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Post by sammy on May 22, 2011 2:28:44 GMT -5
It's been along time since I have been here. Just a few things to say & hello to everyone. I am almost clear of this dreaded horror illness. I fought what took our beloved others. Am going to say this last phase was the most horrible. But am still here. It was worse than anything we had in the beginning. I stopped coming because I lost faith in anyone helping us ever...I knew to survive, I must do this on my own. Am not going to say how many of the dart things & webbing I had to removed from my body to survive. It would scare the hell out of you. I did things that most will never do to themselves & I survived it. My husband had to watch this....as it tried to choke & kill me or ruin my brain. I was more sick in this last phase than any other time. But many other things were happening also at this time. Things you would never believe. Maybe one day I can tell what I went through.
Next - I would like to say I stayed on this path & I never left it. Learned to much about this illness.. I put cameras inside my house & outside. The orbs & rods are everywhere. I got a cheap wireless set up. Turned out the lights & sprayed some oust air cleaner around. What I saw was worse than a sci fie movie. Guess why you never get better? The orbs would be pure white in the air & hit the camera & go transparent. But you could see them vaguely still on the lens. Rods were flying everywhere inside & out. I saw webbing, fibers & other things. Because I told my husband there was NO way this much crap could still be in my body, it had to be coming at us all the time...
It had to be everywhere & it is... I won't go into any detail as to all that I have been through these months. In short, I started having dreams, someone else's dreams. I found out whose....then after that as I gave info on our illness to somebody...the attacks started...my email, my life, my dreams, my house. A very bad person came after me....these people can do out of body & dream yank you & you name it. Believe me it's true. I was abused for months. Then God himself came & helped me. I swear on my life all of this is true...
Am still here to say this....I went through stuff you could NEVER imagine. But God gave me the greatest gift of all , but it has put a HUGE weight upon me. But I guess this is what I was suppose to do in this life time.
So you guys keep praying & do not loose faith in us or your creator. He knows we are sick...he did not cure me. This journey is for a reason & I haven't been given any reasons why. Just know that he knows we are sick & he is watching out for all of us as best he can. Do not forget that evil is just as strong as he is. There is one big fight going on out there for us...the evil want us dead on this planet & many white hats are fighting for us. With that, I wish all of you the best & stay strong & keep fighting...Never give up for as long as we can. Peace to everyone.
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Post by bb on May 22, 2011 11:29:10 GMT -5
sammy,
I thank God for your belief in Him. He has pulled me through this fire as well. I am not cured either and firmly believe I have this for a reason. Perhaps I am supposed to help others, and I am trying.
God Bless you and your family!
bb
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Post by kammy on May 22, 2011 11:44:48 GMT -5
May God protect you, Sammy. What did you do to 'almost clear' yourself?
I am suspicious of the smell-good, aerosol air sprays myself, (any aerosols actually) and the plug-in types, maybe?... they are chemicals after all and we are on overload or seem to be more sensitive than others.
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Post by sammy on May 22, 2011 13:35:31 GMT -5
kanny , I used the spray to make them run around, pee them off...
to help myself get better, 3 months of removing them from my body & putting every thing you can imagine through my body. Anti's won't kill them, but it will keep the co- infections from bringing you down. Rotated every anti there is just about.
These things were even in the TV set. They came out of the walls, floors & you name it....
Keep your house acid like also. Put boxes of baking soda everywhere. They hate it... I also have been using Bamboo soap & stuff on my body... I kept spraying to run them out. They like to come in at night. Hope this helps. peace & pray to him...his love is with us.
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Post by skizit on May 22, 2011 14:19:27 GMT -5
Hi Sammy, Never met you before but it is good you are feeling better even if not cured. Do you have any pictures of your conditions, I think we're studying blood now and still looking at specimens we can't identify and of course the underlying chemical, analytical biology and living animals/virus, bacteria, archea.
Please share with us the things you think worked the best.
skiz
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Post by kammy on May 22, 2011 15:27:31 GMT -5
Oh, Sammy - you're saying that this particular brand of smell good air freshener kills the particles floating around in the air, and by killing them, helps us get better?
Well, ok - I suppose the exposure to these chemicals (don't know what's in there, really) is worth getting rid of the house dust, floating fibers, and others that we lovingly refer to as 'Morgs'. I can't believe all the particles floating around when we raise the shades to allow the sunlight full in - it's incredible. I am all for putting baking soda around especially on our carpets, I'd rather use baking soda than others with chemicals in it.
Please tell us more about what you've been through? Were you leaving your windows open at night to allow more of the night air in?
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Post by kammy on May 22, 2011 15:41:09 GMT -5
I'm becoming more of a naturalist in my thinking after what all could possibly be going on, have you ladies seen this video? Natural Cleaning www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIJHEZltkkg
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Post by sammy on May 22, 2011 16:37:32 GMT -5
Kanny, there is no magic bullet, we all know this. I don't know if it kills them or runs them out. After what I saw outside with my cameras, I was wondering as to what was in my house. There was to much in my body for it to just be in me...what can I say, that's how my brain works.
