|
Despair
Mar 17, 2012 5:27:09 GMT -5
Post by Lynn on Mar 17, 2012 5:27:09 GMT -5
Hi Itchen Sorry Morgellons has you in such a mess right now. Have you tried any mustard mixtures. At first I was not real sure it would work for me and mixed it with certain tinctures to get it to have the right whack-a-bility. Now I get very little activity and my bad days are chopped way down. Sometimes I almost feel I am free. Here is my favorite Solfeggio Harmonics - 528 HZ - Miracle www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZrBRQn6K0A I wish I could find the chart of the ones we should listen too. I have it in one of my favorite files, but can not find it. In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 17, 2012 15:37:57 GMT -5
Post by itchin4answers on Mar 17, 2012 15:37:57 GMT -5
Hi Itchen Sorry Morgellons has you in such a mess right now. Have you tried any mustard mixtures. At first I was not real sure it would work for me and mixed it with certain tinctures to get it to have the right whack-a-bility. Now I get very little activity and my bad days are chopped way down. Sometimes I almost feel I am free. Here is my favorite Solfeggio Harmonics - 528 HZ - Miracle www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZrBRQn6K0A I wish I could find the chart of the ones we should listen too. I have it in one of my favorite files, but can not find it. In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn Hi Lynn, I know you're sorry for me, thank you. I just wish we didn't have to be doing this backwards & forwards of supporting one another. The psychiatric community would call it "Cognitive Behavioural Therapy". Yep, that's the one, I've typed for 8 years till I'm literally blue in the face. Why is everything so arse up and backwards? I have been using the mustard mixture and found it helpful. Then by Wednesday I just didn't want to do it any more. I was stressed about my blood test for Mycoplasma PCR. I had the kit sent to me from a lab in Sydney. I've already paid for the test and courier fee $300. I had to store my blood samples in the fridge at home whilst waiting on the courier to pick them up to fly them to Sydney. I didn't want anything going wrong. I have this fear that my blood results are going to show nothing. I know I shouldn't worry about things that haven't happened yet, I can't help it. I started taking some Amoxycillin. I had some in the cupboard which are meant to used for my dental appointments. I am overdue to see the dentist & need to see him asap. I don't like dental appointments at the best of times. My mouth can't open wide with my tight skin and I do feel like a leper sat in the dentists chair. I am digressing, but I need to mention this. I haven't been able to wear my mouth splint at night since coming home from NSW. I have this lump/bulge in my gum, near the floor of my mouth. It's adjacent to where I had a tooth ripped out after breaking it eating my breakfast cereal. The first thing that came to mind about this bulge is the Morgies pushing through. I just don't know, but it's on the right side and adjacent to a lot stuff going on in the inside of my skin and the outside. The sores on the outside of my face also effects the inside of my mouth. I get big ulcers. I took these photos this morning. The pain in my elbow woke me. My knee cap started itching on the plane home from NSW, and my chest too. I had a long hair fiber come out of my knee cap, then I got in a frenzy with what was coming out. Same with my elbow, then I end up with this mess. I had 5000mg of Amoxycillin, not all in one go and my skin isn't showing signs of healing. I know it will eventually, but again, this is not right. I have a sore/lesion right between my breasts, I feel like I'm being split in 2. My skin is so tight and the anxiety of it all I suck my tummy right up under my ribs (without knowing). I gasp for air at times. I blame myself, I should be able to deal with this mess. This has gone on way way too long. My left cheek bone is a little green and crusty. I'm not too good taking photos of myself. I have to get in that bath whether I like it or not. My features can change so quickly, I know I will look a different person after bathing and showering. No one should have to be doing this endless routine, it is NOT RIGHT. itchin CDC, my God I beg of you, help us please.
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 17, 2012 20:47:01 GMT -5
Post by Lynn on Mar 17, 2012 20:47:01 GMT -5
Hi Itchen
The mustard thing can get a bit much, but it pays to keep at it. Hope you can get back on it to see if it will get rid of these sores all over you. It got rid of my one year old harden lesions that would go through painful splitting open periods. They are gone.
I make a lotion like Toni does, but for now I make my with Skin So Soft. My mom bought it and asked me to please try it. I tried to tell her it was not organic enough, but it is working out with what I do. I get a parasite and fungus Salve and put a dab of that into a small plastic jar. 4 oz size. The I put in 7 squirts of Skin So Soft add Extra Virgin Olive oil till a little over half full. Fill 3/4 the way up with Mustard oil. Any brand. I am using Dunbar now and like it better then the last brand I tried. It smell stronger. The bugs take longer to decide to get me. Some just roam and leave and the ones that dig in and bite go silent. The tough ones that are silent get finished off in the shower when I use the mustard tincture that Toni taught us how to make.
I bought me a garden bump spray canister. A cheaper six dollar kind that holds a Gallon or two in it. I make enough tincture in it to last 2 days for spraying clothes inside out. I put other stuff in it too to help kill the smell. Dr. Bronners Peppermint soap, TKO orange, Witch Hazel, Cayenne, Tea tree oil, Rosemary, and a little Vinegar. I add the mix to keep Bees from getting me, but also to smell a whole lot better then the Vinegar mixture I would make.
Even though my clothes are bug free from my wash protocol for clothes I want to deter anything from using the material to get to me as much as possible. I have a cheap rack over the furnace to hang damp clothes until I need to use them.
