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Post by bannanny on Mar 5, 2010 17:10:25 GMT -5
Over the last week, I've been feeling an electrical vibration that seems a little different than all the other electrical sensations I feel. In the exact same place on the top of both of my arms and also on my face and at the base of my skull, a circular area the size of a half dollar starts to vibrate real strong. It almost feels like a buzzing bee is under my skin stinging me over and over again from the inside out. I got mad last night and held my lighter over the one on my left arm after trying to make it stop with all sorts of other things (vicks, peppermint oil, etc.) which didn't work. I didn't put the flame right on my skin, just circled it over the area where it was vibrating. Amost immediately, I felt a strand start to travel up and go underneath my arm, then down my side (underneath my nightgown.) I felt it very easily too, like it was running away from the flame... it gave me the chills. It stopped, but then started back up on my right arm in the same place it was on my left arm. Today, they're both vibrating again. That's just one more reason I won't go near my new grandson... or my son and his wife. I can also see tons of fibers falling off of me anytime I move... I feel the stronger strands pulling my skin all the time and moving thru my head and face too. I feel things like corkscrews going in and out of my legs and feet, eye's, ears, nose, and mouth as well. Then there's the goo that starts to ooze out of my hands and feet. In fact, it's started oozing from my face and chest now too. I do believe if you're gonna get morgs, you're gonna get it... I don't think it's contagious. However, when I see it all coming from me and I feel it like I do, it just makes it imposssible for me to wanna hold a new life in my arms. I may be wrong, but it's a decision I'm gonna stick with for now. Anyone else ever feel this kind of sensation? It's very very strong... oh and my skin turns purplish with red lines running thru it whenever I feel the vibration start up. hugs ~~ bannanny
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Post by bannanny on Mar 6, 2010 17:48:14 GMT -5
The vibration on my arms is driving me insane... I sure wish someone could tell me if they feel these too and what you can try to ease it up a little. Anyone? Now I know what you feel like freakers when no one answers a post you've made.
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Post by freaky on Mar 6, 2010 21:53:59 GMT -5
At least you didn't screw up. The only reason you're not getting too many responses here Bannanny, is unfortunate, but the electrical symptoms you have are not experienced by too many people. I think maybe Roberta had some, but she's not here to rehash hers. I just have back, & neck pain that my pain pills don't always control, & I just pour dietnaceous earth down my back, & hope it does something. I'll be praying it goes away soon. I was thinken some scientist would love to have you as his subject, & find out what's going on with you, but I don't have any suggestions who. Ant needs to reply here. He's always got something up his sleeve. Maybe he's not paying attention. I'd write him. Really, I think I would call some scientists/researchers, & see if any-one was interested in observing you for free. It's amazing what's happening to you, but also I'm really sad that it is. Belly laughs, Dead Bugs, & Ice Cream, ;D :-*freaky
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Post by freaky on Mar 6, 2010 23:57:50 GMT -5
Ya know nanners, you're right. It's just plain dam rude if someone sees that someone has posted, there's no replies, and they just skip by it too. What's with this group? Maybe we need a time out for a manners lesson. There's no excuse. We should support everyone, All you need to do is just look at the #'s by their name, & if no one has replied, you could throw in a line or 2. I'm talking to the group, really, not to you. It's just really pathetic. Makes one wonder what this family BS is all about. I'm sorry this happened to you, half as sorry it happened to me, but still sorry it did. Hopefully it won't happen again.
Rejected threads, freaky
PS. Don't mean to be bitching, just trying to point this out.
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Post by ctbarb on Mar 7, 2010 0:13:08 GMT -5
Nana-Bananny, Have you thought of contacting an electrical engineer? No kidding, someone in that field should be interested in the type and different kinds of electrical sensations you have going on in your body. Just a thought... Another thought is a neurologist...they work with electrical stimulation in the body, right? Hey, Dr. Spencer is a neurologist!!! PM me and I'll send you his email...you never know, and he IS on our side and perhaps would have something to contribute? It's worth a try...tell him I told you to talk with him (that and a cup of coffee...and a nickel...) Luvya, Barb
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Post by kammy on Mar 7, 2010 6:33:36 GMT -5
Sorry you're feeling slighted by the family, Banny - I can assure you noone is doing this on purpose. I just don't have the energy I used to, I think Jeany and I are herxing? We've been doing a lot of supplements lately - I've started back on anti-parasiticals. I'm hoping my 'blahs' are just a seasonal thing and that the Morgs haven't taken me down further.
