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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 19, 2009 14:00:05 GMT -5
March 17th and 18th no drops. I may start again on April 1st. I have gained weight. My weight goes from 116 lbs. to 146 lbs. I feel best when I am the lightest. Today I am 130 lbs and I think it is because I have been eating meat more. I eat meat because I need it when I get exhausted. I think I should start walking again. I am just soo lazy lately. I need to do more. Today I have sharp short pains in my anus and I am worried about colorectal cancer that they keep talking about. I am also worried about breast cancer and I haven't had a mammogram for about 3 1/2 years. I tried to book a mammogram but I can't without a family doctor. I don't trust doctors any more and so I am in quite a dilema. I bet I can't get a test for colan cancer either without a family doctor. I know I worry too much but with morgellons everywhere in my body I can't help but think it is causing cancer and other things. Thanks bannanny. I hope you get feeling better soon.
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 20, 2009 15:21:44 GMT -5
March 19th 5 drops. I felt soo bad I just had to start taking again. The hot flashes were terrible. I alse have a pain near my left kidney again. My anus, bulge at right abdomen and right breast just don't feel right. I think the mms might help these symptoms. I have gained weight too and have very little energy right now. I hope the mms helps.
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Post by mrc on Mar 20, 2009 15:26:34 GMT -5
mfromcanada, are you sue that MMS is the way to go? If it were I'd think by now you would be in better shape from it? I wish you the best and sorry you feel so badly.
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Post by bannanny on Mar 20, 2009 21:58:20 GMT -5
Yeah m... I'm startin to feel the same as Grady. You should be feeling sooooo much better by now. That's also an awful lot of a weight fluctuation you got goin on. Why don't you try what I'm doin right now. I'm doin a whole body cleanse, it's called Renew/Life Organic Body Cleanse and it's real easy. It gives you 3 different bottles of capsules (totally 100% organic) and it takes 2 weeks to finish. It cleanses out every single major organ in the body. I've been feeling pretty good actually... and for me that's really somethin! It could also have to do with the ionizer I've been wearing too tho. But that's been it for me lately. I stopped doin everything I was doing except for the body cleanse and wearing the ionizer.
Anyway, I sure do worry about you girl. I just think maybe you should try something different? Hope you get to feelin better tho, either way. You're always in my prayers...
big hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 21, 2009 16:30:46 GMT -5
March 20th 10 drops. I have been taking it on and off and that's why I always indicate if I am taking any drops. I think that the mms has helped me overall.
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Post by bannanny on Mar 21, 2009 17:03:38 GMT -5
Well, you're the only one who can read your own body, so it relieves me to hear you say you think it's helping you overall!
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 25, 2009 11:18:43 GMT -5
March 21, 22, 23 and 24 I did 15 drops each day. Yesterday I rode in a truck and I got car sick. I vomitted like crazy. My lower lip is still a mess, its like a plastic coating just keeps forming and I keep ripping it off. It is totally like plastic when it dries. Still shedding fibers from my fingers. I have had some terrible pain right around my belly button. It is itchy but way deep inside, feels like it is just beneath the thick skin. There is the white arc shapes there too. I just know this crap is eating away at something, my flesh or my fat or whatever. I hope it's my fat as I could stand to lose pounds. I keep gaining weight and now I wonder if I am getting hyperthyroid again as the last couple of times I was borderline I gained weight too.
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 26, 2009 13:39:22 GMT -5
March 25th only 10 drops. I stopped again today. I think that the vitamin was just too much for me at this time. I am going to take a break. Also, I am sick and tired of the taste of it.
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 29, 2009 0:15:02 GMT -5
March 26th and 27th no drops. I feel terrible, my terrible hot flashes are back worse than ever as is the terrible non-stop jelly-like phlegm. I have an itch in my belly fat that I am certain is the white arc shaped things deep inside. It hurts too, very bad, when I press on my fat. My lower lip is non-stop covered with this crap/lesions or whatever. I am sick to death of this crap. I am still having loose bowel movements from the mms and I just can't stand the taste of it.
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Post by bannanny on Mar 29, 2009 19:43:44 GMT -5
Dam m... do you really think this is doing you any good? I so worry about you cuz you're in such terrible pain alot of the time. I wonder why this lip thing seems to be coming up alot too. Mine are like that right now as well, but not quite as bad as yours are. Seems like we all get the same thing goin on at the same times tho huh?
I sure hope it all eases up for ya m... I'm prayin for ya every night.
big hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by mfromcanada on Mar 29, 2009 23:06:02 GMT -5
bannanny, Thanks so much. I was just really hoping that mms was going to be the cure but now I am very disheartened as morgellons is just relentless. I am just so sick of being sick day after day. I know that you know and I feel for you and everyone else that is suffering with this.
