love your way and I know you are in the best of hands. Bless You.
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Post by mfromcanada on Oct 14, 2009 19:00:36 GMT -5
I am very sorry to hear about your health suebe and I wish I could make it all go away. Miracle Mineral Supplement might help, I just don't know for sure. My thoughts are with you and your family.
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Post by binarky on Oct 14, 2009 20:45:46 GMT -5
Im truly sorry.. I will pray for you
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Post by lilsissy on Oct 14, 2009 22:28:05 GMT -5
My son shot himself , I was at a store shopping for T-Shirts for him and cologne because he was very sad over a break up . He was 18 at the time. I stopped because I could feel this happening and I prayer for him then rushed home. I was greeted by two of his friends that lived on the next street ,they were running to my car as it pulled up. They told me my son was shot in the chest , he had pulled up to their house in a car and rolled around on the ground with blood on his chest . He then jumped back into the car and drove himself to the hospital. I drove around the neighborhood like a mad-woman with his two friends looking for his car until I finally decided to check the hospital, He was there. The bullet ,a 22 cal. assassins bullet missed the aorta by a hair and did a horseshoe around the lung and existed without any harm to speak of. The entrance wound was in front of his chest and the exit wound was in back of his chest and it looked like the bullet went straight through but it did not , it did a horseshoe. He walked out of the hospital against Doctors orders a couple hours later.
My daughter Was hit by a F250 on a busy highway at about 40mph last August.
It dented the bumper and the grill and the hood ,her B.P. bottomed out in the ambulance, I was jolted awake in a sweat with total fear clinging to my soul and I knew she was in mortal danger even hours before it happened . I prayed for her to the same God I am now praying to for you . She was only slightly bruised and is fine.
Someone in th bible petitioned the Lord for additional years to be added to their life . You can do this , I did this once when they told me I had Lupus ,I was in a wheelchair, the wheelchair broke at church and I later went on to become a female carpenter out working most of the men.
Petition him , he is kind. We don't know his answer but he is kind.
I love you Suebe , I know you want to see your son but maybe it's not time? If not petition him and see what his answer is. It is not because we are good but because Jesus who created us is. Through his stripes , thru his STRIPES are we healed and from what I know they beat him with great force but with great force we are healed. They just could not beat the love out of him. I know he loves you Suebe ,we will await his answer.
Jen
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Post by 22122agin on Oct 14, 2009 22:37:31 GMT -5
Suebee, I get back after a two year abscence from here and here you are saying goodbye. I have been crying a bit.
I shall pray for you, for your healing, no matter what. I guess I don't want to give up. I know you are saying goodbye. Who wants the pain of it all? Blessings for your life and all the joy you brought people. It is something to be remembered. It goes a long ways to pad your journey. 22122
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Post by ppy18 on Oct 14, 2009 23:13:37 GMT -5
suebe, i just can't find the right words........ you have been an inspiration to me and many others. such a tough battle made even tougher by the loss of josh and yet you have always shown such courage, dignity, and heart. thank you for sharing the wisdom learned in your experience with this illness. thank you for encouraging others new to the fight. we are all indebted to you for all that you've done. i have always felt that the work being done right now would not benefit this generation of morgies but that we were laying the groundwork for the next generation. so in closing let me thank you for those future morgies whose lives will be made easier by all of your efforts. thank you, thank you, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. kelly
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Post by skytroll on Oct 15, 2009 0:42:17 GMT -5
Suebee,
Hands up to the light for Sue Bee. In unison we can bring the power of his presence and healing touch.
If it is to be. and for Suebee, I do so have faith that the healing touch is near, just as the the other is. For every darkness, the light is equal.
May we raise the light by calling on his name, Father God. The Great Spirit.
God bless you my dear Sue Bee. From Nuspa Board to here, I have followed you and your losses. You are an angel.
May God lift the disease out of you, and bless you with longer life.
I too, have faith that the healing touch is there somewhere.
Skytroll
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Post by lydski on Oct 15, 2009 12:15:49 GMT -5
Sue-
I've been thinking about you, trying to find words... My heart feels so sad that you have to say good-bye to your husband and children. That hurts!
If your life on this earth is over then it is time to go and be with your son in heaven. That painfull stab you feel so often from missing Josh will be gone!!
They say that bad things happen to good people because they have the strength to overcome. You are living proof. It is just amazing how well you are coping.
Please know how very sorry i am Sue. And know that thoughts of you will always make me smile.
