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Post by freaky on Jul 30, 2007 4:22:45 GMT -5
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Post by freaky on Jul 30, 2007 4:11:58 GMT -5
Quit calling me a beauty queen, it's embarrassing. ;D No Super Woman, I'm sorry I can't answer any of your questions, but are you gonna send me something? When, huh huh huh? The person who recommended the mayonnaise (putters clap) (no, louder) deserves a big slurpy kiss. Sorry, lost for input. Oh, but guess what? I went to the Apothecary here in Austin. I've been taking Allicillin by GMP . It's outrageously expensive - $46.00 for 60 caps. I take 4 a day. It's so worth it though. This stuff is so potent. Not much else is necessary. The cute pharmacist there said to take 6 1,000mg. of vit. C a day. He has 3 good friends with morgellons, so he is very familiar with it. Also got some Artemisinin capsules, 300 in the container. Take 2 2X's a day. That's made by allergy research group. They are extremely potent as well. I never remember to look when I sign the bill, but that baby cost $95.00. I'm glad I didn't look because I might have had some reservations, but this stuff is kick bass. I was excited because the tincture is nasty. I've lost 5 lbs. since I started this stuff. 5 lbs. of huge flukes??? whatever . They have a thick skin covering them. Lots, & lots of crunchy body parts. Sorry, I guess sometimes less info. is better? Oh, but the main thing I wanted to tell ya is the pharmacist recommended something for the face that they extract from something else. I don't understand his notes, & I'm going to call tomorrow to find out exactly, then call my doc to get some. He says it works great on leisions, so when I'm in the know, I'll let you know. Capryl is also really good, & Curcumin98 -100,000mg. I didn't get those there though. Just thought I'd throw that in. I bought a capryl plus some other ingredients on the net, & it was fantastic. I got in trouble for so many orders, so I replaced it with plain Capryl I found at Whole Foods. Whole Foods has a great alphabet cookie with not much sugar by Paul Newman. I think it's probably good for you, aside from the little bit of sugar. They are way fun to eat though!!! Everybody must try them. They have a letter on each cookie. Imagine that. You can play Scrabble without having the expense of buying the game. Please excuse if I got too far off the beauty queen subject matter. Slurpy kisses to Carrie & all, freaky
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Post by freaky on Jul 27, 2007 3:52:24 GMT -5
Patty, you're too much. Thanks for your knowledgeable reply. I have the utmost respect for you, & all you say. Thanks for taking the time to help me try to focus, as soon as I get the pig pen in order. I am beginning to realize it's a dead end street, so I shall let my man with whatever agendas he has up his sleeve, & ignore his wrongful doings upon his sweet wife who just wanted her friend, her confidant, the support I'm not going to get, and focus on me. ME. Myself, & I. I've done that before, & it was better for me.
And, thanks Toni, you are always so even headed. I start going in circles sometimes, & it always helps to hear your words of wisdom. Bedtime again. Jim got home about 2;30 , or 3;
tHANKS EVERYBODY FOR ALLL YOUR HELPI FREAKY
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Post by freaky on Jul 26, 2007 6:12:14 GMT -5
Prevenge, you are so enlightening. Seems the beasts are leaving your brain intact. Lucky you. Thanks for expounding on a most difficult subject. I'd say more, but I'm passing out. Thanks.
Roberta,I have 2 soft coated wheaten terriors. They weigh a pound or 2 less than 40 lbs. they've started loosing weight. I will ccertaily get the recipe. I'm sorry I'm seeing dojble now. Ill, expound on this more tomorrow.
