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Post by Baraka Obam on Aug 27, 2010 12:31:40 GMT -5
Skizit, thank you for trying to guide me thru this, the articles I have read have suggested exactly what you have said.
Still I must imagine that in nature, these natural occuring products that are known to make hydrogel could NEVER have come in contact with each other.
I am sure in the billions of years that this planet has been here there has been a correct condition of heat, mixture of ingrediants anyway it seems probable, especially in a living creature with so many chemicals and processes being brought together.
Can you answer why hydrogels can not form in nature, I did not see the answer to that in what I read.
This is no doubt a very interesting item, certainly the idea has merit.
It interests me because I have seen the speed at which the reaction in the yellow goo takes place the process may be the same. I am no biochemist but I do know when I see a reaction with ability to change and change quickly.
The fact that this can morph has me thinking it is more biological than a chemical reaction. Then as I said i am not a scientist, just a old dirt farmer found the dirt has changed to mud.
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Post by bannanny on Aug 27, 2010 13:15:38 GMT -5
Don't remember if I ever showed you these pics or not Skiz.... but when I showed them to Dr. Hildy, she said it looked like sol gel to her (but she wasn't sure.) Anyway, this all happened in sequence after I pulled a clear spec out of my scalp one day and stuck it on tape. One thing about morgs is it can do whatever it wants to even while trapped between tape... that's how strong this sh*t is! You could barely even see the spec when I used bottom lighting on the scope... So I switched over to top lighting... then continued to take pics as it began to morph into what I call a sci-fi birth... flip side (and what Dr. Hildy suggested could be solgel)... Back to the other side and the morphing stuff... Anyhoo, from all I'm learning and all the gel that's oozed out of my hands and feet since this nightmare started... as far as I'm concerned, hydrogels, sol gels, and any kind of gels suck and I'm gonna go have another shot of whiskey! Anything to change what my body chemistry has been turned into works for me! big hugs ~~ bannannas
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Post by skizit on Aug 27, 2010 22:00:51 GMT -5
This looks like magnetic photopolymerization. The dense speck is probably a metallic magnetic particle. There are tubes, spheres, and crystals in the tubes self-assembling. These are excellent pictures Bananny. You've got amazing talent for catching these things.
Enjoy your drink. I'm starting the nuclear waste clean up treatment-montmorillonite today. Its horrible green clay I'm going to drink it mixed in water. Its been sitting there a while now. I think I'll have martini first. Then its going to be enzyme treatment. Gotta read more about that. Enjoy your drink Bananny. It's my birthday.
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Post by dkushner on Aug 27, 2010 22:57:26 GMT -5
Hey, I wonder if this explains the tiny ropes that were growing in my skin when this first started with me. The first several months I had all kinds of weird stuff growing in my skin - tons of it. Among all the weird stuff were actually, tiny ropes. It's weird but that is exactly what hey looked like, tiny ropes. They were coiled just like ropes. Maybe this was the double helix material growing in bulk when the infection first started. I have not seen them in a long time though - years, hank god. I even got phoos of them somewhere.
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Post by skizit on Aug 28, 2010 4:03:17 GMT -5
There are many shapes that self assemble in the gels, like stars, brushes, ladders, ropes, yarn. They are all types of "crystals". Are the shapes still in your skin? Some people have them still and they get more pronounced like a body enhancement.
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Post by skizit on Aug 28, 2010 4:16:23 GMT -5
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Post by Baraka Obam on Aug 28, 2010 6:54:10 GMT -5
You have stated that hydrogen peroxide feeds the eaaction, now maybe the tiny amout that may exist in the body does but in my experience 36^ hydrogen peroxide is the only thing that will send a lesion on its way.
Right now I am EXPOSING hidden underskin involvment.
YES I AM EXPOSING IT, the fact of the matter is, when the fake skin is gone the animal, vegtable, mineral, hydrogel, whatever, is more vunerable.
When they are uncovered they flow yellow fluid like the oil leak in the gulf.
You can see the whole animal, is it a magic formulation that just happens to form in a systemic fashion under the skin in certain spots that are symetrical to each side of the body, hmmmmm.
It is hard to believe that the chemical reaction will only show itself at certain points.
