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Post by mtnblue on Feb 18, 2009 14:46:53 GMT -5
Nevermind about the PM.... I figured it out. I didn't see the link.
Rick
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Post by mercury on Feb 19, 2009 7:04:22 GMT -5
Hi M, I'll post my results here from time to time as well.
Thanks again! Merc
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 19, 2009 14:05:38 GMT -5
So I took 28 drops for 9 days, then 14 drops for 1 day, the 17th. So I only went 1 1/2 days without drops and I already feel different. First of all, the feeling that something is deep inside my gut on the right side near my leg is much worse. Feels like something there. Hot flashes worse this am. Sharp stabbing pain at a spot in my back. Various spots in my flesh hurt. I just hate having to take mms every day as I really get sick of the initial taste, even with apple juice..
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 20, 2009 10:41:32 GMT -5
18th, 19th no drops. Today I have pain, headache, leg pain, arm pain.
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 21, 2009 22:51:01 GMT -5
Feb 20th no drops, Feb 21st no drops. Felt like crap today. Fibers coming out of fingers like crazy, about 1/2 - 2 inches, white, clear. Fibers coming out of my mouth and nostrels. White hard things inside my fingers. My bulge at my right side seems to be loosening. My lower lips are a mess. My eyes are itchy. My lower legs hurt, my upper arms hurt. I have been using concentrated green tea on my skin and it is really helping to loosen the sharp yellow matter and also the seed like things. I think the green tea is better than Dettol.
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 22, 2009 14:40:41 GMT -5
Today I woke in a pool of sweat. My fingers are swollen at the base with hard white things deep inside. My ankles, arms and shoulder bones hurt badly. Had a bath in the ozone dead sea bath salts last night and the white marks on my arms are a bit less noticeable. My elbows hurt too. My wrists hurt and again I see the white marks beneath the skin, many arc shaped ones. My lower lip is still a mess. My eyes are itchy too. The bulge on my right side near my leg is better. Seems like scar tissue is loosening up from a surgery I had 7 years ago.
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Post by toni on Feb 22, 2009 14:50:58 GMT -5
I'm sorry you're not feeling well.
Know that we're always hoping the best and this will eventually do a once and for all for you.
Are you drinking any green tea at all?
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 23, 2009 18:43:18 GMT -5
Hi toni, Yes I am drinking green tea sometimes. I am also spraying concentrated green tea on my skin and I believe it is helping my skin. Feb 22 no drops. Had pain in my armpits. Had the burning brain symptom again, feels like flowing lava. Eyes better today. Not tired at all.
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 24, 2009 13:51:43 GMT -5
Feb 23 no drops. I am still having the ocasional mms bowel movement. Forgot to mention that I have noticed a couple of neurological symptoms. My hand appears to have a bit of difficulty with fine motor tasks, especially the thumb. My hand is quivering a bit too. My eyes are sensitive to the light. I had a very sharp pain at my left temple with a very brief flash of light. Not too bad today overall.
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 26, 2009 0:43:11 GMT -5
Feb 24 no drops. I don't feel too bad today, just a bit tired. My lower lip is still a mess. I got numerous moving fibers from my fingers lately. They are all about 1 1/2 inch long, clear or white and pointy ended.
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Post by mercury on Feb 26, 2009 4:02:26 GMT -5
Hi m, I've been mixing mms with cranberry juice. It tastes like lemony cranberry juice when mixed. I think the cranberry masks the mms taste fairly well.
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Post by mfromcanada on Feb 28, 2009 5:08:45 GMT -5
Feb 25th, Feb 26th, Feb 27th no drops. My lower lip is a total mess, keeps getting a plastic-like coating on it, My hot flashes are way worse now, My eyes are itchy, I have been finding long clear moving fibers on my clothing, I swear one was about 6 inches long and moving violently, I feel like I am going to choke trying to cough up phlegm sometimes, like it is attached to my throat all the way down, My abdomen bulge is hurting now, I think my insides are twisted up and trying to untwist, I had a couple of days of loose bms, I keep getting long stringy like foam from my nostrels by using hydrogen peroxide and it helps to keep the lesions away from the inside of the nose. I have been using concentrated green tea on my skin and it seems to help bring up whatever is inside and also keeps the yellow film away. My armpits have been painful and feel a bit lumpy, I get this from time to time.
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 1, 2009 22:21:25 GMT -5
Feb 28th no drops. One thing I forgot to mention, Have you noticed the white arc shaped things around your veins. I think these things are behaving parasitically to my veins. Anyone else notice this symptom. My lower lip is a complete mess, continually gets a new plastic-like yellow stretchy springy coat. It seems to be trying to make a design that matches on both sides. If you could imagine fish lips. My lips kind of look like they are turning into fish lips. Yuck.
