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Post by kiki on Jun 27, 2009 18:04:59 GMT -5
We saw that on tv once but couldnt say when. Ron Howard is such a good person. He's had alot of heartache over his brother- an addict who has caused many uncomfortable situations. But God love him Ron wont say a word against him. Goes to show-- if everyone was raised in Mayberry it would be a better world
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Post by kiki on Jun 27, 2009 17:48:42 GMT -5
OMG Friskers I accidentally swallowed one of those peppers whole and my throat swelled and I was scared to death to go to the bathroom--which I was right to be scared. I was so raw I didnt walk, I waddled like a penguin. ouch!
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Post by kiki on Jun 27, 2009 17:32:13 GMT -5
I had to have hysterectomy b/c of cysts and resisted any kind of hormone therapy for a long time and I kicked myself for it when I started and felt better in weeks. Every so often my dr has me on a drug holiday(take nothing) that really lets me know how much it helps.
Bannanners at least its nice to know you can always support yourself. Heck they would make you a feature act. A bearded electrical lady with magic goo...I bet if you get a good agent you can have your own trailer even ;D
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Post by kiki on Jun 27, 2009 15:24:01 GMT -5
Toni I recognize that drug but unfortunately cant take it b/c it can lower blood pressure-- when this all started I was fainting 30 or more times a day. I had only been seeing my dr for 2 mos but she suspected postural orthostatic tachycardia (pots) right off. Most days its normal but some days the mere action of standing makes my blood pressure plummet and I pass out. It cost me my career and passion--dance. I think I know what phantom pain feels like cause my mind cant accept it and the ache is torture. But we all have lost something so I should get off my pity-party.
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Post by kiki on Jun 27, 2009 14:06:44 GMT -5
Thanks Jill. Ive never been able to find anything either and it drives me mad. I know what barium tastes like-- Ive had the kind that tastes like watered chalk and the kind that looks like kool-aid. Neither one ever tasted carbonated. Something made it feel carbonated last time. I wish I could let it go but I cant stop thinking about it. The fact that I cant find anything about it makes me think it was something in me that caused it.
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 22:10:53 GMT -5
I know I mentioned this 2x before but I cant stop thinking it has to mean something. Does anyone know what barium is like when exposed to radiation? Would it taste carbonated with a "bite"? Im talking about the white chalky kind.
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 21:48:29 GMT -5
Shoot Friskers with the stuff we talk about here how would anyone know??? ;D
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 21:35:58 GMT -5
I tried to read this to my cousin and couldnt do it. I would get a few words out and get a giggle-fit. Then she giggled at me giggling and finally said just e-mail the d*mn thing so I know what Im laughing about!
Just try to say it with a straight face--you'll see!
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 21:17:59 GMT -5
Nanners DO NOT SHAVE YOUR FACE!!! If you do the hair- well normal ones anyway will have blunt tip and will feel and look coarse when grows out. Stubbly-is that a word?? like a beard. I'll send you some things to try if ya want. But please hold off shaving them so you dont make a bad thing worse
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 21:06:58 GMT -5
Now I remember... after the tanning incident the hairs on my legs looked and felt normal again (figures the ONE decent symptom goes away). Ive always planned to go back for another tan to see if anything happens but never seem to do it. Ive wondered if something in the spray killed something cause all my worse areas are what didnt get sprayed. Probably not but I have a tendency to think anything weird is a clue. Toni--- the lengths wives go through to keep their husbands oblivious for their own good deserves a medal
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 19:12:59 GMT -5
Yippee!!!
I have read so many good things today I cant stand it. My mind has to adjust to happy news!
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 19:07:41 GMT -5
Stupid me--I should have posted A SONS LOVE here instead of a new thread. Dont know if it can be moved here?
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 19:04:19 GMT -5
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 18:53:46 GMT -5
No...,I don't know anyone with schizophrenia , and niether do I. Yeah but what about the person following you or the one thats out to get cha??? ;D
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 18:20:56 GMT -5
Cant stop myself... does anyone else see the irony here? We fight to be believed that this is real because of no "proof", yet discard a theory cause it cant be proven???
