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Post by flutterby on Oct 19, 2005 2:31:34 GMT -5
Hello My Friends, Has this ever happened to any of you? This is an eerie & frightening experience I had on Friday. I experienced my most severe outbreak since my onset of Morgellons. My entire body, every pore, head to toe was either weeping, producing hairs that just would not stop, worms emerging from my lips, my knees swollen, purple & showing white bumps on the skin surface. Some weeping fluid crystalized on my skin & seemed similar to the white granules of the sand-like substance. Hair even grew from my nipple. That was enough to deal with & remain sane. But when I went to grab a snack, I was blown away. I took from the fridge a jar of peanut butter & jar of jelly, grabbed a paper plate & scooped out a spoon of jelly, then a spoon of peanut butter. In front of my eyes, worms began to slither out of the jelly & peanut butter on the paper plate. I threw both jars out & my unappetizing wormy snack. I took out a brand new unopened & sealed peanut butter & new vacuum sealed glass jar of jelly. I opened the jelly, and before I scooped any out I just observed the new, untouched jar of jelly. Soon, little bubbles began to form on the top of the jelly & then came the worms. I did the same with the peanut butter, and again, worms began to emerge from the untouched new jar. I trashed another 2 jars of sealed, untouched food. I merely touched the outside of the jars. How could worms contaminate this food? I gave up on the peanut butter and jelly and decided to open a "can" of soup. I pulled off the aluminum lid from the can of soup & low and behold, the top surface was spewing worms. By then I lost my appetite & was afraid to touch anything. I have had worms start to grow from my dinner plate before, however, my mouth is just full of eggs & I believe with my first couple of bites, I probably picked up some eggs on my eating utensils & unknowingly, using that same utensil, planted the eggs right in my dinner. In minutes, worms began to grow from my the food on my plate. That I could understand, cross contamination. But.............the unopened, untouched jars, I cannot explain............. I asked my husband to please drive down the street to pick up some "LIQUID NUTRITION" Boost or Ensure, something I could gulp. I could not eat solid food. SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENED, MORE BIZARE THAN WORMS IN MY FOOD .................................................... I went to have a cigarette and I could not believe my eyes. I lit the cigarette and guess what appeared, worms. As the cigarette burned, the cigarette paper began to split in several places. To my amazment, charred worms were falling from the ash. When I tapped off the ash, exposing the red hot burning center of the cig, I looked straight into the end of the red burning tobacco & I could see the worms emerging from the hot center. The tip of the cig was full. Right down to the filter, worms. Are you ready for this? "THEY ROSE FROM THE ASHES" I grabbed my magnifying glass & examined the ashes to see the worms were not finished with their dirty work yet. I observed a clump of ash with an emerging yellow=orange sac, from which tiny black worms started to poke through. I gathered up the ashes, placed them in a glass container & in a short time, from the ash at the bottom of the glass container, black little things began to creep up the glass to the top & there was life at the bottom of the container. THEY DON'T DIE. I am hypoglycemic & changing to diabetic so when I checked my blood sugar I squeezed out a drop of blood & placed it inside the glass & kept the blood specimen to the top. A charred clump made it's way to the blood drop & appeared to feed on the blood. The blood stain became transparant with small round dots. A continuous red blood outlne of the specimen remained. I fear, if they can continue to live after being burned at the stake, so to speak, how can we ever stop them? I am just a baffled little flutterby. God Bless us All and Please Help Us! Sincerely, flutterby
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Post by Orion*** on Oct 19, 2005 5:23:29 GMT -5
Straight out of Alfred Hitchcock--- If it were me I'd be in a straight jacket by now. That is a horrable tale Flutter-
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Post by Anony Annie on Oct 19, 2005 9:08:32 GMT -5
Flutter, Have you considered taking a video of this all happening? That would be more evidence. You coould take it to your doctor and say, "HERE. YOU WANT PROOF? FINE!" and show them how it is!!! See them deny THAT! Annie
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Post by Southern Drawl on Oct 19, 2005 9:44:12 GMT -5
flutterby
i live an hour north of you. if you need me, please PM me. i will be there.
