Thankyou so much Tom for coming here and posting. Its comforting to know Sue is not in pain .Im so sorry for you and your family to have to endure this painful time and hope we all ,friends and family share and lessen your pain.
Your first grandchild on the way , what a blessing .i know this must be such a bitter sweet time in your life.God bless you Love,Friskers
Post by silverangel on Dec 2, 2009 23:48:06 GMT -5
my dear sue,
u will never read this, but my prayers for u and your family join all the others.
when i first joined this "family", several on this board were letting yellow balloons loose in memory of your beloved josh, and i thought "WOW what a bunch of loving, caring people!"
i have never known a more loving, gentler, kinder person in all of my life. no matter what horror was going on in your own life, u always had a loving word, a comforting thought, for anyone on this board who needed it, with nary a complaint or even a tiny whine of your own. u r truly a courageous woman, and i will consider u a heroine of mine forever.
tom, thank u for being there in these last hours with our friend, sue. she is lucky to have someone like u to help guide her on her way home. my prayers are with u, too, for the utter heartbreak of losing the love of your life. thank u for sharing that lovely story with us. i, too, played your song for u both.
when u get to heaven, sue, say a good word for us all down here, ok? ......someday i hope we'll all dance in heaven together.
god bless u. hugs and prayers, jen (silverangel)
On the fifteenth of May, in the Jungle of Nool, In the heat of the day, in the cool of the pool, He was splashing . . . enjoying the jungle's great joys . . . When Horton the elephant heard a small noise. - Horton Hears a Who!
I know it's about the time your new grandchild is to be born...and we are all waiting to hear that joyous news! We are also praying and sending you, Sue, messages of love as you make your way down the path to God's golden gate, as He holds your hand. You are the most courageous, tender, kind, loving, and heroic woman I know, and your lovely family has been so fortunate to have you all of these years.
Tom, I know you're watching over our beloved Sue, please give her a kiss from us all....we truly miss her so. Stay strong, know that you are loved by so many, and know that you and your family are welcome here at any time. We wait to hear from you when you're able to do so.
Congratulations on the birth of your new grandson! May he grow to be as beautiful, caring and wise and his grandparents!
I'm so happy that your grandson is here for you Sue, and know that God is by your side; I hope that you know what a precious life has come into this world for all to cherish in this most difficult time. I know this is not how you wanted things to be, but just know that you will be lovingly cherished by all.
May the Blessings of the Christ Child surround you, hear your prayers, and keep you in His heart for Eternity.
Sue did not get the chance to hold our Grandson, Billi had a c-sectoin so traveling was out of the question. she did get to see a picture and she held it to her chest, over her heart and rocked it like you would a baby. Mason Joshua Alan Combs, I will make sure that he knows all about his Granmother, 6lbs 12ounces, Dec, 4th at 3:00 in the morning, grandson to the most beutiful women in the world
Sissy asked me if I'd ever seen the post from sweet Suebe on page 3 of this thread. It starts with "My Dear Bannanny"... and I did see it. But I guess I was so overwhelmed by what she told me about why I shouldn't try to make a deal with God... why I shouldn't have asked Him to let me take her place, that I missed what she said about wanting me to be with her family... and to be there for Tom.
Well my sweet Sue... I still feel your spirit here, so I want to tell you now how much love your words made me feel inside (again) when I re-read your post and realized your wish...
You may have missed my wish to God, there was one here for you, for the love of my life...
