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Post by bessie on Apr 14, 2008 16:32:26 GMT -5
According to the MIT studies of the stuff that comes out of our bodies, it's not even alive. It is very tough plastic that can move because it is driven by nanotechnology: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NanotechnologyThere is a picture of a buckyball in this article. The "causative" particles contain genetic information from many organisms - insects, plants, sea life, etc - and so sometimes a short term improvemnet can be seen using things like ivermectin. In a short period of time, the condition worsens. Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 14, 2008 16:18:13 GMT -5
jlk - Imagine the POWER of all that energy being focussed simultaneously around the world at the same time? Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 14, 2008 16:13:17 GMT -5
Prevenge - If I were my own Higher Power, I'd be in dep doo-doo. I'm nowhere near smart enough, strong enough, good enough, etc - though I DO believe there is a spark of God in all of us. The better we can listen and pay attention, the bigger the spark becomes. I worked for the Dept of Correction for many, many years and have looked into the face of pure evil (a death row inmate), so I think it is also possible to completely extinguish that spark. And where do you turn in the middle of the night when you think, "I just can't take a single more instant of this torture!". And I don't mean physical so much - it's the mental, knowing what has happened to this world, to me & us, and not knowing really what it's all about. I wouldn't make a very good Higher Power. Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 14, 2008 16:07:27 GMT -5
Abbie & Bannanny - I had called another of Dr. H's patients and suggested a once a week conference call with her and whoever else is/wants to be included. It would be ever so much more time effective to have her answer questions so that EVERYONE hear the answers. Taking calls one at a time, then trying to get back to people, one at a time, takes an awful lot of her precious time. Maybe if she hears this from a few other people she might go for it. I am doing as much as I can of the protocol(s), but there just isn't enough time in the day to do it ALL - plus my funds are running low! I have dumb questions like "how long do we soak" with the aquaspheres, how many layers of clothing can the FIR pad penetrate, etc. I also have TONS of questions about the environment - are there certain cleaning products recommended, some STAY AWAY FROM, etc. When in public, how do we dress, protect ourselves and others (we are supposed to keep "very clean"). I use disposable gloves when I can get away with it, but I hate doing it in the supermarket, etc, so I hold the handles of the food cart with those wipes, then wash my hand before I even get out of the store. Howdo I "clean" papers, books, electronics, etc.... This is the crazy-making stuff of my daily existence! I finally got Dora's number and left her a message today. DYING to talk with her! As far as "cured" - WOW!!! Wouldn't THAT be something??? Do you think it's even possible?? I have gotten much, much better in the months that I was treating myself (oxygen & light, plus healthy supplements). And if I didn't know better, I'd ALMOST think I was "over it". I still have joint pain and tiny litle white fibers that are almost impossible to see unless I look for them (and teeny-tiny white balls). All my lesions have sealed over (expect the one under my tongue that has been there over a year). Nothing draws the stuff out of my body anymore except one thing: Diabetic Advanced Healing cream (oxygenated). You have to rub it in for about a minute, and stuff pours out. Vingar, salt, etc - nothing else. Now, if I were using that stuff, I'd say "Hey! I'm cured!" I wish I were in LA so I could use the machines (couldn't possibly afford to buy them). Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 13, 2008 17:32:45 GMT -5
Roberta - And thank YOU for your response. I think of you when I am home, now & then, and my heart breaks thinking aoubt how little you have to take care of yourself - your foods, etc. Is the pursuit of health just for those with means? I'm not rich, but i can afford good food and supplements (but not a home that doesn't have mold - I'm in a FL mobile home that is 35 years old). But I still give thanks that I have what i have, and I share it when i can. God Bless you, Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 13, 2008 17:23:04 GMT -5
I just wanted to comment on Thanks for Visiting - I REALLY appreciate Lori's efforts and the information she is getting back to us. I have read a couple of comments that weren't too kind, and I just hope folks don't look a gift horse in the mouth. She's done MUCH to help the cause, and she's just another working slob citizen with a big heart. She's been looking into chemtrails for over 10 years, and reporting on them. I think by now most everyone knows that this stuff is being sprayed into the environment.