SD
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Post by Drawl on Oct 19, 2005 10:02:13 GMT -5
and i agree with Annie about the video camera - if you can't afford one go to Aaron's rent to own and rent it and then return it?
hang on tight to your mind and moxie. although it would appear we are outnumbered, we ARE smarter and way ahead. i used to be nauseous all the time about the insects, now i just think of them as tiny little fish (having swam in schools of fish while diving and overcoming that little moment of panic) so that i can function. and, we're smarter than fish :-)
my first reaction would be to clean everything, mouth, food, etc., but to catch on tape you might need to wait to do that.
i would most especially tape what happened in the glass container re: your blood, and what's in your mouth. a pathologis/scientist may be compelled to investigate...
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Post by Sue L on Oct 19, 2005 11:07:54 GMT -5
They will find moisture and they don't care what kind, even oily peanut butter. I've found them alive and well in a bottle of very strong cleaning fluid. I've seen them go through plastic, even medical sample vials made of glass that I ordered. This is why I say we have to be in front of the lab folk when the sample is taken, otherwise I fear it's long gone by the time the lab gets it. And I do believe this crap is very smart. Have you ever had one on the end of your tweezers and called someone over to see it?. And as soon as they got there it stopped moving. Yes this horror is determined. I'm scared, my child is dying before my eyes and as much as I clean his poor broken body I can't get the fibers off. His stool looks like a birds nest in fluid and his dumb chit dr said NO I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT. OK pal the day I lose my child I'll walk in your office, hug you ever so tight and lick your face. OK I vent but it never feels better. I still have to watch him go. Love to all and please Lord help us...........Sue L
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Post by SueL on Oct 19, 2005 11:09:46 GMT -5
Oh Flutterby I'm so sorry. I know whats going on in your home. I pray you get some peace from this. Love Sue
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Post by skinmystic on Oct 19, 2005 15:21:08 GMT -5
To Sue L--
Your plight is not lost on me.
I am hovering on the brink myself; it's a surreal feeling to walk around, eaten by bugs while everyone else seems comfortable. I had been moving from place to place and got through the summer by living mostly in tents. Now can't do that. I'd been doing well at this hostel but then last night (does full moon have anything to do with it?) I had a horrible sleepless night--the bugs were back. I just don't see a way out of this.
Never had anything like flutterby's experience visually or with food,, but tactile experience is a lot the same.
It's horrible what's happening to your kid. I wish I could help you. I'd like to help all of us but I cannot even really help myself. I was Karen over at skinparasites. Bless us all.
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Post by flutterby on Oct 19, 2005 17:11:43 GMT -5
TO SUE L, Dear Sue, My heart aches for you and your son. This horrendous, disease is difficult for us as adults to cope with. I really am sorry to hear that your son is so ill. I will pray for him. I am so pi_ _ _ __ off! Our government is turning a blind eye to all of us and this incideous disease. It is a National Disgrace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We know several government agencies have visited our site and they are well aware of what is going on, yet they refuse to recognize Morgellons. The big wigs would not be so remise if this was happening to them or their children. I feel just as you regarding your son's doctor. When I was diagnosed as DOP by the infectious disease doctor , I felt like doing the same thing, going into her office and give her a big, long Morgellons Hug. God Bless you & give you strength. I don't know how I would cope with this illness if I did not have all of you dear, good people for support and understanding. We are all very special people. I am grateful to be able to turn to you all. Thank you ever so much for your words. May God Bless us All. Sincerely, flutterby
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Post by flutterby on Oct 19, 2005 17:18:41 GMT -5
Dear Southern Drawl, Thank you so much for your generosity. It's amazing how we all wish to help each other & exchange encouragement & compasion. I know we would all like to be able to make "it" just go away, for all of our sakes. You are most kind. God Bless you and all of us. Stay safe, as Wilma approaches us, she is packing a real punch. I thank you again for your support. Sincerely Grateful, flutterby
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Post by flutterby on Oct 19, 2005 17:33:24 GMT -5
