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Post by freaky on May 31, 2011 17:03:16 GMT -5
kamkam,
Shoot, I'm so sorry to be late. I didn't want to, or mean to. I wanted to do something really special for your Birthday since you're so special to me. Then all these things came up. I had to go out of town, & today I'm getting ready to go to Kims, & I need to get off the computer. I must say though, I love you to death, & Hope you had the Happiest Birthday ever.
Big Smackers, & lots of great gifts, Love you, freaky
Ditto jeany's Happy Birthday
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Post by freaky on May 31, 2011 16:52:05 GMT -5
This is real friendship. I loved that video itchin, & you, & all you guys, & ali, so glad you're here, & thank you. And, torpedolynn, you are on the specialty list. Lynn in light is a great gal. This is a lot shorter that the last post I wrote a few minutes ago. After I went back to check on something, & pasted my post back, it pasted my old post. I have to get ready to spend the night at my daughter's house because she works, & her Nanny isn't coming tomorrow. Nanny is coming here in a few minutes. She tries to help me keep my life in order, but I find it more than rough. Might be OK if I could wake up. You sweet people, this was as nice as a Birthday party. Love you all, & Big hugs, & Smackers
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Post by freaky on May 31, 2011 3:30:10 GMT -5
Oh itchin4answers, you doll you, what a babe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe you said that to me. And you too sheredelight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't think I'll ever be depressed again. You two are probably the first people who have ever said anything nice about me since I was a little bitty baby, except for nanners. She's always saying something nice about everybody, but that's just cause she's always really up, but she means it too. She has a totally positive attitude, all the time, and she's all bubbly with love flowing out her ears since she meet the man of her dreams, finally. Praise the Lord. I was afraid she'd be stuck in that teeny, tiny, little bitty house on that big hill, surrounded by all those beautiful poppies the rest of her life. Didn't you? She is like so nice, & sweet, she never ever messes up like I do, on a most constant basis, I'd say, but then I never really mean to. The only thing about nanners was she was soooo possessive about her poppies. It was like she might run out. I think she put them on top of her ice cream every night, (a bad habit of hers). We'll now I guess I'm gossiping, and nanners said something really sweet to me too,so I better quit. Thank you Sweetie. That was such a nice thing to say about me. You girls, are you sure you really meant that? You just made me feel so special, and I haven't felt that way in a long time. That was too sweet. I love you both for what you said, & thanks so much. What a complement. I'm going to copy this thread, and show it to every one in my family. You know how our disease just doesn't make you look good. I'm always late for everything, and I'm always getting so much flack. You Aussie chicks are the greatest! Thanks again. Oh skizit, I feel so bad. See Aussie chicks, I told you I always mess up. You weren't supposed to take me seriously. I didn't really mean you depressed me to no end. You know I love you, & you wouldn't do that to me. Seriously, it wasn't a really up post, but I was, depressed before hand. I'm sorry I made you think that. And, oh, I was just foolen with you too nanners. Enough of my babble, love you all, freaky long wind I'm just not used to getting complements. I didn't know what to say.
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Post by freaky on May 30, 2011 1:09:02 GMT -5
FMS, too ibzahp. And oh yeah, we all must have our sleeping medication. I couldn't function at all without my downers. I'm serious, not making fun of you guys. Talk to you tomorrow. Been out of town. I'm falling asleep, & don't want to do my zzzz's on line tonight. Skizit, not to worry silly. I was crying before I read your post. It sounds like we're all emotional wrecks. Somehow we'll have to snap out of this, but right now, I don't know how. Love ya, freaky I think we all gots the spongiform. ibzahp, I had to go down 3 times before I got the letters to your name right hahahaha
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Post by freaky on May 28, 2011 6:02:47 GMT -5
Somebody here recommended a good pharmacy. Will the person who did that please stand up. I've been looking in my bookmarks. I need so Biltracide as well.
Smackers, freaky
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Post by freaky on May 28, 2011 5:43:50 GMT -5
Do you wear any clothes when you stick your head in the sand ivanhoe.? What beach do you go to?
I agree, it's all a drag. Hugs, freaky
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Post by freaky on May 28, 2011 4:36:25 GMT -5
Ah, skizit, that was truly a lovely thing to say about my brain cells, but I am fearful I may be subject to spongiform. Is that the word? Maybe sp. I have been reading more than usual, & I'm getting confused whether I went off on a limb, or someone in the group told us already, & I went & read their reference. I thought I'd get away with being goofy, but you ole silly caught me. I sure don't know how I know about spongiform either so please forgive my lack of reference. To the best of my recollection, I think it may be any of various degenerative diseases of the brain characterized by the development of porous sponge like lesions in brain tissue and by deterioration in neurological functioning; specifically : prion disease. That's right, because I was interested to know if I had prion disease, which is any of a group of spongiform encephalopathy's that are caused by prions and that include bovine spongiform encephalopathy, Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, kuru, scrapie, and variant Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease —called also transmissible spongiform encephalopathy. I dare say I must have looked this up today, as I don't presently have a pain management dr., & because I've been on narcotics for approximately 10 years, I need to get one soon. Most drs. now went about face, deny the facts regarding fms, and give sloppy drugs that make you a vegetable. I think I've found a good doc to interview, but it was necessary for me to review my disease. I believe with FMS, it is possible to get prions, which I'm not possitive about though, but I'd put money on the table, & say kammy knows, & has discussed in great lengths, prions, is that not right, kam kam? I'll go tell her to come here, & comment.