(So I'm not so mixed up sounding, this post has taken so long and don't want to restart over) Please bare with me. Bannanny I love you so very much. I feel the love my friend, so so much, now hear my prayer and please don't let it go over your head this time, please, I'll say it again it again Kaykay
I was blessed with a great hubby, can't stand thinking of him being alone, that hurts me to the very pore of my heart of me, some lady with a good beautiful heart needs to hold this handsom sexy man, he loves critters and I know a wonderful beautiful sexy lady also who loves critters also. NOW THINK MY DEAR FRIEND PLEASE, don't let it go over your pretty head, kaykay
And wonderful girls who will be left with such a empty hole in their heaarts, a baby grandbaby son will be here for a wonderful christmas gift of love, Grannys are the best arms for rocking him goodnite and sing the best songs and smell that sweet smell of a new baby,new earth and the many years of funnies to watch the little buggers growing and gifts of the antics of little MASON JOSHUA ALLAN, HE WILL BE SUCH FUN AND SUCH A BLSSING FOR HIS NANNY, rocking him will be such a blessing I could look to peek down and watch to look now and see this loving life that should be. Such a great gift of watching my grandbabie being the apple of the eyes a nanny loving him like I love him and I'd feel such happiness, loads of love, sweet caring him, watching his safeness, feeling so very loved aand tons of giggles and teaching a great of respect of the wonderful critters our God have made for him. The strength and guts a Nanny could pass on to my grandson, my Mason Joshuas. He is pleased of wonderful parents and a grandpa that will love him so very much and be the apple of his eyes, want or need he could ever have and boy oh boy he has so wonderful aunties that have a world of wonders to teach him, such fun things to learn stuff from thr bust aunties and uncles to pass on to him. He will be sp loved, he's so loved now, bet he comes out asking hey ma where are the fun aunties and tell my uncles to get the fishing pools ready and get us some movies, popcorn ready, ready for so funnies, lets roll, get the bike oui.
I hope everyone thinks I'm not crazy right now.
My life is everyone to me and I want them to know how very much I love him. I'd love to find the best Nanny in the whole world out there in the world. I want my wonderful to be love cause when he loved, it's so very complete, the best.
Very few folks could meet the best I want for my loves of my lives and that concels you also, I know the best is you, no better person then you. Hospis now is on board, morphin on board
I hope confirm you more, your the very best on eearth. I want love for you, I waant health for yoy. I want to answer for th hell of Morgellons HELL we all work, still worst then cancer, even morphin still won.
please don't get upset by me, it's all love xoxoxoxoxxoxxoxoxoxooxxoxoxSuebe
I feel so very honored reading those words and I just feel so very loved by you Suebe... and yes, I've come to love Tom alot too. All of us here have come to love him, just as much as we love you. Only God knows when, but one day you and your sexy man will hold each other in your arms once again. But if I lived in Maryland or even near there, you can bet I'd be spending as much time as I could with your beautiful family. You know I'm thousands of miles away tho, all the way over on the other side of America. I often talk to Tom thru PM's, but I promise you I'll call him soon ok? We can share all the love we both have for you and he can tell me about your beautiful grandson. I know you held his picture in your arms... I'd love to see his picture too. I'll ask Tom if he can send one to me.
I want you to know for as long as I'm here on earth, I'll be here for your family if they ever may need me... I will always be here for them, just as you were always here for me. We'll talk about everything you said alot more thru God tho.
I talk to Suebe alot that way... I know He tells her everything I say too.
IF I COULD SIT ACROSS THE PORCH FROM GOD... I'D THANK HIM FOR GIVING ME YOU!