I've had a few 'electrical' sensations under my skin, they were few and far between but very strange-feeling when they do happen.
One time, I was laying in bed on my side, I think I had just gone to sleep or close to it and it felt like something was shaking me in my bed trying to wake me up. It was centered around my butt as if all the Morgs decided to move there and throw a late-night party. It was a mild electrical/tingling/shaking sensation that lasted over a minute, scared me to death.
Another time, I was taking the silver and a anti-parasitical, I had all kinds of 'debris' coming out of my face and neck so I put some kind of cream on my face... and "they" didn't like it... "they" all ran from my face down to my neck to get away. That event was too weird for words...
And another time, when I was first being taken over, "they" were in the crown of my head, I felt them move under the skin to the front of my scalp... I remember screaming and crying in the shower. It felt god-awful unnatural, like I had arrived in a living hell.
I later learned about quorem sensing and you remember that YouTube video that Jo shared with us about how the fungus gnats gather up and collectively move like a snake? or how I showed how they stack on top of each other when stressed?... well, that's what it reminds me of. "They" have a collective mind... this is so devious - how it has been devised. If this is a mistake - it is on the grandest of scales, and if it isn't - it is straight from the devil himself.
You know, I believe that Satan had to get permission from God to subject Job to the plagues put on him?
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Post by friskers on Mar 7, 2010 13:06:10 GMT -5
I agree kamm noone is purposely dissing you Bannana. We probably all have hsd threads that people didnt post on but read them. Theres many many reasons people dont post .I only read about 10 percent whats written here . Its very time consuming to read al the threads and posts here and even more time consuming to post replys. i have a habit of eating while Im reading and make a mental note to reply later .........half the time that mental note dissappears and I totally forget or feel too tired or just plain dont have the time.Also some threads take a few days before they take off and get replys so be patient. We ALL have to try to not take things so personal. I wasnt going to respond here because I dont get those kind of sensations and that was the question. But i will say Ive heard thats a lyme symptom and you are not alone , Ive heard many people complain of it over the years. I wish I could help you more Bannans
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Post by bannanny on Mar 7, 2010 19:37:21 GMT -5
I'm sorry you guys... I was being a baby again. I need to get in the shower right now and try to relax cuz I'm feeling alot of sh*t today. But I'll get back and reply to each of you... probably tomorrow the way I'm feeling. I'm not doin this to get back at anyone either! I just don't feel too good right now.
I love ya's ~~ bannannas
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Post by kammy on Mar 7, 2010 19:57:14 GMT -5
Well, get to feeling better, Banny... let us know what's going on with you, check in later to let us know that you're alright?
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Post by glennb on Mar 7, 2010 22:24:13 GMT -5
I have electrical sensations sometimes, feels like thousands of little electrical things are running from one part of my body to another part. I also have the goo, mostly comes out of my face, back and scalp.
There are a couple of symptoms that are fairly new that are bugging me. The very high pitched chirping bursts of noise I hear in my hears, sound like a regular chorus now. Sound like one half of my head is communicating with the other half.
About two months ago I started having problems with my eyes, very itchy and waking up in the morning with gunk and grit coming out of them. I was using MSM eyedrops with really good results but then they disappeared from the marketplace.
Last night I bought Simalsan drops for pink eye (homeopathic) and vitC face cream. I put alot of the eyedrops in then rubbed in Vit C cream around my eyes. Very shortly alot of stuff started coming out of the corners of my eyes. It all looked dark an smudgy and when I looked at it with a 10x mag glass I saw very teensy black pieces of "pepper", except this pepper had teeny little legs attached to it.
Not sure what has been infesting the area around my eyes.
Bannanny, Maybe frequency therapy would help witht the buzzing.
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Post by bannanny on Mar 7, 2010 22:59:09 GMT -5
Ok, I'm back already. Took a shower, put a brand new nighty on (and a new cap on my head) ate some home made chicken soup, took 2 tblsp. of liquid chlorophyll (thanks for the tip friskers... it's yummy) and I feel better. Watchin the Oscars now but I wanted to reply during the breaks... so this post will more than likely take me a couple of hours to finish! My brain needs longer than what the breaks are just for it to START getting into think mode. Course you didn't know that til now, duh.
I wanna say first that I really feel bad for even feeling a little ignored.. you know those kinds of days we have tho right? Well, it was one of mine when I said what I said. I was just so tired of it all and wanted someone to tell me how to make it go away right then and there. So anyway... I apologize you guys. It's not something I usually do, but like I said it was just one of those days.