I'm sorry, I bet I've bored you guys to death. Fudge.
Well, anyway I did forget who was exactly tested in that last thing I discussed regarding GMO food, but definitely it was pregnant women, & their babies tested by blood. I believe it was in the news. Sorry folks. I'll do better next time. Anyway, it's true BELIEVE IT OR NOT, ha ha, they gots the virus & the GMOers are in a big ole pickle.
But, that's is quite enough my Dauling Skizit. No more flack. You have depressed me to no end, & I have spent the last half hour bawling my eyes with my morg lashes that stick out straight, & dirty up my glasses. Actually, it is not your fault Dearheart, but you didn't help any with what you had to say about the invasion of our non-organic body snatchers. My eyelids are full of mold, I believe, so no matter how many morgs, I have pulled out the last 7 years, they all go from my under eye to my eye lid, & how cute do you think I am? Well, I'd say it's just a whole $h**%load of $h**% I'm dealing with, like putting away my clean clothes, picking up my parasites, & these damn hot/cold flashes I've had for days now that change my body temp in the course of a minute. So now that it's almost morning, I guess I covered this. subject, & will close even if I didn't. ;D Nite all, love freaky
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Post by freaky on May 27, 2011 2:58:34 GMT -5
Thanks nanners,
I could be the lucky one as far as a doc goes, but not lucky as far as this disease has hit me. You can just go to a doc, tell him your lips keep breaking out, & you can't stand the humiliation. You get cold sores on the top, & bottom at the same time. If he wants to see you again, just say adios. Are you in town?
Love, freaky
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Post by freaky on May 27, 2011 2:52:13 GMT -5
I think maybe the un-compromised people may have had the virus in their blood too, although I don't remember that. I read it a few days ago. You all didn't think I ever read, didn't ya?
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Post by freaky on May 27, 2011 2:49:08 GMT -5
What could be done to a baby until it got lesions anyway?
They tested people compromised, & non, & both had fibers.
Also they tested pregnant women, & their babies, & non-compromised people? for the virus from GMO'd food, & the pregnant women, & their babies had the virus in their blood.
You guys don't want me to be intellectual, & give references do you? I think someone already posted this, or how would I know, give, or take, a possible mistake. ;D
Peace, & retaliation, freaky
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Post by freaky on May 27, 2011 2:26:02 GMT -5
All we have to do is either call, or email them over yonder, probably call, & ask how much he got. They'd tell us, right? I've been meaning to, but when the little eye glass/lens boy got freaked out by my face, that's all I've been tending too. Hi ibzahp, itchen4answers, & whoa, harry! Hugs, freakydeaky Does anyone know what happened to my avatar, or how I can get it back? Did somebody take it? That would be so rude. Things like this always happen to me, & make me so depressed. What is this world coming to?
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Post by freaky on May 26, 2011 2:56:32 GMT -5
Carrie, you're in my prayers. I've been tested for lyme, & Maye Bartonella H., Everybody was all excited I didn't have it. I wasn't excited, because I still think I have it. My lab reports said to be tested again, but never have. I guess it doesn't matter to me. My doc treats me as though I have it anyway. I still feel like garbage, so I guess I know how you're feeling. It's just no fun not to have a good day when you want to go Wheeee, Yip peeeee, or Dang I feel feisty good. I'm sorry you don't, & I do hope you will though real soon. Maybe you need a garlic pizza. Big hugs, & smackers,freaky :-*I'm in a kissy mood. :-*Think I'll go make out with myself. haha Nanners, did you call me? You got the wrong # you silly duck.
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Post by freaky on May 23, 2011 4:12:01 GMT -5
Bad shape is right nanners. Guess what I have? It must be because I love you so much. On the palm of my hand is a black speck, but it's sticking up out of my skin. Wonder if it's going to turn into a metal thingy like yours. Does it take awhile to develop?
Love you always anyway , freakers
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Post by freaky on May 20, 2011 1:32:13 GMT -5
Thanks violet, that's her name. You know who I kept thinking of was Kathy Bates. Is that her name? haha And, she has nothing at all to do with Cindy. I guess I just spaced out for a moment there.
Oh nanners, you are always so complementary, you sweetie pie. Wow, you are in bad shape. I'm so sorry. It'll get better. Seems like we're all really bad off right now.
In light lynn, do you have any platform thongs? Maybe you could finish your shower before they had time to climb back up your feet.