Hi Dilly, thinking alot about you and everything we went through,i come here to this site and feel you, you are an incredible women my Dilly so many friends you made here, how they loved you and respected you. So I come here and read these posts, I feel you right here with me, but yet so far away, well I did something recently.I invited a dear friend of yours, bannanny to go with me to the island, yeh I know I went back after inviting her because of one of her posts, went back and read your posts, how imbarresed was I you silly Dilly, shoot you were saliciting me out long before you were gone, anyway I this year am taking you and Josh with me, I think I will wait till the 13th,to set you free, with Josh, send me a sign if thats ok, and yes I will get you a stone next to Josh and Earl at the arboritum. well anyway I know how much you tried to help your friends here, so i am hoping that Bannanny gets some relief and feels as good as you did on the islands, lot of your friends here going through rough times Dilly. Some are at the breacking point others got cancer , some have insects in there bodies, geeeeeesh can you tell me what is going on.this cant be one of Gods plans, some crazy test. I got to know some of your friends here, know wonder you were on here all the time, also I read your posts remember, you never were that religious, remember are talks, it comforts me in a strange way to know that towards the end you believed, most on the board are pretty religious, always saying prayers and things, you know me though, I am alittle upset with the big guy right now, if this is part of his plan then i think his plan sucks. Me and Robin ,(shes pretty religious0 well we have are talks and I am thinking shes a bad influence on me, forget what we were talking about or who, but I stopped and said a prayer sorta with her, and then I remember a little later said another one for some reason. Dilly I miss you, I love you, you Josh and dear old Earl, I should have gone first you all are so much better then me, these freinds of yours here they believe, I do to but it just dont make any sense to me. I know this is an open site and anyone can read this, but i dont care anymore, here I feel close to you I think you even come here from time to time and read, thats why i am writing you, here on this post, got to get a computer smart guy in here soon see if i can put these two posts on a disc, Sue Laws and this one, I love you all. never want to lose them ya know,well its getting late my love, got to get cleaned up and ready for bed. You're my Dilly always will be, good night love, I miss you
I was with your wonderful Tom my sweet Suebe when we set you and Josh free in the beautiful blue Caribbean waters... just like you wanted us to. We carried you as we left our footprints in the sand... we felt both you and Josh and your amazing love as we strolled along the water too. Such a beautiful and peaceful place... much like where you are and where we'll meet again one day. I know I tend to get a little too mushy sometimes, I'm just trying to tell you everything I feel inside becuz I love you so very much and want to share everything with you always. So bare with me and my silliness in trying to be poetic with my words... course then again, you know me!
We got back home last night from the island... I'll be staying awhile longer in Maryland too so I can be here to celebrate your life with your beautiful family and all that you lovingly gave to so many. I just wanted you to know I'm here, and yes my beautiful sweet Sue... there is so much love here. I want to thank you for sharing that love with me and for giving me all you've given me. I'll see you when it's time for me to come home, and I'll do all you asked me to do until then... your amazing love has once again touched my heart in a way I never knew possible.
I love you my friend ~~ nanny
IF I COULD SIT ACROSS THE PORCH FROM GOD... I'D THANK HIM FOR GIVING ME YOU!
I love you. Sorry you are alone in this mess. Hang in there. Please build up your organs and than start a gentle detox of all those organs. You always have to prime your pumps before you clean them out. This will help your body to feel better and make you emotionally stronger and cut down some of the numbers of the parisites and bugs. It is a long road you and everyone is going down. Go down and through it. There is another side.
Each of us attract different bugs and also attract different other disease that piggy back along for the ride. So some of us are going to take longer to get well.
What are you trying so far to build up your health? Do you want me to send you links to products that have helped me?
In Light Lynn
In the aspects of eternity everything else is but a grain of sand. If I remember this then I can get through some pretty big pieces of sand.
Post by sheredelight on Sept 19, 2010 9:03:01 GMT -5
I'm so sorry for everyone's loss ,in Suebe .I'm sure if i had known her i would have lover her too. Suebe ,sounds like a beautiful person, who will be dearly missed. My deepest condolences to family and friends. Must have gone to recent, not realising, I do apologise i get a bit lost and confused, as i can think straight anymore.
Try to hold on Kas... this thing is cycling right now in everyone it seems. It makes it very hard to think when it does... so don't even try. Just know that it will pass and that we're always gonna be here for you every step of the way.
Thank you for the condolences to Suebe's family and friends too... she and I became dear friends here on this board and she left this world asking me to take care of her family and to fall in love with Tom for her cuz she didn't want him to be alone. Fortunately, she knew we would be good for each other... and I've been with him for 4 months now. I'll forever be grateful to her for giving such a precious kind of love to me... she helped me to live again too.
We love you Kas... and we love you my sweet Sue.
biggest hugs ~~ bannanny
IF I COULD SIT ACROSS THE PORCH FROM GOD... I'D THANK HIM FOR GIVING ME YOU!
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