Post by Bryan on Aug 24, 2005 17:45:30 GMT -5
Hi Folks,
I came back into town to get some more supplies and wanted to clarify and add to Morgellons Revealed as I left in a bit of a rush. So easy to be misunderstood in this medium.
Things are much better now. I have time to address and to document and to think… too concerned about others and the trail I might have sewn to think of much else.
A bit of an addle brain myself . (Does it seem to take longer to do stuff?? Do you find yourself returning to your turnaround point and realize the last 15 minutes haven’t accomplished the reason you went back in the first place?? Carrying 5 things at a time and loosin stuff. Maaan I hate that.)
So, where does one start?
INTRODUCTION
Rising star in Quality Assurance for Manufacturing and living in a penthouse downtown. Then I went to Mexico. Shortly after returning (whew cause I got anaphylactic shock from something,, and I still have this itch..) I found two bright fibres in my arm that I painlessly removed and went, ‘wow, what are the odds of two fibres falling into pores… cool”… Eight years later I sleep in the guest room of my parents house, my stuff in boxes… has been for a while now. Apparently I lost my interest in participating in the real world and would rather spend time getting ‘whisked away’ by video games and the such. … and now I sleep in the woods for fear of what I might do to others… I spent years working in the bush and now I will spend some time travelling around doing some mining work and property upgrade… and dealing properly with this ... thing.. But I need to shop, I need gas, I meet people… you just can’t really get away.. not with minimal resources that’s for sure…. Heck I can only afford to visit town once/weekish and do this.
I wanted to join mainstream…. But something has been bugging me. It has been the primary address for all external stimuli and decisions regarding any activity for a long time now.. like having two brains.. one to deal with ‘what the….” And another to deal with the world everyone else is in.. No wonder you ‘seem stunned’ at times haha.. Decide whether you ‘can’ before deciding whether you want to. And where are theses coming from, I thought I got rid of the B’tards but they seem to slip through somehow every freakin time.
So I did 18 applications of permethrin(?) in one month . I wanted to make darn sure…. But all I seemed to have done was strip away the surface minutae and revealed the truth within. What may have used many small branches now might have only one or two… and now they manifest more clearly.. from micro to macro. ‘They’ literally rained off me and now my forehead is a thunk rather than a thud, brows don’t bulge, bumps on eyes have significantly receeded, arthritis bumps on fingers have receded to near gone, toe calusses are near gone… so much so that I just might lose that one tonenail, tips of the fingers are dying off ( a good thing as theye were’nt really mine anyway) smooth skin like I barely remember, joint pain intensified and even fingers locking up (a bit loose I’d say).
And then I got a camera. Been playing with it for a few weeks now but wish I’d had it from the start and understood more. Because its all the Litt;e things isn’t it. Too many one in a millions and too many coinicidences until you just go, “Heeeey, wait a munite. What the heck is going on?” But can you point at any one thing as proof? No, because its all the little things a little bit.
I was Quality Assurance Manager for a company producing innovative (low track record) primary lithium batteries for the US Military during Desert Storm. Brainstorming, lateral thinking and heurism were in high gear as a means of determining possibles and ensuring they all were accounted in design and, using the same, ensur8ing a manufacturing variables were identified and controlled (bit winded but I have a point here … some where..)
I was also the Boeing Representative at an aerospace manufacturing company. Millions of parts into systems within systems, where the probability of occurrence of one in a million would drop a plane a day. Working in the minutae and deteremining the risk of any variance and how that affected the confidence in the mating part, the system…. My forte was finding patterns, while all parts landing ‘in spec’, that showed pvariances that were not truly random. I know intimately confidence levels, sample size, normal distribution and the nature of random.
And I tell you that, while each may be attributed to normal, once in a coons age occurance, that taken as a whole there is just too much unexplainable stuff to shrug off as merely random events.. around me there is anyway.