I know you were just trying to make a point about threads that get no replies too freakers... and you're right in a way. But as it's been said, sometimes people don't have the time or they just don't know what to say. It's all good tho... I understand more than you know and I'm over it now. I'll try to never do that again.
I'd love to be a guinnea pig for some scientist out there too freaky... I've even posted that I would before. But it doesn't work that way... I wish it did. I bet we'd have this thing solved alot quicker that way.
I have a good friend who's an electrician and an uncle who's a retired engineer ctbarb... he used to work on Nasa projects. He invented the "Paleno Pads" for the shuttles. But neither one of them understand this thing at all. So I doubt an electrical engineer would either, but thanks for thinkin about it! I've even contacted physicists before cuz I thought maybe they could figure this thing out, but never got any response.
I have thought of seeing a neurologist, but with my HMO it's not that easy. I'll see if I can get a referral from whatever doc I end up finding. I'm without one right now cuz my HMO changed again. I was gonna go back down to Dr. Hildy's ofc. when Dr. Spencer was working with her for awhile but by the time I decided to, he wasn't there anymore. I'll email him tho (thanks) and see if he can help me find a doc or maybe tell me what I can take for it all. Actually, what I'd really like to find is an LLMD... Lyme causes all kinds of electrical sensations and supposedly I have Lyme too, but no one to treat me for it. The closest Lyme doc to me is 150 miles away.
I never felt slighted by our family kam... just felt helpless that day is all. I love everyone here with all my heart and I know you love me too. I also know you've been herxing and I wish I could help you as well... but all I can do is love you and tell you I care, and that I'm always gonna be here for you.
Every single thing you described tho kammy, I can relate to. Most nights when I first get into bed, the skin in my legs starts to bounce up and down in areas like jumping beans full of electricity are inside of them. I've felt the things move from place to place underneath my skin too... I think alot of us have. I also feel like long pieces of string all bunched up together have suddenly been released from inside of my skin and start to unroll as they run down the outside of my skin, but nothing's there. It's all very creepy... in fact right now I've got what feels like an electrical current running inside of my left hand going up my forefinger and middle finger. It's the same area where I felt that sharp needle like thing moving in my finger when I was driving to the dentist that day, which still moves around from time to time. The vibration in my left arm hasn't stopped all day either except for a little while after I held the lighter over my skin and when I was in the shower. I've tried everything I know to try on it tho... vicks, peroxide, alcohol, even rubbed a slice of lemon over it, you name it I've tried it.
I agree with you about this stuff having a mind too... I think it might even be something that goes way beyond quorum sensing. It seems to be able to think for itself... like it always seems to know how to disappear just as you're about to see it and yeah, it seems demonic to me too. I don't know about Satan having to get God's permission for Job's plague... doesn't sound right to me, but I don't know about it. I'll have to see what I can find about that. I know God's with all of us here tho... and He doesn't want us to suffer. It's all becuz of man that we're suffering... not God. Man will create his own demise the Bible says... and I believe it to be true.
Oooooh, James Taylor's singing "I love you more"... and I love this man! Gonna go now... thanks for understanding you guys. I love you too.... very much.
P.S. What you said friskers was all very true... and you help me more than you know girl!
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Post by lilsissy on Mar 7, 2010 23:44:49 GMT -5
I can watch my skin turn purple under florescent lights. I get sleepy too.
I used to get numbness in my face and arms. Now I get electrically shocks in my feet from time to time to the point I yell at them.
Jen
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Post by freaky on Mar 8, 2010 1:46:01 GMT -5
I'm sorry group. No one appointed me to be on the bitch committee, & I just grabbed that space like there was no tomorrow, It's not my place to to tell you to respond to posts just because I was upset because you didn't. I try not to get all wacked out when I'm upset, but sometimes we accidentally loose it, and forget where the line is, if you know what I mean. If I had it to do all over again, I wouldn't have said anything, & I'm sorry I did. Please forgive.
Much love, freakyss
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Post by jeany on Mar 8, 2010 5:51:16 GMT -5
awww, Freaky and Bannanny, you both are darlin's, it's ok! We all have our moments of doubt, impatience and the feeling of negligence. It's practically a 'normal' mental occurrence to feel 'blue' from time to time by having to cope with this horrible affliction on a daily basis. We're all just humans and it's perfectly ok to express our feelings here. I don't talk much about my personal feelings nor this disease or how it affects me, but I also had a few 'bad' days lately, felt depressed and sick of tired of it all, even thoughts of leaving it all behind, but then I tell myself to get back on my feet and fight back! It's you guys here, who always encourage me to do what I feel I have to do, to find answers, help and a way to make us feel better and eventually something, that will help us ALL to rid whatever invaded our bodies! That's my goal and I'll never give up!
