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Post by pdidit on Sept 19, 2010 11:55:53 GMT -5
Hi all,
Great site here and so much good info! I have a question that has been plaguing me for months now. I have had hair/scalp infection for almost 2 years now, which came as a sudden increase in 'clown' hair that came in patches, slowly being eaten from the inside as it became shorter and shorter each week. This was a new stage of my morgellons nightmare, after having the other fibers etc. two years prior.
I am wondering this...how many of you who have these severe head and scalp infections wear something to cover their heads at night for protection from more invaders? I have been doing this for a while now, adding stuff on my head before covering, to kill fungus, bugs, bacteria etc. and have had tons of biofilm / layers of skin come off... but still no progress with hair growing, and still am dealing with the lumps, sores and new outbreaks etc. Additionally, my hair is not as 'wirey' but still 'crusty' during the day if left dry without some sort of oil on it. Using any creme rinse as well as regular mousse and leave on conditioners worsen my symptoms. What am I doing wrong here? I sleep better at night keeping something on my head, but perhaps this is to my detriment?
Any comments/feedback as to what has helped others with their hair is greatly welcomed!!!!
thanks pdidit
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Post by bannanny on Sept 19, 2010 13:27:26 GMT -5
Hi pdidit... and welcome! This mess started in my hair almost 7 yrs. ago now... and I've gone bald 3 different times. I used to do the same thing you're doing too... I wore one of those skull caps on my head and even put another breathable satin cap over that, leaving things like coconut milk, etc. on my hair underneath them at all times. But just recently (about 6 months ago) I finally decided to give all that up. After all, this stuff can penetrate anything anyway, so a simple cover isn't gonna matter... even tho it works as a dam good "security blanket" so to speak. But once I did stop that whole routine I was into for so long, my hair has grown (very fast too) and become alot fluffier like it used to be. Altho I still have areas that feel wirey, I think allowing it to breathe helps alot more than trying to suffocate it does.
All I really do anymore is put a few drops of peppermint oil in my always changing it up shampoo's and conditioners, which seems to help with the movement and other symptoms sometimes. But all in all, this thing is gonna cycle when it cycles and there's not a whole lot I've found that stops it when it does either... in fact I haven't found anything that will stop it 100%.
Hang in there tho... as you know, eventually the cycles always pass. It's then that you have to go out and live to the fullest and try not to let this thing control you anymore!! That's what's been working for me anyway... and I'm finally starting to live my life again. Course without these guys here... I doubt I ever would've made it this far. So you've found a great family on this board... and we're gonna love you and always be here for you any time of the day!!
big hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by pdidit on Sept 19, 2010 14:23:49 GMT -5
Wow--great welcoming message bannanny, thank you!
I guess I do know that they penetrate anything, but the biting calms down when I soak the veggie bag in..ah hum, diluted clorox believe it or not. Have taken some drastic measures here, since my ears were always stinging, swollen and bitten up with lumps etc.
It has gotten better and I don't wear anything in the daytime, but before it was so bad, that i even wore something during the day, otherwise the stinging, crawling sensation would be terrible. Well, i could go for several hours without the 'swarming' stinging feeling. The stinging seems to be related to those lint type airborne creatures that are illuminant. I figure the crawling is more due to the biofilm moving around because i had an unbelievable amount of layers on my head. Did you shed layers of this biofilm/ skin off of your head ?
Well, guess i will try the same and give it a go to see what happens. Just to have normal looking hair would give me a great boost!
