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Post by itchin4answers on Dec 3, 2013 23:34:25 GMT -5
I had mentioned on this thread not so long ago about support measures for my son. We'd visited a psychiatrist whom determined that the less William was to talk about his Father the better he would be. The Dr said we did not need to see him again and he had me sign a consent form. This consent was to give him permission to exchange information with my psychologist. He said he was going to give my psychologist strategies for me to help William when he is difficult.
Today I finally made it to my psychologist appointment. I almost missed the bus (again) because I was writing my earlier post...yikes!....I ran, yes I jog daily and not by choice!...and then I limp when I walk, go figure.
I didn't make it to my last psychologist appointment, I had to cancel because it was the day after I'd seen the Neurologist. I had a mental & physical melt down after that appointment.
So back on topic, I saw my psychologist and asked her if the psychiatrist had made contact with the "strategies"....NOPE...NOTHING....here we go again, I'm now signing my son's life over to these weirdo's who call themselves DOCTORS. Who gets hurt in the end? - the CHILD.
Again, I am chasing a child psychologist who will not return phone calls. A mental health nurse whom was under the impression she had already sent William to a child psychologist. Hello? MacFly?....see the system is totally rooted and are precious children are suffering (understatement).
My son had the biggest melt down last nite. The rage is terrible. The mental health nurse suggested I move furniture when William is in rage so he won't hurt himself. Last night, the bloody furniture was the furthest thing from my mind. I listened to my inner voice. I grabbed him and held him so tight, hugging him as hard as I could, he sobbed his heart out. I know children of William's age have great trouble in expressing "feelings", their brain is still developing. I asked him to tell me what was going on in his heart and his head. He said he couldn't explain. I asked him if he were unhappy, he said yes he was unhappy. I said "unhappy with mummy?" - He said "No"...so I think we concurred that the unhappiness has been a build up of a number of things. I instantly shared with William (after I had controlled my own sobbing) - I explained I understand unhappiness as a child, I said mine was different - emigrating countries and racial abuse - I said but the feelings inside are still the same.
Could YOU Have Lyme Disease? 8 Facts You NEED to Know
Could YOU Have Lyme Disease? Been wondering about this mysterious illness that seems to be popping up all over the place? Me too. - Paralysis - widespread joint and muscle pain - severe fatigue - headache, rashes - unexplained fevers - chills - nausea - hair loss
- swollen glands - heart palpitations - depression - bowel problems - interstitial cystitis - TMJ, muscle spasms - nerve pain - numbness - tingling - stiffness - abdominal pain - light-headedness - tremors - confusion - double vision - sensitivity to light and sound - anxiety - menstrual irregularity.
Quite a list, huh? What if I told you all of these symptoms could indicate Lyme Disease?
Ridiculous right? How could a tiny bug cause so many health problems? Besides, it seems like everyone and their dog has it lately. It’s just the newest catch-all fad disease right? Or is it?
I know how you feel, because I’ve thought the same.
That list above is just a tiny sampling of all the symptoms I’ve experienced in varying degrees over the the last 16 years of my life. I’d spent years searching for answers to the problems that plagued me every day, finding no answers beyond “fibromyalgia”. When a friend suggested to me I could have Lyme Disease and I should watch the Under Our Skin documentary I honestly was offended. “Ya right!,” I thought. “Seriously… how could a bug do all this to me?”
One afternoon, I sat down in front of my computer and caved in. As I watched, tears streamed down my face… I saw the playing out of my own life before my eyes. I finally understood my life and I saw Lyme Disease for what it truly is.
You see… Lyme Disease is much more sinister than most people give it credit for.
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Dr. Richard Horowitz, a leading Lyme expert, says Lyme is “the number 1 worldwide epidemic… it’s spreading, it’s mimicking every disease and it’s going to destroy the world’s population.”
Earlier this year the CDC released new statistics for Lyme, admitting they were way off on their earlier estimations of Lyme in the United States. The number? 300,000 Americans each year. This is 10 times more than what they had previously estimated! Most Lyme experts still think these numbers are inaccurate, siting that many people are not reporting to the CDC, while others have been misdiagnosed with things like fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, MS, Alzheimer’s, or rheumatoid arthritis.