You guys are all so sweet, such wonderful people and I just love my 'Little American Morgie Family'!
Jeany
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Post by jeany on Mar 8, 2010 7:17:59 GMT -5
I do not have those typical hot flashes, as I'm not menopausal yet and yes, Bannanny, I'm one, that has to deal with the monthly 'issue' on top of this disease, but fortunately it doesn't bother me much. One thing, I do have in common with some of you is that my legs and parts of my body 'twitch' esp. at night while laying in bed. It's not like restless legs syndrome, it's more like a whole body twitch, suddenly occurring and I have no control over it. Some days it seems worse, esp. when I'm upset about something. That's the reason why I assume, that this symptom is related to the Central Nervous System and the Morgs attacking our brains, possibly affecting parts of the brain responsible for mental recreation and the daily input of information. I told Kam several times, that my head feels like a 'bee hive', a constant feeling of input and some days I'm not capable to sort out all the information that sums up. Those are the days where I 'pick up' everything, every sound, noise, it's like an 'input overdrive' and then I become very irritable and uncomfortable when additional noise such as a tv, or a lawn mower etc. is running near by. I am not diagnosed with ADD or bipolar, but what I believe is, that this disease leads us in to a form of Autism. Kam and I have both noticed, that we totally consume a subject and stay focused on it over a longer period of time. It's like we're living in our own little world, away from everything and everybody, what or who is trying to disturb what we are doing. It's feels like, we're in a cocoon like stage. This disease has definitely altered our brains to a point, where we seem to be encased and extraordinary interested in all aspects related to it. It's a form of mind control....
Jeany
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Post by kammy on Mar 9, 2010 13:59:32 GMT -5
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Post by bannanny on Mar 9, 2010 18:48:56 GMT -5
My skin turns purplish too lilsissy... I also see patches of bluish white and red appear at times. I see it do that without any fluorescent lighting too. But that kind of lighting always seems to bring this thing on more, I wonder why? I had to laugh when you said you yell at your feet... I yell at the stuff too. It's one of the only ways to release everything we're feeling inside I guess. Tom told me Sue used to walk around the house holding a spray bottle with amonia in it. She'd suddenly shoot something with it and yell, "get outta here!" I can just see her doin that too... he said she looked like Annie Oakley with her gun!
I'm thinkin we shouldn't feel bad for saying anything freakers... I think it's something we all feel from time to time just like jeany said. You're just honest and that's never a bad thing... and jeany, you should talk more about what you're going thru. That's what we all do here and it's needed in order to get thru it. Nothin wrong with doing that at all my friend.
In fact I was glad to hear you finally talk about some of your symptoms. I wondered why you never do and thought you were just doing alot better than some of us are. But I see you're human, just like the rest of us... a beautiful human being too! We still are human, except for what they're doing to us to try and turn us into mutants they can control! They just didn't know the kind of people they'd be dealing with... that was their biggest mistake.
I sure do agree with you tho about how this thing can effect our minds. It makes it very hard sometimes to even think for yourself. Mom was here earlier and was in one of her talking moods (now you know where I get it from, ha!) I love her to death, but I just wanted her to stop talking to me cuz my head felt like it was becoming its own thunder and lightning storm inside everytime she spoke. I just told her I loved her tho and waited for her to leave then took some deep breaths when she did and I was ok again. Still feeling a tad uneasy tho inside... but it'll pass like it always does.
That's one interesting article kammy... I don't even know if I wanna finish reading it tho. It's scary stuff...
love you guys ~~ bannanny
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Post by lilsissy on Mar 9, 2010 23:06:54 GMT -5
kammy , I think this is being used and will be more and more.
Easy, silent , no evidence probably entertaining to sick minds.
A little like child's play.
Jen
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Post by chaosonline on Mar 10, 2010 2:31:29 GMT -5
Bannanny,
Can you get a tinz unit from anybody, just for a while. experiment with the frequencies in an area where your skin doesn't vibrate. Then when it starts place one paddle on either side and zap as hard as you can stand for as long as you can stand. I think I would place a tourniquet on each side also.
Just a thought.
Karen
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Post by bannanny on Mar 10, 2010 18:48:34 GMT -5
Don't know anyone who has one of those, altho one friend of mine had one but he moved to Nevada. I tried it long before I had morgs and it made me feel crazy. Maybe that's my problem... I'm just nutz!
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