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 17:58:28 GMT -5
Before any other symptoms, I noticed "peach fuzz" hair growing all over me. My dr called them lanuga hairs and another word that starts with a v but dont remember what. My natural hair has always been that white/blonde so it didnt jump out at you but I knew it was there and knew it wasnt normal. I wanted to have it lasered off my face but was told hair was too light-- that only darker shades could be lasered. After testing neg for cancer, my dr didnt focus on it. It eventually disappeared but I noticed that while the hair on my head seemed thicker, the hair on my legs in areas seemed "rootless". A swipe with washcloth and they were gone. That part seemed pretty sweet--no shaving!! One day I got a spray tan and was told not to wash till next day for best results. No problem since even though it was 11:00 am I was so sleepy I could barely keep my eyes open. I slept the day and night away and in morning when I showered I noticed my washcloth and water was clear which puzzled me cause was told to expect some of coloring from spray. I dried off with an ivory colored towel and it had no stains whatsoever. I hung it up and dried hair and then noticed there were dark spots on it. It freaked me out so bad I got a garbage bag and put it in to sneak it out to dumpster so darling Mr Kiki wouldnt know that I threw it out. (its a wife thing so guys may not get it) I went to tub to get washcloth too (just in case). The bag was still open and when I started to throw washcloth in it looked like chunks of charred wood on top of towel. Now Ive lost it. You'd think there were rattlesnakes in there the way I acted. I actually backed out of room and slammed door shut (I know...nutz!) Well when Mr Kiki got home a few hrs later and looked at my "evidence" he pulled it out and said you mean this perfectly damp but clean towel?? Not a spec on it. I know what I saw even if I cant explain it. I have no idea how I went from hair to that. Sorry for getting off topic.
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 16:07:35 GMT -5
I had the exact same dream 5 times and couldnt ignore the feeling that I had to tell Suebe. I thought the last thing she needs right now is to be bothered with a dream from someone who doesnt even know her. But her dear Josh was determined and I knew if I didnt tell her I would regret it forever.
This is the dream: Im just standing in a field and see a yellow truck and walk toward it when all of a sudden it becomes a big shimmery ball with an angel floating over it and hundreds of yellow balloons just sorta "sprout" from truck and it floats up out of sight and a sole pink flower is growing where truck had been.
Each time I had dream I woke up feeling so much peace it takes a minute to remember morgellons. The yellow balloons made me think of Josh but the pink flower didnt make sense but now I know it didnt need to make sense to me--the message was to his mom. A couple of days after I sent it to Suebe, a remark she made that no matter how much she wanted to dream of Josh, she hadnt just popped in my head and my mind thought?/heard? But mom youre looking so hard you cant see me.
Suebe DOES understand the pink flower. But then, Josh knew she would. I mean this with all my heart-- I will never understand why I was given the honor of passing a sons love to his aching mom. How can anyone be worthy of something like this?
I love you guys. I really do. kiki
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 14:40:10 GMT -5
Im crying so hard Im half hyper-ventilating. I cant begin to explain how I feel. This is the most profound thing I have ever experienced. Oh Suebe I'm so grateful Josh persisted till I told you. I was so scared you'd think I was looney tunes. All I know is I dont feel like I deserve the gift Josh gave ME!!
I love,love,love you too!!
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Post by kiki on Jun 26, 2009 10:29:29 GMT -5
Toni- Did the crimped hairs happen suddenly or did it slowly start to get wavy? Will your straight hairs hold curl? Maybe a crimping iron or perm? I know it must be frustrating--cant cover that with a headband! Years ago I had super long hair and paid an obscene price (over 200.00 w/tip) for a spiral perm. I loved it but never got another one--hard to justify that kind of money for 4 months of "good" hair. The stylist said the weight of long hair kinda "pulls down" curls. Am I making sense? On the bright side if it will crimp, maybe you can get half off! But Toni your hair cant diminish how pretty you are!
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Post by kiki on Jun 25, 2009 19:33:59 GMT -5
My hair has been stick straight my whole life. A while back my whole head was shaved and when it grew back it was the same. I had to have it shaved again and now I have about a 2" thick curl right in the center of my head. The rest is its usual straight. Didnt Toni have hair issues?
Hope I dont have to wear a headband for the rest of my life.
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