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May 16, 2012 20:51:32 GMT -5
Post by itchin4answers on May 16, 2012 20:51:32 GMT -5
I am sorry to all those I may have effected recently, due to my severe emotional stress.
My intention was never to spread personal information of the people so close and most dear to me. Why did I do it? That is a very good question, who will I blame? - myself? - partly but then no. We have Mr Morgellons whether female or male or both to contend with.
I have the 11:11 phenomenon which has been dictating my life my life since some time earlier this year. At times, I don't want to look at the time, digital clocks in particular. I am a solider in my own home and a prisoner at the same time.
I am in quandary about proceeding with treatment ie. antibiotics of any kind and at the same time trying to educate my family, in the hope they open their email.
I feel guilt at the fact that I feel really ill and I want to sleep during the day, though I know I shouldn't because this is not living my life.
Unfortunately, for today any way.
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Ayla
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May 17, 2012 11:28:58 GMT -5
Post by Ayla on May 17, 2012 11:28:58 GMT -5
Sleep. If your body is asking for it, give it. There is a lot of healing that takes place during those resting phases. You have a disease and unfortunately, fatigue is a symptom. Guilt is a useless emotion. It implies that one feels they have some sort of control over a situation—when they do not.
Give yourself what you need and embrace it as the right thing to do. Go take a nap girl.
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May 17, 2012 18:10:45 GMT -5
Post by itchin4answers on May 17, 2012 18:10:45 GMT -5
Sleep. If your body is asking for it, give it. There is a lot of healing that takes place during those resting phases. You have a disease and unfortunately, fatigue is a symptom. Guilt is a useless emotion. It implies that one feels they have some sort of control over a situation—when they do not. Give yourself what you need and embrace it as the right thing to do. Go take a nap girl. Hi Morgticia, and thank you for your post. I did sleep yesterday afternoon, only for a short while. You are so right, guilt is a useless emotion - usually brought about by others, from my experience. Thank you itchin
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May 17, 2012 18:51:02 GMT -5
Post by ppy18 on May 17, 2012 18:51:02 GMT -5
i second morgticias post itchin. listen to your body and forget about everything else. if your family can't support you or if they just don't understand let that be their problem. that extra added stress won't do you any good in the long run. you can only educate someone if they want to learn. give them some websites help familiarize them with morgellons, after that its up to them to put in the time and effort. if they aren't willing to do that then it's unlikely that anything you have to say will really matter to them. concentrate on you and let the chips fall where they may with your family.
kelly
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May 27, 2012 5:18:57 GMT -5
Post by itchin4answers on May 27, 2012 5:18:57 GMT -5
Thank you Kelly and Ayla, good advice.
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