What seems to happen, now get this, listen closly doctor, after you remove one it seems that another one will show itself down the line from the already exposed lesion, you can actually see the hydrogen peroxide reaction surface inches away under the skin. There is a pathway and it is totally connected.
It is sort of like the program i saw on cancer, they stated this as fact, CANCER tumors make a fluid, this fluid is imagined to keep other tumors from growing, not spreading just growing, it keeps the smaller ones at bay. It seems rvrn CANCER knows how to survive and knows if the body dies it also will perish, to some extent. ALZHEIMERS UNKNOWN CAUSE FIBROUS MATERIAL ALSO DEVELOPS A FLUID THAT THE RESERCHERS FEEL CAUSES THE WASTING.
CANCER, tumors make a fluid, enzyme, hormone, whatever, when they remove the biggest producer of this hormone, enzyme by cutting it out, the other smaller already dispersed cancer material will start to GROW, the cancer is already spread, it is not spreading, the system, as in this disease, has already populated your body, what it is doing is GROWING from lack of the hormone in the blood that keeps it dormant.
Skizit, answer me this just exactly where do this chemical reaction take place, why if it is a chemical INTRODUCED situation delivered by the water supply does it build underskin involvments. It would need most likely only the blood.
water would be the best possible way to deliver anything actually but I doubt very much what is going on inside our bodies needs any help from outside contamination.
I have seen the enemy the enemy is mine, daily I eradicate it from below my skin where it has hidden and grown,
The fluid seems to be manufactured in the lesion material itself but there are items that tend to disprove this, the saga goes on.
It is litterily time to run, run for my life, be back later with a fresh brain.
I will say one thing Skizit whether you are correct in your ideas or not you present your information well and are articulate in doing so.
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Post by bannanny on Aug 28, 2010 11:10:09 GMT -5
Don't know what magnetic photopolymerization is Skiz... but I do feel like one big magnet!! Thanks for commenting on my picture taking talent... but it's easy to collect samples and take pictures of them when I feel it and see it on me like I do. I could probably run a piece of tape over my head or skin and get the same kind of stuff on any given day! Is that nuclear waste treatment the same as the ION MIN? I started on that and then took a break from it over the past week. Now I'm gonna start it again... things seem to work better for me when I break it up that way. Please let us know about any enzyme treatments you think might work for us too ok? I'm a dummy when it comes to all that stuff, so I really appreciate any input you can give me on it! Hope you had a beautiful birthday too Skiz! I thought it was today tho, duh! I just posted a birthday thread for you... and then noticed there was already one that vasue had posted, duh again!! So you're birthday wishes are comin in!!!! Can you find the pics of those "ropes" dkushner? I'd love to see if they compare to any of my pics... which I'm sure they will! I think it's always a good thing when we get pics that look alike... especially when they're actual morg pics instead of all the other stuff like fungi/mold that's obviously growing in us too now. I couldn't get the file to open at your link Skiz... do you have another one? big hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by skizit on Aug 28, 2010 16:47:54 GMT -5
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Post by Baraka Obam on Aug 28, 2010 19:44:21 GMT -5
I wish i could but there is nobody here but me, my situation is controled enough now that I can treat today and actually go out that day. I can tell you very easily and show you pictures, First I start with skin with NO visual problems, because that is all I had/have unless I open the lesion with GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT or go over the fake NORMAL LOOKING skin with a qtip loaded with hydrogen peroxide 35%. You may do this on the ear skin to see very easily the underskin involvment, do it and you will see what 35% hydrogen peroxide is good for, the first is finding the holes the underskin lesion/TUMOR bores . This reaction will not happen with drug store brown bottle 3% hydrogen peroxide. Buy a bottle and have a discovery tool and a healer. Here is the way to get ONLY, yellow fluid from a open lesion, after scubbing the lesion under hot tap water with a NEW green pot scrubby the lesion should be bleeding. This is what I have done, took a saturated qtip and run it over the lesion untill the red blood stops flowing, this is really painful so, put somthing to bite on in your mouth or wrap a rope or belt around the arm step on it and pull. The pain is kinda intense but short lived. The result is yellow fluid with the reaction and no blood to feed on. what you see under a microscope will stun you, the speed is unbelievable. The bulb on my microscope gets really warm, so if you do not see the reaction maybe your bulb is too cool. here is hydrogen peroxide treatment, if I did it a few more times all blood would stop, but not yellow fluid flow, it will keep on. The white stain goes away quickly on a weeping lesion and or within hours if you use a lotion on the spot if not it will be gone by morning. www.flickr.com/photos/barakaobam/4798908624/in/photostream/Here is the yellow goo flowing with blood that has been fed to the tumor by a central vein, the fluid looks a little orange, that is because of the blood, I have NEVER seen it any other color than yellow without blood. www.flickr.com/photos/barakaobam/4798906556/in/photostream/ thats it, I can not hold a video and apply hydrogen peroxide anyway I don't have one and it is spelled out here for you. Try it you'll like it, OR NOT!!! LOL Full strength GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT WILL REMOVE THE FAKE SKIN FROM A HIDDEN UNDERSKIN lesion/TUMOR
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Post by bannanny on Aug 29, 2010 16:25:25 GMT -5
Thanks skiz...
