Post by scandinavian on Jan 13, 2006 14:33:25 GMT -5
First of all excuse my bad english its not my native language..
My nightmare began on a trip to mexico "cancun" around 5-6 years ago since then it feels my life has gone slowly down the drain. I remeber feelimg like i was bit on the behind of my knee in the crease felt a stinging this was in a lake. when i came home to scadinavia It began with severe nightsweatings and i remember my jaw locked for 1-2 minutes i still have pain in that jaw and it feels like that side of the jaw is deteriotaed the whole side feels smaller the other side even less tissue. years ago i had severe pain in my hip couldnt walk at all for 2-3 months drs didnt have a clue ive since then had problems with nearly all my joints major pain and swelling last 3 months ive had all these MS symtoms numbness in lower back groin area and stomach severe fatigue constipation real bad brain fog sometimes its like i cant talk at all totally lack of concentration. My chest sometimes gets this terrible pain that goes away after 10-15 secs its intense pain.
My hands and feet are allways cold i also had severe burning and tingling in my arms feet and upp to my face when i was the most sick.
I get this weird feeling in diferent places in the body that some little creature is swimming below my skin it feels big in some places i can feel it thru the skin when its wiggling earlier i thought it was some kind of nerve problem but after reading thru all the posts in different forums im thinking maybe i got morgellons especially now that i notice ppl in my surrounding start to itch instantly when i enter the room it also itches on me then, some ppl make me itch terribly much so i have to walk away.
At nighttime the crawling is worst as soon as i lay down in bed it feels like loots of hairs are moving around and itching especcially on my neck and head and legs i constantly feel like im brathing in small hairs in my nose sometimes it itches in my mouth cracks and i can pull out white "fiber" from my mouth. It also feels like im constantly walking into spiderwebs.
when all these MS symtoms came i got real bad goo on my tounge went to my dr she said dont worry its just cause ur sick rest and it will go away..well that was 3 months ago i still have it even worse now when i wake up my tounge is all cracked up and red and soure in the middle of the tounge down to the tip. I do the spittest and ofcourse i fail every time huge strings start to fall to the bottom in around 30 min the water is totally foggy etc specks floating around.
after self diagnosing myself i started on a candida diet and have bought lots of minerals vitamins i have since the started feeling a little better.since my dr is to no help even tho ive lost around 15kg in 6 monts she refuses to get me tests ive asked for celiac hg poisoning etc have been on it 2 weeks havent started antifungals yet.
I bought a blacklight today and and i noticed nearly all my spots on legs stomach and on my rear glow yellow greenish would a "normal" person also get that ??
i had lost off small fibers on my body but i havent got a microscope to check them out. my bed was full of em also..
I get these sticks often like something sticks a hole in my skin like using a needle then it starts to itch in the area.
Yesterday i squezed lime all over my legs and my hands instantly my legs went all red started to shaking i also got real red on my knuckles and in the joints of my fingers also my "spots" in the area got real red..one knuckle started breaking the skin like small cuts with a razorblade and when i put my knuckle under the blacklight lots of very small " fibers" are glowing.
I have also noticed i have small very fine hairs in the inner corner of my eyes my eyes are often very sore, red and feel inflamed it also looks like i got some stuff in the corner of one eye like some bed of something yellowish not like the usual stuff that comes out tho..every day it comes out loads of stuff from my eyes the normal stuff that u pick away from eyes when u wake up "dont know the english word.
When looking in my stools i have lots of small white seeds that look like sesame seeds. even when i pee i can get white stuff floating in the toilet. not sure if its candida or some kind of eggs ?
I really dont know what to do
i had to lie to my dr that a relative had ms so i could get some testing she said its all in my head..even tho i dont think i have MS.. this was before i started checking up the lyme connection..
on monday im going to a naturopath that uses darklight microscope to check out my blood and wednesday its neurolog time..
not sure what to say to the neuro if i mention morgellons ill probably get the same answer as ull have gotten especcialy when i dont think its common here in scandinavia.
Does this sound like morg ?