Thanks so much for your input and kind welcome Warm hugs, pdidit
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Post by toni on Sept 19, 2010 20:01:22 GMT -5
Hi Pdidit, And welcome to the fam I can totally relate to the tingling feeling on the scalp, and I know "unless you try this" will you see how it works for you. I agree with what you said about it could be a biofilm moving about underneath the scalp. I feel that too is what's going on, and "possibly produced from the particles" that seem to be present, imho. I use 2% milk, mixed in a jar with Plain Yogurt. I shake that up, not adding too much milk or the yogurt will become too runny. So..just a tad of milk to 1/4 cup to 1/2cup yogurt. Shake that up till it's smooth like a thick creamy conditioner. Remember too much milk added will thin it too much, and then it will just be runny. You must use a teeny bit of milk though. What I do is, I wash my hair "first" with dishsoap (which says): Antibacterial dishsoap, like Palmolive or Dawn brand. No conditioner. Allow the hair to drip most of the water out before applying the "mix". Then I pour (while still in the shower) the milk/yog mix onto my head, and wait until it stops dripping as it will. I then shower off my shoulders and body, cause it will drip to some degree, then I'm good to get out of the shower. It stays put, and I leave that on all day, till it's BONE DRY. It doesn't come off, it will stay put till it's dry. When this dries, you can pack more on top of the dried. Then at the end of the day, wash it off. If you have a scope (pick off some of the bone dried crusts) that will form on your scalp of the yogurt and milk. This ONLY works if you wait till it's completely dry as dry gets on top your head. Scope some of those yogurt flakes now. You'll then see...gazillions of tiny black specks will now have been sucked/drawn out from within your scalp, right into the dried milk and yogurt mix that has dried on your scalp. I don't know how this works so well...but it draws the black specks out by the thousands. The tiniest black specks that no one would be the wiser to, that they were even there to begin with...you'll see them. They will be embedded now in that mix that has now dried. It's amazing. I think those little suckers (the tiniest black specks) might too be the culprit of the sensations. Anyways, it's safe to use...and inexpensive, and worth a try. I've never lost my hair, it's strong, my scalp is fine, but I have the sensations of tickling, but that goes away for days on end after I do the "once a week routine" with this mix. My hair does move on it's own, but that's another story. Hope this helps you as much as it's helped me as far as the scalp sensations go and soreness I did have from just my hair when I moved it with my hand. My head use to feel like someone was yanking on my hair, but that is no more either. Also, taking Saw Palmetto (which I know people generally see that as a man's supplement, is also good for women) and taking Pumpkin Seed oil supplements are also VERY good. These are "mild" things to take to inhibit DHT in the hair follicles, which happens to everyone. And DHT in anyone's hair follicles, is one of the things that causes hair loss. When your scalp clears up: Putting on alternate days, Retin A mixed with water (eyedroppered) onto your scalp (with utmost) consistency for months, will help unclog the hair follicles, as they do become congested with DHT if you're over 40...men or women, just part of life. Also Retin A topically can (in some) promote hair growth. But...never use Retin A on irritated skin, because that will really make a mess of the skin even moreso. If you can, take "EFA's and Biotin" supplements too. Gosh....didn't mean to be so long winded. Hope that helps.
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Post by toni on Sept 19, 2010 20:09:37 GMT -5
And I sure agree with Bannanny about the Peppermint oil (a few drops added to each daily application) of shampoo on the other days of the week that you're not using 'for instance' the yog/milk mix, will help greatly.
I know all any of us can do, is suggest "what we do". And hopefully something new you try will do the job.
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Post by mfromcanada on Sept 20, 2010 0:25:46 GMT -5
Try rinsing hair withwhite vinegar.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Sept 20, 2010 2:15:02 GMT -5
GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT this will toyally remove the need for constant supervision of your scalp.
Your just have to be careful at first as the invaded flesh will react to heavy useage.
I have not tried this method as I can not try it, my scalp is FREE of biofilm, lesions and such.
I am talking here about doing full strength GSE spots. Just treat a tiny tiny spot, maybe one inch circle, then go on to do another on the other side of the head. DO NOT COVER THE SCALP with full strength GSE you will be sorry if it is your beginning treatment.
In time all involvment will be gome. There will not be mushy infected scalp that spews greasy biofilm. The skin will be TIGHT to your skull and unaffected by HEAVY undiluted GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT.
I would not keep posting this but people are still maintaining their scalp when they do not have to.
Why leave this alive under your skin and close to your brain.
Constant messing with the mess is not required GET RID OF IT.
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Post by pdidit on Sept 20, 2010 10:07:49 GMT -5
Thanks for all your comments...yes, definitely the black specs are involved in movement too and some brown looking larva that look like they could be some sort of bug, eventually.
I have tried the vinegar and after a while, this stopped being effective for me; i might try this again since i took a break for a while.
And the GSE too...I used to add this to an olive oil mixture and dawn detergent when spraying the car, and also to shampoos, but had never tried it full strength--thanks for that info.
I love the yogurt idea and will get some plain yogurt when i am out today....sounds very soothing. i have tried just opening a probiotic and have had mixed results: the first time i did it, i found great relief, but the second time was not so soothing and i was stung as soon as i got outside.