Those are some really good pics Baraka... NOT! Ooooooooh, I'm so sorry you have to go thru all that torture. I hope I never ever get lesions like that... I feel so very sad for all of you who have them.
love ya's ~~ bannanny
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Post by Baraka Obam on Aug 29, 2010 16:59:55 GMT -5
Bananny, those pictures end with hair growing back in with NO involvment or reaction to either hydrogen peroxide 35% or a reaction to GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT. When done the fluid making lesion is completly none reactive, this monster was HIDDEN under normal looking skin this is a picture taken 1 moth ago, I am still after it but it seems to be completly on its way out with normal hair growing back in very quickly. This is my reward for suffering and in my book it is worth every ounce of pain. I sure do not like the situation,but ,it is what it is. www.flickr.com/photos/barakaobam/4800395650/in/photostream/The pictures speak volumes for those that are tortured and have not found any relief, If these ugly nasty things were not gone now, I would be resting comfortably in my guilded box, with really no complaints.
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Post by bannanny on Aug 30, 2010 10:44:14 GMT -5
Good work Baraka! I wanna ask you something... did your hair feel different before your "normal" hair started to grow back in again? My hair was always fine, straight, and shiny (and long, dam it!) But ever since I got morgs and then lost it (went bald) 3 different times, it's grown back in curly and feels almost like wire to me... live electrical wire to be exact. I believe it's become curly cuz the strands are woven in and out of it, causing it to go in so many different directions. It's like having a bunch of cowlicks now or something. I know the things twist around each hair and then go up and down and all around to connect and twist around some more tho, cuz I've grabbed the end of one before and slowly untwisted it from around my entire head... it's pretty weird to say the least. I can feel the sting in my hair too every time I run my fingers thru it... which I rarely do anymore. I leave it alone these days or else it goes even crazier than it is... it's like waking a monster up ya know? Here's a couple of pics I have of my morged out hair so you can see what's goin on... like you said, pictures speak volumes!! (taken with top lighting) (taken with bottom lighting) See all the gel coming out of the tip and the blue fiber too? That part I understand being the hair looks like it has strands wrapped around the entire thing. But I have no idea what the black thing is that's attached to it... especially being my hair is far from being black! But I have a feeling it's cemented into it and what I feel in my hair but can't get out. Here's another weird one for ya... Doesn't look like normal hair either does it? It did before I burned it tho... which tells you it couldn't have been an actual hair anymore. Normal hair would've burned right up... but instead it curled up like macaroni, tied itself into a knot, and formed that black thing which looks to me to be loaded with morg particles. Ya can't even burn this sh*t up... and another reason why I just leave it alone anymore. But I will try your GSE when we get back from Colorado and Nebraska. BTW guys, we're leaving Wednesday and will be gone for a week so if you don't hear from me for a while, that's why! Gonna go visit the girls and go do some boating and have some fun in the sun. I love it cuz the sun and water always makes me feel better! Course this time we'll be on a lake and not the ocean... so we'll see if it has the same effect on me as it did in St. Croix. But if not the water, I know the sun will do me a world of good! love ya's ~~ bannanny
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Post by toni on Aug 30, 2010 10:56:51 GMT -5
Bannanny,
I sure can relate to the "cow lick" sort of syndrome too.
One day the hair will part on it's own one way, then the next day, another direction in a different area.