One thing I do want to state now is that I knew of this forum but I have not (until the Morgellons Revealed) posted nor have I read any who have posted. I needed to be objective and bring my ‘kit of info’ to this brainstorming (for which there is to be no judging merely a listing of events and possibilities or poor quality brainstorming it is) to be of the most use. But where do you draw the line??? Me, I was already a loonie before this and proud of it so I am not going to pull any punches or dismiss ANYTHING. We Just don’t know. My last post mentioned ‘polywog’ shape in bags…. I don’t believe it stops there, it might, but the pollywog just might be a sweat manifestation…. heck I have pictures of, hairmorg, skinmorg, mucasmorg and others…. Where does that stop… do I have a bedmorg staying moist (to maintain mobility) by occasionally milking my oil ducts?? I dunno?? Maybe. I will laugh with you all after we are through with this, and, at my ‘list of phenominon’ I will laugh the hardest. I am not ashamed, and I am not afraid, I need no-ones approval nor do I bow to ‘they who must know’, nor do I fear or get swayed by the majority. Never have never will. What I give you is utmost respect and I expect somewhat of the same returned. But as of now have no more avenues and would like to share. So I will post this and then address any email I might have received and then, I want to browse…. And with open mind and learn… I.e. do you seem to kill flies???... lol ...all I can say is ‘get a life dragonfly and quit following me around… sheesh”…
Having said that… if anybody had seen me in my camp these last few days I would surely have an escorted walk to the loony bin lol. I looked like Ben Franklin on steroids… static electricity affect and travel experiments…. ‘hangin everywhere'….. bit embarrassing really… liitle knowledge gained but need to explore limitations. I will not dismiss.
RE: Electical association. (And funny this, Honors student through academia yet just couldn’t totally grasp electricity.. my only shortcoming really…. Figures, lol) Sparks… static… it seems they use that route to travel whether mimicking or utilizing or has a weakness to…. Zap and check as something may have left.. waved an aluminum clip board over head, got a ‘snap’ and found a morg near ‘welded’ to the board…. Don’t know about ttravelling through wires yet over is achieveable I’ve found… the pucket goo thing I mentioned.. silk rubbing against pants.. remember now that jacket was ‘catching’(?) on belt area then goo in pocket… static???
QUESTION: Does anyone know what the size of a typical humans aura is?? Can it me measured electronically??
Other electrics.. attracted to my micro bulb, wrecked, flashlight, plays in car… do you get lotsa lint (of a sorts and natures) stickin around you??
QUESTION: Can I, with my Olympus camera, film a .mov in certain light (i.e. under a blue tarp) so that I get the affect that the plastic is ‘raining ions’ over its surface… kind of like the Matrix number tumble but much smaller? I have filmed it a few times now.. plastic electron rain??? Should I be able to do that??
QUESTION: Has anyone noticed a lateral component to this?? Lines like an ongoing bar chart?? I have a number of pictures with that ‘phenomenon’, singularly not newssorthy but together … as I say I will dismiss nothing. Now, that I frequently see a move, and it is associated, almost always with, moisture and stickyness, I can spot them and I test (harass) to learn… doing so last might on a spot on one of the foamies.. one second two montone foamies, the next instant two foamies that had lateral lines … like zebras. Looked close at lines and there is no tears.. just bigger bubbles… like something went through there so fast it vaporized the medium which reformed behind it… just bigger bubbles… Wild. Have it in many plastics, almost like something you would see if a worm jumped 'right' at the speed of light(?) and didn’t take time to orient itself…
There I go.. its off to the bin with me.
QUESTION: Can static electricity pull a hair to an object so fast that it leaves a .. a dent in aluminum the exact impression??
QUESTION: Anyone remember a TV show where they showed a picture of a biker/hippie bearded fellow who drew a picture of hids head with five foot worms extruding from it in a kind of afro type glow?? An x-files or something… I seem to remember… something… anyone else?? Could be one of our forefathers… lol.