How does Lyme cause ALL those symptoms?
Not every aspect of how Lyme bacteria work is fully understood. I did a simplistic explanation of one function of the borrelia spirochete’s initial action within the body here. Go check that out first, but there is a lot more going on in the body that leads to this hefty list of ailments.
1. As I noted, one of the first jobs of the spirochete is to release neurotoxins. As the name implies, neurotoxins release toxins into the nervous system, inhibiting communication of neurons (the cell that processes and transmits through your body’s electrical system) through synapses (the means to transport these electrical signals between cells).
When your neurons don’t communicate, this leads to things like memory impairment, paralysis, seizures, neuropathy (nerve pain, burning, tingling, etc.), and myopathy (muscular disease).
2. Additionally, spirochetes cause our body to produce too many cytokines. Cytokines are proteins who’s job is to fight infection. (Sounds like a person would need lots of those to fight a Lyme infection right?)
In a normal infection the release of cytokines would pump up, do it’s job and then reduce again. However, as in my link above, the corkscrew bacteria of Lyme make there way into every organ of the body (usually with their co-bacteria friends) causing the body to produce cytokines in excess.
Excess cytokine production leads to inflammation which leads to pain and muscle wasting, immune system suppression, disturbed sleep, severe fatigue, thyroid and adrenal problems, problems with body organs and more.
Continue reading; wholenewmom.com/health-concerns/could-you-have-lyme-disease-lyme-disease-causes-lyme-disease-symptoms/
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Post by itchin4answers on Dec 4, 2013 19:08:38 GMT -5
I had mentioned on this thread not so long ago about support measures for my son. We'd visited a psychiatrist whom determined that the less William was to talk about his Father the better he would be. The Dr said we did not need to see him again and he had me sign a consent form. This consent was to give him permission to exchange information with my psychologist. He said he was going to give my psychologist strategies for me to help William when he is difficult.
Today I finally made it to my psychologist appointment. I almost missed the bus (again) because I was writing my earlier post...yikes!....I ran, yes I jog daily and not by choice!...and then I limp when I walk, go figure.
I didn't make it to my last psychologist appointment, I had to cancel because it was the day after I'd seen the Neurologist. I had a mental & physical melt down after that appointment.
So back on topic, I saw my psychologist and asked her if the psychiatrist had made contact with the "strategies"....NOPE...NOTHING....here we go again, I'm now signing my son's life over to these weirdo's who call themselves DOCTORS. Who gets hurt in the end? - the CHILD.
Again, I am chasing a child psychologist who will not return phone calls. A mental health nurse whom was under the impression she had already sent William to a child psychologist. Hello? MacFly?....see the system is totally rooted and are precious children are suffering (understatement).
My son had the biggest melt down last nite. The rage is terrible. The mental health nurse suggested I move furniture when William is in rage so he won't hurt himself. Last night, the bloody furniture was the furthest thing from my mind. I listened to my inner voice. I grabbed him and held him so tight, hugging him as hard as I could, he sobbed his heart out. I know children of William's age have great trouble in expressing "feelings", their brain is still developing. I asked him to tell me what was going on in his heart and his head. He said he couldn't explain. I asked him if he were unhappy, he said yes he was unhappy. I said "unhappy with mummy?" - He said "No"...so I think we concurred that the unhappiness has been a build up of a number of things. I instantly shared with William (after I had controlled my own sobbing) - I explained I understand unhappiness as a child, I said mine was different - emigrating countries and racial abuse - I said but the feelings inside are still the same.
The Mental Health Nurse returned my phone call this morning. Unfortunate for her, she copped the wrath of me. I expressed my disgust at a child psychologist not even having the decency to return my phone call. "The psychologist could be booked out" - I said to the Nurse - "BUT what about a phone call to say so".