(I have a theory) of why for mine doing this. Whatever this stuff is under the scalp imho, moves around. If it's in one particular area in a line like, then the hairs at the roots seem to be "bent" another direction. The next day or a few days later, when that "stuff" that's inside the scalp moves again, then the hair where the new part was, is back to normal again...but another place might be affected" then those hairs in that area all "part a different way".
Feel where the new areas are making those "parts" in your hair. Remember the feel. Then when that area is no longer parting on it's own, you see, there is a difference. The scalp will be not "swelled a tiny bit"...but flush again with the rest.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Aug 30, 2010 14:03:51 GMT -5
Toni, GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT gets rid of the factor that makes the goo and the swelling.
WARNING DO NOT JUST PUT STRAIT UNDILUTED GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT ON A INFECTED SCALP.
The effect is a to powerful to stand, the GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT needs to be diluted, start with a very weak solution then make it stronger.
Here is another idea I have, start by rubbing full strength GSE into a very small area like one inch. One inch or a finger tip even, as days go by hit everywhere on the head, then start to do the whole head with strnger and stronger GSE untill it is uncomfortable, make the solution stronger when it is no longer uncomfortable,
here is the reason for caution, the flesh on top of your brain bucket is either a special kind that this stuff loves to invade, the GSE puts it on notice that this form of invasion can not happen here, anyway not while you treat with GSE.
The reaction if started with too strong of a mixture will literally drive you mad, it is the special kind of pain you never want to feel, it is like a toothache.
It will not harm you, but it will stick like glue untill it is over, there is nothing you can do to stop it.
that is why i say start with a reduced solution, and then make it stronger, and stronger.
The reaction takes quite a long time to start so do not ASSUME that if you put it on your head right now you will feel the reaction in 5 minutes, it takes a while to happen.
This means to you, do not put on a weak solution and 15 minutes later make it stronger and reapply.
If you make a solution give it 2 hours to be sure, if you start with a 15 to 1 mixture that should be plenty weak to start with.
If you do not know how to measure 15 to one here is a lesson, take two eye droppers one with water one with GSE drop one drop of GSE into a cup then put in 15 drops of water. this is a 1 to15 mixture
This is a very very very weak solution, but I feel some of your heads are very bad and may react easier than others.
The next day you can mix 2 drops of GSE to 20 drops of water this will be a 1 to 10 mixture
do this untill you have a slight irritation then make it stronger and stronger UNTILL it is full strength.
The answer is here before your eyes on how to regaine your scalp and run some of this involvment away from your head, where your brain lives.
If I did not know how well it actually works I would not tell you.
Can you imagine its being handed to you on a platter, with caution you will not go thru what I did with the pain, I had to be in pain so this story could be told to you.
Its easy all you have to do is get with it.
Today I am going to order a new quart bottle, I have used two bottles in 4 years so that gives you an idea of how well it does work.
The quart can be had online for $55 dollars.there is no better deal for anything on the market that works this well.
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Post by bannanny on Aug 30, 2010 14:47:04 GMT -5
I hear what you're sayin toni... but mine seems to stay the same while it just continues to add to it in other places. I've got soooo many areas in my head where this stuff is embedded into it that it sucks! I imagine that's why my brain is now a mere brainling too!
So again I ask you Baraka... did your hair grow back in feeling like normal hair again? Is all the movement and crawling gone now? Or is the GSE like everything else and you have to do it the rest of your life.... which I'm certainly not complaining about if you do. If it works that well, I'll do it til the day I die and even then have them plaster it on my head before I'm cremated ha!
hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by Baraka Obam on Aug 30, 2010 18:54:46 GMT -5
The hair folical was actually restored to normal, the fibers seem to be gone.
Will you have to do GSE the rest of your life, hmmmm, Most likely you will have to use it every once in awhile twice a month full strength to make sure nothing is going on.
I would also suggest you keep treating for a long time to make sure to make the area hard for the hidden lesions to advance or develop.
I had a hell of a time getting the lesions off my scalp after they opened, but at that time I did not know anything about GSE.
I do not know if I could have eradicated them with GSE alone, BUT GSE has kept my skull from being mushy and showing any disease symptoms.
