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Post by liz on Apr 2, 2007 11:37:57 GMT -5
You have all heard from me at my sickest and most depressed...but not today! three days ago i did a wormer for pin worms...had a Friend pick up all the vitamins and minerals and some of your other suggested things to take and started popping like candy...today i woke up and we actually went out to breakfast and coffee....we noticed our yard was a blaze with blooming tulips and hyacinths and daffodils so i picked a big bunch and put them on the fireplace hearth...the smell alone of those hyacinths helped my mood...lit some pretty white candles...we are going to rest for awhile a if we have the energy we may go to the zoo...they have those little electric scooters if anyone is too weak or affected by this disease to walk...this thing is powerful but i realized its only as powerful as you let it be! i am thinking about everyone today and wondering how you are all feeling today???
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Post by prevenge on Apr 2, 2007 11:55:12 GMT -5
feeling better than i did yesterday.. pretty brain-foggy in the mornings though.
i know what you mean though.. little pick-me-ups can sure help in having an even better day.
its almost like.. if you are in a good mood it's harder you have more energy, so tthe energy this saps from you is made up for.
when you get depressed about it.. it saps all the energy you have.
thanks for asking liz!
-M
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Post by kiki on Apr 2, 2007 12:21:19 GMT -5
Liz I read your "our story post yesterday but was having one of my "despair" moments and was not fit to respond. I have moments of a despair so intense it truly takes my breath. Im usually able to fight it but at times Im frozen with sadness and suffocating fear. Its a comfort to have someone understand the horrificness of some of the symptoms but mostly when I read the nightmares some are living(correction-not living but existing)with my heart feels like it will never be the same-as Im sure it wont be. reading that you found some peace today made me smile for you. Hope your day is filled with life!
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Post by questionhair on Apr 2, 2007 12:36:01 GMT -5
I am so glad to hear that you are feeling better.
And, I am feeling fine too. I went out to feed the horses last night and I let the dogs out too. Then, I saw the most beautiful chicken in the arena. I was afraid the dogs would kill it, so I got them into my truck where I had some crackers - then I tried to get the chicken to go through a gap I opened up between two gates.
I chased that chicken up and down a long fence line and the darn thing kept running right past the gap. I ran and ran for more than half an hour following that chicken.
I had to open a big drive-through gate and chase the chicken out that. It was dark when the chicken finally left for home. It was tired!
But, I wasn't even winded. Two years ago I could barely walk to the barn.
There is hope, and we can get stronger and better.
Have fun at the zoo.
QH
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Post by beckybailey on Apr 2, 2007 15:24:26 GMT -5
Now there's a visual that made me laugh! ;D........chasing chickens.............
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Post by oneder on Apr 2, 2007 16:14:53 GMT -5
made it through this fullmoon pretty good. i saw the fullmoon set at dawn this morning from a nice harbour on remote island off westcoast of canada. feel good but not cured. my homemade colloidal silver is helping.
peace and thanks for thinking of us all. it helps. i pray for everyone to get better.
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Post by lydski on Apr 2, 2007 16:39:40 GMT -5
Okay everybody........PICTURE IT.......QH chasing that chicken!!!!!!!! Would've love to seen it.
Liz- I'm good today, thank you.
Lydski
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Post by laylo on Apr 2, 2007 17:07:00 GMT -5
Myself the last 3 nite havn't been to good for me. wake up with the itchies can't hardly stand it. I can not reuse any clothes or beding. this is very expense for me. even the new clothes after wash them they bother me with the itchies. have to use the lint brush on them. but my mouth sores are alot better now that I've been doing the oil pulling it has cleared up most of the sores and my gums are looking better. thanks for asking.
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Post by flutterby on Apr 2, 2007 18:46:27 GMT -5
funny, but today just wanted to stay in bed all day. Woke up in a "funk." Just very depressed and feeling hopeless. Those dark thoughts entered my mind, those thoughts that you just don't want to exist with your body and mind, not your own anymore. Fortunately, I forced myself to get up and spend the rest of the day among the living and managed to snap myself out of the desperation, we sometimes feel. God Bless, Love, Flutterby
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Post by liz on Apr 2, 2007 19:40:24 GMT -5
I HAVE NOTICED THEY DON'T SEEM TO LIKE SMOOTH SILK TOPS...OR BLUE JEANS...I HAVE BEEN WASHING CLOTHS . INSIDE OUT AS THOSE LITTLE BALLS GET STUCK IN THE SEEMS AND YOU KNOW WHERE SEEMS OUR..
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Post by See Jane Crawl on Apr 2, 2007 20:21:38 GMT -5
I have felt like crap for the last three days, I believe it is the cycle of the moon.