I then told the nurse about my psychologist visit yesterday and the "strategies" I was promised from the Psychiatrist (you see the Mental Health Nurse did refer William to this psychiatrist). I told the nurse (yes I was livid on the phone!) I signed a document and this psychiatrist has not followed through on what he said he would do. The Nurse said "you need to get your psychologist to contact Dr XXXXX"......hehe...(I have to laugh)....the volume of my voice increased and I just kept saying "NO, NO, NO, NO!"....Then she really copped it - I said "Today is the 5 year anniversary of my last incarceration into a Psychiatric Hospital and Child Protection removing William from my care into Foster Care for 5 months". I said "5 years on and look where we are NOW due to LIES!! - look at the path of DESTRUCTION!".
I don't care what she thinks of me, I had every right to say what I said. The Department of Human Services were quick to snatch my son, but they couldn't organise a pee up in a brewery. The bloody lot of them are utterly utterly USELESS!!
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Post by Baraka Obam on Dec 4, 2013 21:06:50 GMT -5
I am very sorry you are suffering so, the disease is a horror, just hearing about a mother being raped by the medical community makes me ill.
There are no words that can explain how sorry I am for you and your son.
Your case and others like yours are the worst, mothers removed from their children and completely destroyed by a system that reeks of the dark ages.
They should all lose their license, all of them.
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Post by itchin4answers on Dec 5, 2013 19:10:22 GMT -5
I am very sorry you are suffering so, the disease is a horror, just hearing about a mother being raped by the medical community makes me ill. There are no words that can explain how sorry I am for you and your son. Your case and others like yours are the worst, mothers removed from their children and completely destroyed by a system that reeks of the dark ages. They should all lose their license, all of them. I know you are Baraka, and thank you. That rocket between the gluts got the Mental Health Nurse into action and by midday I was speaking with "Child & Youth Mental Health Services". I had to answer a lot of very personal questions and go way back to William's birth and the whole child protection issue. I was asked by this woman who was doing the over the phone assessment - "can you tell me the symptoms you described of your illness before they incarcerated you?". I said "NO, I'm sorry but I will not tell you, if you are curious just Google Lyme disease and Morgellons". I have no choice other than to put my son in the very same system that screwed me over, though I have experience under my belt and more courage and determination than ever before. The Mental Health Service are going to contact the school. Apparently they don't just make appointments they want to assess whether their service is appropriate for William. It all gets me down because it's the system that has caused most of our issues to date. It will be interesting to see where we are by January 2014. I have my MRI (head & spine) on the 17th December and then see the Neurologist again on the 6th January - he may give me "his diagnosis" - I'm ok with that - anything that holds weight so maybe one day I may find the strength to sue the lot of them.
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Post by itchin4answers on Dec 8, 2013 18:34:02 GMT -5
I am very sorry you are suffering so, the disease is a horror, just hearing about a mother being raped by the medical community makes me ill. There are no words that can explain how sorry I am for you and your son. Your case and others like yours are the worst, mothers removed from their children and completely destroyed by a system that reeks of the dark ages. They should all lose their license, all of them. I know you are Baraka, and thank you. That rocket between the gluts got the Mental Health Nurse into action and by midday I was speaking with "Child & Youth Mental Health Services". I had to answer a lot of very personal questions and go way back to William's birth and the whole child protection issue. I was asked by this woman who was doing the over the phone assessment - "can you tell me the symptoms you described of your illness before they incarcerated you?". I said "NO, I'm sorry but I will not tell you, if you are curious just Google Lyme disease and Morgellons". I have no choice other than to put my son in the very same system that screwed me over, though I have experience under my belt and more courage and determination than ever before. The Mental Health Service are going to contact the school. Apparently they don't just make appointments they want to assess whether their service is appropriate for William. It all gets me down because it's the system that has caused most of our issues to date. It will be interesting to see where we are by January 2014. I have my MRI (head & spine) on the 17th December and then see the Neurologist again on the 6th January - he may give me "his diagnosis" - I'm ok with that - anything that holds weight so maybe one day I may find the strength to sue the lot of them. You won't be shocked by this. I had a call Saturday and have my son booked in with the child psychologist. I have to pay and this is wrong. Referrals from a GP with a mental health care plan and we are entitled to free counselling. I have been doing this for almost 5 years with my psychologist, not parted with a cent. This organisation is not private - there is a medicare rebate. I have to pay $124.00 straight up then medicare will deposit $40 back in my bank account. I will not pay, and I shouldn't have too.