When using 35% hydrogen peroxide in unisen which you do not have to do, AS YOU HAVE NO OPEN LESIONS, hydrogen peroxide will make the hair a little wispy around treatment area.
I have not seen GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT do anything to hair but make hair a little thicker and some more hair grow, instead of tiny little fibers.
I keep harping on this because it stops the head infection that lurks under and in your skin.
When you finally get the mixture right and get a slight reaction, the flesh can feel very mushy as time goes on this mushy nasty stuff goes away, your flesh is once again welded to your skull.
That is one part of this that you can beat, now you know how.
When you can finally put full strength GSE on the head without a reaction you know they are under your control and you are not waiting for a outbreak.
If you are having trouble with losing hair you may want to try some of the hair restoration lotions and a laser light AFTER HEALING YOUR SCALP.
I have a funny idea if you heal the scalp and run this garbage out of there the results of laser and cream will be lasting hair repair.
it is my contention that most of the reason women are losing their hair now is because they have this affliction.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Aug 31, 2010 13:04:32 GMT -5
The HYDROGEN PEROXIDE I use is 35% food grade, I do not drink any of it, not one drop. If too much is injested it can actually kill you that is for sure how much is that amount, I imagine a full size glass of 35% would do nicely. The reason they tell you not to store it unmarked in the refrigerator is you will kill yourself or someone else, they also say not to put it in a drinking cup. I HAVE mistaken 35% hydrogen peroxide in a cup for a glass of water, never put in a cup. It did go down pretty easy but I made myself throwup. It did not effect my throat at all, no burning, stomach, no problem, but I am sure if it was not removed quickly i would have been admitted to the hospitol. The reaction you see in the video is hydrogen peroxide reacting to catalase in your flesh and blood. I do not believe it would be right to say the reaction is from a polymer reaction, this is always what will happen with hydrogen peroxide. While watching this happen several thousand times I am quite sure what you see is from the underskin infectation poking holes in the skin and then the STRONG hydrogen peroxide getting into those holes, I have seen it many times. You can if you go to the site where those pictures come from see this happen on the ear. There is little involvment now but in the begining it was all over the ear. No I do not think the picture should be used as proof positive as somthing that it just may not be, there is no proof. findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0ISW/is_255/ai_n7637380/
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Post by toni on Aug 31, 2010 21:17:32 GMT -5
Thank you Baraka for explaining in such detail about the GSE. I appreciate that.
I do have GSE, but, I've never tried it on my scalp. Only lesions, to no avail.
I sure don't see any harm in it (using the GSE on the head) because many times I've used lemon juice which actually lightens the hair and gives it a nice shine.
I know what you mean about the deep burn it will create if used full strength and not cut with something. It's enough to put one through the roof.
Something I wanted to mention about (what's called skin frosting) and maybe this might help us see something, and maybe not.
When skin dies...(the cells are killed) they turn white.
One can easily induce this process by applying specific topicals.
(because I'm familiar with face peels) cosmetic surgery they call it - different acids (like TCA or salicylics or Phenol) are used on the skin to create that (white frosted appearance).
Once that white "frost" occurs on the skin, and you've seem to hit on it too with your peroxide by leaving it on, that skin now dies, and new skin is "regenerated" thereafter.
That's basically the same concept as "facial peels" using "acids" which are applied on top the skin, then removed once the "frosting" occurs which is when the whitening of the skin cells occur.
That "dead skin then" sheds and peels. Which is how skin renews itself.
Sort of like an "induced sunburn"...and that skin that peels off like a potato chip is white too.
And this can be "brought on" to remove skin and erratic cells too, instantly by applying "chems specifically for skin peels" too.
I'm finding this interesting in that "whatever morgs you had going on in the back of your scalp" -
You killed them off when they had no more live cells supply.
And, they (morgs) were basically superficial too or you'd have a hole or dent left. And because you didn't damage your follicles, also tells me (imho) it was "what would be called superficial" where the morgs infected your dermis.
That's a good thing ..really! Because you got it (killed the skin cells/dermis cells) that harbored the morgs actually, imho.
I don't have any sores at all on my scalp...never have. Whatever this is, is deep within, I can feel slight ridges sometimes. But, I certainly will try mixing the GSE with something and allow it to sit on for awhile, and see what I might see.
Thanks again.
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