It took over 2 months, but I can now skip some of the evening showers. I just get in to get wet and get out and apply while wet a thin layer of the mustard oil mixture. Sometime I do spray the head down with a real light covering of the clothes spray mixture I keep in a hand held spray bottle for my hair. Keep them out at night. If my hair seems to dry or brittle I go a head and apply the mustard lotion on my head and through out hair and skip the spray bottle those nights. My nights are much less trouble now a days. Well hope this encourages you.
I sure hope the testing goes all right. I understand being afraid they will not find anything. Its hard to trust any testing when you know how faulty the testing can be on so many many thing.
In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 20, 2012 18:41:49 GMT -5
Post by dianna5 on Mar 20, 2012 18:41:49 GMT -5
Hi Darlin',
I love the pictures.... He is so sweet and loveable and if you don't mind me saying, I thought you looked quite fetching and a bit sassy in that pic of you and William seated outdoors. But the reality of how you feel about your face, dear Itchen, I can only guess about. I am thankful my face is spared thus far...For call me vain or proud or just a woman, I don't care. People react, make judgements, assess quickly if they observe any demarcation on the face. The arms, legs etc can be covered... I have thought about it personally for myself recently, so I was hurt to see what you feel... I don't deny that. I also was glad to see it wasn;t worse and that no doubt you see it in a more harsh light of self critique... We are always toughest on ourselves I guess. But believe me this new frend, you are by NO MEANS ugly! To me, cute and kinda impish actually. I bet you can stir up alot of fun...or at least I can see it's origin within you. Of course, If you pull your hair away tightly, there is nothing to soften the image... but with the hair all choppy and cute.. you looked good. No lie. My hair is cut kinda choppy too, but shorter layers. The other thing... the lesions were looking like they were drying up or losing potency, so that's good. We can compare some supplements if you want and see if there is something you might want to try... I've made some progress incorporating specific ones geared toward building up the immune from the gut out, increasing anti-oxidants etc. The outward lesions have abated, but the fiber growth is what's really got me worried...
Love you girl,
Dianna
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 21, 2012 19:24:42 GMT -5
Post by itchin4answers on Mar 21, 2012 19:24:42 GMT -5
Hi Lynn & Dianna,
I had to delete my original post. The photos kept blowing out on the page and I couldn't cope with a full page photo of my ugly dial...LOL
When my head is so thick I can not think straight of how to post pictures on the board. Sometimes I've just lucked it, but at the moment too hard to think. I have the worst head cold, oh yuk. It started on Sunday when we were leaving for the seaside. The cold didn't spoil my break, it got worse when I got home. I've been sleeping lots, seems to be the only thing to do to try to get over this. So I wanted to drop you both a quick line before I crawl back under my doona.
I have to buy a new thing of mustard. The mustard tin that is empty has fibers hanging off it, the darn things are everywhere. My face isn't too bad, the left cheek bone still not right. A lot of dry skin on my lower jaw line where my face has been balled up for years.
I think my plastic skin was getting used to the mixture, because it wasn't burning like it once did. I will go back to using it. I am waiting on an order from USA for some lye soap (not the original lye soap as that requires goggles and gloves). I'm also waiting on a product that is suppose to help with keratin skin disorders. Please forgive my vagueness as I set Tony this task for me and can not remember the names of the products. IF they work then I will let you know for sure!
The antibiotics I took for the pustules didn't do a damn thing. I didn't even put my legs or arms in the ocean. Tony kept saying it would do it good, I said "I'm not so sure about that". So the pustules are slowly starting to heal on their own. Never seen anything like that before, really weird.
Yes, supplements for boosting the immune system. I was seeing a physician, around the time of my last psych. admission. I was telling this doctor supplements I was trying. He literally poo pooed what I was taking because he was convinced I was cuckoo.
Once I get my blood results is when I will decide what supplements to stick with. I am so fed up with the supplement thing (no offence to anyone). It's me, I don't like taking them basically. I think what a crazy world this is that we have been supplementing vitamins/minerals for 15 to 20yrs, ads on TV and no one is really questioning why? If they were up front and said that is food, water and air is rubbish and supplements are important to survival...well that's never going to happen.
Don't mind me, this head cold has me feeling so weird. Just taking a couple of panadol a day to take the edge of my thumping head.
That photo of me & William was taken a couple of weekends ago, we went to a festival in Melbourne called Moomba. I was on a little train ride with Will! I love kids fun, I really do.
Having this disease so bad in my face & neck really really gets me down. Yes I am very hard on myself and I shouldn't be. Though only human for not wanting this nightmare that has taken my beauty.
Time for some rest, and thank you to you both for supporting me.
Love you lots itchin
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 21, 2012 21:15:19 GMT -5
Post by Lynn on Mar 21, 2012 21:15:19 GMT -5
Hi Itchen Glad you are back. Get well soon. At least stick with the Colloidal Minerals. That is real important. On the ocean thing. Not sure how safe it is any more either, but sea salt really helped me in the worse stages along with sulfur soap. Most people on other forums and here I remember great post on it helping. Sea salt and Himalayan salt. In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynn
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 23, 2012 21:13:12 GMT -5
Post by simone on Mar 23, 2012 21:13:12 GMT -5
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 24, 2012 19:17:07 GMT -5
Post by itchin4answers on Mar 24, 2012 19:17:07 GMT -5
Thank you.
|
|
|
Despair
Mar 24, 2012 21:25:59 GMT -5
Post by dianna5 on Mar 24, 2012 21:25:59 GMT -5
Wow... that really gives a cause to pause and reflect from the heart.
Love to all...
|
|