Lets seee, what else… darn I wish I could type… have to look down and use both fingers and have benn at this for two hours now.. will get kicked out in two and I have much yet to do…
MORG in Car…. Found a 5” round spot in roof liner near rear of Bronco.. sleepin in there as it works well with tarps for bed…music…. Everytime my head is near there feels, and sounds, like mild static storm… took a picture and found it had a tail!!.. looks loke a pollywog…today found a typical skinmorg shape (approx 1” by ½”) coming through the roof from outside exactly where pollywog lies inside..??!!… are they just flowin out behind me as I drive?? Was thinking of static strips (those hangy rubber bits) but what, aaaah, what are the implications of that??
Hu boy. It isn’t easy…. Hoping for ideas…. Where does the manifestation of the Morg stop??? What is the ROOT CAUSE of all we experience??? Seems a bit special(?) don’t u think?? Unique.
Maybe scatterbrained not from too much to think of at one time but maybe the wiener is swiping my sparks and I get 'rerouted'.... turn off the ionizer
I think.
TREATMENT for Itch
For itch, wave a lighter about 1” above itch.. I usually see a spark or a bit of lint floating away, and if itch does not leave I revisit site until spark stops and on most occasion so does the itch.
Lint balls: Is it me, is it them>> it/s them isn't it?? To test any lint for Morg place in sink of water full enough that you can see the reflection and not below water level. Regular lint floats around.. Morg lint gradually breaks up and ‘throws off’ bits of itself but, and mostly, a liquid akin to oil or honey. Which can be readily seen.
Watch for yellow stains.
Take care of yourself and do not be ashamed, nor let anyone make you feel you should be. There IS a shangrila and if, even with all that befalls this mortal coil, you believed then you just might see that you are assured of it because you sit there right now and you just don’t know it yet. Let nothing that may befall you, randomly or purpetrated, that would make you unable to carry on,.... let NOTHING break your spirit or you have chosen wrong. Grieve for loss but gett over it. And know, that when you walk through the gate of Shangrila you do so naked and alone.
But NEVER give up or Shangrila will not and has never been … for you.
Take care, I KNOW I’M FORGETTING SOMETHING….
Arrrgh… u can call me scatterbrained if you want…
Lets nail this puppy, eh.
Bryan.
I came back into town to get some more supplies and wanted to clarify and add to Morgellons Revealed as I left in a bit of a rush. So easy to be misunderstood in this medium.
Things are much better now. I have time to address and to document and to think… too concerned about others and the trail I might have sewn to think of much else.
A bit of an addle brain myself . (Does it seem to take longer to do stuff?? Do you find yourself returning to your turnaround point and realize the last 15 minutes haven’t accomplished the reason you went back in the first place?? Carrying 5 things at a time and loosin stuff. Maaan I hate that.)
So, where does one start?
INTRODUCTION
Rising star in Quality Assurance for Manufacturing and living in a penthouse downtown. Then I went to Mexico. Shortly after returning (whew cause I got anaphylactic shock from something,, and I still have this itch..) I found two bright fibres in my arm that I painlessly removed and went, ‘wow, what are the odds of two fibres falling into pores… cool”… Eight years later I sleep in the guest room of my parents house, my stuff in boxes… has been for a while now. Apparently I lost my interest in participating in the real world and would rather spend time getting ‘whisked away’ by video games and the such. … and now I sleep in the woods for fear of what I might do to others… I spent years working in the bush and now I will spend some time travelling around doing some mining work and property upgrade… and dealing properly with this ... thing.. But I need to shop, I need gas, I meet people… you just can’t really get away.. not with minimal resources that’s for sure…. Heck I can only afford to visit town once/weekish and do this.
I wanted to join mainstream…. But something has been bugging me. It has been the primary address for all external stimuli and decisions regarding any activity for a long time now.. like having two brains.. one to deal with ‘what the….” And another to deal with the world everyone else is in.. No wonder you ‘seem stunned’ at times haha.. Decide whether you ‘can’ before deciding whether you want to. And where are theses coming from, I thought I got rid of the B’tards but they seem to slip through somehow every freakin time.
