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Post by freaky on Jul 8, 2009 14:09:57 GMT -5
Sorry I misplaced this, and now I can't find it. I'm going to the dr. today to find out how many cancer cells i have. I wanted to take the letter - was it by Dr. Wymore? - the Dr. wrote for patients to take to their drs. RE: Morgellons. Would someone please tell me what page it's on, and what the title of the thread was, so I can copy it?
Much obliged, freaky
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Post by violet on Jul 8, 2009 14:57:52 GMT -5
Sorry I misplaced this, and now I can't find it. I'm going to the dr. today to find out how many cancer cells i have. I wanted to take the letter - was it by Dr. Wymore? - the Dr. wrote for patients to take to their drs. RE: Morgellons. Would someone please tell me what page it's on, and what the title of the thread was, so I can copy it? Much obliged, freaky You can probably go to the NewMorgellonsOrder web site for it, Freaky. And also perhaps Morgellons.org.
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Post by freaky on Jul 8, 2009 19:56:05 GMT -5
Thanks so much violet. You're a sweetheart. I thought it was on our threads, but maybe not. I'll check it. I can use it, if I find it, with my other dr. appointments. My blood levels indicated inflammation, and not necessarily cancer, but they still have to test me. Since I was so small, the dr. decided not to do the ultrasound, which she was going to do after she examined me. She was unable to poke this thing up my vagina, so she decided a cat scan was the best route. My doc understood completely, & sort of whispered, "you know, if a dr. doesn't know something, they always say the patient is delusional." I just wanted to throw my arms around her, & give her a great big smacker.
It really surprised me, and was upsetting, no one but you violet responded to my question. 20 people looked at my question, were aware I had my appointment today, & just blew me off. Thanks a lot you 20 people. I'm sure someone knew the answer to my question. It was just posted last week, or maybe 10 days ago. Oh well, that's what friends do sometimes. They just blow you off.
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Post by ctbarb on Jul 8, 2009 23:11:16 GMT -5
Sorry Freaky, I'm a day late and a dollar short! Didn't get to view the posts...so, how did you make out at the docs? Give a kiss to that doc that knew you weren't delusional for me!!! I was told the very same thing...they just don't want to look stupid, but then, it just makes them look MORE stupid! We know their game now, so just don't get upset - save it for later when we can throw it all right back into their arrogant, condescending faces! ;D I'm not usually this verbal , but the medical community deserves the very same treatment that it has doled out to us during our years of crisis and pain. They did not even try to help..."Do no harm?" Puh------lease..... Sorry Freaky, didn't mean to "light my fire" on your thread...but whoever that lady is, she's a gem! Much love and prayers, ctbarb
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Post by imblownaway on Jul 9, 2009 1:47:53 GMT -5
I hope its not cancer freaky. This is all so scary and emotional. And not being able to trust our doctors is the worst. The only delusional we were suffering from was the one where we thought a doctor might be as stunned as we were and actually due extensive tests. I was one of the really unfortunate ones that had a short stay in the mental ward over this. I have been scarred. I will never see things the same way. So keep on pushing on. We will have the last laugh. Keep us posted. ;D
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Post by toni on Jul 9, 2009 7:10:31 GMT -5
Freaky darling, I'm praying for you whether I post or not. I sure care about you and have been thinking about you alot (since our conversation). I'm unaware of which of Dr Wymore's paper you're asking about? And I'm glad that gal in the doc's office said what she said. How right she is! I'mblownaway said it exactly: The only delusional we were suffering from was the one where we thought a doctor might be as stunned as we were. (that's a FACT) Yesterday, my daugther found out she must get a hysterectomy! There's something wrong and going on with her and I'm very upset and we'll learn more soon. I hope your appt went well.
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Post by kiki on Jul 9, 2009 18:40:28 GMT -5
Im sure it was frustrating and probably even hurt your feelings a bit to be ignored but Im also sure that it was in no way personal--youre very loved here Im either herxing or dieing and havent been thinking so straight myself and just saw this now but Ive been guilty in the past of not replying. I'll try to do better.
