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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 4, 2012 17:32:22 GMT -5
I totally understand you and your dilemma,you're not that different from anyone else with this mess,nor am I.I'm here to help those that suffer, live in the darkness and so often wish to die.No one needs to go through this hell or to allow it to last another day.We can heal,we can return to a normal existence and we can guide our fellow beings to the beautiful place we once all called our former life. Morgellons is a fungal,mold issue and not much more.The treatment from the cdc for this infestation is much worse than what I offer for a path to better health.Yes,the healing is a constant work in progress,it isn't easy nor is it quick.We as sufferers have been left to fend for ourselves,no drs,no advice and then the they place the stigma of self mutilation and insanity as seeds of hopelesness that are supposed to quiten our cries of pain so that our hearts and minds may be silenced and placed in a locked consciousness. Did i come here to self promote? No,I have wrestled with the death angel to come here to say that we are real,our suffering is real and that we can overcome this disease and help to stop the spread of this nightmare and it's proliferation so that no one else has to go through the pain and humiliation that we have experienced in our lives so very recently. It isn't easy for me to stand up and face the wall of shame and sorrow that for so long has stalked our mere existence as a human.We have at times experienced something less and at times something more than human. It's my belief that the work which has been done will now shed a bright light upon such a dismal and dark existence for my fellow humans.My presence here is out of love,compassion and a desire to teach others what I now know.Our lives have been held together by tiny strings of hope,not because we are weak and ignorant,rather because we need to be loved and validated as a worthwhile individual.No more sending us and our friends to the locked institutions that have no idea how to help us with our dilemma of sores,comprimised thought processes,destroyed bodies and tormented souls.All that we have is each other,do i not see that? It will not be easy for me to face the scrutiny,the ridicule and my own shortcomings,yet how can I turn away and only think about myself? This isn't about any one man or woman,this is about who we all are as human beings and what is best for us to be able to move forward so that mankind can progress to a new level of consciosness and health. Please hear me out before judging me. Steve Beddingfield .
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Post by Baraka Obam on Oct 4, 2012 19:19:14 GMT -5
That is so very nice what you said, ahhhh, so when did we find out and how did we find out this is a fungal mold issue,
What fungus and what mold types are we afflicted with.
What avenue will we take to eradicate the fungus mold issue affliction?
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 4, 2012 19:38:16 GMT -5
i1180.photobucket.com/albums/x405/scrap492/Snapshot57-1-20121-49PM.png 1. Spores from the mold that cause our lesions. 2.slime mold, dictyostelium discoidium 3.Skin issues require the use of Total Toothpaste by Colgate corp. paint it on the skin where any issue is present,itching,lesions,crawling,biting,whatever,this stuff will quickly heal or dismiss the issue.It must be left on in order for it to dry up and entrap the mold and fibers.
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 4, 2012 19:53:11 GMT -5
itchin, you mentioned the leaky gut dilemma,here is the monster that chews or dissolves holes in our intestines.The large brown mass is alive and seems tomstay alive when kept in isopropyl alcohol. Some are as big as bird eggs.My soninlaw was in extreme pain with a hole in his gut that had one of these let go after a tube of the fenbendazole 10% had been consumed over a three day period.The head surgeon came into the room after a ct scan and said to me,so guy,you just saved his life,how did you know it was there? The hospital had done many tests as they thought it was an appendix issue but all tests showed negative for appendicitis. The ct scan showed the hole.While in the er room a phone was ringing in the soiled linen container.After retreiving it a number as found for it's owner. it turned out that it was my ex nextdoor neighbor.When I left to take it to her, while SIL was in surgery,she presented herself all covered withn sores and paranoid,angry and crying,she had Morgellons.While in the home,samples were retrieved from the floor and other places. i1180.photobucket.com/albums/x405/scrap492/IMG_0150.jpg
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Post by itchin4answers on Oct 4, 2012 20:22:01 GMT -5