Do normal ppls "spots" glow with a blacklight ?
sorry again for the spelling etc hope it was readable
My nightmare began on a trip to mexico "cancun" around 5-6 years ago since then it feels my life has gone slowly down the drain. I remeber feelimg like i was bit on the behind of my knee in the crease felt a stinging this was in a lake. when i came home to scadinavia It began with severe nightsweatings and i remember my jaw locked for 1-2 minutes i still have pain in that jaw and it feels like that side of the jaw is deteriotaed the whole side feels smaller the other side even less tissue. years ago i had severe pain in my hip couldnt walk at all for 2-3 months drs didnt have a clue ive since then had problems with nearly all my joints major pain and swelling last 3 months ive had all these MS symtoms numbness in lower back groin area and stomach severe fatigue constipation real bad brain fog sometimes its like i cant talk at all totally lack of concentration. My chest sometimes gets this terrible pain that goes away after 10-15 secs its intense pain.
My hands and feet are allways cold i also had severe burning and tingling in my arms feet and upp to my face when i was the most sick.
I get this weird feeling in diferent places in the body that some little creature is swimming below my skin it feels big in some places i can feel it thru the skin when its wiggling earlier i thought it was some kind of nerve problem but after reading thru all the posts in different forums im thinking maybe i got morgellons especially now that i notice ppl in my surrounding start to itch instantly when i enter the room it also itches on me then, some ppl make me itch terribly much so i have to walk away.
At nighttime the crawling is worst as soon as i lay down in bed it feels like loots of hairs are moving around and itching especcially on my neck and head and legs i constantly feel like im brathing in small hairs in my nose sometimes it itches in my mouth cracks and i can pull out white "fiber" from my mouth. It also feels like im constantly walking into spiderwebs.
when all these MS symtoms came i got real bad goo on my tounge went to my dr she said dont worry its just cause ur sick rest and it will go away..well that was 3 months ago i still have it even worse now when i wake up my tounge is all cracked up and red and soure in the middle of the tounge down to the tip. I do the spittest and ofcourse i fail every time huge strings start to fall to the bottom in around 30 min the water is totally foggy etc specks floating around.
after self diagnosing myself i started on a candida diet and have bought lots of minerals vitamins i have since the started feeling a little better.since my dr is to no help even tho ive lost around 15kg in 6 monts she refuses to get me tests ive asked for celiac hg poisoning etc have been on it 2 weeks havent started antifungals yet.
I bought a blacklight today and and i noticed nearly all my spots on legs stomach and on my rear glow yellow greenish would a "normal" person also get that ??
i had lost off small fibers on my body but i havent got a microscope to check them out. my bed was full of em also..
I get these sticks often like something sticks a hole in my skin like using a needle then it starts to itch in the area.
Yesterday i squezed lime all over my legs and my hands instantly my legs went all red started to shaking i also got real red on my knuckles and in the joints of my fingers also my "spots" in the area got real red..one knuckle started breaking the skin like small cuts with a razorblade and when i put my knuckle under the blacklight lots of very small " fibers" are glowing.
I have also noticed i have small very fine hairs in the inner corner of my eyes my eyes are often very sore, red and feel inflamed it also looks like i got some stuff in the corner of one eye like some bed of something yellowish not like the usual stuff that comes out tho..every day it comes out loads of stuff from my eyes the normal stuff that u pick away from eyes when u wake up "dont know the english word.
When looking in my stools i have lots of small white seeds that look like sesame seeds. even when i pee i can get white stuff floating in the toilet. not sure if its candida or some kind of eggs ?
I really dont know what to do
i had to lie to my dr that a relative had ms so i could get some testing she said its all in my head..even tho i dont think i have MS.. this was before i started checking up the lyme connection..
on monday im going to a naturopath that uses darklight microscope to check out my blood and wednesday its neurolog time..
not sure what to say to the neuro if i mention morgellons ill probably get the same answer as ull have gotten especcialy when i dont think its common here in scandinavia.
Does this sound like morg ?
Do normal ppls "spots" glow with a blacklight ?
sorry again for the spelling etc hope it was readable