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Post by zabrubon on May 7, 2007 0:32:43 GMT -5
Thanks for sharing just not sure what i am supposed to see, i watched seveal time and just did not see it. Now I know how doctors feel and think. But I am sure that it is there, just don't know how to zero in on what your taking about. Can you circle it? ChicagoBonnie
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Post by zabrubon on May 7, 2007 16:12:39 GMT -5
Oh yes, the reason I was writing in the first place(i forgot to include) was under my breast there are white like shapes and if I tweeze them open, they have a fiber in them, that moves. Of course maybe I am DOP and making this all up cause I have no life. Right. This real and I have no idea who to tell, cause there is no doctors out there willing to investigate it like I do.
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Post by zabrubon on May 7, 2007 16:08:51 GMT -5
Every day, my body secretes some unusual type of film, most noticeable at the joints. My blood is very sticky and when I put it on tweezers and squeeze the tweezers together and open them veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy slowly, the blood stretches out like a piece of string and if I hold that position for a very short time, it hardens in the string shape. (this string is white and not red) So, is this normal for blood, I have no idea, cause I could have cared less about my blood when I was well. My body emulates a unusual odor, maybe the antibiotics, don't know. When I was in hospital five years ago, my blood clogged up the intravenous continuously and the nurses were kind enough to "pop" the clot through with pressure(my God i thought my veins would bust they went on fire when they did this) I told the last nurse that if she popped that clot through again, she would pick herself up off the floor on the other side of the room and that she had better change the needle instead(of course she needed doctors orders)right. She changed the needle. My point, i have never had that problem before with blood clotting. Also, recently had a root canal and the antiseptic did not work well even though I asked for a double dose, I could still feel the pain. Was awful and I had never had that before either and I have had a lot of work in my mouth by the same dentist. Go figure.
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Post by zabrubon on May 5, 2007 0:09:02 GMT -5
Anj, yesyes yes yes yes, you get your most precious gift in life back, thank you God and congratulations Anj that you get these dear ones back. When is this happening?
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Post by zabrubon on May 2, 2007 23:58:05 GMT -5
Thank you all from the deepest part of my heart. Tonight was better, went to his open house at school. Had a neighbor lady make fun of him in front of all the parents and blurted out how bad his feet smell that even the dog down the street wouldn't come after him because of the smell. I wasn't in the room when she said it, but my son was and he and his girlfriend were fit to be tied. He said the hair on the back of his neck stood up he was so angry. This same neighbor lady professes to be a "Christian". Yeah right. Pick on a little boy, no way Hosea that she is godly. Now I know why they call her son the bully. I am now listening to my grandson sleeping on the couch, deep is his sleep. He loves being with me and I am honored to have him here. Man I love that little kid. I would die for him. Just wish I could take his pain. I pray for his mom and ask God to help her, maybe, just maybe she will come home and perhaps be different, every persons dream. I never thought about telling them she was sick from childhood and that they were that way before birth. I will be careful with his little heart, I hope everyone else will too. I am going to bed now and hope I can sleep well too. Talk to you all this weekend. Blessings, ChicagoBonnie
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Post by zabrubon on May 2, 2007 1:31:57 GMT -5
I am feeling pretty low right now and will post more on the support line. It's not related to Morgellons, but to my xdaughterinlaw. She up and told my son and the two kids she is leaving. The little ones tonight are broken hearted. My little nine year old grandson, bought his mom, himself and three year old sister a nice plant, one for mom to remember them by. He gave her some snapshots to remember him and I even asked her to please not forget them, and I went there tonight and she had packed up and left and did not take the plant or the photo's. I have cried and cried for days and don't know how to help my beloved grandchildren. I hurt for them. I wish I could take their pain. I gave them lots of love and attention this evening, ice cream, movies, and hugs and told them it was ok to cry and to be sad. How could she leave them? I know she is messed up, raped by her brother at nine, father abandoned her at two, mom emotionally detached, and chasing men. I do not blame her, but what to do to help counter. I feel like my Xdtrinlaw did not value her kids at all, so little so that she did not even take the plant. I hope my little grandson sleeps ok tonight. He said he had a nightmare last night. Wish I could be there for him this evening, but his dad is staying at the house for now so the my grandson can continue to go to school.
