Post by freaky on Aug 31, 2007 2:34:03 GMT -5
To the administration, Prevenge, & the Lymebuster group, I would like to apologize for my recent post to Prvenge. I think it was totally unacceptable what I wrote, and I need for you to understand I am consequently embarrassed, & ashamed of the things I wrote. If anyone has forgotten, & forgiven me about this, you can stop reading here.
I'm not sure what happened to me to stir up so much rage. I wasn't that angry at all with his post, although it seemed so. It was like I sprung a leek, and out came these hateful words. I'm just mortified I would do something like that to an innocent bystander. I don't believe I was consciously aware of what I was writing. or why I was writing it. I just wrote it, & now I'm regretting it. I'm worried about the people who don't know me, if they are going to judge me by my bitchy post, & if I've possibly lost who knows how many would have been friends. I'm wondering, & freaking out about the people who do know me, if they are saying to themselves,"ah ha, freaky's true colors have just shown."
On my own behalf, I must say, as long as I've been here, (years) I've never acted in such a way, and I'm sure I won't again. My husband loves to argue with me on many subjects I bring up. I think he sees it as a challenge, rather than just being a creep, at times. Maybe he rubbed off on me, & made me hostile. It's useless to speculate though. I view myself as being a sweet, nice, person who must have had a very bad bad day. I hope you guys will have it in your hearts to forgive me. We're all in this boat together, so please don't throw me overboard. I'm sorry I rocked it.
Because of the extremely unusual mistakes I've made typing this, I sort of believe maybe the morgs in my brain, congregated, & blocked off some major channels. Sounds like another excuse. I promise, I'm not a bitch. In regards to the all capped part of my post, I'd like to just say, I accidentally hit the cap lock, & was too lazy to redo it. That makes me sound better, huh?
I love you guys, & in my heart I know you wouldn't be so cruel as to make me an orphan to our family.
Sincerely, freaky
I'm not sure what happened to me to stir up so much rage. I wasn't that angry at all with his post, although it seemed so. It was like I sprung a leek, and out came these hateful words. I'm just mortified I would do something like that to an innocent bystander. I don't believe I was consciously aware of what I was writing. or why I was writing it. I just wrote it, & now I'm regretting it. I'm worried about the people who don't know me, if they are going to judge me by my bitchy post, & if I've possibly lost who knows how many would have been friends. I'm wondering, & freaking out about the people who do know me, if they are saying to themselves,"ah ha, freaky's true colors have just shown."
On my own behalf, I must say, as long as I've been here, (years) I've never acted in such a way, and I'm sure I won't again. My husband loves to argue with me on many subjects I bring up. I think he sees it as a challenge, rather than just being a creep, at times. Maybe he rubbed off on me, & made me hostile. It's useless to speculate though. I view myself as being a sweet, nice, person who must have had a very bad bad day. I hope you guys will have it in your hearts to forgive me. We're all in this boat together, so please don't throw me overboard. I'm sorry I rocked it.
Because of the extremely unusual mistakes I've made typing this, I sort of believe maybe the morgs in my brain, congregated, & blocked off some major channels. Sounds like another excuse. I promise, I'm not a bitch. In regards to the all capped part of my post, I'd like to just say, I accidentally hit the cap lock, & was too lazy to redo it. That makes me sound better, huh?
I love you guys, & in my heart I know you wouldn't be so cruel as to make me an orphan to our family.
Sincerely, freaky