So I did 18 applications of permethrin(?) in one month . I wanted to make darn sure…. But all I seemed to have done was strip away the surface minutae and revealed the truth within. What may have used many small branches now might have only one or two… and now they manifest more clearly.. from micro to macro. ‘They’ literally rained off me and now my forehead is a thunk rather than a thud, brows don’t bulge, bumps on eyes have significantly receeded, arthritis bumps on fingers have receded to near gone, toe calusses are near gone… so much so that I just might lose that one tonenail, tips of the fingers are dying off ( a good thing as theye were’nt really mine anyway) smooth skin like I barely remember, joint pain intensified and even fingers locking up (a bit loose I’d say).
And then I got a camera. Been playing with it for a few weeks now but wish I’d had it from the start and understood more. Because its all the Litt;e things isn’t it. Too many one in a millions and too many coinicidences until you just go, “Heeeey, wait a munite. What the heck is going on?” But can you point at any one thing as proof? No, because its all the little things a little bit.
I was Quality Assurance Manager for a company producing innovative (low track record) primary lithium batteries for the US Military during Desert Storm. Brainstorming, lateral thinking and heurism were in high gear as a means of determining possibles and ensuring they all were accounted in design and, using the same, ensur8ing a manufacturing variables were identified and controlled (bit winded but I have a point here … some where..)
I was also the Boeing Representative at an aerospace manufacturing company. Millions of parts into systems within systems, where the probability of occurrence of one in a million would drop a plane a day. Working in the minutae and deteremining the risk of any variance and how that affected the confidence in the mating part, the system…. My forte was finding patterns, while all parts landing ‘in spec’, that showed pvariances that were not truly random. I know intimately confidence levels, sample size, normal distribution and the nature of random.
And I tell you that, while each may be attributed to normal, once in a coons age occurance, that taken as a whole there is just too much unexplainable stuff to shrug off as merely random events.. around me there is anyway.
One thing I do want to state now is that I knew of this forum but I have not (until the Morgellons Revealed) posted nor have I read any who have posted. I needed to be objective and bring my ‘kit of info’ to this brainstorming (for which there is to be no judging merely a listing of events and possibilities or poor quality brainstorming it is) to be of the most use. But where do you draw the line??? Me, I was already a loonie before this and proud of it so I am not going to pull any punches or dismiss ANYTHING. We Just don’t know. My last post mentioned ‘polywog’ shape in bags…. I don’t believe it stops there, it might, but the pollywog just might be a sweat manifestation…. heck I have pictures of, hairmorg, skinmorg, mucasmorg and others…. Where does that stop… do I have a bedmorg staying moist (to maintain mobility) by occasionally milking my oil ducts?? I dunno?? Maybe. I will laugh with you all after we are through with this, and, at my ‘list of phenominon’ I will laugh the hardest. I am not ashamed, and I am not afraid, I need no-ones approval nor do I bow to ‘they who must know’, nor do I fear or get swayed by the majority. Never have never will. What I give you is utmost respect and I expect somewhat of the same returned. But as of now have no more avenues and would like to share. So I will post this and then address any email I might have received and then, I want to browse…. And with open mind and learn… I.e. do you seem to kill flies???... lol ...all I can say is ‘get a life dragonfly and quit following me around… sheesh”…
Having said that… if anybody had seen me in my camp these last few days I would surely have an escorted walk to the loony bin lol. I looked like Ben Franklin on steroids… static electricity affect and travel experiments…. ‘hangin everywhere'….. bit embarrassing really… liitle knowledge gained but need to explore limitations. I will not dismiss.
RE: Electical association. (And funny this, Honors student through academia yet just couldn’t totally grasp electricity.. my only shortcoming really…. Figures, lol) Sparks… static… it seems they use that route to travel whether mimicking or utilizing or has a weakness to…. Zap and check as something may have left.. waved an aluminum clip board over head, got a ‘snap’ and found a morg near ‘welded’ to the board…. Don’t know about ttravelling through wires yet over is achieveable I’ve found… the pucket goo thing I mentioned.. silk rubbing against pants.. remember now that jacket was ‘catching’(?) on belt area then goo in pocket… static???
