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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 16:07:35 GMT -5
I had the exact same dream 5 times and couldnt ignore the feeling that I had to tell Suebe. I thought the last thing she needs right now is to be bothered with a dream from someone who doesnt even know her. But her dear Josh was determined and I knew if I didnt tell her I would regret it forever.
This is the dream: Im just standing in a field and see a yellow truck and walk toward it when all of a sudden it becomes a big shimmery ball with an angel floating over it and hundreds of yellow balloons just sorta "sprout" from truck and it floats up out of sight and a sole pink flower is growing where truck had been.
Each time I had dream I woke up feeling so much peace it takes a minute to remember morgellons. The yellow balloons made me think of Josh but the pink flower didnt make sense but now I know it didnt need to make sense to me--the message was to his mom. A couple of days after I sent it to Suebe, a remark she made that no matter how much she wanted to dream of Josh, she hadnt just popped in my head and my mind thought?/heard? But mom youre looking so hard you cant see me.
Suebe DOES understand the pink flower. But then, Josh knew she would. I mean this with all my heart-- I will never understand why I was given the honor of passing a sons love to his aching mom. How can anyone be worthy of something like this?
I love you guys. I really do. kiki
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Post by bannanny on Jun 26, 2009 19:40:43 GMT -5
Wow... that's incredible kiki! I had just asked on the other thread what it was you guys were talkin about. I'm so glad you told the story here. It's truly amazing what a son's love can do... and by the way, that was a beautiful way to name your thread. You are worthy, cuz he obviously knew you would see. You're very lucky too my friend! What a beautiful thing to have happen to you... I gotta say I'm almost jealous! But I'm so grateful it happened to you too! I'm so grateful you were able to see and you could share it with our sweet suebe. I just love miracles!
I love you guys too ~~ bannanny
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Post by friskers on Jun 26, 2009 19:42:02 GMT -5
What a beautiful story! God works through ALL people KIKI! But yes you should still feel honored !! Dreams are often the only way parted souls can get a message across to us.
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Post by toni on Jun 27, 2009 8:36:45 GMT -5
That's amazing, and such a beautiful story Kiki and Suebe.
Josh is always with you Sue and it's sure wonderful to see the signs.
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Post by overandover on Jun 29, 2009 21:24:42 GMT -5
Kiki and friends I'm sure he had a reason for picking you Kiki, it's something we will figure out in the future, I'm sure. I know you must be such a loving soul because he was so drawn to good folks and he loved so big with his over sized heart. I wish all of you could have met Joshua, he was everything I tell you and more. He was all heart and feet and my beautiful boy. His first sweetheart of five years came over the other night and we sat and talked for hours. They were no longer dating when he pasted but he left such a beautiful mark on her soul and he taught her how a girl should be treated when she's loved. One day I'll have to tell you about their breakup and you'll understand just why it left such a mark on her soul. Kiki I will hold you in my heart forever and will never forget the gift you gave to Josh and myself. You are so loved and for the rest of your life you will know that we love you, we will always let you know that and I want to be there to hold your hand in every dark moment you have. But more then that I want to be there by your side to see the sunshine on your face and the smile in your eyes when you are at last free of Morgellons. I will share those moments with all of you, maybe here on earth or maybe from the upper-room but I'll be there because I love all of you so much and will never ever forget the true friends that I went to war with, you all have always had my back. The Lord gave us the best. I'm so pooped, going to bed, love ya's Suebe
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