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Post by bannanny on May 26, 2008 16:44:34 GMT -5
I've been seeing these dam sparks for quite a long time now. I first noticed them while I was taking a shower one day as I was frantically combing my (then long) hair trying to get this crap out of it. The first ones I noticed were bright white and as time passed I started to notice (altho much less frequently) bright red sparks of light. Nowadays I see them everywhere....... on my walls, on the floors, on my quilt, on my sheets, you name it. I've even watched them emit from the tips of my fingernails at times when I'm typing on my keyboard. It's usually just one bright burst of light at a time tho. I've never known what causes them exactly altho I'm very aware of the fact that they're morgellons related. Last night for the first time I saw them on my skin as I was lying in bed. But only on areas of my skin where I now have these tiny white spots. It's as tho there isn't any pigment left in the skin at all where these spots are appearing. Anyhoo, I'm gettin real tired of seeing these things and not knowing what it might be in the morg mix that's causing it to happen. Does anybody know or even have some kind of idea where these bright tiny sparks of light might be coming from....... and of course, does anyone even relate to what it is I'm talkin about here? I hope you do....... love ~~ bannannas
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Post by massena on May 26, 2008 21:12:15 GMT -5
Hello bannany, I kinda might know, what I have experienced was one night I was so tried and I woke up to change positions and noticed all these bright little lights in my room , almost like snow..I was so tried that I turned over and went back to sleep. After I thought about it I had wished I would of investigated it more! Never have seen it again. Now that's when I live in the house that was infested with this stuff the trees, water leaks, mold around the windows, carpet you name it ,since I have moved and have things much more under control . I also pm your email address. take care massena
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Post by suebe on May 26, 2008 22:56:35 GMT -5
Bannanny you have me worried sweetie.
In 1994 or 1996 (memory shot) I had the same symptoms. I was in the kitchen yelling "get your homework done" when I started getting flashes of light shooting from my eyes.
I got really bad through dinner time I was seeing flashes, shooting stars, it was kinda wild.
I called my doctor, he was worried about something called a detached retina and sent me to a ER eye doctor who did many test, the eye doctor called my doctor and advised that I be sent to the emergency room, my doctor never told me that.
My doctor called me the next day and I was still feeling a very strange body weakness but I had gone to work anyway.
Two months later my doctor showed me the written report from the eye doctor and i said well maybe thats why I've been feeling so strange.
He sent me for a cat scan and sure enough I'd had a pretty large stroke. They show up as a dead area in the brain. My stroke happened in the area of mapping/patterns Like I'd get lost when I went to the store. I'd end up driving all over my own neighborhood, crying cause I couldn't find my own home.
Over a year I did re-train myself but I still have problems with patterns and my hand writing got very sloppy and changed after the stroke.
Please go to the doctor with this symptom. A MRI is the best test for it. I had the cat scan because I'd already had brain surgery in 1991 for a stroke caused by a ruptured aneurysm and I have clips in my brain so I can't ever have a MRI.
Please set up a appt. honey, I'm very worried for you. You can have many TIA's before the big one and sometime the big one can do you in, depends on what area of the brain dies.
I love you Bannanny and yes I want to scare you into a appt.
If money is a problem, I'll figure out how we can get it paid for. I mean it. Seeing flashes is a very serious symptom and you are worth GOLD to me honey. You are a one in a million beautiful person and we need you.
I will pm my phone number. I love ya girl, call your doctor.
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Post by robertalouise26 on May 26, 2008 23:18:32 GMT -5
Dearest dearest Suebe it is so wonderful to know that you are so much better and back on the board. But please take things easy don't over stretch yourself. Much much love and big hugs, how are those burns healing Sue? R.
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Post by bannanny on May 26, 2008 23:51:21 GMT -5
I love you sue....... but please do me a real big favor and don't worry about me. The sparks I'm talking about are from morgellons, I know that for a fact. As far as the other thing that happened to me, I went to the dr. for it. I'll be going to the lab on the first for some blood work. If it makes you feel better, I'll ask for an MRI (my insurance will cover it.) But please, please, please, do not worry about me. I'll be just fine! I just want you to take care of yourself and do as Robbie said, take it easy and relax. It will make me feel grrrreat just knowing that you will, k? K! Get some beautiful healing rest and have a golden day tomorrow!
huge huggers ~~ bannanny
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