I was thinking about this "Thing" whatever it is. I have been taking Diatomateous Earth, the food grade now for about 7 days. I mix 1 tsp in a small glass of OJ before dinner & before bed. I have been checking my stool & Lord the things I have been passing! I think there are definitely more than one type of parasite involved, I can feel this stuff (DE) cleaning house, the movement I have felt for a long time in my legs when I sit at my computer is about 75% gone & my head does feel a bit clearer, but the weird thing is the stuff I cough up does not seem to lessen. I wonder if the DE will penetrate the lungs? Does anyone know? I am also wondering if some sort of bacteria is involved that keeps these things going. And we aren't taking the right combo of drugs to nail it. I have seen though that Ivermectin seems to help kill off one of the types of worms & Fenbendazole kills another one & they all seem to be affected by the DE & the only antibiotic I have tried that works for me is Doxycycline. Thats why I think there is a combo of bad bugs, both bacterial & parasitic. And I firmly believe it is man made. I would like to meet the SOB or SOB's responsible for this horror! I don't want to hurt them, I would like to let them experience what they created, and let's see how long it takes to find an antidote!
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Post by liz on Apr 2, 2007 20:42:46 GMT -5
ABOUT EVRY THREE WEEKS MY LUNGS START TO MAKE A WHEEZING AND WHISTELING SOUND LIKE SOMETHING IS STUCK IN THERE..MY LAST CHEST XRAY WHEN I WAS STILL WITH KAISER CALLED IT NUMENIDAS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT...I WISH THEY WOULD STOP CALLING THIS JUST A SKIN DISEASE...IT HAS HIT ALMOST EVRY PART OF MY BODY AND MOST ALL MY ORGANS...MY HEART JUST POUNDS OUT OF MY CHEST SOME NIGHTS EVEN WHEN I AM RESTING..I WAS WONDERING IF THIS MIGHT BE EFFECTING THE HEART RYTHEM AS WELL!!!
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Post by See Jane Crawl on Apr 2, 2007 23:13:05 GMT -5
Liz,
I get the crazy heartbeats sometimes too & nasty high blood pressure & still the swelling, my ankles don't resemble ankles any more, some days they could be mistaken for a small tree!
The wheezing I get too, the last few days I get winded just climbing my stairs, my daughter gets this also, the shortness of breath & she is only 23 and has never smoked!
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Post by laylo on Apr 3, 2007 8:10:26 GMT -5
My brother was diagnose with lung cancer about 5 years ago. Fun part is that when he was he had some ulgy looking lessions on his arms. At the hospital they didn't want to touch him thinking he had aids. Recently he had to have a tooth remove and it got very infected so they went back in and removed all his teeth. I truely believe along with cancer he has morgellons. It is so sad to see him like this.
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Post by toni on Apr 3, 2007 9:29:04 GMT -5
Laylo,
I'm so very sorry about your brother, I don't know what to say, except this is all so wrong and I'm sorry. I lost an incredibly dear friend 6 months ago, and to me, the world is not the same place because my friend is gone now, and I believe it was this contamination too. We all have to stay as healthy as we can, and try to find answers in the meantime.
I wanted to ask you, do you have "raw lesions" from scratching them? If you do, (not sure if I'd mentioned this to you) but I sure feel for you with the lesions if that's the case, cause I've sure got them AGAIN, but the only thing I've found that will really stop them from itching and help them to heal up is the Bismuth Subgallate from Medichest.com. I don't know where else you can purchase that product without it being very costly. It's a powder, you mix with a few drops of water, and apply it with a q-tip, and leave it on the lesion till it's dried up to nothing, that is what the bismuth subgallate will do.
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Post by ramonehormone on Apr 3, 2007 9:59:04 GMT -5
I feel great! You are right, it is all mind over pathogens.
I'm not going to let some microscopic thaing dictate how I feel. In fact, I start my day off by insulting whatever organism(s) cause this. I will tell it things like "Your mama was an amoeba" or "Your daddy bred with protozoa".
I don't think people realize the continual cycle of infecting their homes and then their home in turn re-infecting them again. A vicious cycle. I try to no let my abode "get ill". For this reason I believe I may have beaten this bugger.
The only symptoms I feel are a little sinus drainage.
Good luck and keep up your regiment of renewal. Careful with the supplements. You said your are downing like candy. Make sure you know what is toxic and what is not. You may hurt yourself in the long run.
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Post by life on Apr 3, 2007 12:40:08 GMT -5
Feeling pretty good lately. I feel hopeful again with all the healing progress that has been going on lately.
Hope we find a way to really be sure we can rid this stuff from our bodies soon.
life
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Post by beckybailey on Apr 3, 2007 15:37:23 GMT -5
liz,
CO Q10 will make your heart stronger!
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Post by liz on Apr 3, 2007 16:00:36 GMT -5
Thanks Becky!!
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