TO ORION............You are so right on, out of Hitchcock! At times, I really can't stand it. I am frustrated & weary. My outbreaks are just becomming more severe. I am afraid to touch anything. I am very jumpy if I feel anything touch my skin. This recent experience really freaked me out. Especially when "the alien lifeform" was not at all affected by the burning cigarette. If they survived the hot burning enviornment, can "it" ever be stopped. I am just besides myself. Someone, Please Help Us! Hanging On, flutterby
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Post by flutterby on Oct 19, 2005 17:40:01 GMT -5
I clean & clean & as quickly as I clear up clumps of Morgie fibers, they are right back. I have two Shelties who are also infected with Morgellons. Needless to say, their fur just flies from their little doggie bodies as they move throughout the house. I vacuum and brush my furniture to remove the fibers, but it looks like the son= a = b-=====s are embedded deep in the furniture. Everything is growing. I feel like burning down my house. flutterby
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Post by london2146 on Oct 20, 2005 4:44:46 GMT -5
flutterby, Don't write me back anything-use the time on yourself. I just wanted to say I'm sorry. So very sorry. I will pray for you. You know, the suggestion from Southern D. about videotaping it....well I did that very same thing and that little witch Dr. would'nt look at it-she would have no part in it. Sorry, I would've written you sooner but I have not been on this site/nor used computer since Sunday. I had to get some stuff done at home. This disease is soooo time consuming. If we're researching, then we're cleaning our house or washing more clothes. Hang in ther flutterby!
London
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Post by jody on Oct 20, 2005 7:42:41 GMT -5
hey all,i'm wondering how many of us have high cholesterol? ???i do and i take pravachol.i know these things love oils,of all kinds because around my stove i can see them .so i was thinking that the cholesterol in ours bodies could be what they like.another thing.has anyone got their cholesterol down and feel any better from this nightmare? i know mine sure is high the dr put me on the med.when i was in the hospital in march,at first i was not going to take it,but now im taking it.i took liptor and all my joints hurt but pravachol seem to be ok.
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Post by Still Hagin In on Oct 20, 2005 9:31:57 GMT -5
hangin in, Yes I've had an experience that was straight out of the "Twilight
Still Hanging In, Yes I also have had two major "Twilight Zone" experiences. I'm sure some of you have read this before,But I am re-telling it to possibly help some of the newcomers. After treating with scabies medications un-successfully at least four times,I noticed that I would feel movement under the skin on my face every time I prepared or cooked meat. ONe night after cooking up a batch of meatballs and feeling the movement under me skin I took ahalf of a meatball into the bathroom ,stood in front of the mirror and watched as white soft organisms strethed out of my pores to reach for the meat that I held about half an inch from my face, no pain ,no discomrort ,the just slithered out. These things hit the porcelain and proceeded to harden into amber colored,oval objects about an eigth of an inch long couldn't get a sample because I threw up all over them. Could't stop shaking for hours,About three weeks later I felt the movement starting again. I decided to coat thearea with Vick's Vaporub and try to get some sleep I woke up two hours later to a feeling that hunreds of needles were stabbing at my face. Went in front of the mirror again and wathes as small brown particle 1/4 the size of a pinhead poured out of the same area. Guesas that was the next generation. Unfortunataly I didn't get them all. For a long time afterwards (months) Iwas able to draw tiny dark and light particles to the surface of my skin By holding a piece of meat near it. These days things are getting much better I am taking a homeopathic called arsenica sala(salts of arsenic) 30X, use stuff to keep my skin dry(borax in bathwater,Neutrogenascrub alternating with washing with noxema which bring some things to the surface and creates small sores next day I soak in a tub with 1/2 cup of sea salt in it,and use the salt as a scrub ,this stings like crazy when it hits the open sores but it also promotes healing I'm hoping this is almost gone, at least it seems well controlled.Hope this helps some of you. Stay strong
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Post by Newby on Oct 20, 2005 10:53:15 GMT -5
Hey
Ditto. I wasn't going to post this, but they seem to work together. When I am working an area, getting things out of my skin in one area, I get a full nuclear attack's worth of them in concentrated areas. It also seems that the more successful I have been on any given day, within two days the attacks are more fierce than ever. It's as if they are saying "hurt us and living hell will be the least of your worries". (No they don't speak to me). Have been using a dark drinking glass and within a half hour after I put it down there is lots of small white puffy stuff every time. Sue, Flutterby, I am also soooooooo sorry and will continue to pray for all of us.