I'm really a late replier. I was here a few nights ago, & was going to write back, & I don't know what happened. I didn't. duh. Well, all I have to say is keep the faith, & continue to get irate. Something has got to get us moving.
Hugs, & dead bugs, freakers
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Post by freaky on May 19, 2011 3:13:48 GMT -5
Maybe the stakeholders are the ones responsible for morgellons in the 1st place, & don't want their wrist's slapped. Aren't the lobbyists taking part in this? As the CDC has lied to us from the get go, does anyone believe they have been born again? I don't think putting comic strips around the entire building when Chronic Fatigue was being investigated was funny. I think we're getting ready to be even more humiliated. It's like you won't even know you ever were, once this upcoming report is publicized. Who hid the stick? Maybe we should order some. Why is it so dark? Maybe we should turn on a light. I'm thinking I may just ask someone for help. Time's a wasting. (sp) I don't care what anyone thinks. I think I may coozy up to Glen Beck. At least he cares, & he also donates to charities, & he does tell the truth.. Well, at least I'm thinking, but I'm sure not sitting on my hands waiting anxiously for the CDC Report to come out. Oh, I'm not near finished, and a fricken fog rolled in. Nite all
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Post by freaky on May 18, 2011 3:16:03 GMT -5
tonight 5- 17 -11, Morgellons was the 6th most discussed topic all over the world. As I am most pessimistic, and would appreciate if Divorce Court would bring their film crew, and cameras to my house tonight, I would suspect what was discussed was not good. For those who understand the appropriate testing done for morgellons, and where Mayo screwed up, it would be nice to damage their fine upstanding reputation.Writing letters to Mayo, & CNN for their sloppy conclusions would be a nice, and civil thing to do because they are blinded. And, they want to help people. SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMM! Most likely it would be best not to let them get away with this. To simply explain to them why they failed in their conclusions, what tests should have been utilized would be an effective counteraction. This is disgusting. One of the best things to send would be Cathy's (brain fog has set in due to the witching hour) I can't remember her last name,but she was a good ol chum of Sid's once, maybe not now, who knows. Excuse me if her name isn't Cathy, but that's glued in my mind. I've looked on Morgellons Exposed because it was written there where to go read her excellent explanation on Delusions of parasitosis, & why it was irrelevant to morgellons, how it started, etc. It is most detailed. I certainly wanted to send it to my dr., just in case she is a Mayo admirer, and fell backwards in her box.I guess I can write Morgellons Exposed if no one knows.
Guess what guys? & gals? mostly gals. I got my first lesion on my body. It itches like hell. I put some silver gel on it , & wrapped it up good with tape. I'm worried I may have cut my circulation off, but I'll find out in the morning. Because there was such intense itching, I put milk, & flour on it, & got a whole sh$%@ load of parasites out of it. It's the size of a golf ball on my lower leg. I hope I did well. I've never had one before. How long do they last? A month? Oh, I must put this on kams site. I will Dauling. Love to all, freaky
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Post by freaky on May 12, 2011 23:43:49 GMT -5
Hi Carrie. Sorry you're not up to par.
xoxoxofreaky
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Post by freaky on May 4, 2011 3:07:09 GMT -5
Acacian Immolation, You wouldn't have a collapsed tunnel because the worms have another worm in their mouth. They don't leave spaces. It's one right after the other. I can follow the lines of worms , or morgs, from my head down so far past my neck, I give up, & can't do it anymore. Some worms just pop out of my face, sit there, & look cocky.
Hugs, freaky
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Post by freaky on May 4, 2011 2:47:19 GMT -5
Nanners, I was really shocked I didn't get better at the ocean. It may have helped my face, but I can't talk about that yet, for fear of bad luck. I do think the problems we have are due to the morgs hanging out together. I've been working on my wings under my arms. Now one arm hangs lower than the other. I spray them with dettol, put salt on them, baking soda, clay, etc. Fibers weigh a lot I bet, & of course fungus, or mold sure would, because when I get the fungus, or mold out of my face, it's thick, & heavy compared to the light, white, fluffy stuff, like a cream puff. Maybe, ya think fiber accumulation might cause electricity? It's got all those crystals, black specks, chunks of what not, & then you have the fibers moving. You have to have electrical stimulation for that to happen, maybe. I think maybe you got globs of fibers so thick you can throw out light waves. Try turning off some of your circuit breakers. I'm not well versed in electricity, & herbs yet. Hope this helps. haha
Love ya big bunches, freaky
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Post by freaky on May 4, 2011 2:29:40 GMT -5
skizit, you are the funny one. ha ha ha ha I did have a question. Don't all morgies have dark blood in the first place? If that were true, I don't know how that test would be valid. If I can get it in, in the 6 min. I have to talk to my doc, after driving 3, & 1/2 hrs. to see her, I'll mention the oxygen test for sure though. But I already know it's scant. I'd love to have an oxygen machine, & just take off into the wild blue yonder. I bet I'd wake up.
love ya, freaky
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