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Post by itchin4answers on Jan 7, 2014 22:24:57 GMT -5
Hello everyone,
Just checking in, at the library unfortunately.
I have missed you all a lot.
I had my follow up appointment with my Neurologist Monday and he was very nice this time. The break must have done him good LOL.
The MRI Scan of my brain is clear, in fact it is super clear. The Neurologist was somewhat perplexed, he said for my age and being a smoker my brain scan should at least show spots, though it showed nothing, not even signs of neurological Lyme. So "Yes" he actually acknowledged Lyme this time. I was a little worried he was going to send me on my way, but he didn't. I did say to him that for the last 12 years the symptoms I have suffered, particularly of the skin have been bizarre to say the least. That is when he said he wants to check me for Auto Immune Disease. He wrote a pathology slip for a plethora of tests, very thorough.
Even though he'd said in our first meeting that he found SPECT scans to be wishy washy he has ordered a repeat SPECT to see if the lack of blood flow and oxygen are still an issue. I have that scan on the 28th January - not looking forward to it as it takes for ever and that's the one where I have to sleep or try to sleep for almost an hour once they've administered a radioactive fluid IV, then they take the images of the brain over 30 minutes.
Of course I have never mentioned Morgellons, nor mentioned my skin symptoms - other than what I said above. I am very pleased that my brain scan is clear, but then on the other hand I have to wonder what is causing the symptoms I have to this day. Though my health is much improved, and I think the school break has a lot to do with that. I was a mess by Christmas, the stress and exhaustion so overwhelming and for a non drinker I got rotten drunk on Christmas day at my sister's house. Oh well, not to worry!!
I found a really good child psychologist through someone I know, and she bulk bills. I have had one meeting with this lady and she is really nice and well equipped for both our needs, which is "unresolved grief". Not a day goes by that I do not think about Tony. It will be 12 months on the 28th February since his death and how time flies and what a terrible year 2013 was.
I had mentioned that I'd ordered a glycolic acid chemical peel - 60%. I have used this about 4 times, the first time I burnt my forehead. Last week I lost track of time and I think I had it on over 10 minutes, so I had burnt ear lobes and red patches on my cheeks. I think it will take a lot more than a chemical peel to budge the underlying issues! I can only try.
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Post by threader on Jan 9, 2014 9:58:40 GMT -5
Itchin, you can bet your bottom dollar that the auto immune is just the body fighting this malady, it is not the body attacking itself, the disease is so ingrained that the body SEEMS to attack itself, how blind can these people be. I, too, am really skeptical about theories which propose that Morgellons is an autoimmune condition. It's been my experience that when I beat my immune system down through sleep deprivation, poor diet, or partying, that I can expect a symptom surge. Aren't steroids a common immune suppressant? Morgie accounts of steroid treatments are always horror stories.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Jan 9, 2014 13:14:13 GMT -5
Let me say this in a different way, What they call AUTO IMMUNE DISEASE is the body fighting this DISEASE, this hidden stealty disease we call MORGELLONS.
The aspects of our disease are varried, symptoms galor, because most people assume one aspect or symptom is one disease they create the idea that we are not afflicted by the same item.
I assure you we are, I have fought this disease 40 years and the one thing that was quite clear from the beginning, It is one vector that leads to diminished health and symptom issues.
Auto Immune response imagined as the body attacking itself for no good reason is a lie, the immune system attacks a ingrained vector that finally has been unmasked.
For some reason the body can see the invader, the question that should be in researchers minds, why NOW, why does the immune system NOW see it as the invader it is.
What has changed in the body?
[/quote]I, too, am really skeptical about theories which propose that Morgellons is an autoimmune condition.
It's been my experience that when I beat my immune system down through sleep deprivation, poor diet, or partying, that I can expect a symptom surge.