itchin, you mentioned the leaky gut dilemma,here is the monster that chews or dissolves holes in our intestines.The large brown mass is alive and seems tomstay alive when kept in isopropyl alcohol. Some are as big as bird eggs.My soninlaw was in extreme pain with a hole in his gut that had one of these let go after a tube of the fenbendazole 10% had been consumed over a three day period.The head surgeon came into the room after a ct scan and said to me,so guy,you just saved his life,how did you know it was there? The hospital had done many tests as they thought it was an appendix issue but all tests showed negative for appendicitis. The ct scan showed the hole.While in the er room a phone was ringing in the soiled linen container.After retreiving it a number as found for it's owner. it turned out that it was my ex nextdoor neighbor.When I left to take it to her, while SIL was in surgery,she presented herself all covered withn sores and paranoid,angry and crying,she had Morgellons.While in the home,samples were retrieved from the floor and other places. i1180.photobucket.com/albums/x405/scrap492/IMG_0150.jpgHi scrap, The images, I am sorry I don't know what I'm looking at. I am on day 5 of new meds for Bartonalla. Dr Mayne is spot on. Unfortunately I can not half the capsule they do not have the tablet form in Australia. I am double herxing....and it isn't pleasant. itchin.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Oct 4, 2012 20:24:26 GMT -5
i1180.photobucket.com/albums/x405/scrap492/Snapshot57-1-20121-49PM.png 1. Spores from the mold that cause our lesions. 2.slime mold, dictyostelium discoidium 3.Skin issues require the use of Total Toothpaste by Colgate corp. paint it on the skin where any issue is present,itching,lesions,crawling,biting,whatever,this stuff will quickly heal or dismiss the issue.It must be left on in order for it to dry up and entrap the mold and fibers.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Oct 4, 2012 20:32:58 GMT -5
i1180.photobucket.com/albums/x405/scrap492/Snapshot57-1-20121-49PM.png 1. Spores from the mold that cause our lesions. 2.slime mold, dictyostelium discoidium 3.Skin issues require the use of Total Toothpaste by Colgate corp. paint it on the skin where any issue is present,itching,lesions,crawling,biting,whatever,this stuff will quickly heal or dismiss the issue.It must be left on in order for it to dry up and entrap the mold and fibers. How was it determined that spores cause our lesions, how do we know that the mold is not just somthing that manifests from the lesion and not the cause? What scientist determined this? I have found that the lesions are fed blood by a cappilary that has been grown larger as the lesion grows most likely by Angiogenesis, this is more likely a form of tumor if this is true. Anyone that has uncovered a lesion/TUMOR can see the white plaque barrier that protects the lesion material from the bodys immune system and the feed vein in the middle of the tumor material. All of this is very visable with the lowly eyeball
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 4, 2012 21:58:38 GMT -5
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 4, 2012 22:04:34 GMT -5
Itchin,hite bowel movements occur whenever the bile duct of the gall bladder is blocked,usually due to a fungal slug that starts to develop there which shuts it down,hepatic fibrosis occurs and the gall bladder is usually removed surgically. GB surgery has increased at hospitals 500% or possibly more in the last eight years.Why is the cdc not concerned? Most hospitals were in the red several years back,not any more.Thyroid,kidneys,prostrate gland all the same.
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Post by threader on Oct 4, 2012 23:37:42 GMT -5
please check my response on the other thread.When the fungal masses inside the small intestine go down into the large intestine they make one feel like the M mess has just got much worse.It passes and then it needs to be done again. The bowel movements need to be loose so that the clumps will be easily expelled.This is hard work and not easily done but leaving this mess inside us, is for me, a no no. Yeah, this much is true. I finally got loose tonight. It was a bitch, and I'm never constipated. Fiber pills, castor oil, juicing, fruit salads, 2 gallons of water per day, and it finally cut loose. Hmm....looks like your neighbor and I have kept the same guests (your shot from the hostpial day): Pulled from my toilet this week while on fenben:
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 5, 2012 4:32:49 GMT -5
I use a three tbsp SS spoon to break apart the sometimes complete stools.This allows for the release of the fungal masses from the feces as they then float to the top of the water making them easier to retrieve.A handheld strainer is a must. Over the last 4 years my picture library has grown to the point that I now need to catagorize the pics. Sometimes burnout occurs with all this but it has to be overcome.