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Post by bessie on Apr 13, 2008 17:15:47 GMT -5
Other researchers have found calcite as well. An area of my right hand, between the thumb and the wrist, was enlarged for a couple of years. I thought it was "muscle development" because I had been very physically active. A couple of months ago I keep rubbing my oxygenated Diabetic cream into my hand and "sand" kept coming out. Now both hands are even. I wonder just how long I've had this, not knowing early symptoms. Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 13, 2008 17:08:50 GMT -5
Prevenge - I (almost) totally agree with you - I am doing everything in my power to try to overcome this, on a personal level and by reaching out and shouting it from the hilltops! I call everyone I can think of who MIGHT be open minded and have some clout. Everyone is too scared. I experiment with things, read, and THINK THINK THINK. I discovered oxygen and light therapy early on and in just a few months all my (over 200) lesions are sealed over. I have some energy and can think somewhat clearly. BUT - I also have no illusions about the sheer magnitude of this monster. It is replicating in the environment, and spreading. If this isn't an Armageddon scenario, then there never will be one. I practice as much power as I have, but unless I turn to the Highest Power, I feel hopeless and overwhelmed. I, in fact, thought about trying to organize a prayer chain around the world - everyone who can be reached who has this to pray simultaneously on a given date at a given time. Just as all those agencies/companies who checked Seektress's synopsis of the M Conference are watching, waiting, possibly planning, so is God. And God will ALWAYS trump evil. Make no mistake, this is evil of the greatest magnitude ever seen. There's much more to come... Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 13, 2008 16:43:17 GMT -5
This could also explain the honey bees dying. 0evidently it is some sort of mite that they cannot fight off. One speculation is that the bees are eating GMO foods. I think it's entirely possible that the "mites" are Morg-mites.
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Post by bessie on Apr 13, 2008 16:39:53 GMT -5
Goodness! So much in these last few posts that I can relate to - summer of 2006 I dug in the lawn hours a day, trying to "flatten" it because of erosion. Lots of pet birds, a cat (who just showed up 1/06) and mold in the ventilation system. Add to that 4 months of self-injecting Betaseron, an immune suppression drug for MS, then that's a recipe for disaster. It came last summer. 4 birds died, one was digging things out of her legs, and I became so sick I couldn't get out of bed. The parrot rescue came and took all 40 of them from their aviary. My cat left a "mess" on the floor that I had passed the week before after taking OTC antiparasitics - I thought it was worms and a gel sack with orange veins. I know now it was nanotubes, not worms - my fecal came back "normal"!! My cat seems absolutely perfect. I wish I hadn't seen what she passed, because now I am afraid to put Revolution on her, and she INSISTS on going out (won't use the litter box). Then she comes back in after some hours. I'm screwed - bugs, bacteria, pin worms, etc etc. I just don't know what to do - my heart is broken in 1000 pieces through the countless losses of friends, family, my savings, my birds, my dream retirement. I can't bear to bring her to the shelter. And I have seen HORRIFIC things in me and in the environment. Even posting here I'm afraid to describe them because they are just so sci-fi. I blieve that the black stuff was replicating in my computer monitor. I started getting darker and darker, with a light line going vertically through it. I used to spray "problem areas" with peroxide & iodine, and one night I sprayed the computer room real good. I sat at the computer and the white line very slowly started to "wave", snakelike, and got wider & wider over time. I got so scared I went to bed. In the morning the screen was completely white, evidently emptied it's "back up" supply. By that evening, the screen began getting gray again. Just one story. Another: I had bought a cheap microscope at Walgreens but didn't unwrap it for 2 months. One night I did and when I finally got it lined up, I saw a black "thing" with ?legs, scurrying back & forth, assembling a row of little empty black squares. There was already one row, this was the second, almost complete. While I stared in terror and disbelief, another object, rectangular in shape but clear like the little squares, began moving in from the upper left corner. This took place on the LENS (90X magnification) not on a slide. I went nuts, grabbed my peroxide/iodine and sprayed it - looked again, the black moving things was "splatted". I never looked into it again. Begged people to take it for examination, finally through it away after some months. I often wonder why I was allowed to see these things? It was horrible enough without it. And, yes, I think we ARE being "tested". I think a lot about the Apocalypse and can't help but think that is soon upon us. It's comforting, in a way, because I can't imagine living year after year with this monster, in constant fear and depression.
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Post by bessie on Apr 12, 2008 14:28:49 GMT -5
Dr. Kolb mentioned ionic foot massagers on one of her radio programs as a helpful treatment. I've been using those foot detox pads at night for a couple of months or longer - lost track - for a couple of days the black on the pads (toxins removed) actually got a tiny bit lighter - dark brown - till the rains started (mold, I would guess). They are black again. Has anyone used the ionic massagers? Some are very pricey, but a couple are not TOO bad. I know that our bodies are LOADED with toxins (didn't know that, did you lol). I've read where some people have had their lymph glands removed because of the back-up of toxins.