Aren't steroids a common immune suppressant? Morgie accounts of steroid treatments are always horror stories. [/quote]
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Post by itchin4answers on Jan 14, 2014 21:46:12 GMT -5
Hi guys,
Just checking in again, I've made a friend with a man around the corner and he has kindly allowed me to use his computer.
I should never have said my health has much improved! We're all suffocating in extreme temperatures, yesterday was 43 degrees Celsius, over night temperature 28. Today is just as bad 41 and it's getting worse for the rest of the week.
I have to agree with you both about the Auto Immune Disease lie. I see this in my Mum she is so struggling with her RA, and thank God she understands me now. Mum is giving herself injections and she worsens straight after. I said to her yesterday "that once again Mum this is like a herx, you get worse". The fact of the matter is what is the underlying cause of Rheumatoid Arthritis? Yep - Mum could then see - "well of course she said if they knew what they were treating". I say if they knew what triggered it and I believe it's what I have!
Funny thing one of my neighbors I hadn't caught up with in months, saw her Saturday and she was diagnosed with RA in July, only 41yrs, started in her feet!! - dang it's this thing. I wanted to come home and tear my hair out. I am Delusional to those evil half brains and I struggle, particularly with recent symptoms.
Past two mornings have woken with what mimics creases in the face from bed sheets - it's not it's this thing! My skin looks like connective tissue disease, but no they prefer to write in my medical notes that this delusional woman looks older than her years. My skin is tight and shiny.
This is going to sound terrible, but when one is desperate one will do what needs to be done. My neck on the MRI is rooted at C5/6 the bulge looks shocking. Anyway I had developed this fine fluff hair on my back and my face. The blind lumps were coming back on my skin and the pain. Ok brace yourself - I took a disposable razor and ran it carefully across my back, jaw line and bad areas on my face. What do you think happened? I couldn't count how many "hairs" long fiber optics flying out of my face, my back, I was spitting them out of my mouth. I couldn't even cry, knowing I am so infested. I have spent a bomb on face treatment, the peels are not getting through. Oh and my right sinus still showed minor disease on the MRI, well that side of my face has been twisted for years, and on the weekend with the help of organic sesame oil and my finger nails...grrrr...out popped what appeared to be cotton wool - I'm like hang on a minute - then I got out the useless microscope and the useless computer, sure enough, it's not cotton wool, it's all multicolored colored fibers.
I've had it with this nightmare, and this morning we saw the child psychologist. I wanted to reach right over and strangle her, she said my condition is rare - yeah if your DOP!! and I was so itchy in her office, which has started since this heat wave and trying to treat this mess.
Thank God William likes her. I'm so upset and wound up. Then William had to see the doctor for persistent nose bleeds, his nose has an infection so more money on nasal cream that is not covered by PBS!! William has said lately "mummy I want testing for Lyme". I ask him why because I swear to God I would never talk my child into being ill. He told me he has a lot of symptoms I have.
This is total shite and I know my blood results will come back normal and then what?
I was promised a computer, that is still on it's way apparently, donated from my girlfriends kids school and some friend of her's is putting all the stuff on. I spoke with her last night and she said she would call me back last night, never did. She is a nice girl, but DOESN'T GET IT! You know comments like "then when you get this computer all you need is a don gal and then you can be on line" OH REALLY!!! flippin heck I so needed a morgie mate the other night I downloaded a face book app on my mobile and it wouldn't work. This disease has me so messed up I thought the sim card malfunctioned, well it did because I had in upside down! So I bought a new mobile, and it's one of those touch phones. Does one have to have specially designed fingers to send a text!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK the heat is getting to me.
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Post by sheredelight on Jan 15, 2014 22:59:20 GMT -5
Hi Itchinforanswers, omg, what a horrible nightmare we are living in, and your face, so much going on with you, so sad hun, my parasite cleanse doesn't work anymore, might be time for something stronger. I'm back to salt baths, with borax and stuff....but I still itch, but im not as bad as some,...I might hit the horse wormer again, when there lapping up your throat at night, its past time to kill them...that and some Fladgyl that kills them to a degree as well...hope your mum feels better soon, and the power doesn't go off again, stay cool....hugz
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Post by sheredelight on Jan 15, 2014 23:00:27 GMT -5
oh my ,this is all new, and it didn't post lol, gotta laugh sometimes !!!