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Post by jj on Jul 10, 2009 10:26:48 GMT -5
Hope you retrieved what you needed from Violet's direction. When I read your post it appeared you were being pointed in the correct direction, hope so.
Many quests come here who don't post or know our beloved Freaky. Really don't think you were blown off by friends or anyone who knows you.
Sorry, I could of added some links to further help myself. Will try to be more observant.
Hope the appointment went well.
JJ
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Post by freaky on Jul 14, 2009 3:16:30 GMT -5
Golly, gee, you all are too sweet, really. I just love you to death. I love your verbality ctbarb. You go girl. ;D imblownaway, that is so horrible what happened to you. I have rebellion in my blood, & I know I would never get over something like that. That makes me angry to hear about it. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. We must try to remember though, people like you, & me, not to let it eat away at us like cancer. Try your best to conquer that excess baggage. I certainly feel your pain, but don't have an answer how to ever make that go away. It's just ashame, and I hope somehow you are able to, in time. Neurocognitive brain damage does help a little. Oh Toni, I'm so sorry to hear about your daughter. That is scary. I'll be praying for her. I wouldn't be thinking of anything else right now. Kiki, you can't respond to every post. I think I was sort of acting like a baby. Thank you, and JJ too. You girls are real sweethearts. I was taking this personally, and I think I just got al little anal. Surprisingly, I got my brain scan approved, and got a cat scan of it today, plus my pelvic area. I have no idea what the cat scan can see, aside from organs, but maybe something will show up. I keep having my narcolepsy attacks, am still bleeding, but that's due to the parasites loosing their clutch to my uterus, & falling out. MPO I get my test results in 2 days - Wednesday. The barium tasted really great for barium. My parasites didn't like it one bit, or maybe it was the dye. Sure am glad they had a bathroom at Walgreens. I dropped about 50 of them in their public facility. I could feel each one slide out individually. I'm sorry, is that too much info? How many of those could we possibly have in us? I have lines all over my back, stomach, & I found out my arms were so flabby because the parasites were weighing them down. Well, thanks again for your thoughtfulness. I'll keep you informed. Much love, freaky My daughter's girlfriends grandmother just got morgellons. That is really weird.
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Post by bannanny on Jul 14, 2009 19:16:41 GMT -5
I just now saw this thread freaky... honestly I did. I would've responded even if I hadn't known where to find the letter you were asking about... which I don't.
But I'm so sorry to hear you're going thru this mess. If it helps any, I get high marks on my... oh, now I can't remember the word. But it means I have inflamation in my body, yet I don't have any cancer. I'll be praying for yours to come back normal tho... you know how much I love you and I'm really sorry I wasn't here for you when you first posted.
big smackers ~~ bannanny
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Post by freaky on Jul 15, 2009 4:25:01 GMT -5
Oah, not to worry Bannannay, you got to worry about too much stuff anyway. I'm not nervous. I'm just all morged up. Good to hear from you tweety. Love ya, freaky
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Post by bannanny on Jul 15, 2009 18:05:47 GMT -5
It doesn't matter what I have goin on freakerdeeks... we all have alot of stuff goin on. I will say I've been feelin alot better the past few weeks tho. Why don't you think about trying what I'm doing... the protocol is listed in my "I'm feeling alot better" thread. I also take Hyssop too. Two tablespoons a day... I think it's pretty good stuff. It comes from God... it was used in biblical times.
Let me know how things go ok?
I love you too ~~ bannannny
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Post by zabrubon on Jul 15, 2009 19:22:42 GMT -5
Freaky, you are always in my prayers. Keep us posted K?
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Post by freaky on Jul 16, 2009 3:07:18 GMT -5
Hi Chicago Bonnie, they have my results. They just haven't called. I'm going to call them today. Miss you. Hope all is groovy.
Love ya, freaky
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