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 2, 2009 12:21:57 GMT -5
March 1 no drops. Had a rough day yesterday, hot flashes were terrible. My big thumb hurts like crazy. My middle of back hurts. Lips a mess. Anus has sharp pains. Bulge in abdomen bugging me. Itchy skin today. I am working hard on my malpractice case and I can't find my post about this to add to it... I am just about ready to launch against 7 doctors...
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Post by bannanny on Mar 3, 2009 2:54:49 GMT -5
Wow, you don't sound so good m. Is this what it's supposed to feel like when you take a break from the mms? If it is, it doesn't make much sense to me. Is there a certain period of time that you should stay on it before taking a break? Does it hurt you to stay on it for too long? How long will you be taking a break for anyway? Sorry so many questions, but you just sound like you're really hurting here and I don't understand that. It really seemed to be helping you lately. Well my friend, I sure hope you get to feelin better real soon.
Oh yeah... you asked about the white arcs. I have them too, in my fingers, arms, legs, feet, neck and chest. Sometimes they come up to the skins surface so close they look like those ripple trails you get in your fingers from being in the water too long. You know, the prune skin thing? But yeah, I think they follow the veins too. So do these gel pockets I have. Do you have any of those?
feel better girl...
hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 4, 2009 17:52:41 GMT -5
Hi bannanny, What are your gel pockets like? I think I have them inside my lips etc. March 2n and 3rd no drops. I get the sense that taking this too long is not good either, just my impression, also the taste makes me sick after a while. I also think morgellons symptoms are cyclic on their own. I will start taking it again. I went out for a bit today. I had extreme sharp pain in my thumb, felt like I broke it and I just woke up. ... Lower lip still a mess, non stop film... goo...
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Post by bannanny on Mar 4, 2009 19:07:50 GMT -5
The gel pockets are the same color as my veins (bluish) and look the same too (like they're full of blood) but they're lumps. They're scattered around my skin close to my veins. I have more on my wrists and hands than anywhere else. Sometimes the lump (or blob as I refer them to being) will spread out and look like a longer raised mass instead of a lump under the skin. They stay the same color, only a tad lighter tho. I can follow a trail that comes from each one thru out my skin just by pressing firmly down on one and pushing. I know it's the gel inside tho cuz sometimes I can push it out thru my fingers. They're pretty weird lookin lumps of bluish jello is all I really know tho. When I push on one, it's all squishy and electrical feeling.
I got the lip thing goin on too... they start peeling alot and I can feel the hardened strands the gel makes when I try to pull the skin off. Hope your thumb feels better... I agree with morgs being cyclic. My cycles are gettin so close together tho these days it seems like just one continual one anymore.
You need to find out how long of a period you should take the mms for at a time tho ya know? Maybe you took it for too long. The way morgs seems to become immune to things, it might be good to do it off and on more than taking it steady like you've been doin. Just a thought, but you should find that out to be on the safe side m.
feel better ~~ bannanny
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 5, 2009 14:47:06 GMT -5
March 4th no drops. bannanny, thanks for your comments. I really can't understand why a person would have to take mms or anything else long term other than there being a permanent change, perhaps genetically. I only know that I feel better on antibiotics and much better on mms. I do worry about taking anything to excess as I don't think its good for the body. I try to take breaks from the mms, perhaps so that I don't become immune to its good effects. I can't say that I see the blue gel things in my flesh but my right thigh feels swollen but not evenly, unevenly, like there is a mass of something inside my flesh. I wonder just how deep this morgellons goes. I think it is like a cancer, with roots, that dig in and attach and keep going deeper and deeper into the body and spreading and growing like a trees root system. The more I think about the possibilities, the more scared I become. I am not too bad today, a bit itchy..
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 6, 2009 23:42:03 GMT -5
March 5th and 6th no drops. Itchy right breast, itchy anus, insides feel like all out of order, like intestines, anus etc all tangled up, bulge hurts on right side, lots of stuff coming from fingers almost constantly now, pain today in ankles, lower lip a mess, arms are ton of sharp yellow waxy stuff, feel fat, like my skin is very very thick on my stomach, itchy stomach too, thinking about starting mms again soon as I am definitely much much worse without it..
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Post by bannanny on Mar 7, 2009 0:18:14 GMT -5
It sounds like maybe you should start takin it again now. But I think you're right about the reason you should take a break every now and then... so you AND morgs don't become immune to the effects. Very, very good point.
Unfortunatley tho, I feel exactly the same way you do about this being like a cancer more or less. Yeah... it scares me too m, more so lately it seems since I've been readin all these new documented research papers. I think I'll just stop reading all together!
big hugs ~~ bannanny
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