To make these remedies more effective, i know i need to keep getting out the biofilm that keeps attracting more critters --this has been my greatest challenge-- a long drawn out process and seems to be never ending...but i have to say that the layers are more spotty now, thinner and I can almost get a clean feeling after shampooing, which took a long time coming....
I will give feedback after trying a few of these things--thanks to everyone in the family here!
xxoo pdidit
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Post by toni on Sept 20, 2010 11:25:30 GMT -5
It is extremely soothing. Even applied on rashes and itchy bumps. Stops the itching within a min or two also.
I've tried just about every "topical script out there"...and nothing stopped my breakouts and itching as much as that (mix) has.
Not that I don't still get itchies, I do, and I could scream, cause Morgs is not gone - as all I can do is "address it as it comes"... but as soon as I slap that on, they go away. And there's no pain in applying this either. It's instant relief, imho.
But, remember (2% milk must be stirred in) or shaken in with it in a jar - with the plain yogurt.
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Post by Acacian Immolation on Sept 20, 2010 14:15:50 GMT -5
in my opinion, the tingling, crawling is bio-electricity flowing through your skin, and new nerves of silicon growing. I do not think any concoction of homeemade or storebought remedies will remove the crawling or tingling sensations..
I have tried everythign for years... the only thing i find is this..
when my heart rate is raised... the tingling goes away..
when my heart rate lowers and i get more and more relaxed..the crawling "sensation" begins and becomes intense..
now.. it makes sense that the body would know to start the metamorphic process only when LESS energy was being expended. like when you're at rest and sleeping.
i've learned to enjoy the sensation like bliss... as i do not percieve it as "bugs" it actually coaxes me to sleep more comfortably and i can enter deep meditative trances with it's aid
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Post by bannanny on Sept 20, 2010 14:18:19 GMT -5
Yeah pdidit... I still have crystallized areas on my scalp and alot of movement, but I try to ignore it the best I can since I haven't really found anything to stop it anyway. I'm always shedding particles from my head and it happens whenever the movement starts up. Here's what I think... the gel gets into the hair follicles and kills off the hair itself causing the hair shaft to become hollow. Then it begins to use our hair as a transport system so to speak and begins to create strands inside the hair from it's particles. When the movement starts up, I think it's the particles moving around inside the hair shaft which then form a transparent strand. The strand then slithers out of the end of the hair shaft in order to disperse it's particles back out into the air... thus the "shedding" process begins all over again. I know for a fact that the strands live inside the hair shafts cuz I've seen them slide out of the ends of my hairs under a scope. The suckers can move very fast too... and retract just as fast as they appear from out of the hair and also our skin. Weird stuff is all I can say.
But as far as slowing the process down a little, something else that reaaaaaally helps me is swimming in the ocean and getting alot of sun. I was in St Croix in May and will be goin back in Feb and I can't wait becuz almost all my symptoms disappeared when I was there. Not only do I think the excitement of being somewhere like that helps to make our adrenalin flow better, but I know salt water and the Vit D from the sun helps to slow this thing down somehow. Course I was able to be in the water and all every single day... something we can't do on a daily basis at home. But I suggest you at least try to get some good sunshine on your head and body whenever you can. It sure helps me anyway!
I'm getting ready to try Baraka's GSE too... I'll let you know how that goes which may take some time tho. I'll be starting out with it very dillluted as he suggests we do so as not to have a crazy reaction, then slowly use less and less water in the mix as I go. He swears by it tho... just as toni swears by her yogurt/milk mix. The problem is that we all react differently to things so we just have to continue to experiment until we find something that works for us and with our own individual chemical make-ups. What you said about the vinegar no longer working... most of us can relate to that. Morgs seems to become immune to something after awhile which is why I'm constantly changing things up. It's also helped me alot to do that too.
big hugs ~~ bannanny
P.S. Be sure to dillute the GSE with A L O T of water at first or like Baraka told me... you'll wanna run screaming for your momma if you don't. Then build up to a stronger strength of the GSE as you go. Just wanted to make sure you knew that before tryin it!
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Post by kammy on Sept 20, 2010 18:55:38 GMT -5
HI PD, it sounds like you're having a rough time. As Banny say, this moves through stages, how long this stage will last is individual - just be smart and not put anything that might damage the hair on your head. I think sleeping with something on the head is best IF you feel like that's what you need to do... listen to what your body is telling you in how to heal yourself. Just be careful and wise in your choices of what you're leaving on your head overnight so as to not damage your hair. Most of us tried a variety of substances in the beginning... and some slept with them on our heads covered. Try to relax a little bit with this, stress seems to help it flourish. Tell us more about what's going on?