We know nothing kills this stuff, when I do kill them in me, I put more into my body than most would survive. That's why I do not give any answers on what to use. I fought my ass off is what I did. I thought I would just die so many times. But I guess he isn't done with me. I got mad & kept fighting.
Going all natural makes no care to this, just try & stay healthy...there are no wrongs or rights...I got 200 bottles of healthy in my cabinets. Please bare with me. I write like Sue, like a child...God bless her & I miss her & all we have lost.
In our silence we will fight for the right to be here as humans. How many are coming out & laying it the line for all of us. You guys should keep up with all of the stuff coming out & become strong, awake & aware.
The evil has hurt millions, not just us. It's not preaching hell & damn nation. We all sin, we are HUMAN. It is not being mean to others. Respect everyone's rights except those that are against us. It's not preaching dooms days & other silly stuff. Stand shoulder to shoulder with your brothers & sisters & be strong. Those that don't believe in our creator, that's fine.
But, be nice about it to everyone. There is enough evil going on. Don't add to the fire. That's what they want. Raise yourself to the higher being you were meant to be.
Now, I use Giovanni soap, Bamboo Birch. I put the baking soda in my attic as well...Front porch, all rooms in my house. I got dryer sheets with baking soda in them. Because the baking soda has a hard time breaking down in the washer...you might dilute first...
Like the ones looking at this, as they say it seems to be an UNKNOWN...bug...fungus, parasite or all of it in one. Who knows. I went thru the time of thinking am almost well, even went on a vacation... then came the worst hell I have ever been through or thought was humanly possible..I have been through or walked 97 kinds of hell...How I made it....because am just me I guess...I don't even know...and yes, every single bit of it scared the hell out of me...900 times over...
Seven years of my life right down the s*** tube...stuck in my house longer than most could handle , like all of us. Now I would say am down to the last 8% of this...& I will say it did beat the crap out of me...monster from pure hell that it is...then I beat the hell out of it.. I threw the biggest tantrum on this earth right in front of the MAN himself...he didn't smite me as you can see...ha ha
With that, I will say with much love, be strong, be wise, he loves all of you....peace to everyone...
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Post by kammy on May 22, 2011 18:17:39 GMT -5
"I got 200 bottles of healthy in my cabinets..." What is that - the air freshener?
Sammy, everyone respects you here, we've all seen your informative and caring posts in the past. We're excited and glad for you. Naturally, we just want to know if you've found something that might be of help to all of us?
I'm sorry that my mind got bent in facing reality, I believe that if they are making something to spray or inhale in your house - think twice. They are either testing product combinations very closely and not informing us about mixing or they don't care what A and B do together, they don't have to care about our health - they've re-written the laws to remove their liability. It seems that most everything is designed to bring harm, be sure to brush your teeth 3 times a day with this fluoride toothpaste... and buy this cheap wallboard so the fumes from it will make you sick... on and on.
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Post by bannanny on May 24, 2011 15:06:12 GMT -5
Wow sammy... what an incredible post. I'm so happy for you... and I sure can relate to everything you said you were experiencing. I see the orbs as well... and know what you went thru babe. You're right too... we cannot lose our faith and we must believe that God is always holding us up and holding tightly onto our hand. I also went thru one of the hardest phases of this mess during the entire month of April. I never thought those nightmare cycles I had in the beginning of this mess would ever return... but they did ten fold. What did I do this time? I hung onto my love and my faith stronger than I ever had before, and I made it thru on that alone. Now the cycle has been dissipating... and I feel like I've crossed a bridge this time. I can't explain it... but when things get so bad you don't think you're gonna make it thru... well, that's when you can't even allow those kinds of thoughts to enter your mind and instead... just believe with all your heart that God will see you thru, and He will. You spoke of Sue too. I don't know if you know what's happened since you've been gone, but Sue wrote a story... and God directed it. Suebe and me had become the best of friends over the years here on the board... and when she knew she would be going home, she had 2 final wishes for me. She wanted me to go to the island with Tom to release her and Josh's ashes...she didn't want him to go alone. Then she asked me (she chose me) to take care of him and the girls and little Mason for her once God took her hand. Of course I told her I would always be there for her family just as she had always been there for me, but neither Tom or I were looking for anything more than just being the good friends we'd all become. But she still kept telling me we'd be perfect together... and before long, we learned how right she was. Long story short... Tom and I eventually fell in love and were just married in February on the island. The girls and I have become the best of friends... and I'm now grandma to our little Mason man. I treasure them all... and love them more than I ever even knew I could love. Sue is with us always and forever... and I'll forever be grateful to her for giving me the most beautiful life. I never knew this kind of love... and it just keeps getting stronger every day. Here's the link to our thread sammy... I hope you find the same kind of love in it as I now hold in my heart. lymebusters.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=rash&action=display&thread=14687big huge hugs ~~ bannanny
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