Gregor, that was one of the nicest compliments I've ever had. For real. I love you.
to all a good night, or morning now, you're all so dear to my heart
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Post by freaky on Jul 26, 2007 5:07:37 GMT -5
Non-acceptance results in, or is, non-compliance, which is legitimized abuse. I think I heard that on a talk show, & wrote it down for one of my ponder moments. Yeah Lizard, I do believe I am being emotionally abused. Bill said he would go to counseling, but that idea freaks me out. Even though I'm right, my husband is an amazing man. He's an Aquarius. He could be given almost any subject and told to argue for, or against it, & whatever side he took, even if wrong, he could most likely win. He sells computer equipment for different companies. One company has the longest lead time, it's ridiculous. Compared to other equipment that does the same thing, it is way overpriced. This is just one example where Bill has to lie to make a living, and he can convince anyone who is looking for that particular application. Even my parents believe him over me which is unethical. Thank you for your advise, your compliment, & rooting for me. I'm always right about the dogs whenever some- thing is the matter with them, & Bill is always wrong. It's like he believes me, but won't admit it, & I can't figure it out. Carrie, I love you too. You're sweet, & sillier. suebe, I'm so sorry about your son. I hope he's getting better. You have a thoughtful husband. My husband may feel like yours, but definitely is denying it. It was totally the most humiliating experience having him running to my parents without even telling me first. Probably the hardest thing I've ever had to do was to forgive the jerk. Could be sex might be rewarding for me because he's not getting enough. Poor jerk. It's really hard to put out when you're angry though, even knowing it might make the Jerk more supportive. He's too smart. I believe he has an agenda. Thanks for your words of wisdom. food for thought. Accudoc, your a real man. I know you're right about it threatening his reality. Nevertheless, he should still support me. He loves me. I love him, yet the refusal to support me on this one thing has many implications. He accepts my illness, but not the dogs. He confirmed with the groomer that all older dogs have black spots. Well, I'm glad the groomer hasn't noticed the lesions. Plus that, it would be next to impossible for the dogs to not have gotten my disease, under the circumstances. I can't take the fact that for 4 years, he wouldn't accept the fact I had these beasts, & now that he finally has, just because my dr. finally gave in, & said I had it, he wants to say the dogs don't have it, & I can prove it, but he won't look. I've had so many serious conversations, & nil comes out of them. You are a kind man, & all you say is true, especially that prolonged illness is a very charged sit, & will take time to diffuse. But, how long? 10 years? 4 years of humiliation, & he still wants something to defy? I appreciate what you had to say. Thanks. Lizard, how sweet of you. I may do that. I don't know how the pain would be minus FMS, but I imagine it's bad. Have you thought about going to pain management? I guess that requires a diagnosed pre-existing condition though, & I don't know your situation. But, thanks again, I may just wing ya. Janedough, I'm beginning to see the light. Awesome. Women are from Venus, Men are from Mars. Now, if I could just get over this sick feeling in my stomach whenever I think about Bill, & his agenda. Since my fatigue, & Illness has been overwhelming the last 10 years, I totally destroyed the upstairs part of our house. I found a girl at the shoe shop that looked to be an incredible organizer so I asked her to work for me. She's been coming over, & I can now see a light at the end of the tunnel. Whenever I get my house picked up I can go back to painting. I quit that when I got morgellons. I can't wait. Maybe when I start painting again, I won't give the geezer a 2nd thought about whatever he thinks is the right thing to do, or say to his wife. Janedough, you couldn't say anything stupid, silly girl. Thanks so much for addressing my vents. Love ya, freaky
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Post by freaky on Jul 25, 2007 3:17:08 GMT -5