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Post by Baraka Obam on Sept 20, 2010 21:28:55 GMT -5
I do not think our situations are different AT ALL.
Our situations are all the same, it is the lack of true scientific testing that does not resolve our one common thread.
I have had near every last situation everyone here talks about,38 years is a LONG time to have this, I have seen most all ill effects although, there is some added new mystery to these attacks. It seems as though TIME or a NEW more visious strain may be at work.
Do not for a moment think that what I faced 38 years ago was not this, it was and it is.
THERE ARE NO DESIGNER DISEASE'S.
I saw the beginning of the lesions some 20 or more years ago on my legs first, they were only tiny spots that bleed, when you stopped the bleeding you could see the BRIGHT red inside almost like a light it was so red.
That red is the pulp, the caviar, the what I would assume is the living material of the lesion/TUMOR.
I can tell you about them, but it does seem to fall on predisposed deaf ears, I am not POSITIVE but it seems that these lesion/TUMORS make their own fluid, yellow, greassy stuff, it may not be them that makes it, but they sure will spew the slime.
If you torment a lesion you may see blood but if you stop the flow of blood which I have, you will see the fluid flow, its like a river.
I do imagine that the lesions hidden underskin on the scalp can spew the fluid out the pores, for what reason is it there, to stop itching is what I think.
Then again it may help to aid in production of the tumors, I do not know, but the lesions are there and so is the fluid.
What I suggest with the GRAPEFRUIT SEED EXTRACT is to start very weak and as quickly as you can bring the mixture up to a point where you do get EFFECT.
Of course you do not want to start the reaction from hell, that you will try to avoid, in fact just avoid it, BE CAREFULL.
The mixture I would suggest first is 20 drops to 1. then 15 drops to one, then 10 drops to one, you do this untill the head has some sort of slight reaction
When you find the reaction point then keep using that mixture untill there is NO MORE REACTION at all, then make the solution stronger.
WATCH for redness, DARLINGS do not want to uncover a lesion, you just don't, lesions are only fun for me, I want all the fun.
If you are able and you slowly but surly beat it back I think you will even over time destroy the lesion itself.
I could not put GSE undiluted on my scalp at first, now I can, hair changes over time, it changes back to hair.
Be attentive, the old saying if a little is good, more must be better is not always true in this case for sure, never rush this.
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Post by ibzahp on Sept 20, 2010 23:24:40 GMT -5
Hey AI,
The itching crawling gel-scum and fibers are not something I (or imo anyone could meditate away or fall asleep at its peak-let alone enjoy the sensations. Sorry,just don't buy it. I have been sick w/this scourge since 2000. It has nothing to do with transcendence or kundalini in my book. Perhaps you don't understand because you don't have morgellons or you have a much less vivacious form than the one I live with 24-7? I just think it hurts our cause. Sorry, I don't mean to contentious. I enjoy many of your posts but I see it as a distraction from the illness that is Morgellons. Love and Light, ibzahp
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Post by pdidit on Sept 21, 2010 10:53:29 GMT -5
Hi all
Have not been operating on all cylinders since going into this head/scalp stage, so am not sure how to reply to each individual post? So this is addressed to all who have so kindly offered their story/suggestions:
I do believe bannanny is right on with regards to the theory of a coating...matter of fact, this was discussed on a recent Rense interview with I believe Jan Smith [?], who has done her own studies. From her research, she theorizes that hair is coated with slime mold and is constantly moving. I think she is right, from what I have experienced. I further believe that the slime mold harbors many of the 'artifacts' we see coming off my head. Must add that all theories i have are subject to change as time goes on.
I also read somewhere here that while some have a deep rooted fungus growing, others do not and this i believe is true as well; i unfortunately, along with many have been inundated with a systemic build up of different fungi...so much that my liver and intestines cannot possibly eliminate it, so it comes out in layers of skin. I have personally seen layers of skin mixed with a brown substane--what i now believe to be a biofilm--come off of my ears, head and some i wiped off on a disposable washcloth to view...it was disgusting at first, thick, green, brown...ugh...but after wiping it and going out of the room for a minute, I came back into the bathroom to see that it had moved...no poop [pardon the slang]'.