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Post by Baraka Obam on Jan 16, 2014 12:18:12 GMT -5
ITCHEN, do not wait for luck to catch up with you, here is the Austrailian Craigslist, you can put notices in personels for Lyme disease Morgellons, you can look for free stuff near you, AND YOU CAN PUT UP A ADVERTISEMENT FOR THE THINGS YOU NEED THAT ARE FREE. YOU CAN ASK FOR HELP FROM SOMEONE THAT WILL GIVE YOU A COMPUTER, IF I READ YOUR AD AND I WAS IN AUSTRAILIA AND LIVED NEAR I WOULD BRING ONE RIGHT OVER ALL FRESH AND NEW REINSTALL. I BUY THEM UP AND FIX THEM UP AND THEN PILE THEM UP FOR VIRUS DAYS. geo.craigslist.org/iso/auPLEASE LEARN TO USE IT, YOU WILL FIND IT HANDY. YOU MAY EVEN FIND COMPASSINATE SOULS THAT JUST LOVE TO HELP OTHERS TELL YOUR STORY. not all of it of course.
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Post by itchin4answers on Jan 23, 2014 2:34:46 GMT -5
Hi Guys,
Well first off I'd like to say that I'm down. The heat wave got much worse, we suffered overnight temperatures of 36C we had 3 days in a row of 44C, never known heat like it.
The other issue, the man friend has now been upgraded to a sexual pervert/stalker. I don't like to have to be horrible to people. I don't like to judge a book by it's cover, as I have been judged way too many times and I've done nothing wrong. I don't take it well when a so called "man" sends vulgar images of his brain that dangles between his legs, and crude and vulgar texts to accompany. I sorted him out in one "sock it to ya text"....I'd repeated to him not that long ago something Tony had said, that being; "if you want a good listener or counsellor she's the best, if you cross her look out!!" Well he not listen and he copped the wrath of me. It's really quite amazing how people can reach right down deep inside you and hurt the human spirit I am striving so hard to heal.
The next issue, William's psychologist and her comment to me about "rare condition". I was getting more down and depressed and decided that I needed to put the question to her what she meant by rare condition. Any how, I left a voice mail and she called me back. She was talking about LYME - she said she got my voice mail then went online and was surprised to learn LYME was not so rare! so we got that one sorted out.
The computer issue, I had the computer delivered Sunday afternoon. It's an old Dell with the computer and flat screen and the old big hard drive. Now my girlfriend kept saying all you need now is the little prepaid Wifi. Monday came and Mum called to see if I wanted to go food shopping, I said "No I just need to get online to be with some people that care". So Mum grabbed the prepaid Wifi for me. Monday night I couldn't get connected to the internet, I got the prepaid activated and wasted what seemed like hours trying to get the stupid thing working. I couldn't even look at the computer Tuesday and it wasn't until Tuesday night that I phoned the telecommunications company tech support. The tech support man said I needed a USB so the computer could communicate and pick up Wifi.
Yesterday Wednesday, caught the bus to the nearest Telstra store to be told they don't stock them, anyway luckily there was a place within walking distance that did sell them. I was phoning and texting my girlfriend saying the computer wouldn't work. I didn't give her a hard time because her daughter is very ill and has been since birth.
Anyway, paid $60 for this USB stick, installed it when I got home yesterday and then ended up in tears because it still wouldn't connect to the internet. I text my girlfriend and said please take this computer back. I couldn't believe my ears she said to me "well you see these old computers are not really Wifi compatible and even some laptops aren't". That was it for me, ready to throw the stupid heap of junk out of the window. Why the heck do people say one thing and do another? She wasn't doing me any favours maybe in her dreams. She said she was going to drop off the computer table to me today - I said "NO!!" had it with the whole thing. I'll buy my own laptop.
Well thank you Baraka for that link and how I wish you really were a friend around the corner, you are the mark of a good man. Mum has leant me her computer again, as she is so upset that I've blown money I can't afford. I will endeavour to try to understand the website.