tHIS IS WAY TOO LONG. i CAN TRY TO DELETE HALF OF IT TOMORROW. jUST WRITE DELETE, & i WILL. mUCH BETTER TO WRITE IN DAY TIME ANYWAY. This is embarrassing for me to ask something so personal, but then, I've never been one to hold back much. I would please like your help, and any comments, if you could possibly help me to resolve this ongoing problem I am having. For 4 years, my man (hub, Husband, Jerk) whom I love and adore brodcasted to all he knew, & didn't know, his wife was delusional. This was not surprising, as he has always run to my parents for any problem he thought he had with me. If he had a problem, & it just didn't sound horrible enough, he'd just throw in a few things to make it a better story. He's a self made man, so to speak. He worked his way through college, and became the #1 salesman wherever he worked. I've pretty much had everything I've ever wanted materialistically, although not personally. I'd say my man grew up on the wrong side of the tracks in Chicago. Never have seen those tracks, but his home life was opposite from my ozzie, & harriot, or Bever Cleaver home life. He grew up with 2 wild brothers, & his parents were alcoholics, as Bill, my man also became. He won't admit it to save his life because he didn't get caught. I did. He told my parents most everything I ever did while drinking during menopause, and because they couldn't relate, I had to go to 3 dry up centers before I realized he'd never quit, If I didn't 1st, then force him to. I had to stay sober to keep an eye on him. It was pretty sad though. He's the type of guy who doesn't like to drink alone, which caused much of my setbacks. Bill's mom stood on a stool, & when her husband came home (I guess she thought he was running around, but he always worked 2 jobs) she hit him on the head with a frying pan, & constantly called the police on him. Poor Soul. I, on the other hand heard my parents argue fiercely, once. Told you I couldn't write, but I'm going somewhere with this. I'm setting the stage. OK, in short, it wasn't till I showed my dr. my pictures that she diagnosed me with morgellons. Doing one of the multiple stool samples, I went outside in the sunshine to get the best lighting. When I was done, I carelessly threw the remains in the yard thinking, theres a lot of dog poop out here. What's the diff? The diff was that my dogs ate it, although I was not aware of it at the time, & got morgellons. Then my dogs got in my trash, & ate the Kleenex I coughed up my morgs in. Ewe, sorry. When I got diagnosed 4 yeaaars later, sweet Bill, changed his tune. He agreed I had it. Bah hum bug. I could have convinced him, but he wouldn't look at any more samples after looking about 3 times. He said he looked, & looked, & looked. Guess he was right about that. 3 X's. He continually knocked Lyme busters, & said all I gave him to read was garbage. Typical non-believer. I have a feeling I did another reject post. I can take it. Tell me what I did wrong. My dogs have been on medication, antibiotics, etc. for 3 years now. They have everything, lesions, fibers, vomit, don't eat, are loosing their hair; they have morgellons without a doubt. Now my husband is on year 5. He won't look at the samples, or the lesions, & we fight about this all the time. Besides this one thing, I adore this man, & love him to death, if he's not having a temper tantrum. (He's a diabetic because he believed he could eat as many sweets as he could consume.) It's obvious I'm hurt, feel slightly abused, it's hard to think of him as my best friend, but no matter what I say, he's humiliating regarding this subject, & it 's like talking to a brick wall. He can't see the lesions for the fur. Duh. I ask for help on how to possibly change him to my way of thinking, which in this case is correct, because the depression has set in. It's bad. My daughter is having her bachelorette? (wrong word?) party this Friday. I don't want to go. I have a sorry bass attitude, & I can't kick it. Can I change this man, or do I have to change? (like over my dead body) Awe, just joking. So sorry this was so long. Just for reading, & a sincere reply, you can use this thread, for any-thing you want to yap about. I never get depressed. Even my 87 yr. old Dad noticed I was a sour puss. I can't get over it. I can't express how hideous this is the way he's treating me is. I may be depressed forever. Actually peeED OFF. Come on guys, talk to me. Slurppy wet kisses for all of you freaky
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Post by freaky on Jul 25, 2007 4:40:25 GMT -5
Hi Bannanny. Will you please respond to my post? Nobody else will. Missed you. freaky I think I spelled your name right. Brownie point. (bad Poster)
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Post by freaky on Jul 22, 2007 3:43:56 GMT -5
Thank you Skytroll. :-*freaky
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Post by freaky on Jul 22, 2007 3:31:50 GMT -5
Now, do we call the Natl.Human Genome Research Institute? Ah, well, the Genetic & Rare Disease Info. Center gave it's phone #.I'm confused. Has morgellons been reclassified to a rare disease? I don't quite understand all this hebe gebe? Do you think they would be considerate enough to explain their findings to us Morgellons suffurers? I still don't like the fact the CDC has my name. I believe you have been elaborating.Nevermind. What I write here is not showing up on the post. Spooky. I'm not sure I understand everything explicitly. Can anyone here elaborate ? Thanks for trying to read this,freaky
I tried to remove the last part, but it isn't showing up on modify. So strange. Might be fun. I'not xu