QUESTION: Does anyone know what the size of a typical humans aura is?? Can it me measured electronically??
Other electrics.. attracted to my micro bulb, wrecked, flashlight, plays in car… do you get lotsa lint (of a sorts and natures) stickin around you??
QUESTION: Can I, with my Olympus camera, film a .mov in certain light (i.e. under a blue tarp) so that I get the affect that the plastic is ‘raining ions’ over its surface… kind of like the Matrix number tumble but much smaller? I have filmed it a few times now.. plastic electron rain??? Should I be able to do that??
QUESTION: Has anyone noticed a lateral component to this?? Lines like an ongoing bar chart?? I have a number of pictures with that ‘phenomenon’, singularly not newssorthy but together … as I say I will dismiss nothing. Now, that I frequently see a move, and it is associated, almost always with, moisture and stickyness, I can spot them and I test (harass) to learn… doing so last might on a spot on one of the foamies.. one second two montone foamies, the next instant two foamies that had lateral lines … like zebras. Looked close at lines and there is no tears.. just bigger bubbles… like something went through there so fast it vaporized the medium which reformed behind it… just bigger bubbles… Wild. Have it in many plastics, almost like something you would see if a worm jumped 'right' at the speed of light(?) and didn’t take time to orient itself…
There I go.. its off to the bin with me.
QUESTION: Can static electricity pull a hair to an object so fast that it leaves a .. a dent in aluminum the exact impression??
QUESTION: Anyone remember a TV show where they showed a picture of a biker/hippie bearded fellow who drew a picture of hids head with five foot worms extruding from it in a kind of afro type glow?? An x-files or something… I seem to remember… something… anyone else?? Could be one of our forefathers… lol.
Lets seee, what else… darn I wish I could type… have to look down and use both fingers and have benn at this for two hours now.. will get kicked out in two and I have much yet to do…
MORG in Car…. Found a 5” round spot in roof liner near rear of Bronco.. sleepin in there as it works well with tarps for bed…music…. Everytime my head is near there feels, and sounds, like mild static storm… took a picture and found it had a tail!!.. looks loke a pollywog…today found a typical skinmorg shape (approx 1” by ½”) coming through the roof from outside exactly where pollywog lies inside..??!!… are they just flowin out behind me as I drive?? Was thinking of static strips (those hangy rubber bits) but what, aaaah, what are the implications of that??
Hu boy. It isn’t easy…. Hoping for ideas…. Where does the manifestation of the Morg stop??? What is the ROOT CAUSE of all we experience??? Seems a bit special(?) don’t u think?? Unique.
Maybe scatterbrained not from too much to think of at one time but maybe the wiener is swiping my sparks and I get 'rerouted'.... turn off the ionizer
I think.
TREATMENT for Itch
For itch, wave a lighter about 1” above itch.. I usually see a spark or a bit of lint floating away, and if itch does not leave I revisit site until spark stops and on most occasion so does the itch.
Lint balls: Is it me, is it them>> it/s them isn't it?? To test any lint for Morg place in sink of water full enough that you can see the reflection and not below water level. Regular lint floats around.. Morg lint gradually breaks up and ‘throws off’ bits of itself but, and mostly, a liquid akin to oil or honey. Which can be readily seen.
Watch for yellow stains.
Take care of yourself and do not be ashamed, nor let anyone make you feel you should be. There IS a shangrila and if, even with all that befalls this mortal coil, you believed then you just might see that you are assured of it because you sit there right now and you just don’t know it yet. Let nothing that may befall you, randomly or purpetrated, that would make you unable to carry on,.... let NOTHING break your spirit or you have chosen wrong. Grieve for loss but gett over it. And know, that when you walk through the gate of Shangrila you do so naked and alone.
But NEVER give up or Shangrila will not and has never been … for you.
Take care, I KNOW I’M FORGETTING SOMETHING….
Arrrgh… u can call me scatterbrained if you want…
Lets nail this puppy, eh.
Bryan.