Much love,
Lydia
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Post by fritolay66 on Oct 15, 2009 23:02:13 GMT -5
Just wanted to let you know you were on my mind today and I hope you had a good day today.
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Post by friskers on Oct 15, 2009 23:47:49 GMT -5
Thank you for loving me. And I know i don't have to ask you this, I know the answer. Please be there for my children if they reach out and tell there how darn proud I am of them and how they were my greatest success story and how very special they make me feel I was the reason for being here and I did so good.You are the best mommy in the entire universe and I challenge anyone to prove me wrong. I love you so so much. Awww Tweeglebee what a beautful picture of your Mom and Dad! Thakns for sharing! And of course we are here for you too so please reach out and post anytime
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Post by jj on Oct 16, 2009 13:37:44 GMT -5
Suebe,
YOU have given love, strength & support to so many.
You and your 'spirit' have helped me cope with things everyday including today. Good days and bad .......... that spirit, your spirit is always there giving unselfishly. Thank you for you.
Love ya JJ
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Post by mercury on Oct 17, 2009 1:16:07 GMT -5
Dear Teedlebe, please know that you that I (we) are here anytime you need us. Please email or pm me or any of us here if you want to talk or need any support. I loss my beloved Mom to small cell lung cancer and it proceeded as it has with your wonderful Mom Suebe. So, I'm with you in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of Love, Mercury
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Post by ppy18 on Oct 17, 2009 11:54:44 GMT -5
same goes for me teedlebee. if you want to talk or if i can do anything to help please pm me and i'll send you my phone number.
kelly
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Post by overandover on Oct 17, 2009 16:47:05 GMT -5
I have been able to read your kinds word on my lap top upstairs but it is to sick to reply. The poor thing needs to go to the old folks for laps, it skips every other letter so trying to write can be crazy, sometimes i can only get it up if it wants to, works better if I turn on the scan prior to AOL, anyway I won't wright a book about the silly thing. Please know that I think of you all 24/7 and tom and I are trying to figure out how to get a new one cause I'm scared coming up and down these steps, unsteadiness, numbness hits when it wants and I've had one bad fall so now a chicken, could crawl but fibers on the floor, yuck. I love you all so much and I want you all to know there are no folks in this world better then you all. Just think we have never met one another, but yet are friendship and love is so deep, we did go to war together, didn't we? And you all are the strongest folks I have ever come across in my whole life. There has to be a reason for this, one day we will get that answer but I think we are the special ones. Yes I do look forward to seeing my Josh again on day and what a day it will be when Robbie ( my mind just when blank) I'm sorry but we remember all of the wonderful folks we have lost even with my brain fart, we will always remember the beautiful grand way our young Travis could write, or the wonderful lady down in VA, wow how much she did for our cause to get Morgellons on her death cert. what a great feat that was. And our beautiful song writer and the great music she could write and sing, even funny words to help us get through the hell we lived, all the way back to one of the first we lost Wilson, Oh how much Robbie got such help and support from him, he was a great gift to Roberta and what a blessing it must have been when finally they met in heaven. I just want you all to know that I'm OK, have such wonderful memories, such wonderful love, a great hubby and children that make me so very proud of them. what a Blessing to feel like I done good I know where my beautiful son is, he is with our God and all of the others that went before him, he is in safe arms till I get there. I know my baby is OK and if Gods wish I'd love to see my girls become parents and the joy of becoming parents and I must be honest I would really love to see my Mason Joshua (due Dec.7th) become a rotten 16 year old so that I could say "Momma told ya's" He'll grow out of this and that, it's part of grow in. I want to grow old with Tom, he got the shaft the past 4 years with me being sick, thats alot to stick by, hard for anyone who has no idea what we go through gonna go put coffee on and continue later, 5 houses down are on fire, going to go make sure they got the animals out, later
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Post by ruth on Oct 17, 2009 19:00:55 GMT -5
OMG, sue, i forgot about wilson. it has been so long. yet, you remembered him. thank you. he called me as he was dying in the hospital, germany, right? he couldn't get ahold of cathy m. and needed to talk. too bad my memory sucks. i remember stuff that was before infection after is a blur.
the probabilities must feel so surreal for you. when i was with people who were dying, it was a gentle decline of shutdown, yet their spirit would fight for every breath. it always puzzled me.
i feel you are going to be here with us for the finale. unified prayer works miracles. we love you. we are praying for you to stay awhile longer. i know your family is also.
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