Post by questionhair1 on Jan 19, 2006 4:44:05 GMT -5
Maria said:
Please somebody...I feel really sick and desperate !! i have been like this for 16 months and tried everything all the products i thought it was on the begining lice but they werent!! i use lots of diferent shampoo's with phyremitins and lindane and didn´t work i took ivermectin, cortison and didn´t work .. I just can´t get well and now i have this really bad dizzyness like if i was going to fall down when i am siiting everything turns aroun and i had joint pain and this really bad hematomas and my hair... what can i say i have lost most of it!!! i just have a few more I am really sad i even wanted to kill myself because nobody can understand my sickness i am really weak and and i cannot do anything i even got isolated from everyone !! i can´t go out because on the moment i go out . Flies boder my hair all the time and i feel creepy crawly things on my hair and i can see other people scratching themselves when they are next to me !! this is very very frustrating !! i cannot see anything but i know that they can fly because people sratches all over most in the head but they are not lice but i can feel them in all my body all the time and sometimes they bite really hard like mosquitos bite and i cannot see anything but it´s really frustrating not to find a cure and i cannot see my friends because they start scratching themselves and tell me that i have lices this is really sad for me !! and frustrating i am alone i cannot see anybody and nobody understand my sickness my mother think that i am crazy and she just tell me stop talking about parasites !!!I just can´t be with this anymore i am really sad and alone i don´t even can find a work because the same i don´t want to get people contaminated of what i have !!I have a really bad anemia 7.9 hemoglobine and doesn´t get better and i have chronic fatigue. My memory i can´t remember anything i did 5 minutes before and less what i did yesterday !!!i think i am getting crazy my mind it´s getting bad everyday !!and the dizziness it is getting worst everyday even when i eat every bite i have i get dizzy my brain hurts and sometimes i feel that someone is pulling it !!! I need urgent help !! i don´t know what to do !! please i beg you !!!i think i am having a really bad brain damage and my skin it´s sooo itchy inside of me !!! and i have lesions in my head that they don´t cure or if they do they appear next 10 minutes in ohter part of my head !!! please !! i beg for help i cannot be like this anymore !!!Maria: The head itching and hair crawling symptoms have been experienced by people here. I felt that. In the beginning I had lice and a few years before that I got scabies. (Bought an old ranch) I took the lindane and then I did the Rid, Nix, olive oil, every product on the internet, etc. Even though I knew the lice were gone I kept using the products because I (and my husband) kept feeling the moving and itching.
The products actually made the situation worse. They are powerful chemicals and the skin is a large organ of the body that needs to be kept clean and healthy - not have toxic chemicals applied to it.
It sounds like you have used a lot of products. I hope you will find a doctor to help clean you body of chemicals. But, just as important, you need to make your symptoms less so each day is easier.
There are a LOT of tips on this message board on how to do that. No one is going to know your body or what it needs better than you.
Always use common sense first and when you choose to try something, pick the choice that is healthy.
The hardest part that a lot of people go through as they have this is when their family doesn't understand and then even worse we worry about other people so we stop seeing friends and stop living life.
I was at that stage for a while earlier this year. Felt worse when I saw the doctor wasn't clued in.
Sometimes you feel sad and that's okay. But, then you get mad or strong and then you take on this challenge again, and again, and again - and it can get better.
In the other sections, like Supplements, or General Health, or even in this general section of Morgellons you will find answers. Simple things like changing to an anti-Candida diet, buying vitamins and supplements and changing things in my house and truck changed things for me.
Praying for you,
QH