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Post by kiki on Apr 30, 2007 19:45:13 GMT -5
Id like to offer another perception that I hope will bring you comfort. "If you do---(fill in the blank),dont come cryin to me"... My parents said those very words to my brother and I for as far back as I remember-many times, many ways. Did we ever for a split second think they must not love us? NEVER! (though we werent above trying to twist it to our advantage)! We had rules- we had consequences...and we had love. You words taught respect--to give it, to earn it from others and allowed Josh to learn self-respect. And guess what? Along the way, he developed respect for you. Now I know those words will forever taunt you when thinking of that night, but buffer them with the knowledge that when it came down to the wire, ultimately he DID feel safe to call you. And you WERE there for him. From the bottom of my heart I believe that Josh knew your love would ALWAYS outweigh any disappointments. I really do.
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Post by suebe on May 1, 2007 0:12:29 GMT -5
Thank you so much sweetie, yes your right, the brain part of me knows, just my heart not following along. Thank you so much for sharing your feelings with me as I know my post are hard to follow, my old brain gets the thougths but the old fingers can't seem to follow the brain. I know my children know I'm always and will always be here for them and what I said, well wasn't bad. The pain came from the bad timeing. It was freezing cold, middle of the night, he's alone in a not so good area, walking with no coat, did have a lite jacket and he was sick, he was sick. I don't think I will ever forget it and , well it was what it was. When I heard about one of us, sick, out in the heat, well it just came flooding back. I wish I could take telling it back. The post was about "HELPING JUDE" and I shouldn't have gone there. Anyway it's done, no harm I hope and I'm so sorry if I upset anyone cause i love all of you.
Thank you so much for your words, I heard them, I did and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Love and good health, SueinMD
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