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Post by Lynn on Feb 15, 2012 1:20:13 GMT -5
Last week was my last week to be able to watch the grand kids and I was uninvited to drop in for visits. I had asked permission when not to crippled to come by and play with one of the grandchildren health permitting and around what ever they had going on. Made me feel like just a baby sister and not a grandma. I would have called before ever going over to see if I could pop in. That same week I finally found a house with a shower with corner seats. Extra wide. Perfect for me to function in until I become wheel chair bound. Even big enough to fit the hubby in just in case I get to cripple to wash or can not get up from the seat. They wanted to much for rent and did not even include garbage and water. I was really down about it but did not realize just how down until so cripple in the tiny 24 by 24 shower this evening and then ripping my foot on the unbroken linoleum that we try to keep covered by a throw rug. Now I can't stop crying. I sure hope this is one of those times God makes everything come out nice for the lack.
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Post by dianna5 on Feb 16, 2012 2:36:14 GMT -5
Dearest Lynn,a
I am sorry you felt low yesterday, and hope you feel better now. It like you go on and do your best and then something like a shower seat, or a jar lid or a freaking unthoughtful word can just undo everything in a second. Try not to worry girl, God surely does have it in hand. He is the only one who never let me down. A 24x24 shower stall is not easy navigating for anyone! I remember slumping against a shower stall and just bawling because the pain was so bad. I'd take four hot showers a day to try to get relief and couldn't use the tub because I couldn't step up over the side to get in. I can now which is awesome so I can take a bath and that does help. I've got two little granddaughters and I don't think ANYTHING could hurt more than when you're put off or can't see them for a while for whatever reason. I had a stretch last year, where they were not allowed to come over for 6 months. Hurt terribly! Just wanted to let you know, I am sending you a big hug. xoxxo Dianna
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