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Post by zabrubon on May 15, 2007 18:07:10 GMT -5
Pez, the cough precedes the full blown Morgellons. I had the cough for about three years prior. I also had sore throats continually, and it was so bad that I would lose my voice(some people loved that) I was always trying to clear my throat. It felt like there was something draining. Three years on the antibiotics I have no sore throats, no clearing of the throat. All gone.
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 29, 2007 20:27:41 GMT -5
oh by the way, I have not had a sore throat, cold, flu, for years.
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 29, 2007 20:26:49 GMT -5
Minocycline and Tinidizole for a normal life too. Taken them now for three years, I have a somewhat normal life. No aches, no crawlies, I think clearly. chicagobonnie
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 24, 2007 0:48:19 GMT -5
Absolutely stunning photo's of ecoli. a must read more
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 24, 2007 0:42:05 GMT -5
I just came back from seeing him. He is ok, I think he takes a lot of info he reads on line and combines it. Also not convinced about the silver so i am not taking it. Otherwise, he does believe the disease is real. I see him as an opportunist. Overall he is considerate, knowlegable and attentive and i will go back. Worth going to see. ChicagoBonnie
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 18, 2007 0:08:47 GMT -5
Coffee lovers a safer coffee is Dunkin Donut java. Much better, less acid and does not seem to upset the system. Plus it tastes better.
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 15, 2007 2:50:38 GMT -5
Prevenge, I don't think you crazy, i love your objective mind and thoughts. I just have not seen enough evidence to stand with that hypothisis. Maybe someday soon, there will be a break through somewhere and we can all rejoyce together no matter what the disease is and look for a cure together. Blessings, Chicago Bonnie
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 14, 2007 16:43:09 GMT -5
just do not believe the nano theory, relatively impossible to do to one sect and not infect all.
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 9, 2007 1:19:28 GMT -5
What about her mom? she is the one who needs to take her but she does not see it as a problem. She kind of thinks that Shanz is having growing pains. Shanz's has had this pain in her back for year and years of spiders feeling, numb body and tingling fingers and feet. So how to get her mom to cooperate is the problem.
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 9, 2007 0:58:40 GMT -5
Cozy, my niece is here visiting can you give her some advice as her mom/dad/doctors all but roll their eyes when she say's she feels the intense muscle spasm and spider like fingers.
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 8, 2007 18:03:24 GMT -5
My niece is here from Ohio and she is telling me she has tingling in her hands, spidery feeling everywhere, eyes, nose head, her joints hurt and film over her lips, back aces, eggy like texture under her skin on the under side of her arms, headaches a lot. Her hips pop. She wants to know if she has this. I already told her I think she has what I have, and would ask you all what you think. She is here now. Any thoughts.
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Post by zabrubon on Apr 9, 2007 1:02:31 GMT -5
i have the secret, but not much impressed, is that negative?
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Post by zabrubon on Mar 22, 2007 22:44:46 GMT -5
I have noticed two things that have helped me lately. 1. Antiacid tablets scaping across my zits helps to dry and heal them. 2. Arthritis or just plain asprin nightly I have better muscular movement and sharper t hinking the next day. Anyone else?
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Post by zabrubon on Mar 29, 2007 0:29:34 GMT -5
Yes Lurker, i think so too. The million dollar question is? What detox are you using to cure yourself. I know that I am way down on my antibiotics and very little difference from my large quanity of antibiotics. I think something is healing. I go to a new doctor on Tuesday in Gaithersburg. I am excited and scared and hopeful. I think we will see the answer to t his disease this year. Bonnie
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