Hiya girlfriend, oh yeah my face, sounds unbelievable huh. I had to do it again on the weekend. I went to the chemist and got the 10% Menthol in Aqueous base - geeze I almost fell over with the price - $25! so the chemist said to get the script from the doctor so I can get on PBS. I just kept slapping the cream on. I only itch in certain places - my feet are becoming an issue too. All so time consuming isn't it.
You know I will be jumping for joy when I can buy a car and not have to struggle to put William through school like I am now. A public school and I still have to pay fees.
"Jesus, You are my Hope."
"Nothing can separate me from Your Love, Jesus."
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Post by Baraka Obam on Jan 27, 2014 6:16:57 GMT -5
Holy Guacamole, sorry to hear about your luck,
There are some men, not all, they think only about sex, that not bad enough they have no social grace, some think women must have them so they send pictures of their real face. You should ask him what made him think you needed his vision, put him on the spot, tell him your gonna send his pretty picture to the police or put him on Craigslist, with his phone number and picture.
Anyway do not blame it on all men, he just has his issues it is not personal, he is sick, thats just the way he is, and there are women that, as degenerated as it seems, think this is amorous.
That computer had to be a MILLION years old in computer age no USB port, if you have a issue with a computer or need to ask questions I am not the last word on the stuff but I am pretty good at some tricks.
My first computer was a used industrial, what a learning experience.
You know, its hard to imagine but, on your very worst day of life on earth there is someone having a worse time than you are.
If you do not know anything about computers call a few shops that are selling them and ask questions until they get tired of answering, LOL, you can learn much this way, especially if you quote another guys specifications of a model the other guy is selling.
I do this all the time and get put up to date, I have no problem saying I have no suave on a topic so they will fill me in, I will go as far as saying my brain was injured in a motorcycle wreck and my thinking is very slow, then I get the info slow and easy.
Some times they talk so so I have to say, you can go faster, believe me it works!
Computers on CRAIGSLIST you really can get a good deal at a computer rebuilder, he can set you up for a small fee, maybe $100 or so, make sure it has a guarantee.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Jan 28, 2014 20:11:06 GMT -5
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Post by itchin4answers on Feb 5, 2014 9:42:59 GMT -5
Holy Guacamole, sorry to hear about your luck, There are some men, not all, they think only about sex, that not bad enough they have no social grace, some think women must have them so they send pictures of their real face. You should ask him what made him think you needed his vision, put him on the spot, tell him your gonna send his pretty picture to the police or put him on Craigslist, with his phone number and picture. Anyway do not blame it on all men, he just has his issues it is not personal, he is sick, thats just the way he is, and there are women that, as degenerated as it seems, think this is amorous. That computer had to be a MILLION years old in computer age no USB port, if you have a issue with a computer or need to ask questions I am not the last word on the stuff but I am pretty good at some tricks. My first computer was a used industrial, what a learning experience. You know, its hard to imagine but, on your very worst day of life on earth there is someone having a worse time than you are. If you do not know anything about computers call a few shops that are selling them and ask questions until they get tired of answering, LOL, you can learn much this way, especially if you quote another guys specifications of a model the other guy is selling. I do this all the time and get put up to date, I have no problem saying I have no suave on a topic so they will fill me in, I will go as far as saying my brain was injured in a motorcycle wreck and my thinking is very slow, then I get the info slow and easy. Some times they talk so so I have to say, you can go faster, believe me it works! Computers on CRAIGSLIST you really can get a good deal at a computer rebuilder, he can set you up for a small fee, maybe $100 or so, make sure it has a guarantee. I know others are having a worse time.
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Post by itchin4answers on Feb 5, 2014 10:38:23 GMT -5
I had my follow up appointment today with the Neurologist. The SPECT scan is normal, it's a miracle I'm CURED!
My platelets were slightly elevated and I asked to explain why, he said that would be inflammation.
Liver function was slightly elevated, other than that - nothing else to report.
I would never ask the police for help.
He triggered issues for my son & myself. My grief worsened, as did William's.