Does anyone care ta ggggggggg jjjjjjjaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Post by freaky on Jul 27, 2007 2:31:03 GMT -5
I couldn't believe it. Nothing. Sweet of you to ask. Thanks for your reply. I couldn't read all that stuff, & I didn't know if it was of any interest to others at all. Take care. Hope you are doing well. freaky
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Post by freaky on Jul 20, 2007 4:18:18 GMT -5
Thought maybe some of you who can comprehend these reports might be interested, so I posted them. ;D My car was dead when I got back from NY, & my husband was out of town at a convention in CA. Luckily, my pharmacist was meeting me to give me my prescriptions, so I got him to come over and ______ my car. (I just forgot the word) figures--- Then I ate dinner, watched General Hospital, medicated my dogs, & started picking my face. The picking was harder, & more determined than usual because I can't stand it anymore. I got done around 3:45 PM, and remembered I left my car on to make sure the battery didn't die again. I was supposed to turn it off in a half hour. Gee, obviously, now I am out of gas, but the sad part is that I'm sure I creamed my engine. IT WAS HOT!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm almost positive I destroyed my beautiful sports car. If I were a guy, I'd know for sure, but my intuition tells me I be walking now. And why???There's too many morgs in my head. Fat ones. Babies. Mothers. Fathers. Eating. Pooping. I'm not having fun. I'm not a happy camper. Thanks for letting me share. freaky ** MRSA / DRUG RESISTANCE News ** Disrupt An Enzyme, Destroy Drug-Resistant Superbugs www.medicalnewstoday.com/medicalnews.php?newsid=76658&nfid=nl New Way To Stop Antibiotic Resistant Bacteria Found www.medicalnewstoday.com/medicalnews.php?newsid=76498&nfid=nl New Way To Target And Kill Antibiotic-Resistant Bacteria Found www.medicalnewstoday.com/medicalnews.php?newsid=76351&nfid=nl Plant Microbiology ----------------------------------------------------------------- Identification of Pseudomonas syringae pv. syringae 61 Type III Secretion System Hrp Proteins That Can Travel the Type III Pathway and Contribute to the Translocation of Effector Proteins into Plant Cells Adela R. Ramos, Joanne E. Morello, Sandeep Ravindran, Wen-Ling Deng, Hsiou-Chen Huang, and Alan Collmer J. Bacteriol. 2007;189 5773-5778 jb.asm.org/cgi/content/abstract/189/15/5773?etoc
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Post by freaky on Jul 20, 2007 6:02:53 GMT -5
I knew it was a documentary. I was just confused regarding it's content, thereby making my suggestion not appropriate in this case. I had no idea I was not being nice Pepper. I shall ponder over my not fitting the bill suggestion due to my confusion about the movie - wrong movie - not the right movie to correlate with the suggestion, and try to figure out what I said that wasn't nice. I surely hope I didn't offend anyone else. I also wasn't attempting to get the group to go along with my wrong suggestion to get in the way of Toni's efforts. By the way, I'm not sure Toni has the amount of pictures that she had hoped to receive. You all might check with her for sure, but if you have any, please send them. This is one of the best ideas, in my opinion, that we have had, & sending your pictures is pretty easy doings. Thank you Sweet Carie for bringing to my attention Roberta Louise's post. I hadn't seen it yet, & appreciate it very much. Roberta Louise, no, I have been used, and abused by my drs. They have not taken care of me sufficiently. It was my idea to change from Synthyroid to Armour. I think she is a Pulmonary dr, who does my bone scan every year. I just asked to switch meds., and she said "I'm not giving you Armour." I said that was fine. There are a lot of other drugs on the market to choose from. She said "I'm not going to give you Armour. There have been heart problems with it. If you want Armour, you can go to another dr.I never even mentioned Armour. All she would give me was synthyroid. I went to my "for all my diseases dr., " & she gave me Armour. She had literature about it saying you take it in the morning, & then after dinner, but only prescribed one a day. Now I have to call her to explain I'm not taking enoug. Gez. Some physicians have no recall. Armour is claimed tobe the most popular amoung homeopathic drs. I'm not familiar with the drug you are taking. Do you think it's better? All I know, is the first day I took it, I didn't pass out at the dinner table, which I have done for 4 years. As my dr ----uh oh, forgot that sentence. raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaa uh oh . That's the signal Oh, I will inform my doc about the thyroid tests. She lives in Houston, & I go there every 3 months. Better than nada. Just spilled my water all over. thank you both for this educational experience. mua mua wub, freakyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaa Thanks also Roberta RE: the dumb part.