And often, when i see another piece of skin flaking off of my ears, if it is wet without any disinfectants, I will feeling an itching/ crawling sensation. Wipe it off and the sensation is gone. So far, this negates the suggestion of a kundalini effect, not to mention seeing live bugs emerge at times, although very few now since taking massive amounts of neem supplements.
I have been shedding 'layers' for over a year now, so it leaves me thinking...geez, when is this gunna end? Where is the 'mother' biofilm maker? But I must remain positive and grateful, since I have very little ill effects since the first shedding i had--which was perhaps the most painful experience I have ever had...was excruciatingly painful thick crusty skin, peeling off of my head. And it was just from using a very small amount of neem oil, C. silver etc. Now my layers are much much thinner and lighter in color and at the most, leaves me a little sore, so I am hopeful that I am making progress....but at times i wonder what i am missing here...am getting rather impatient since i go to such great lengths every day to fight this, with very slow yo-yo results.My goal is to not be swarmed and stung with these tiny critters and I am hoping that after the biofilm/skin stops, that i will be less of an attractant. Plus, equally important, I want my hair back!!!
Yesterday, went and got a yogurt milk product, since i don't really use milk to ingest--too much congestion from this so i drink almond, coconut or rice milk. It took a while to get used to it, but I prefer it now. I haven't tried the yogurt on my head yet, since i need to use it separately from any disinfectants.
Revisiting the GSE--and thanks for the reminder--I got to thinking of a passing idea i had for experimentation....I am the ultimate guinea pig and admittedly have taken risks to find answers. I figure that many remedies were discovered in modern medicine by using something for some illness, only to find that it works for something else. This is how i justify it.
Anyway, a while ago had a fleeting intuition to try the veggie fruit wash in the produce department. Yes, you heard that right--a product used for washing vegetables...lol. But the reason behind this is that it has the GSE in it, Citric acids from lemon and orange as well as vegetable derived surfactants. The labels states that it safely cleans off pesticides,waxes and chemicals....does this make sense to anyone?
I used this twice yesterday, putting about 1/4 c to a cup of water and poured it over my head...much 'gunk' slid off my hair when i combed it so am going to keep trying this and will report back. It also stops the crawling so for now, this is what i am going to try, then graduate to the stronger GSE. Btw what kind of GSE does everyone agree on--is it the one from nutrabiotics?
Then i plan on incorporating some probiotic yogurt once a day. Today will try the leave on the veggie wash; tomorrow will try leaving on the yogurt. Does this soak in and leave the hair a somewhat inconspicuous, normal texture?
Will write more later...thank you all for your help! signed, the mad scientist, Pdidit
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Post by kammy on Sept 21, 2010 11:32:37 GMT -5
Hi PD, "Where is the 'mother' biofilm maker?"... that's the main question and why most of us are here. We'd like to know how we got this, how to avoid whatever the 'mother' is... and stop doing it... but, unfortunately... we remain on a wild goose chase. If we look at biofilms, we can see that certain organisms, fungus and bacteria can cause biofilms to happen. We can also find that these pathogens can morph with the introduction of one to the other along with 'others', such as viruses, possibly one reason for the various stages?
I had scalp issues for many months, I want to say a year, I had eruptions and sores, my sores reminded of small, perpetual, gritty mushroom mounds growing and erupting to spore onto other places on my body, like my ears. My skin was mostly covered in a gray, ashy-looking, thick biofilm when I left but it has gotten better in the past few months. I remember it being noticeably thicker on my forehead close to my scalp, I remember touching it with my fingers and feeling the difference in thickness, more gritty/sand-like and more stuck on. I would sometimes sleep with the various experiments and wrap my head in plastic wrap and a head cover to keep the medicine moist through the night... fun, fun.
I think my water pipes were bad in my house but never had them tested. I told the doctor at the ER in Atlanta that I was covered in a biofilm, he said to me... 'What's a biofilm?'... that's what I was up against. I think I got better by using a different water for showering/bathing and I think one or a combination of the antibiotics or antifungals that I took recently helped the biofilm aspect.
