Post by snowstorm on Jul 3, 2005 14:29:59 GMT -5
I want to start by saying thank you to the ADMIN's of this site. Even more so to the members of this site. You all have honestly brought tears of joy and hope to me, as to finally finding REAL answers to my suffering and to finally express my thoughts/fears without being judged or thought I was crazy. Again thank u all.
I'm going to vent a bit because I can. If you have the time to read it all then please do so. I’m sure it would be worth the time in the end. Plus maybe some of you will say how you feel or think.
I’m a new member to this site and how I became a new member was from "problems" I was suffering from that only recently began, id say I'm about 9 months going. Anyways!
I came upon this site in my search to prove my lack of faith and trust towards (some) doctors.
One day at my now past employment, I noticed that my hair was thinning and falling out at an extremely abnormal rate but even more scary was it seemed to only be the one side of my head. To this my own knowledge I know this is a sure sign something is wrong with my health. Only an hour into the workday I went to the boss and told him I was leaving for the doc's office, not a question as to why was even present. I guess he could see the seriousness of my unspoken fears.
Now I’m not one who goes to the doctor let alone actually admits to what's bugging me. But I figured it was time I did just this once.
On the way to the doctors I made a list of any and all "symptoms" I was having no matter how big or small they seemed. Once I got in with the doctor I read him my list and what he did next is the reason I found this site.
" Well I can’t help U with all the symptoms today but we will start with a couple of your choice. " The doctor said to me. I then thought to myself, " mother F***er all these symptoms are a package deal not individual "
Anyways I decided to get him to look at my hair and to help me figure out what’s happening. I love my hair and refuse to cut it, at the time my biggest fear was why I was loosing my hair especially as to why only one side or spot/s. So the doctor takes a look at the area and tells me I’m suffering from " Alopecia " I asked what that was and once he told me and explained causes of it, I became extremely angry at the doctor (but kept it un-noticed)
I heard all I could take from him by that time and just got up and left, knowing that he was wrong or to ignorant to accept that Im right that my hair symptom was just one of many that all combine to create the reason or explination for what i was suffering from. On the way home I reasured myself that I was right and he was wrong. (Doctors might have training in the medical field) but they arent me and don’t know what "NORMAL" for how I feel is. Doctors are just regular people like everyone else.
I knew that I was going to have to figure this one out on my own, cause I’m really the only person that TRUELY cares what’s happening to myself. After spending about a week off work and countless hours into the late night online in my search I FINALLY know what my ailment is and that ailment is called "Morgellons Disease" I am aware of other things within myself but am already dealing with them. Thanks to everyone here I know that I’m not alone in suffering from this (which it does seem that way, how many people in your everyday life has this? at least that you KNOW of? strange isn't it.)
I want to apologise for the length of this. I can’t seem to stop typing due to having FINALLY found out I’m not alone and not crazy.
I’ve read everything about it, from possible causes to possible cures. And from what I have read the medical world seems to not want to do anything about curing this ailment to even not even wanting to admit its real.
I don’t know about U all but to me this just seems all to "typical" in the medical world. If they every truly admit that its REAL, they will NEVER make a CURE for it. All they will do is make a SUPPRESENT so those who suffer from this will have to live with it and keep buying they're drugs. This is something the "MEDICAL" (especially the NORTH AMERICAN) world does all to often. Think about the BILLIONS AND BILLIONS of $$$ they get year after year after year, etc. etc... Just think of how many "diseases" they have actually cured. I personally can’t think of any other than those from the 1960's or so when money didn’t seem to be the top desire in life.
NO one can tell me that in 1-40 years they cant cure things such as "cancer" or the so called "flu" (I myself am completly immune to the flu) But I mean come on.... society now has a so called "disease" for everything, for example: acid reflux disease. Since when is heart burn a disease? Ill tell U since when! Since its been known U can make Billions of dollars from making "DRUGS" so that people can LIVE with they're so called diseases.