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Post by SueL on Oct 20, 2005 12:56:24 GMT -5
hey Everyone, Thanks much. We got a MRI two days ago on Josh's brain and in the space where we should only have spinal fluid is with out a doubt a WORM. Some please tell me who to seen this too. I'm sure the dr will make up some off the wall DOP reason why it's there. They said the tumor has not grown this month but that chemo has not made it shrink. My child is sick and my heart tells me he did this chemo. in the first place because he knows my heart will completely break and crumble if he has to leave me. I'm 100% sure that this tumor is caused by fibers, yes 100%. Even his poor nose has started to twist on his face. The ENT had a MRI done and said he has a deviated septum. She told me that he was born with it (NO) or that he'd had a injury to his nose (NO). I told her look at it you can clearly see two worms in the MRI. She said I shouldn't mix my problems with his (DOP) I got a copy of that MRI too. I'm sick to death of begging these people to have an open mind. The dr. at NIH said yes some cancers are caused by parasites, his is not. BULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. My child started having seizures at age 6 and migraines at age 8 then on to brain cancer at age 17. I know it's from this horror disease. I' sure I passed this on to him when pregnant. I'm so mad I want to scream and bit something so hard till it bleeds, like a few dr's who are not men of medicine but money makers. Someone please tell me who I can take these MRI's to. I got Helga Clark's book for cancer, the card saying it was in came yesterday. My husband is picking it up today. I told the dr last week that I'm getting him off this NON working chemo. and doing whatever she (Helga) says to do. His reply in front of my child is please don't do that you could kill him. Just two days later he tells my husband on the phone that he thinks Josh has three weeks or less left to live. Someone please tell me who I can call. Love and peace to all of you and thank you from the bottom of my heart for your prayers ................................Sue
P.S. I've tried many times to register and I never can get it done, can anyone help, Patti, Kerry, thanks
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Post by KBasguest on Oct 20, 2005 13:36:28 GMT -5
Sue, my heart goes out to you. Not being able to save your child from this horrible disease is worse than having it yourself. I am in tears reading your post. I feel things move deep in my head after every meal and I still pray I can get them out. I don't know who you can take these MRI's to but you should call Mary at the Morgellons foundation right away. That is what I would do, maybe she knows someone in your state that would try to treat him. If chemo didn't work, what is left? Can they operate? I don't know what to suggest, what you have tried? I will pray for you and your son. Please keep us all posted, we are here for you.
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Post by jody on Oct 20, 2005 13:42:59 GMT -5
SUE L... this has given me a deviated septum, it was so bad when it first happen. it was hard to eat or drink. i think the hole is getting bigger.without a ? this stuff did this to me.sue i wish i could tell you where to go for help, i don't know but i will pray for him i will tell everyone i see to pray for him... my brother is a preacher and he does beleive in healing.i'm so sad for you.i have a grandson josh. and i have brandon he just about died 3yrs ago.i know i keep telling this but i think this stuff is what cause it.but with prayer he got better.but he was in icu 3weeks getting antibotics plus other meds,all i know is he was a sick little boy.
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Post by grsue on Oct 20, 2005 13:50:20 GMT -5
OMG!I would be in the psyc ward if that happened to me. There just HAS to be a solution. Jody asked about cholesterol, which reminded me of the post regarding the "ice cream diet".Has anyone purchased that person's suggestions and tried the diet he recommended? I'd really like to know. God bless you and I hope someone finds the cure soon! GRSue
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