Sorry I lost where I was going with this - post traumatic stress is unrelenting at times.
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Post by itchin4answers on Feb 6, 2014 8:33:28 GMT -5
Findings:
On brain SPECT imaging, perfusion and uptake are normal with the cerebral cortex, subcortical structures and cerebellum. Compared with the previous study, apparent temporal asymmetrical temporal and subtle frontal hypoperfusion is not evident and compared with the normal database (Siemens proprietary "Scenium" database, uptake is within normal limits.
Conclusion: Normal brain SPECT study.
Last years SPECT went for longer - I was in the public hospital part. I did fall asleep prior to that one because I'd got a flu thing. The SPECT I recently had was in the private part of the hospital and didn't take as long.
Siemens proprietary "Scenium" database, uptake is within normal range.
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Post by itchin4answers on Feb 6, 2014 18:26:53 GMT -5
Findings: On brain SPECT imaging, perfusion and uptake are normal with the cerebral cortex, subcortical structures and cerebellum. Compared with the previous study, apparent temporal asymmetrical temporal and subtle frontal hypoperfusion is not evident and compared with the normal database (Siemens proprietary "Scenium" database, uptake is within normal limits. Conclusion:Normal brain SPECT study. Last years SPECT went for longer - I was in the public hospital part. I did fall asleep prior to that one because I'd got a flu thing. The SPECT I recently had was in the private part of the hospital and didn't take as long. Siemens proprietary "Scenium" database, uptake is within normal range. This is the link that will put you in the picture www.accessdata.fda.gov/cdrh_docs/pdf13/K130451.pdfSeems Siemens set the par for what is "normal" and "abnormal". I do recall another test I had not long ago, the par had been changed for that too. I could be wrong, though it appears that software and hardware are playing a major role in diagnosis.
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Post by itchin4answers on Feb 7, 2014 19:57:27 GMT -5
I am unsure as to what is causing me to the feel the way I do at the moment.
It's great to think my brain scan is clear and NO I don't want to believe I'm ill, but I can not escape from what is making me feel ill.
I wonder, 1 Doxy a day and often one will herx 5 to 7 days. I've only been prescribed 28, so I could go up and down each 5 to 7 days until they are all finished.
STRESS: this is the major contributing factor in my life that is feeding this disease. Admittedly, I am having a dreadful time with sugar. My sugar pangs are extremely emotional based. I do great and then I fall off the wagon. Grieving is very up and down, and truly I don't carry guilt for Tony's death, I loved the man. It's hard others blame me - "They" want to forget the last 12 years (that's how long Tony & were together), though we'd been friends since I was 19yrs.
Getting a letter from the Lawyer to say the superannuation funds are still on hold. Tony's brother wants it and they will do whatever it takes. This is tearing me apart. The extreme temperatures and I am out doors in the elements most days, walking to bus or train stops. Seeing a Neurologist in town and that is packed lunch type trip, especially when the specialist runs late. A person just kind of knows I think when a doctor is very evasive, you know he knows there is something going on but he can't say it?
I have been so ill since yesterday morning, and my parents collected my son from school in the afternoon. I was resting and said I felt like I had flu, but its the disease. Stomach cramps worsened, then the vomiting started last night. I was up and down like that all night, and it was so hot.
A good thing, William slept in his bed second night in a row. So proud of him. This too is extremely stressful for me. My home looks like it has been robbed. Lots of fresh folded laundry that is now taking over my bedroom. My son, my God where is his head at - the toys on the floor, the mess - I know this day and age has done this to him. I am so clean and tidy, but I'm not coping and I need a break. Not a holiday on a resort - a break from this horrible routine that feels like it'll be the end of me.
Can not go out doors today and I will have to rest. My itching is still a bother, and today my right arm is hurting - muscle pain and feels like me shoulder could freeze.
All these years of suffering and we are no closer to recognition of a disease, let alone real help and support. I am just a normal person like anyone else, when you're sick for a long time, and everything negative that can be thrown at you HAS - living in a world of fear, and everyday working on my own inner peace because no one is going to do anything to help, I know it and I feel it.
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