All these “diseases” and many others all the way down to just about every health problem there is that we know of. Most of them if not all are NOT diseases. They are just “Ailments” which ALL have a CURE. Example of what I mean? Ok take Multiple Sclerosis for example. They say it’s not curable. LIES. 98% of causes of MS are plainly a reaction to something that person ate. Figure out what U eat that causes it and BOOM your cured. Now I’m not a doctor but I did do my own study on this very ailment to help my sister who use to be a sufferer of MS but no longer does not thanks to DOCTORS but thanks to me.
This is true for this is how nature works. This is how life exists, as we know it today. Why do I believe this is true? Well think about it for a minute. How much money could be made from making a cure for something/everything? (Once it’s gone its gone.) Once everyone’s healthy there would be no more money to be made from peoples suffering. I know it sounds sad or to some maybe even impossible to be true. But that’s how we humans have been trained to think or believe. This is all thanks to the MONEY HUNGRY creatures HUMANS have become. I guess now is a good time to say NOT ALL humans are this way. YES there are GOOD people in this world but those numbers are slowly diminishing. You can see evidence of this around us all, if you just take a moment to stop and look at the world we live in. Try not to look at it as society wants us to look, but try to look at it in a pure way “Natures way”. What this means will differ from person to person. For the most part I believe the biggest culprit of all this is in fact the North American government’s. I myself am proud to be North American and would never prefer to live anywhere else, but I think humans are on the wrong path. Money isn’t everything especially when it comes to people’s health. Earth is all we have we can’t exactly just get up and go live somewhere else. To put it delicately “we are all stuck on this tiny planet together like it or not.”
Sorry for ranting on for so long but once I get going I tend to go pretty deep. I just feel that something has to be done. Not only for people like you and I that suffer from Morgellons disease but everyone out there that is suffering from a health issue that has a cure. It will be up to some of us good people to make that change. It won’t happen over night nor will change with just cures for illnesses. It will happen with time and the right people in charge. But in the end only time will truly tell.
In closing id like to say that I myself have a higher than normal IQ, I’m not Einstein or the only genius in the world but I will promise you all that I will do everything I can to bring us a sure cure for Morgellons disease. So doctors beware that one day a lot more people will realize what I have said tonight and you’ll then be out of a job.
Thanks for your time everyone. Goodnight
Austin M.
North American
I'm going to vent a bit because I can. If you have the time to read it all then please do so. I’m sure it would be worth the time in the end. Plus maybe some of you will say how you feel or think.
I’m a new member to this site and how I became a new member was from "problems" I was suffering from that only recently began, id say I'm about 9 months going. Anyways!
I came upon this site in my search to prove my lack of faith and trust towards (some) doctors.
One day at my now past employment, I noticed that my hair was thinning and falling out at an extremely abnormal rate but even more scary was it seemed to only be the one side of my head. To this my own knowledge I know this is a sure sign something is wrong with my health. Only an hour into the workday I went to the boss and told him I was leaving for the doc's office, not a question as to why was even present. I guess he could see the seriousness of my unspoken fears.
Now I’m not one who goes to the doctor let alone actually admits to what's bugging me. But I figured it was time I did just this once.
On the way to the doctors I made a list of any and all "symptoms" I was having no matter how big or small they seemed. Once I got in with the doctor I read him my list and what he did next is the reason I found this site.
" Well I can’t help U with all the symptoms today but we will start with a couple of your choice. " The doctor said to me. I then thought to myself, " mother F***er all these symptoms are a package deal not individual "
Anyways I decided to get him to look at my hair and to help me figure out what’s happening. I love my hair and refuse to cut it, at the time my biggest fear was why I was loosing my hair especially as to why only one side or spot/s. So the doctor takes a look at the area and tells me I’m suffering from " Alopecia " I asked what that was and once he told me and explained causes of it, I became extremely angry at the doctor (but kept it un-noticed)
I heard all I could take from him by that time and just got up and left, knowing that he was wrong or to ignorant to accept that Im right that my hair symptom was just one of many that all combine to create the reason or explination for what i was suffering from. On the way home I reasured myself that I was right and he was wrong. (Doctors might have training in the medical field) but they arent me and don’t know what "NORMAL" for how I feel is. Doctors are just regular people like everyone else.
