Post by Metta on Jun 23, 2005 1:41:02 GMT -5
I have written this before, and most may even know the story of 'The old woman who at a fly, I don't know why she ate the fly, I guess she'll die?
She ate a spider, that waiggled & jiggled inside her, she ate the spider to catch the fly..
She ate a bird, how obsurd to eat a bird, she ate the bird to eat the spider, she ate a dog, what a hog to eat a dog.. she ate a cow, I don't know HOW she swallowed a Cow? she swallowed the cow to catch the dog, I know an old woman who ate a Horse, she's Dead of Course!
Well.... physically I have eaten a cow... and tried very hard for a very long time to not get this far! But no-one stopped the cycle for me!
I can NOT Identify this on my own!
I told them something was in me, then came the fungus, then came the fly--- the fly brought what? The something (lyme-like bacteria) was able to circulate through me, turning in to L-cyst forms, or SARCOIDS.. they settled in places, and also I shed them, granules filled with the fiber, and or bacteria, monthly the fibers exit all my tissues, and orafices, AND from old scar area's from the papuales I had.
The year of ABX's I was on, DID help remove the bacteria, or alot of it.. BUT what ever these fibers are?? are still happening!
Sooo... my body is constantly fighting to rid me of this Invasive organsim!
That is why I now have Lupus!
Cuz my mmune system is on overdrive!
The rheumatologist I see told me Lupus, and other Syndromes are just "Names" and I knew this.
This is what happens to us.. how I see it;
An inasive organsim comes in to our body, even a bio-film, mycoplasma, bacteria, viruses, fungus, and that is like when sand gets in a oyster.. it forms a pearl. When an invasive organism is in us, it forms a Sarcoid, (granulamosis disease) then the sarcoid can move around, or when it settles like in your lungs, it forms "nodules" or like freakin barnacles?? then fibroids form, and polyps.. ya know.. like the dog eating the cat..
all of us are differant in how this manifests in us, and yet we are the same, since we all seem to have the same symptoms!
BUT... the only way to stop this, is by identifying the sand in the pearl, and NO-ONE is doing that!
This is FIVE years I have studied science and medicine and fungus and......AHHHHHHHH!!!!
I get it! Why don't they?
AND..... in the pile of books I have here, from Natural healing, to the Merck manual.. my many saved journals, papers, info.. it says that things like Lupus, and Sarcoidosis is "Rare" now how in the hell do you all of a sudden have Tons of people being dx with these??
And ya know the groups of these people really believe that they have a Disease! Like it's seperate, when it's not!
They are just names of what is happening to your body.
But the cause is still there!
Why we can't get any answers is truly Genacide to me. This has been a long death for me!
To have had my memory taken from me, my heart damaged, and all the pain & suffering!
Loosing my home, my car, the ability to work a Real job, and becoming a recloose, for fear of infecting others, or just being too sick to move!
All because No-ONE looked for what was in me!
Isn't this just so unbelievable?
I'd never have thought anything like this could happen, and here it is, happening to so many others too!
Here is a Question...
A person eats foods with lots of starches, and sugars.. and the body can't break it down and it isn't expelled, or burnt off, could that build up and then come out the pores, or hair follicles in a form that may be "Cellulose"?
Well..
I haven't heard back from the rheumatologist after sending him a letter a week ago, telling him it was up to him to identify the fibers. So I guess he is blowing me off?
Now what is left to do?
I guess figure out how to Make someone do this! With laws? I know we could, but I just had hoped it would have happened long before this!
Before getting sick, I was raped, and ripped off by lawyers!
And I thought I detested them?
It doesn't even compare to what I feel about the Dr's!
At least lawyers didn't try to kill me, like they are!
Dang my life sure has sucked these past Five years!
A victim of this, and that...
But I will Never give up!!
Metta
She ate a spider, that waiggled & jiggled inside her, she ate the spider to catch the fly..
She ate a bird, how obsurd to eat a bird, she ate the bird to eat the spider, she ate a dog, what a hog to eat a dog.. she ate a cow, I don't know HOW she swallowed a Cow? she swallowed the cow to catch the dog, I know an old woman who ate a Horse, she's Dead of Course!
Well.... physically I have eaten a cow... and tried very hard for a very long time to not get this far! But no-one stopped the cycle for me!
I can NOT Identify this on my own!
I told them something was in me, then came the fungus, then came the fly--- the fly brought what? The something (lyme-like bacteria) was able to circulate through me, turning in to L-cyst forms, or SARCOIDS.. they settled in places, and also I shed them, granules filled with the fiber, and or bacteria, monthly the fibers exit all my tissues, and orafices, AND from old scar area's from the papuales I had.
The year of ABX's I was on, DID help remove the bacteria, or alot of it.. BUT what ever these fibers are?? are still happening!
Sooo... my body is constantly fighting to rid me of this Invasive organsim!
That is why I now have Lupus!
Cuz my mmune system is on overdrive!
The rheumatologist I see told me Lupus, and other Syndromes are just "Names" and I knew this.
This is what happens to us.. how I see it;
An inasive organsim comes in to our body, even a bio-film, mycoplasma, bacteria, viruses, fungus, and that is like when sand gets in a oyster.. it forms a pearl. When an invasive organism is in us, it forms a Sarcoid, (granulamosis disease) then the sarcoid can move around, or when it settles like in your lungs, it forms "nodules" or like freakin barnacles?? then fibroids form, and polyps.. ya know.. like the dog eating the cat..
all of us are differant in how this manifests in us, and yet we are the same, since we all seem to have the same symptoms!
BUT... the only way to stop this, is by identifying the sand in the pearl, and NO-ONE is doing that!
This is FIVE years I have studied science and medicine and fungus and......AHHHHHHHH!!!!
I get it! Why don't they?
AND..... in the pile of books I have here, from Natural healing, to the Merck manual.. my many saved journals, papers, info.. it says that things like Lupus, and Sarcoidosis is "Rare" now how in the hell do you all of a sudden have Tons of people being dx with these??
And ya know the groups of these people really believe that they have a Disease! Like it's seperate, when it's not!
They are just names of what is happening to your body.
But the cause is still there!
Why we can't get any answers is truly Genacide to me. This has been a long death for me!
To have had my memory taken from me, my heart damaged, and all the pain & suffering!
Loosing my home, my car, the ability to work a Real job, and becoming a recloose, for fear of infecting others, or just being too sick to move!
All because No-ONE looked for what was in me!
Isn't this just so unbelievable?
I'd never have thought anything like this could happen, and here it is, happening to so many others too!
Here is a Question...
A person eats foods with lots of starches, and sugars.. and the body can't break it down and it isn't expelled, or burnt off, could that build up and then come out the pores, or hair follicles in a form that may be "Cellulose"?
Well..
I haven't heard back from the rheumatologist after sending him a letter a week ago, telling him it was up to him to identify the fibers. So I guess he is blowing me off?
Now what is left to do?
I guess figure out how to Make someone do this! With laws? I know we could, but I just had hoped it would have happened long before this!
Before getting sick, I was raped, and ripped off by lawyers!
And I thought I detested them?
It doesn't even compare to what I feel about the Dr's!
At least lawyers didn't try to kill me, like they are!
Dang my life sure has sucked these past Five years!
A victim of this, and that...
But I will Never give up!!
Metta