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Post by itchin4answers on Oct 5, 2012 4:39:56 GMT -5
please check my response on the other thread.When the fungal masses inside the small intestine go down into the large intestine they make one feel like the M mess has just got much worse.It passes and then it needs to be done again. The bowel movements need to be loose so that the clumps will be easily expelled.This is hard work and not easily done but leaving this mess inside us, is for me, a no no. Yeah, this much is true. I finally got loose tonight. It was a bitch, and I'm never constipated. Fiber pills, castor oil, juicing, fruit salads, 2 gallons of water per day, and it finally cut loose. Hmm....looks like your neighbor and I have kept the same guests (your shot from the hostpial day): Pulled from my toilet this week while on fenben: "F" the slugs and bugs. I'm ready to jump off a cliff.
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 5, 2012 4:40:24 GMT -5
It is so very important to not be constipated during this process.My bulldog had the masses come down and turn into a rock when I treated him.We had to use a lubricated telescopic like devise to reach the rock for removal,I hope to never do the same for a human unless in the case of a family member or an emergency. The rocks are on the shelf awaiting dissection and photos.Hey, with the ice cream the plug is defeated.My return emails from those treated are real interesting.
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Post by itchin4answers on Oct 5, 2012 4:46:39 GMT -5
It is so very important to not be constipated during this process.My bulldog had the masses come down and turn into a rock when I treated him.We had to use a lubricated telescopic like devise to reach the rock for removal,I hope to never do the same for a human unless in the case of a family member or an emergency. The rocks are on the shelf awaiting dissection and photos.Hey, with the ice cream the plug is defeated.My return emails from those treated are real interesting. "F" the constipation!...a bridge would be easier, because I don't know of any cliffs.
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 5, 2012 6:55:27 GMT -5
For the past few days I have been searching for a sufferer that is in bad shape.I found her at 3:30 am in an institution for mentally insane people,that's how her husband put it.She has been cut on stomped and left a mess.The dr's have cut out parts of her intestines,given her a colostomy bag and then told her not to expect to live very long.She was sent to me by a friend in Austria that could not help her from there.Apparently she had eaten a handful of mothballs during her recent attempt to commit suicide.This is number 7 or maybe 8. Her stomach looks like she is pregnant and she wishes to die.Unacceptable,not on this shift that I'm pulling. It all makes me wonder just how many have already gone this route. I wish my friend could find personal happiness here where she is in hell today.I'm sad!
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Post by Baraka Obam on Oct 5, 2012 8:16:39 GMT -5
Interesting pictures, we have all seen these Velcro like hooks grow out of the bottom of the funny yellow scabs that cover the lesions and Dragonfly has shown these things growing in here fingers
This does not negate the fact that the lesion has hijacked a blood line to feed it and these blood feed line suggest by their systemic locations growing from the inside out, NOT THE OUTSIDE in.
If you develop a lesion on the left side of the body sooner or later and many time instantly you will have another one open on the other side of the body.
I suppose you will tell us the floating items in the air will radio control the other to land in the exact same spot.
This is a systemic, stealthy long term disease, it breaks down the body's systems over TIME, by the time one figures out something is really wrong, it has taken over all the systems and there will be one after another calamity.
That is how I have seen it play out its game over 40 years, I do not know if everyone has the ability to last as long as I did before my body's failure to fight but most of us are in our 50s, 60s and 70s.
Possibly there is a new advanced disease afflicting the young but I very much doubt that, I am quite sure it is the fact that they were born with this and the disease formed with every fiber in their body as they were formed in the womb.
I have seen enough of the lesion exposed to know for sure that it is without a question hooked into the blood supply, I have on occasion seen the blood spurt from one of them while in the bathtub, pumping right along with my heart beat.
I also saw the lesion material forming more than 25 years ago as tiny little growths hidden under the skin, every once in awhile a amber dried goo, the size of a grain would dry on the skin and when I would dry my leg with a towel it would remove that plug, then the blood would gush out.
This was odd enough for me to know it was connected to my ongoing systemic, stealthy disease that was destroying me year after year, symptom after symptom.
I looked at the wound and could see the erie bright red material inside that hole, the material that looks EXACTLY like the the material in the CHERRY ANGINOMAS, cherry anginomas, yes the very first item to form on my skin.
I think many of you will find the little red dots on your skin and right along with them you will find freckles and little mole like things forming, if you rub the covering off you will also find they bleed like mad, the covering will easily rub right off most of the tan and brown ones.
