Another little video Oct 28, 2013 16:15:41 GMT -5
Post by itchin4answers on Oct 28, 2013 16:15:41 GMT -5
It's nice not to be called an obsessive delusional, which is what I get from other sites I've shared on.
I'm isolated and lonely with this, too, no one comes around and I'm sick of going out and trying to explain.
At least I don't have to care for a child as well. I feel for you. Take care please. Talk with you later. Hay
They've called you names on other sites? what is it with people. They get off on calling people names when they haven't any proof about
I wish I didn't have to go out. Yesterday I took my son school on the bus and I saw my sons school teacher and she asked what happened to my
face. I said I had an allergic reaction. She said she felt sorry for me "you poor thing" she said. I couldn't wait to get home. Under my eyes
was so red, looked like sunburn.
The products for the poison ivy, the cleanser and the scrub are really good. It does shift the muck, though I got a touch over zealous - the cleanser
has to be rubbed into the skin for 2 minutes - now that's a long time to rub! then you wash & redo.
This morning I look like I'm sunburnt all over my face and my eyes are puffy and red!!
The worse part is that I have to catch a train into town this morning to see my eye specialist. I'd cancel if it were not important I go. My eyes have deteriorated very quickly in the last 12 months. I feel an idiot that I have to go out looking like a lobster.
I'm sure my eye specialist will comment (who wouldn't) on my face. He knows I have Lyme, though last year he was under the impression that Lyme was only from a particularly part of the USA. Imagine me trying to explain that I have a fiber networks in my face and black crap!
Ok well I just have to take it in my stride. I'm tired, fed up and over trying to treat my skin, as my skin reacts whenever I try to get this stuff out. I want to go on strike as a mother! I'd love maybe 3 - 5 days to myself just doing nothing or things I enjoy. I'm over catching public transport and am not looking forward to the festive season as it almost drives me over the edge these days. I'm looking for a brick to throw through the TV and perhaps I look for a big brown bag for my head whilst I'm at it.
I am always hopeful for better days...ha...yeah am I kidding myself, I just don't know...