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Post by pdidit on Sept 23, 2010 7:42:43 GMT -5
Hi Kammy I am assuming you moved...? I suspected my water pipes and moved as well. Must say though, that in hindsight, wish i could have stayed there and figured out the problem there, since I have been through hell ever since and have been much of a vagabond. And I am not dramatically better, like I had hoped, since it has taken over a year of continual detox --but hopefully am getting a better 'terrain'. i still have a decision to make as to whether to go back to my house or not, since I am renting it out and the lease comes up in January. Reason I am even considering this, is that the disease is from within, not to mention it is difficult to find a place that is any better; but if I did move back, I would definitely change the old copper water pipes. My hesitancy lies in the fact that within the last year I was there, all sorts of odd things began to happen, like popping noises within the walls...i had essential oils boiling in pots periodically throughout the day, which may have contributed to this. Also, another strange thing is that after high heating my house with huge propane heaters, the popping noises went crazy all over the house for several weeks. Also after high heating, strange yellow and orange colors of what i suspected was the offending fungus, oozed through some of the walls and floors. It was really creepy. All was cleaned up, repainted, floors redone etc. and the popping noises never returned. Then within a few months afterward, while I was going through the attic etc to clear it out of debris, i noticed that rust was forming all over everything and of course was still seeing signs of infection within my furniture [now in storage$$$]. I was living in bags in a small place with a friend during this time, so wasn't even present while this infection continued to grow and the rust was forming--and i had dehumidifiers running everywhere 24/7 It might have been from the water puddling in my back yard...unbeknown to me, while getting the house ready to rent and disinfecting it as much as i could, a break in the storm water drain pipe that ran through my backyard was discovered and suspect it had happened a long time ago, since i noticed an increase in water puddling and mushrooms, as well as a mound of fungus growing at the bottom of my pine tree [looked the a stage of the slime mold pictures i have seen]...I spent a fortune fixing that place up, obviously repairing the storm drain--even made the heart wrenching decision to cut down that beautiful pine tree. So perhaps these factors created the original main offender and now that they have been eliminated, I could try going back there...but do I dare???
That is part of my story anyway, since you asked for more insight...and thanks for taking the time to inquire. I haven't even had the energy to post until recently; my life really spun out of control these past few years and now getting caught up is overwhelming me. Matter of fact, I am still very disorganized in this condo i rented...never got to a point where i could live normally here since my main goal was to look normal and not stick out like a sore thumb around my neighbors...i see fear in their glances so can't even meet new people and be comfortable around them. How do you explain what our lives are reduced to ? So I stay in hiding for the most part -- i really miss social interaction as I had some friends who i never missed a happy hour with and now they have gone their merry ways, pretty much dismissing me.
Interested in your story too, but only if you feel inclined...
Thanks to you and all for your input, Pdidit
What did you do to help your scalp? In response to your advice, thank you...I am a fairly calm person, but have obviously had an overabundance of stress--moving added to this. I got so very sick last year, While NOT living in my house, that I could hardly get out of bed at times...maybe do to detox with various protocols, like nutrasilver, oxy drops etc. Had layer upon layer of skin come off of my head, hands and feet. And it has been never ending for my shedding experience. The reason for my increased pursuit of finding a better protocol, is that I can't seem to get out of this stage and am 'wasting'...i have lost so much weight that i look like I have aids, am 100-105 llbs, not to mention that my hair / scalp/ ears were always peeling periodically throughout the day, making it difficult to make a normal appearance when going out. Other things were happening too, like a yellow mustard looking goo oozing out of my hands and nails; the fungus was so bad in my nails--new to this past year--that i often had to wear gloves when going out to hide the hideousness of it, not to mention that i didn't want to give it to anyone else. All this makes it a race for time, before i run out of money since I am unable to work. I need an income--won't obviously survive too long this way. Have been recently just living off savings, which I am blessed for having...but who wants to watch their money go down the toilet, spending it constantly on cleaning stuff, creams at the drugstore, supplements. meds and orders of natural antibiotics off the internet?
So my intensity has been peaked lately since I thought by now I would be able to go outside, grow my hair [my hair and nails are better, but not growing] and be looking for work? At this point, no one would hire me, just based on how I look. This fuels my fire and motivation even more, not to mention that I know my 22 year old daughter has this, but is at the stage where her body seems to be handling it...i don't know about everyone else, but I got the fibers, bug parts etc first, the the swarming of insects some two years later, after the onset of my hair becoming totally infected. Right now, my daughter is losing TONS of hair and I am finding it everywhere, tucked under cabinets, in odd places etc. I am worried that if it becomes more and more systemic within her, that I will not be able to abate her symptoms, unless i learn how to do this for myself.
Often wonder if I had known what i do now, what would i do differently in the beginning? Has anyone ever thought of what they would do differently or were we just doomed regardless.