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Post by freaky on Jul 19, 2007 17:35:20 GMT -5
Personally, I couldn't do this alone, but I'd be happy to do it with somebody else. I'm shy. I don't know if this is a good idea, or not, but I'm sure you guys will tell me.
I thought we could print out a paper discussing Morgellons, the reality of it, the symptoms, and most importantly, the fact it is inherited, thus affecting the next generation of children, etc. bla bla, etc. ;D
Then we go to the theater, ask the general manager if it would be OK if we passed them out as the people exited the movie.
Too bad we don't have Morgellon's pamphlets. We are really a group of poverty stricken souls with the nasty nasties.
Is this a documentary on Mongellons? If so, is it accurate? I thought it was supposed to be a scary movie about people with fibers, and the like. I thought I read the post on it, but I haven't been getting any T3 in my thyroid for the past 4 years, & supposedly that makes you dumb, & forgetful. Fortunately, I'm just real slow, & way far above borderline dumb.
So, good idea, bad idea, or dumb idea?
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Post by freaky on Aug 10, 2007 17:28:29 GMT -5
Haleluya, PRAISE THE LORD, THANK YOU, & GOD BLESS. Getting ready for the wedding, & I'm flipped out now, so I don't have time to write, but I wanted to let you know I think it's working, & i LOVE YOU.
FREAKY
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Post by freaky on Jul 21, 2007 18:55:44 GMT -5
I'll fly to Atlanta, & protest, or Washington. I think they need visable bodies. Lots of them. That would be a fun way for us to meet each other too. We can go party afterwards. August is booked for me. September might be nice. I think headbands, or armband might freak them out somewhat, so that may be a good thing to ponder. I'm not an organizer. I, me 2nd the suggestion. freaky
Power to the People*
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Post by freaky on Jul 10, 2007 3:48:53 GMT -5
Ya think it might be interesting to find out how many people have been tested, & if they have mycoplasma pneumonia? It seems like a lot have. I have been tested, & I got pneumonia right before or after (haha) I got this piece of art work.
Also, it seems like a whole lot of people have damaged the last 1-4 vertibre of their spinal column. I don't know if those are the correct #'s, but the ones near the tail bone. You interested in that Niels? Would that be related to morgellons, or just the fact many of us have become rusty old bacteria/fungal buckets. ???freaky
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Post by freaky on Jul 10, 2007 0:55:42 GMT -5
I agree with you 100%. My pictures are sooo ugly, no one knows they're of me when I show them to them. Ah..to them....... Now, if you would please give me your address, I'd be happy to send mine, but I'm going to NY Thurs. for 5 days. Do you need them before I go, or can I send them afterwords? Whichever you want, you shall receive. lub freaky haha xox
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Post by freaky on Jul 5, 2007 21:40:27 GMT -5
I'm almost finished Toni. Wub freaky xoxo & some hahaahaha I obviously didn't read the above posts to realize you didn't need to wait on me. Anyway, that's great. Who wants to wait for freaky anyway? You're amazing with all your contributions, & the work you do. You can't be thanked enough. Infinity X's Thank You Toni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Likewise with ha has too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by freaky on Jul 2, 2007 2:10:07 GMT -5
What is SLF - I guess I know, but my mind is blank. Tell Ant to get his paws off your protrusions. JK. haha frisky, you devil, you. So love is the cure? ??Maybe that's why Bill keeps begging. He wants to cure me. I should be nicer to him. OH, THE SILLY LIVER FLUKE? How fogged I must be. Night. All men show their opposition by saying "they're trying to sell some-thing. Time for a new reason, mo offense.
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Post by freaky on Jul 1, 2007 15:21:33 GMT -5
Everyboody should send him a little e-mail.
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