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Post by bessie on Apr 12, 2008 13:44:01 GMT -5
Elephants are brilliant. I won't go into all of the amazing things they are capable of - but one is that they recognize a member of their family when they come across the dried out bones in the desert. They caress the bones and shed tears. Many other things. One rather remarkable thing that has been happening for the last few years is that elephants all over the world are beginning to turn on humans - kill them. In one village, a baby elephant had been killed, and that night the village was stampeded and destroyed, many people killed. I'm not happy about this, but I think it is long overdue that the planet be restored to its God-given pristine state. Humans have made a horrible mess of it.
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Post by bessie on Apr 12, 2008 13:29:14 GMT -5
Mark - MRF stated last fall that they were doing dna ananlysis of the black specks. About a month later they said something like "the results of the dna analysis are inconclusive". Then they dropped all reference to them from their web page altogether. There are answers in that if you can get the info. I was told by another scientist that they are the "starter" thing. This fits my perception, as I have seen some black specks that have "grown" things that are still attached to them. Most look like nymphs, but I've had seeds with black in them (millet seeds, which were common in my environment). Two of these seeds actually came out of my body with a little "sprout" attached. It seems as though they may drop off our bodies and then replicate things they find there. Is this too far out? Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 11, 2008 20:14:19 GMT -5
This is so painful - seeing people who are suffering the worst possible combination of issues - being hurt further in one of the few safe havens left. I have no tolerance or make any excuses for the NON Morgellons who post here; PLEASE - read more personal stories from those who suffer from this. I've known my diagnosis for 7 months, and was overtly symptomatic for just a few months before that. But for every day of this nightmare, I have thought about suicide, prayed, and cried. The terror, confusion, abandonment, rejection, ridicule, sickness, pain, loss of friends, family, money, jobs, homes, pets....it goes on....is unmatched by anything else on the planet. If you could only allow this to penetrate your heart then the kinds of things that you say might be tempered with love and compassion. For the sufferers, my love and prayers go to you, and I include you all in my daily talks with God. And I thank you as well for showing me that it is possible to continue year in and year out. Unbelievable courage! Last fall, I never believed I would see the New Year.
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Post by bessie on Apr 11, 2008 15:00:18 GMT -5
...Morgellons lesions....
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Post by bessie on Apr 11, 2008 14:57:53 GMT -5
Maybe they already THINK they know how they can be protected! Afterall, these are little computers in us that can be controlled remotely: www.heise.de/tp/r4/artikel/5/5269/1.htmlLet's hope they are right!
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Post by bessie on Apr 10, 2008 18:58:59 GMT -5
Celia - My talks with you have kept me alive a little longer. How on earth can a person keep this inside of themselves without support? Remeber that Phoebe Snow lyric "how can the thirsty stay sane after what they've seen?"
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Post by bessie on Apr 10, 2008 18:56:41 GMT -5
Spanking? Hmmm... I had other ideas. And I don't believe for ONE MOMENT that it is a single person. Notice how many agencies, like WHO, checked into the notes on the Morgellons Conference? None of them showed up, but BOY - they sure wanna know what was said!!!Could be wrong. Sometimes I think it is simply an accumulation of all perversions that have been loosed upon the planet, finding each other and creating a a NEW formula for destruction. Nobel Prize winner physicist Hawking stated that one possible Doomsday scenario was when all the little MEMS find each other "out there" and out-think humanity. Like Hank in 2001: A Space Odyssy.
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Post by bessie on Apr 10, 2008 19:09:08 GMT -5
I finally found a doctor to help me and not throw me out of the office. I told her of a woman I accidently met over the phone (who writes the Health newsletter for a VERY large health food store). I called the woamn to share info about this nightmare. Before I could get very far, she began to ask about symptoms - then she listed them herself- she HAS IT - AND KNOWS OTHERS WHO DO. She said they all became symptomatic after aerial spraying, which they were told was "harmless egg whites". She didn't know until our conversation what she had. Well, my doctor immediately added that another doctor, a friend of hers, has been studying chemtrails and found live flu virus in them (2 other things, but I forget what they were). So there's a lot of stuff being showered upon us. Bessie
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Post by bessie on Apr 10, 2008 20:00:59 GMT -5
Oh, Goodness!!! They ALL know the truth! They just want to find out what the rest of us know or think!!!!
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