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Post by bannanny on Mar 30, 2009 17:04:41 GMT -5
Yeah, I'm beginning to think we're never gonna get rid of this thing... sorry to say that, but it's how I feel.
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Post by CA GA Peach on Jun 17, 2009 23:09:07 GMT -5
Dearest M:
What happend to your MMS protocol? I have taken it for over a year and a half and will always have to take it. I just get too sick when I stop. I take it 4 to 7 nights a week and sometimes every other night. I maintain at 10 to 12 drops.
I absolutely cringe every time I have to take it, but here's what I have to do to tolerate the taste and smell:
I mix the MMS mixture with Trader Joe's Unfiltered Apple Juice which has no add'l citric acid added. I add only a couple ounces to the glass after the 3 minutes. I hold my breath and drink it down in quick gulps. This part is important - before I take a breath, I hold my nose with one hand and continue to breathe through my mouth for a couple of breaths! I may take a couple sips of water, too, before breathing normally through my nose.
Sounds crazy, huh? But it works! Only someone else that takes MMS will understand what I am saying.
Yeah, it's nasty tasting, but has given me my life back.
Please post if you are continuing.
Cheryl
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Post by mfromcanada on Jun 18, 2009 3:05:14 GMT -5
CA GAPeach, Thanks for bringing my post back and you are soo right. I have been taking it again for about a week. I too just get too sick when I take a break from it. I am taking about 7 drops twice a day and increasing slowly. I have a lot more energy when I take it but I seem to get bloated too.
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Post by lucky1 on Jun 18, 2009 11:04:25 GMT -5
:)Hi M I have read all your posts regarding MMS I have also used it and I found that taking sublinguil B-12 under the toungue gave me the energy level I had prior to the inception of whatever I may have aka morgellons . some people don't know that taking b-12 in just capsule or pill form doesn't get into the blood stream ,it is destroyed by the hydrochloric acid in the stomach the brand I use is Trivita 22.99 a month if your a member. I got a better deal from swansons but after a trial I felt it was not as effetive,also the best product I found for lesions and stinging crawleys is believe it or not VICKS which varies from different manufacturers . I change brands all the time the one I'm using now is cheap from family dollar stores.If you look at the inactive ingredients on the jar you will find cedar leaf oil,nutmeg oil,paraffin,petrolatum, thymol,,\and turpetine oil.thank you for sharing the mms protocol best regards The lucky1
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Post by mfromcanada on Jun 18, 2009 22:23:08 GMT -5
Thelucky1, Could you tell us about your experience with MMS please. I have used Vicks at times too.
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Post by lucky1 on Jun 22, 2009 22:23:24 GMT -5
Hi M sorry I didn't get back to you sooner but working thank god .When I can get the time I will tell you my story in regards to sodium chlorite thank you regards Lucky1.
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Post by ctbarb on Jun 22, 2009 22:36:56 GMT -5
Dear M, On March 20th you mentioned that you were having issues with a bulge in your right abdomen and breast...is that still there? If so, does it move, pulsate, or just stay still? Reason I'm asking is that's exactly where the bulge that I have is...right under the right breast and it goes around under the arm and moves under the shoulderblade too. Am having an ultrasound tomorrow to see what this is, IF they can see it! I too had the belly-button itching deep inside over 2 years ago. In fact, keep an eye on it, mine began to seep the amber fluid...and then some gooey gel began to come out. I kept putting peroxide on it and it finally dried up, but it took awhile. Once it did, the itching was gone. Perhaps they moved on to another place? Good luck with your meds....you certainly have alot of stamina to hang in there this long. That stuff sounds so nasty! Please do be careful though...too much of a good thing............can turn around and bite! Hugs, ctbarb
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Post by mfromcanada on Jun 22, 2009 23:23:22 GMT -5
ctbarb, the bulge is worse without the mms, I have a sensation of movement in my right abdomen at times, my entire belly itches and I rub out sharp amber coloured crap, I think the mms killed something in my right breast as it seems to have a dip in it now.
I have been taking 7 drops 2 times a day, morning and night for about a week now.
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Post by bannanny on Jun 24, 2009 17:40:39 GMT -5
I'm glad you're feeling better m. I guess once we find what helps us each as individuals we should stay on it for life, like you're doing Ca Ga Peach. As long as this thing doesn't build an immunity to it and you feel it's still working, then that's really great news. We should definitely continue to follow that protocol I think.
I just started the NAC, Vit C and Calm Magnesium protocol of Grady's. I'm hoping that will give me what I need!
love you guys ~~ bannanny
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