I knew that I was going to have to figure this one out on my own, cause I’m really the only person that TRUELY cares what’s happening to myself. After spending about a week off work and countless hours into the late night online in my search I FINALLY know what my ailment is and that ailment is called "Morgellons Disease" I am aware of other things within myself but am already dealing with them. Thanks to everyone here I know that I’m not alone in suffering from this (which it does seem that way, how many people in your everyday life has this? at least that you KNOW of? strange isn't it.)
I want to apologise for the length of this. I can’t seem to stop typing due to having FINALLY found out I’m not alone and not crazy.
I’ve read everything about it, from possible causes to possible cures. And from what I have read the medical world seems to not want to do anything about curing this ailment to even not even wanting to admit its real.
I don’t know about U all but to me this just seems all to "typical" in the medical world. If they every truly admit that its REAL, they will NEVER make a CURE for it. All they will do is make a SUPPRESENT so those who suffer from this will have to live with it and keep buying they're drugs. This is something the "MEDICAL" (especially the NORTH AMERICAN) world does all to often. Think about the BILLIONS AND BILLIONS of $$$ they get year after year after year, etc. etc... Just think of how many "diseases" they have actually cured. I personally can’t think of any other than those from the 1960's or so when money didn’t seem to be the top desire in life.
NO one can tell me that in 1-40 years they cant cure things such as "cancer" or the so called "flu" (I myself am completly immune to the flu) But I mean come on.... society now has a so called "disease" for everything, for example: acid reflux disease. Since when is heart burn a disease? Ill tell U since when! Since its been known U can make Billions of dollars from making "DRUGS" so that people can LIVE with they're so called diseases.
All these “diseases” and many others all the way down to just about every health problem there is that we know of. Most of them if not all are NOT diseases. They are just “Ailments” which ALL have a CURE. Example of what I mean? Ok take Multiple Sclerosis for example. They say it’s not curable. LIES. 98% of causes of MS are plainly a reaction to something that person ate. Figure out what U eat that causes it and BOOM your cured. Now I’m not a doctor but I did do my own study on this very ailment to help my sister who use to be a sufferer of MS but no longer does not thanks to DOCTORS but thanks to me.
This is true for this is how nature works. This is how life exists, as we know it today. Why do I believe this is true? Well think about it for a minute. How much money could be made from making a cure for something/everything? (Once it’s gone its gone.) Once everyone’s healthy there would be no more money to be made from peoples suffering. I know it sounds sad or to some maybe even impossible to be true. But that’s how we humans have been trained to think or believe. This is all thanks to the MONEY HUNGRY creatures HUMANS have become. I guess now is a good time to say NOT ALL humans are this way. YES there are GOOD people in this world but those numbers are slowly diminishing. You can see evidence of this around us all, if you just take a moment to stop and look at the world we live in. Try not to look at it as society wants us to look, but try to look at it in a pure way “Natures way”. What this means will differ from person to person. For the most part I believe the biggest culprit of all this is in fact the North American government’s. I myself am proud to be North American and would never prefer to live anywhere else, but I think humans are on the wrong path. Money isn’t everything especially when it comes to people’s health. Earth is all we have we can’t exactly just get up and go live somewhere else. To put it delicately “we are all stuck on this tiny planet together like it or not.”
Sorry for ranting on for so long but once I get going I tend to go pretty deep. I just feel that something has to be done. Not only for people like you and I that suffer from Morgellons disease but everyone out there that is suffering from a health issue that has a cure. It will be up to some of us good people to make that change. It won’t happen over night nor will change with just cures for illnesses. It will happen with time and the right people in charge. But in the end only time will truly tell.
In closing id like to say that I myself have a higher than normal IQ, I’m not Einstein or the only genius in the world but I will promise you all that I will do everything I can to bring us a sure cure for Morgellons disease. So doctors beware that one day a lot more people will realize what I have said tonight and you’ll then be out of a job.
Thanks for your time everyone. Goodnight
Austin M.
North American