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Post by toni on Sept 23, 2010 8:16:07 GMT -5
Hi Pdidit, I read over your post about the veggie wash, and yes, that makes sense of "why" you tried that. I've tried adding a Germicide (which is used when making lotions) to my "topical treatments too". I had a bottle of that, and figured what better way to kill of pathogens. But..it's not changed anything, for me anyways. I think many of us have been the mad scientists so we sure can relate to what you're saying. 2% (cows milk) added to plain yogurt - *stirred to a creamy thick consistency* without going into it all (there's previous posts) will only be seen "when used" if it helps you or not. Basically, an adhesion occurs, then removal. Same with applying this (mix) onto lesions that itch. They dry out and heal very quickly, because this mix causes the same thing to happen. When washing it out of your hair (after it's bone dry) which is best...it comes out perfectly fine. Now, I do use as I said, Antibacterial dish soap and then conditioner. My hair is long and silky and shiny, so it's not causing any buildup. This "mix" isn't stopping though, the "goo" substance from secreting from my scalp permanently. I use this "application" once a week, and I'm fine for the week. (I've tried everything under the sun to remove this biofilm) before...but for me, this weekly application has done the trick. But, it's not permanent, as I've still got Morgs going on inside me that will not quit till we find what rids it forever.
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Post by toni on Sept 23, 2010 8:52:44 GMT -5
Something of a thought.
You know how the biofilm coating is on the hair (which I believe happens too), as in my case I feel like it secretes from the scalp and down onto the hairs.
(before I'd used this mix application) my hairs or (sections) of hair on my head, felt as though I had tree sap or wax coating them, and I couldn't even get a comb through my hair, as it felt all coated and gummy like, or waxy like, and nothing seemed to simply just wash it out or off my scalp.
Well..(think of tree sap *as an example*) I'm using to try and explain this.
If we had tree sap on our hands, washing them with almost anything seems defeatless, if you know what I mean, as the tree sap is as though it's water "resistant" an impermeable to sapoins or surfactants...which normally would cause the molecules to break apart.
The milk/yog mix seems to (become a a sapoin and surfactant) in it's capacity and components to be a remover of whatever this biofilm (goo) secretion is.
Well..imho, this biofilm seems the same way - water resistant be that it's not easily solulable to water or oil applications either because it's got the properties or behavior of "sap".
So, IF we applied "the milk and yogurt" mix to our "tree sappy hands" - then when the "mix" dried on our hands, the tree sap would then (CRUMBLE) and (ROLL) right off. It becomes like a "sapoin that causes" the breaking up of the molecules or rather "clumps them" into an easier removal because they're not all adhered to each other. (hope that makes sense)
This is what this mix does to the "hairs and scalp"...when it dries. It causes "the adhesion" and coagulates the gumminess of that substance, be it biofilm or whatever it is.
Thus, resulting in an instant easy removal upon washing off- but-only after it's dried. And both (mixed together) the 2% milk and plain yog must be used, or the entire stucture changes, and it won't be the same at all, or the results.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Sept 23, 2010 10:57:30 GMT -5
Rather than feed it acodopolis, why not just make the area too nasty for their liking with GRAPEFRUITE SEE EXTRACT.
i do not know if I am completly correct in saying that the lesions manufacture the yellow slime, I do know it pours from them like a faucet when they are uncovered.
While uncovering these things and destroying them the other risiduals marks on my skin from others are disapering.
It looks like the spots are being sucked into the body and absorbed.
Is it the GSE and the destruction of the lesions only, I think not.
From the first moment of the use of my high blood pressure medication, not only did I notice the return instantly of semi normal blood pressure, but many other things started to change, some seem good some seem bad.
I say seem because the fat lady is not singing yet.
We will see, here is somthing I do know, you either show these nests of invaders they are not wanted under your skin growing or they grow and destroy you.
If you kiss and baby them with kicapoo lova dova huggy baby soft salve they are going to stay and make your life a living hell sooner or later.
Fluid flowing out of your scalp is a BAD sign, its a sign they are there in mass and for some reason exuding alot of the mess, and the real deal is WHY do they do it, what does the fluid do for them, what are the long term effects.
mine is gone and now I am destroying every last hidden mess if i can. Beauty treatments are just that, they are for beauty, they do nothing to remove involvment.
I can not say for sure the GSE kills the hidden involvment but it does over a relativly short time shut down fluid production and return the scalp to hugging you skull without lumpy fat feeling mess under the skin.
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