Lupus is a connected symptom/result of these hidden lesion/TUMORS, many many many of us have been diagnosed with Lupus only to be undiagnosed at a later date for some unknown reason.
Look at the age of this woman, does her age suggest infection at birth, I am quite sure her 18 years from birth to diagnosis was the gestation period for the development of the lesion/TUMOR mass.
www.lupus.org/webmodules/webarticlesnet/templates/new_magazineback.aspx?articleid=1536&zoneid=67
I would like to see some of the paper work on the analysis of your sample fungus and mold if you do not mind, these would really be grand to read.
I have this SNEAKY SUSPICION there is no analysis of anything by anyone.
That's why your dangerous, you spout truths that have no scientific backing, just innuendos and manifestations of your mind, you have NO LABORATORY.
The terrified and despondent will grasp at the truths manufactured in your mind, and some will pay a price for your fictional laboratory.
You may want to help people but you go over the line with manufacturing these truths and posting them as facts for a treatment drug and schedule that you have also conjured up.
A treatment for horses, unapproved for humans and suggested to be taken at higher dose's and frequency than the horse itself.
This is dangerous, you may not care about that, I do.
You can bellow your sweet nothings in the ladies ears, but when you tell me you love me brother I will be standing at ATTENTION.
No amount of lovey dovey talk is gonna mask your insinuation that you want to push this horse drug down everyone throat.
I do not know how many you have dosed with this kind of risky drug taking, but it is evident they are not here screaming out that you saved them.
Its a illusion unto yourself.
WARNING, THIS drug made very ill, VERY ILL!!!
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Post by scabdraggr on Oct 5, 2012 9:46:46 GMT -5
Your opinion is just that and nothing else.it seems that 40 years has only made you fearful of the truth.I stand by my statements and no more answers for you as it would only play into your agenda,whatever it is.
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Post by Lynn on Oct 5, 2012 9:50:30 GMT -5
Hi Scabdagger
Sorry to hear this and I will pray for her.
In Light Lynn/TorpedoLynnn
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Post by threader on Oct 5, 2012 10:12:41 GMT -5
If you haven't contemplated suicide, you prolly don't have Morgellons.
Go save a life Scabb!
But be careful with the Equimax, I felt liver pain 5 minutes after a 120 lb. dose this morning. I'll have blood work done this afternoon to see how long I can roll with these dosages. I hope I can keep them up, because they are working. I also feel the livers about maxed out with this workload right now. It's actually reassuring to hear Scabb addressing the fungal and gut rot components of this, because to imagine it is only a worm issue would be very incomplete.
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Post by Baraka Obam on Oct 5, 2012 10:21:55 GMT -5
Your opinion is just that and nothing else.it seems that 40 years has only made you fearful of the truth.I stand by my statements and no more answers for you as it would only play into your agenda,whatever it is. You never have answered any questions, you skate around them like a Olympian skater. You have been treating yourself with horse meds for years and still just this morning you got a old red tooth, unchewed cabbage, a gulped down plum and other stuff coming from your exaust works. I think maybe you should slow down on the drugs and make sure you chew your food and make sure you havent killed the colon, use a blender and a juicer to chop up some of that food fella, when your teeth get loose, do not swollow them. You have no proof of anything you say, the only thing your doing is flinging your ideas on the masses to get them to believe you are the way to healing. Sad, very sad that you would risk their lives for your fantasy. I ask for proof of what you say and you put forth na ne na naas, I will not talk to you because you do not back my play. NO, I will not back you because there is not one thing you say that you can back up with some form of proof. NOTHING and still you shove horse meds down the throat s of people that do not have the guile to question anything you say. I have seen how you hide away from anything related to testing and positive test results, you grasp onto so many different things, its like a reread of others posts, how do I feel today about myself. I feel, moldy, I feel fungous, I feel phorid fly eee, I feel like a researcher, I feel micro miasis eee. long and the short of it all, eat unprescribable horse parasite meds, one and all, babies, pregnant mothers, eat them until your skin peels off. You post it I will question to the end your validity to make such a call and how you have made it SORRY but someone has to do it, others need the spark of question to imagine what your saying is backed by nobody and nothing, just some assumptions you have convinced yourself of, and that can change tomorrow, so to days truth and cure may be tomorrows forgotten.
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