Post by bannanny on Aug 17, 2005 8:19:15 GMT -5
....and you don't let anyone know what's going on......it's becuz then, you can pretend it isn't real. I heard this statement once and I thought maybe it applied to the fact of why some people are getting off the subject at hand here, but unfortunately we all know just how real it is, so let's get back to discussing it, ok? Ok!
I'm gonna list all the wierd (and OH!!!MY!!!GOD!!!) newest forms of this invasion of uninvited guests we're all having becuz it's getting even more wierd and I need to know if any of you have all the same stuff. I hope I can remember all of them. I'm gonna start with the newest form that has me freakin out!
1. I pulled on a thread at the corner of my sheet and felt that "electric stinging rubberband" feeling (that's how I define it anyway), so I got at it again and found that this sucker had twisted itself along the entire length of the seams in the sheet, like some sort of electrified, winding, twisting thread. The fibers either attach themselves to each other or to the actual real thread in the seam, or it's now one LONG fiber.... and there ain't no way to get it all out! Now I'm checking the seams on clothes and ANYTHING that has a seam and....... you got it....... it's in EVERYTHING. This stuff's mappin it's way thru my things like the roots of a 100 yr. old redwood, and it's got me scared. It's even in the seams of my trashbags!! I hate to think how out of control this is becoming. Then there's the rest of it.........
2. The tiny black, brown & rust specs.
3. Little yellow, orange & white pod looking things.
4. Brown to black pieces of sticky gunk with fibers.
5. Microscopic specs of "glitter".
6. The "starfish" fibers.
7. The crazy bundles of fibers, some look like lintballs while others are too microscopic to see with the naked eye, and under the microscope, some look like there's something inside the bundle of fibers.
8. The "hair" that's like glass or like a hair with a transparent end to it that, when it decides it's time to stand up where it's cemented into your skin and scalp from, explodes these tiny microscopic sparklers (another one of my wierd definitions of the wierdness)! And those same "hairs" that enjoy pretending they're a cobra that seem to give off that cobweb feeling.
9. The tiny white floaties in the air (I think they're the tiny microscopic sparklers).
10. The sticky substance.
11. The ingredient that seems to be replacing my hair, nails and skin. (I don't have any skin lesions, but sometimes you can see the long, winding trails of what I guess are fibers moving under my skin.
12. I think all that's left are the different variations of the fibers...........
Short sharp ones, long sharp ones, hair-like ones, wavy ones, black, brown, red, white, blue and transparent ones. And that long fiber with the pointed dots running thru it. Then there's the ones that can pierce their way thru anything! Oh, I almost forgot.......the springtails, flying ants, and (I'm not quite sure of these) spider mites.
Now I have no freakin idea how all this works, but I'm gettin kinda spooked. It seems like it's taking over anything it wants....I can't help but wonder how long it takes for it to get completely into your body....and if so, what happens then? So do you guys have all of these things too? I'd sure like to rule out something here in this list if I can!
I just wanted to add this for any of you who understand things and know fungal types, bacteria, etc. When I was first seeing dr.s about this, the P.A. sent one of my tape samples that I had brought in with me to the lab. They came back with a diagnosis of my having pity sporum ovale, now called malazzezia furfur, in my blood stream. They gave me grivofulcin (sp.?) which did nothing but make things worse, and from that point on they decided I was over-reacting to something!!! Dah!!! I should have (but never did) ask her how they knew it was in my bloodstream from viewing a tape sample off my head... How could they know if the same thing that "popped" off of my head was in my blood stream without a blood test, right?
So guys, take good care of you! Talkatcha later ~ bannanny
I'm gonna list all the wierd (and OH!!!MY!!!GOD!!!) newest forms of this invasion of uninvited guests we're all having becuz it's getting even more wierd and I need to know if any of you have all the same stuff. I hope I can remember all of them. I'm gonna start with the newest form that has me freakin out!
1. I pulled on a thread at the corner of my sheet and felt that "electric stinging rubberband" feeling (that's how I define it anyway), so I got at it again and found that this sucker had twisted itself along the entire length of the seams in the sheet, like some sort of electrified, winding, twisting thread. The fibers either attach themselves to each other or to the actual real thread in the seam, or it's now one LONG fiber.... and there ain't no way to get it all out! Now I'm checking the seams on clothes and ANYTHING that has a seam and....... you got it....... it's in EVERYTHING. This stuff's mappin it's way thru my things like the roots of a 100 yr. old redwood, and it's got me scared. It's even in the seams of my trashbags!! I hate to think how out of control this is becoming. Then there's the rest of it.........
2. The tiny black, brown & rust specs.
3. Little yellow, orange & white pod looking things.
4. Brown to black pieces of sticky gunk with fibers.
5. Microscopic specs of "glitter".
6. The "starfish" fibers.
7. The crazy bundles of fibers, some look like lintballs while others are too microscopic to see with the naked eye, and under the microscope, some look like there's something inside the bundle of fibers.
8. The "hair" that's like glass or like a hair with a transparent end to it that, when it decides it's time to stand up where it's cemented into your skin and scalp from, explodes these tiny microscopic sparklers (another one of my wierd definitions of the wierdness)! And those same "hairs" that enjoy pretending they're a cobra that seem to give off that cobweb feeling.
9. The tiny white floaties in the air (I think they're the tiny microscopic sparklers).
10. The sticky substance.
11. The ingredient that seems to be replacing my hair, nails and skin. (I don't have any skin lesions, but sometimes you can see the long, winding trails of what I guess are fibers moving under my skin.
12. I think all that's left are the different variations of the fibers...........
Short sharp ones, long sharp ones, hair-like ones, wavy ones, black, brown, red, white, blue and transparent ones. And that long fiber with the pointed dots running thru it. Then there's the ones that can pierce their way thru anything! Oh, I almost forgot.......the springtails, flying ants, and (I'm not quite sure of these) spider mites.
Now I have no freakin idea how all this works, but I'm gettin kinda spooked. It seems like it's taking over anything it wants....I can't help but wonder how long it takes for it to get completely into your body....and if so, what happens then? So do you guys have all of these things too? I'd sure like to rule out something here in this list if I can!
I just wanted to add this for any of you who understand things and know fungal types, bacteria, etc. When I was first seeing dr.s about this, the P.A. sent one of my tape samples that I had brought in with me to the lab. They came back with a diagnosis of my having pity sporum ovale, now called malazzezia furfur, in my blood stream. They gave me grivofulcin (sp.?) which did nothing but make things worse, and from that point on they decided I was over-reacting to something!!! Dah!!! I should have (but never did) ask her how they knew it was in my bloodstream from viewing a tape sample off my head... How could they know if the same thing that "popped" off of my head was in my blood stream without a blood test, right?
So guys, take good care of you! Talkatcha later ~ bannanny